The president is pregnant with a cub after going on a variety show

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"Can we have another chance?"

"I'm sorry." Jian Shuhua said.

He had a terrible headache and could barely stand, but he knew that if he didn't say some things, he would never have a chance to say them again.

Jian Shuhua, the leader of Xingyun, is not a person who can't seize opportunities.

"I was a little impulsive just now, let me calm down and talk again?"

Lin Zhiyan turned to look at him, and asked softly, "Do you...do you have a stomachache?"

He still remembered what his friend said, if he had contractions or saw redness, he should go to the hospital.

Jian Shuhua shook her head: "I'm fine."

His tone eased, and he returned to the gentle appearance of the past.

Lin Zhiyan nodded, turned and went to the kitchen.

Jian Shuhua fumbled to sit down, picked up her mobile phone and called Li Ruian: "Can I take painkillers?"

The fine soreness in the lower back was relieved a bit, but the headache was gone. This continuous intensive pain was wearing down his patience. Jian Shuhua felt that he couldn't communicate well with Lin Zhiyan in this state.

Maybe he will lose patience and become fierce again while talking.

That does not work.

"I don't suggest what you say," Li Rui'an said, "Where does it hurt?"

"Headache."

"The doctor will tell you that headaches are normal during pregnancy, and so is low back pain," Li Rui'an said, "You can lie down and sleep, take a rest, relax and relieve, there is no good way, or you can consider Don't want this kid."

Jian Shuhua: "Okay."

Because of the pain in his lower back, he had some difficulty getting up.

There was no one in the living room, Jian Shuhua glanced at the kitchen, Lin Zhiyan was standing there blankly, when he heard the movement and looked over, his face was stunned.

"I want to sleep," Jian Shuhua said, "wait for me a little longer, okay?"

This was the first time he had seriously asked for Lin Zhiyan's meaning since they had known each other for so long.

It was also the first time that Lin Zhiyan was given the choice to say "no".

But Lin Zhiyan did not refuse, he said: "Okay."

Jian Shuhua took one day of annual leave, and told Fang Lin, Zhou Shi and the office director that she had something to do today before lying down in peace.

It's just that I didn't expect to sleep until three o'clock in the afternoon.

When I woke up, everything was fine, the sun was shining brightly, covering myself warmly through the cold glass in winter, and there was no pain anywhere.

The head is fine, the waist is fine, and the stomach is fine.

Still very hungry.

Jian Shuhua: "..."

Maybe this is just a trick of fate.

He got up helplessly and gathered the belt of his nightgown. The person in the mirror looked very energetic.

When he walked out, Lin Zhiyan was sitting on the sofa looking at his mobile phone.

Jian Shuhua didn't talk to him first, but simply took a shower, tidied herself up after washing, and then walked to Lin Zhiyan and sat down.

Lin Zhiyan looked over.

"I apologize first," Jian Shuhua said, "I may be a little...emotional in the morning, which is not normal."

Lin Zhiyan took a deep breath, and the words he wanted to say came out of his throat with difficulty: "For you, I'm just..."

He paused in the middle of speaking, and pointed to the sofa he was sitting on: "Do you like this sofa?"

He had seen the news on the Internet and knew that Jian Shuhua must like it.

Otherwise, it is impossible to spend a lot of money to buy such an ordinary-looking sofa.

Lin Zhiyan himself is a rich man, although the degree of wealth is still a bit different from Jian Shuhua, but he also knows that rich people are not taken advantage of by spending money on useless things.

They just spend their money on what they think is valuable.

Likes are the greatest value.

The reason why it seems that the decision to buy expensive things is very random is not because they don't care, but because they have money, and time is more precious in comparison. There is no need to spend precious time on "buy" and "don't buy" on this choice.

Jian Shuhua nodded: "I like it."

"You said you liked me," Lin Zhiyan said, "Is the liking you said the same as liking this sofa?"

Jian Shuhua didn't speak.

When Lin Zhiyan discovered this by himself, he had no words to refute this fact.

Because it used to be.

"I don't want your apology, it will only make me completely disappointed." Lin Zhiyan lowered his eyes, and the aggressive edge that Jian Shuhua liked in the past on him has all subsided at this moment , became silent and silent.

"Boss Jane, I didn't like you at first, but I like the feeling you give me, the feeling that I can do something for you, the feeling that I can respond to my...expectation."

"But I really liked you later, because you were the first person to respond to me." Lin Zhiyan's eyes were reddened, "I have friends, I am not a lonely person, I have many relationships. Great friend, and a lot of other friends of all kinds, but you're the only one I've really gotten into in your life."

"The feeling I care about, you have helped me realize it, I can cook for you, I can meet your...needs, I can take care of you, I can eat, sleep and sleep with someone without any scruples together, so I cater to you desperately, I am afraid that one day you will not like me."

"Then you told me that these are all fake, just because I am the sofa you like, so I can be placed at home by you instead of being placed in the exhibition cabinet, Boss Jane, I am not an object, not someone who can Just put it in your home, I am a real person."

People are sad.

Jian Shuhua gave a soft "hmm".

He has no way to make up for Lin Zhiyan's emotional loss. Talking about material things in front of emotions is an insult to humanity.

But his heart hurts too.

Human beings are a wonderful thing, that is, the moment Jian Shuhua wakes up, she suddenly becomes transparent.

He knew that he had lost, lost completely, lost to this hypocritical game of feelings and interests, and the so-called rationality he used to convince himself would eventually become a harm to Lin Zhiyan.

Because he was also sad because of Lin Zhiyan's small movement of grabbing his corner.

Jian Shuhua once made a firm determination that she would never regret any of her actions.

He can apologize, he can bow his head, but he must never regret it, what has been done is done, time cannot be repeated, and he can only face it calmly.

But now he regrets everything he has done.

If he could have expected that he would make Lin Zhiyan sad.

Lin Zhiyan is a smart person. Children who were not cared about during the growing years are always more sensible and able to understand the atmosphere. Jian Shuhua's silence made him guess everything.

"I need a little time to prepare," he said, "If you...are inconvenient to get pregnant or something, I can still take care of you, and I will also take care of the child. I won't abandon being a father because of the things between the two of us responsibility.

But I need time to let go of my feelings, and I also need to reorganize my life. If I don't live in your house, I have nowhere to go in S City for the time being. "

Jian Shuhua finally spoke: "Lin Zhiyan."

He said: "Don't like me with such a humble gesture."

A tear fell from Lin Zhiyan's eyes, slid across his Jian Shuhua's never-to-be-tired face, and fell into the dark lines of his clothes.

"If I say, I like you now, not the way I like the sofa, but I may feel different from what I gave you before, and I need you to be who you are, and don't deliberately cater to me." While speaking, Jian Shuhua considered her own words, so she spoke very slowly.

He looked at Lin Zhiyan seriously: "Can we have another chance?"

Jian Shuhua suddenly understood that people have to reconcile with themselves in the end, not to let go of those who treat them badly, but to let go of themselves and those they love.

Lin Zhiyan looked at him.

Jian Shuhua stretched out her hand and lightly touched Lin Zhiyan's fingertips. Seeing that he didn't reject him, she grabbed Lin Zhiyan's wrist and let him lean into her arms.

Lin Zhiyan hugged Jian Shuhua tightly, and he asked, "Are you serious?"

"I'm serious." Jian Shuhua patted Lin Zhiyan on the back.

"Don't push me away." Lin Zhiyan said.

He hugged her for a long time, until Jian Shuhua's stomach "gurgled".

Lin Zhiyan let him go: "Hungry?"

Jian Shuhua: "A little bit."

"I'll cook," Lin Zhiyan said, "What do you want to eat?"

"No need to do it," Jian Shuhua shook her head, "I'll order some fruit to eat, do I want to bring you one?"

"want."

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Since Jian Shuhua was pregnant, her appetite has not been very good, sometimes she wants to eat and other times she doesn't want to eat.

When the fruit was brought over, he was already overwhelmed with cravings, and he simply picked a few mouthfuls and there was nothing left.

The amount of takeaway is a bit small for an adult man, Lin Zhiyan quickly finished a box, looked at the remaining half of him: "Don't you want to eat?"

Jian Shuhua frowned and shook her head.

He felt sick again.

She couldn't help herself when she got pregnant, and Jian Shuhua rushed into the bathroom in the next second: "Ugh——"

Spit out.

Lin Zhiyan leaned against the bathroom door and looked at him: "Shall I make you a cup of milk?"

He knows that pregnancy is very painful, but it is also true that Jian Shuhua has a bad stomach, so it is not a problem to vomit like this.

"No," Jian Shuhua got up and rinsed his mouth, "The milk is fishy, ​​I want something sweet."

When he just drank yogurt, he suddenly felt that milk tasted very fishy.

gross.

"I..." Jian Shuhua hesitated for a moment.

Lin Zhiyan looked at him: "Huh?"

"I want to go out for a walk and eat something outside." Jian Shuhua said.

Suddenly thought of the taste in the small shop outside, it was very strange, he obviously hadn't eaten it a few times before, but now he suddenly thought about it.

Lin Zhiyan said "Yes", "I'm with you."

The early winter in S City was not too cold yet, Jian Shuhua still wore a sweater with a coat, and after thinking about it, she added a scarf.

There are not many small restaurants near Yong'an District, most of them are stylish high-end restaurants. Jian Shuhua simply drove the Infiniti to the snack street in the city center, and managed to find a parking space after driving around twice.

The snack street in S City is very famous. It is said to be "one street", but it is actually four parallel streets side by side. The street is decorated in the style of brick tiles and red walls, which is very retro.

When getting out of the car, Jian Shuhua pressed lightly on her lower back.

The joy of pregnancy was short-lived, the excruciating back pain seemed to deliberately give him a time to communicate, and then entangled him again.

Sour as hell.

Jian Shuhua was in a good mood at the moment, the urge to eat dilutes the irritability caused by the back pain, he bought a glass of lemonade with ice at the entrance of the snack street, and then ordered a bucket of red oil skewers.

It doesn't taste too greasy anymore, it tastes delicious.

Lin Zhiyan followed behind him and frowned, but didn't make a sound.He could see that Jian Shuhua's back hurt again.

Finally, Jian Shuhua entered a rice noodle shop.

Both of them were big and tall, and their appearance was neat and tidy. When they entered the door, they attracted the attention of several pairs of eyes in the room.

The city center had the most students visiting. There were several couples of men and women who looked like college students in this store. The girls' eyes lingered on Jian Shuhua and Lin Zhiyan.

Jian Shuhua: "I want a pot for two, add a portion of bean sprouts and dried tofu, and fish balls for meat dishes."

Two girls said uncertainly: "Is it brother Yan?"

Lin Zhiyan went out in private, dressed casually, with a black sweater over a black coat, all in black, which matched and contrasted sharply with Jian Shuhua's coat.

There are no concealing sunglasses, masks and hats, and the real person is a little different from the deformed one in the camera, so passersby dare not recognize it.

Lin Zhiyan looked at Jian Shuhua, who was standing in front of the small cashier counter. He didn't notice the attention of the people in the store, so he made a "shh" gesture to the two girls, and then gave them a wink.

"Accompany him to have a meal and let me be an ordinary person." Lin Zhiyan clasped his hands together and whispered.

The two girls nodded in surprise and joy.

Jian Shuhua paid the bill and asked in confusion, "What are you doing?"

"It's nothing." Lin Zhiyan pulled the chair from the table next to him, "Sit here."

Jian Shuhua took off her scarf and sat down on the back of the chair, watching Lin Zhiyan sit down opposite her.

He said: "I ordered a small pot, and I can eat something else after I finish eating."

It's a pity that the reality is not as expected. Jian Shuhua was satisfied after eating in the snack street, but before returning home, she felt sick.

Infiniti stopped abruptly, Jian Shuhua pushed open the car door, throwing up a mess.

The chili oil he ate was a sin he did on a whim, and he suffered retribution right now, with a burning pain in his stomach and throat.

After Jian Shuhua vomited, she frowned, found a clean place by the side of the road and sat down on the spot.

The pain in the lower back became more and more unbearable, and I felt very unhappy.

Before he could sit still, he saw Lin Zhiyan get out of the car, took off his coat and handed it over: "It's cold on the ground, if you want to sit, use a cushion."

Jian Shuhua: "I'll just sit down."

Lin Zhiyan couldn't help saying that he bent down to pick him up, and he just spread the clothes on the floor: "I'm pregnant with a child."

"You can drive back." Jian Shuhua put her hands together on her knees and rested her head on them, "I'll sit here for a while."

"You don't take the car anymore?"

Jian Shuhua bit her lower lip and shook her head: "It smells like a car, I feel like vomiting."

Lin Zhiyan: "What about you?"

"It's not far away, I'll walk back later."

Lin Zhiyan laughed: "Then I will accompany you and let the driver drive."

Jian Shuhua took out her mobile phone to call Chen Xun, and continued to lean back on her knees after explaining.

He was back to the same state as in the morning, with a headache, back pain, and stomach discomfort.

Jian Shuhua couldn't figure it out, his stomach was only as big as a steamed bun, how could such a small thing make him like this?

He was in a terrible pain.

After Chen Xun arrived and drove the car away, maybe because of the cold wind blowing for a long time, Jian Shuhua finally felt better.

The sun had almost completely set, leaving a thin orange streak in the sky, and the whole street was gray.

He raised his head and saw a hand folded over his own, which was red from the cold.

Jian Shuhua held that hand back, and gently rubbed the back of Lin Zhiyan's hand with both hands.

Seeing him move, Lin Zhiyan finally said, "Is it better?"

Jian Shuhua gave a "hmm", he was still a little sluggish, but subjectively he felt better.

He grabbed Lin Zhiyan's hand and stood up, picked up his coat and patted it on.

A fine snowflake fell on the hand, followed by a second, and a third.

"It's snowing," Lin Zhiyan said, "shall we go home?"

He took his coat from Jian Shuhua and put it on, put his hands in his pockets, and gestured to Jian Shuhua with his elbow.

Jian Shuhua's hand gently passed through the gap in Lin Zhiyan's arm, and took his forearm.

"Actually, I'm very angry. I was very angry in the morning, but you are pregnant with a child, so I can't bully you, right?" Lin Zhiyan said, and there was a sense of oppression in his tone that he hadn't seen before, " Boss Jane, I will settle accounts with you after you give birth."

Jian Shuhua said "hmm": "Okay, can you answer my question now?"

"Can we have another chance?"

Lin Zhiyan: "Well, just once."

"Thank you." Jian Shuhua sighed, the tension in her heart finally relaxed.

"I have a question," Lin Zhiyan asked as he walked, "Boss Jane, you are a man, why are you pregnant?"

Jian Shuhua thought for a while: "A...problem caused by chromosomes, in layman's terms, you can probably understand it as a congenital developmental deformity."

Lin Zhiyan: "Then...do you feel uncomfortable elsewhere?"

He thought about his choice of words, worried that it would make Jian Shuhua feel uncomfortable, so he asked very carefully.

"I had dizziness before. It wasn't serious when I was in Nanshan. I have very few cases and I don't have much experience to refer to." Jian Shuhua said.

Lin Zhiyan: "Is Zai Zai going to do a DNA screening or something?"

"Do it in 26 weeks, I hope he will be a healthy child, not like me," Jian Shuhua said, "I want to discuss something with you."

"You said."

"If...he is as unlucky as I am, I may have to consider not having this child."

Jian Shuhua was sure that he could accept this child—not because of paternal love, but because of the comprehensive consideration of various other conditions, he felt that he could raise a child.

But when there is a movement in my stomach, and I feel that this is a living little thing, it is even more difficult to make this decision.

Although many mothers would say that their children are their own after all, Jian Shuhua knows that a person who is different from normal people has to suffer too much.

He didn't think such a child would thank him for having him.

It's like I have actually hesitated whether to remove the uterus. Although most of the time this organ has no sense of existence, there are always some insomnia nights when Jian Shuhua will inevitably think about it.

He thought about this question for a long time. He originally planned to wait for Li Ruian to finish the screening, and then decide whether to talk to Lin Zhiyan after the results came out. But now their relationship has undergone some subtle changes.

Jian Shuhua decided to say everything that might become a problem in advance.

"You gave birth to the child, you can decide," Lin Zhiyan said, "Pregnancy is so hard, I'm not qualified to make decisions for you."

"I don't agree with the saying that people have to go through some suffering," Jian Shuhua said, "but I made you do it at the time, and the result of pregnancy was caused by my decision. I should really bear this...responsibility? Now that you're another father, I hope you'll be involved in decisions about him, it's not someone's hard work."

"I think you have a point."

As Lin Zhiyan was speaking, he suddenly pulled out his hand, bent down and hugged Jian Shuhua horizontally, and the person who provoked him exclaimed, "What are you doing?"

"Nothing to do, just hug you."

"You..." In such a posture, Jian Shuhua had to reach out to wrap her arms around Lin Zhiyan's neck, which made the distance between them very close, and Lin Zhiyan's face was right in front of her, "Put me down."

"Don't let him go, I can hug him," Lin Zhiyan turned around in a circle, "Should we give him a nickname?"

Jian Shuhua had no idea about naming it: "Do you have any suggestions?"

"Call it Lele, I've thought about it for a long time," Lin Zhiyan said, "Let Dad be happier, Lele, don't you think so?"

It seemed that he was really singing along with him, and his stomach moved slightly.

Jian Shuhua looked at his stomach: "Is Lele a boy's name or a girl's name?"

"Nicknames don't distinguish between men and women," Lin Zhiyan asked instead, "Do you like boys or girls?"

Jian Shuhua: "I like my daughter, but I hope that I will give birth to a boy. Girls have to suffer a lot. Pregnancy is so tiring. I don't want her to go through it again."

"Then give birth to a boy." Seeing that he reached the gate of the community, Lin Zhiyan gently put Jian Shuhua down.

Jian Shuhua smiled: "Yes."