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Probably because it was going to rain, the sky became cloudy very quickly, and summer is the season most prone to power outages. The moment before the brightness of the lights suddenly disappeared, Su Mianyang was still packing the things in the suitcase. When he raised his head, the dormitory was completely darkened.

The quiet night always makes people think of the existence that has been entangled in the form of nightmares countless times. Uneasiness rushes back and forth in the chest. Lang's name.

"Xiao Lang, are you there?"

"Huh?" Xiao Lang, who was packing up the upper bunk, responded, "What's wrong?"

Following the lightning came a huge thunderclap, and the furious heavy rain hit the window. Su Mianyang thought that his voice would be completely covered by such a mighty rain.

"I am afraid."

First, the faint light of the mobile phone screen ignited, followed by successive noises from the upper bunk, and the light spots came towards him as fast as possible.

When Su Mianyang was close enough to touch the light, he heard Xiao Lang say in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Works better than any other comfort because it's just so within reach.

"I'm going to find a desk lamp." Xiao Lang said.

Su Mianyang hugged Xiao Lang at this moment.

Xiao Lang was a little surprised, but he still didn't break free. Instead, he gently patted Su Mianyang's back with one hand to comfort him.

"I am afraid..."

The information transmitted is not so much air transmission, but bone conduction. The slight vibration in Su Mianyang's chest made Xiao Lang's hands numb. This feeling is very strange. Before meeting Su Mianyang, he had never comforted anyone like this.

Like a puppy, he loves his puppy wholeheartedly, and exposes all fatal points to him without hesitation.

"What are you afraid of? Thunder or night?" Xiao Lang asked softly against Su Mianyang's head.

After that, there was a long interval, and Xiao Lang thought that Su Mianyang would not answer this question again. In the raging storm, Su Mianyang said in a nasal voice, "I'm afraid, once I let go...you will disappear."

The sound of rain almost covered all the sounds in the dark night, but it made the heartbeat stronger. Xiao Lang gently hugged Su Mianyang, but his attention was caught by the lightning and thunder outside the window.

It was so dark that he couldn't see anything, and only the thunder and lightning added a touch of light to his eyes in the long night, so he watched the thunderstorm until the last light powder in his eyes went out.

If you want to see the rainbow after the storm, you have to survive the storm.

The sadness came suddenly and violently, Xiao Lang didn't know how to comfort Su Mianyang in front of an unknown answer.

It seems that the dams they have built with all their strength are nothing more than a car in front of life, not even a joke.

"I will come back," Xiao Lang said softly, "If one day you can't find me, just wait for me where you are. As long as I know that you are still waiting here, Qianshan Wanshui will definitely come back to look for you."

Su Mianyang held Xiao Lang's hand and refused to let go until the power supply in the dormitory returned to normal.

There is no doubt that the atmosphere is a kind of catalyst for emotions. When the light came back to his eyes, Su Mianyang felt a little hypocritical.

Xiao Lang stayed with him patiently for so long, it was almost enough.

But he had one last question to ask.

"Why do you like me?" Su Mianyang paused and said, "I'm sorry, I just think... I really have nothing worthy of your liking. You agree with my liking... Is it really because you like me?"

Xiao Lang was stunned.

Su Mianyang caught the other party's hesitation at this moment, and his heart went cold at the same time, but he didn't want to embarrass Xiao Lang, so he could only smooth things over for his rash words, "I just said casually, don't take it to heart, forget it, Just take a shower and sleep."

But his hand was grabbed by Xiao Lang, as if the pause button was pressed, Su Mianyang looked at Xiao Lang, and subconsciously stopped all movements.

He knew what was going to happen next, so his heart beat louder than ever.

"I can't answer this question from a certain point." Xiao Lang looked at Su Mianyang seriously and said, "Character, specialty, voice or appearance, there is always someone who is equal to you in a certain point."

"But your life, your experiences, and your experiences are unique, and the parts that make up the whole are not simply added together. All of these form you in an orderly, reasonable and optimized structure."

"In other words, it's not because of a certain quality at a certain moment that I like you, but because you are the way I like you, and you are unique. If someone else is standing in your current position, I will Impossible to like."

This is a rare confession that can still move Su Mianyang after seeing a lot of love stories, without hype and unrealistic promises, and even mentions the philosophy he hates, but it is perfect for Xiao Lang to say these things.

He has heard a lot of people say that he likes how he can take care of people, likes his versatility, likes here and there, but no one has ever told him that what he likes is his whole person, everything that has turned him into what he is today in 18 years .

Su Mianyang raised his eyes and looked at Xiao Lang for a long time. He wanted to say something but felt that there was nothing to say. After repeated several times, he finally gave up. He waved his hand, looking indifferent, "Clean up and sleep, there will be more tomorrow Self-study early."

Xiao Lang didn't reject this proposal. It's not suitable to think about it at night, and it doesn't do any good except to increase your troubles.

Su Mianyang didn't move, it was obvious that he wanted him to wash first, so Xiao Lang quickly packed up his things, but when he was about to enter the bathroom with his things, he heard Su Mianyang who was sitting next to him speak up suddenly.

"Boyfriend, do you want to save water?"

Xiao Lang raised his eyes to look at him.

Su Mianyang's tone was relaxed, and he joked, "Let's wash together."

Xiao Lang looked at someone who obviously wanted to tease him, so he simply leaned against the bathroom door frame and did not move. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Why, can't help being honest with me now?"

"Meet each other honestly" Xiao Lang bit the four words very hard, and Su Mianyang easily understood the implication. He was choked speechless and had no choice but to raise his hand in surrender.

After Su Mianyang came out of the shower, he walked over to his bed, and naturally lay down in Xiao Lang's bed.

Seeing his movements, Xiao Lang didn't stop him, but consciously shrunk in while holding the book.

Su Mianyang leaned over and glanced at the book in Xiao Lang's hand, ""The Three of Us" is so thin, haven't you been reading it for more than three months? Haven't finished it yet?"

"I like it very much, so I put it next to the pillow and read it from time to time," Xiao Lang lowered his eyes, "but to be honest, I really haven't finished reading it."

Su Mianyang was aroused a little bit of interest, "I don't want to read it after reading it, right? I often do this too. I can only read the book in one go, and I don't want to read it any more when I stop in the middle."

Xiao Lang bent the corners of his lips, "I know what the last few chapters are going to write just because I read the title, if I have to accept the ending of this kind of family ending, I would rather never open the last few chapters, and lie to myself that they will never read the last few chapters." Won't go away."

"Deceive yourself? Don't you just show it if you don't read the ending?" Su Mianyang lay flat on the bed with her arms pillowed on her head.

"You're right, so tonight I decided to make up the ending that was three months late." Xiao Lang turned his head and glanced at Su Mianyang. There is no other way but to move forward."

Su Mianyang was silent for a while, and he sighed resignedly, "I can probably understand your feelings."

"But I'm thinking about it now." Xiao Lang calmly turned a page backwards, "Time is one-dimensional, and people always have to move forward. It's better to take the initiative when you are pushed forward by life."

Su Mianyang thumped his head irritably, and sighed from the depths of his throat. He turned over and hugged Xiao Lang in his arms, and after a while he said in a muffled voice: "But I'm really jealous. If Jiang Yu and the others really like you , there is still a chance to be together after graduation, but I can only envy that girl who will stand by your side in the future."

Xiao Lang paused with his fingers, "Why do you think so?"

"Isn't that the reality? Otherwise?" Su Mianyang asked, "If Auntie disagrees, what will you do?"

Xiao Lang didn't speak, he quietly finished flipping through the last few pages of the book, raised his hand and turned off the light.

"If my dad doesn't agree, he can't control me. He has Aunt Song to rely on, and I have a passbook, so he can move out to fight for the future, but what about you? What about Auntie? You can't just leave me alone, can you?" Seeing that Xiao Lang didn't seem to have much reaction, Su Mianyang continued, "I can't let you face this kind of choice, when the time comes..."

However, before he could finish speaking, Xiao Lang who suddenly lowered his head kissed his lips, so more doubts were strangled in his stomach.

There was no tenderness in this kiss, or it was more like a collision than a kiss. The lips and teeth of the two collided, and Su Mianyang couldn't help but "hiss" in pain.

But Xiao Lang didn't stop, he seemed to be venting some kind of emotion, he pressed Su Mianyang's shoulders with both hands, and pressed him under him with one sideways turn.

There was a thunder, and the sudden alternation of light and night caused Su Mianyang to lose all vision. He happened to miss the moment when he looked up and could see Xiao Lang's eyes clearly.

The pain quickly made him inattentive to think about other things. People who have no kissing experience in their bodies can do it all by themselves, biting recklessly and always giving gentle comfort the next moment.

Reckless yet gentle, it really fits this person's usual indecision, Su Mianyang thought to himself.

But this is not right, it is different from Xiao Lang in the past.

Su Mianyang wanted to push back, but Xiao Lang tried his best and refused to let go. He pushed several times but couldn't push it away. In the end, he had no choice but to pull Xiao Lang's wrist with a sudden force, and then he pulled it away. Crazy people repress.

Su Mianyang asked in a low voice, "Xiao Lang, are you crazy?"

There was a long silence, only the gasps of the two of them in the air.

"Then who drove me crazy?" With a trembling voice, too many emotions were mixed together, making it impossible for Su Mianyang to distinguish the color of these words.

But Su Mianyang knew that this was not the usual Xiao Lang.

Even though he was facing Xiao Lang face to face, Su Mianyang still couldn't see Xiao Lang's expression, but he knew that Xiao Lang must be very sad.

The gasping of the person under him became more and more unsteady, which proved this point. The tears that fell silently melted into Su Mianyang's palm, and the next moment he let go of his hand as if he had been burned by a flame.

Suddenly, Su Mianyang realized something, and it was like a bolt of lightning that went straight into his head.

How could he have forgotten?With an indecisive personality like Xiao Lang, if he didn't like it very much, how could he comfort him over and over again?How is it possible to express love so frankly again and again?

How could he have forgotten that a person like Xiao Lang who refused to say anything, even if he was panicked and overwhelmed, would still coax him patiently as if nothing had happened?

And what did he do?When Xiao Lang finally made up his mind to move forward resolutely, he began to become timid.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I didn't mean it..." Su Mianyang hugged Xiao Lang, buried his head in his neck, and apologized over and over again, "I'm sorry Xiao Lang...I didn't want to You are so sad."

Su Mianyang moved gently, melting all the apologies into the kisses, which were printed on Xiao Lang's neck one by one.

Xiao Lang didn't say a word, he turned his head and buried one eye in the pillow, letting Su Mianyang move on him.

On their first night in a new dorm with just the two of them, they had a rough time.

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The desk lamp is the kind of rechargeable desk lamp, not a bug.