Be at the same table with the rumored boss

Su Mianyang was a little absent-minded during the day's class, and Liu Xiaodao went online to play games as usual after the evening self-study get out of class. He habitually asked Su Mianyang if he wanted to join him, but Su Mianyang refused him straightforwardly.

Su Mianyang looked towards Xiao Lang, and Liu Xiaodao followed his line of sight, only to see Xiao Lang was reading and studying as usual.

Su Mianyang beckoned to Liu Xiaodao to come closer, he lowered his voice and said, "I want to accompany Xiao Lang to continue his self-study in the classroom, and take him back after the lights are turned off. He has just started to live in school, and I'm afraid he won't pay attention to study too late. closed."

Liu Xiaodao snorted, "Since when did you two get along so well? Far better than our revolutionary friendship?"

"It's always been like this." Su Mianyang looked at Liu Xiaodao confidently.

Liu Xiaodao looked at Su Mianyang, then turned his head to look at Xiao Lang, and intuitively told him that something should have happened between these two people. Their atmosphere seemed very subtle.

But helplessly, the two parties were impeccable. Although there were doubts, Liu Xiaodao couldn't find a reason to attack, so he could only leave the classroom with doubts.

Soon there were only a few scattered people in the classroom who were still studying. Xiao Lang still had no intention of getting up and leaving. Su Mianyang was bored of waiting, so he picked up a pen and continued to try to turn it. When it fell on the table, Xiao Lang closed the book.

"Stop studying?" Originally, Su Mianyang was ready to be kicked out of the classroom by the teaching director after the lights were turned off, but now Xiao Lang proposed to go back to bed after only 10 minutes. Su Mianyang realized that he probably influenced Xiao by being beside him Lang, so he said, "It's still a while before the lights are turned off, do you want to stop reading?"

"Let's go back to the dormitory first, I'm tired." Xiao Lang's tone was unquestionable. Su Mianyang naturally had no reason to refuse when the reason came out. He didn't even bother to clean up his things, so he just put his pen on the table and it was over.

It's not too late at this time, but it's definitely not too early. The day students have already left, leaving only a few passing students in a hurry on the campus.

It was so quiet that I could even hear my own breathing more and more clearly, so quiet that Su Mianyang panicked.

I used to walk with Zhang Haichao and the others, and there was a sudden silence like this. They played with their mobile phones, and when there was a topic, they became a lively group.

But Xiao Lang was an exception here, he really couldn't bear such silence, he wanted to get close but also wanted to stay away, wanted to stay away but couldn't help getting closer, he was so quiet that he wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say when he opened his mouth.

It seems that after meeting Xiao Lang, there have been many, many exceptions in his life.

It was the first time that I climbed over the wall regardless of anything, the first time I wanted to treat someone wholeheartedly, the first time I desperately wanted to get close to someone, the first time...

Like someone for the first time.

Su Mianyang looked at Xiao Lang's pale and small earlobes in front of him, and felt that his breathing was a little heavier. The scorching restlessness climbed up from his neck, and soon burned to the back of his ears. He didn't need to think about it. how bad the situation is.

However, the worst was yet to come. Su Mianyang never expected that Xiao Lang would suddenly turn around and break through this embarrassing scene.

In fact, Xiao Lang realized what was wrong with Su Mianyang much earlier. People always have a particularly keen detection ability for other people's gaze. He didn't know what Su Mianyang's scorching gaze meant, but keeping silent was undoubtedly the best choice.

But with the passage of time, Su Mianyang not only did not look back, but became more and more unscrupulous, Xiao Lang could even hear the other party's breathing that gradually increased.

He turned his head suddenly, but saw something unexpected, even under the dim yellow light with poor lighting conditions, Xiao Lang could still see that Su Mianyang's face was abnormally red, like a patient with a high fever.

"Do you have a fever?" Xiao Lang reached out and touched Su Mianyang's forehead.

The temperature of the contact was indeed high. Xiao Lang knew that his hand was always cold. To ensure accuracy, he leaned over and raised his head slightly, pressing his forehead against Su Mianyang's.

"It doesn't seem that hot." Xiao Lang said as he distanced himself from Su Mianyang. At this moment, he noticed that Su Mianyang's whole body was tense, and his shoulders trembled slightly, as if he was trying to endure something.

Xiao Lang asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

It took Su Mianyang a long time to hold back the phrase "urgency to urinate", and before he could say a few more words to make up for his clumsy lies, the familiar roar of the teaching director exploded behind him, and Su Mianyang was shocked, "The two in front are so close Is it about love?"

Before he had time to think about it, Su Mianyang dragged Xiao Lang and ran into the dormitory, and ran to the fifth floor in one breath. The two of them leaned against the wall and panted for a long time before recovering.

Seeing Su Mianyang's distressed appearance, Xiao Lang felt a little funny, he gasped and asked, "Why are you running away all of a sudden?"

"Dean, didn't you hear about the young lovers?" Su Mianyang replied without thinking. He also seemed to find it a little funny, so he couldn't hold back a low laugh.

Xiao Lang looked at him and asked back, "What does that have to do with us?"

Facing Xiao Lang's question, Su Mianyang's laughter stopped abruptly, as if he had been choked by something suddenly, he was unable to speak for a long time.

The panting gradually subsided.

He originally thought that silence could confuse the matter, or make jokes like last time to get away with it, but when he raised his head to meet Xiao Lang's gaze again, Su Mianyang knew that he had to give an explanation.

No one can lie to those eyes.

He didn't want to hide it any longer.

Su Mianyang never thought that he would confess in this situation, and even more, he wanted to extinguish the flames that had not yet had time to start a prairie fire, as long as he quietly watched by Xiao Lang's side was enough.

Without knowing Xiao Lang's thinking, it is undoubtedly a kind of invisible persecution to open up his secret emotions, telling him to deviate from the original normal life track.

The two of them had to face the same choice. If Xiao Lang agreed, they would take the road they had never thought of. If they did not agree, the two of them would be in embarrassment.

Su Mianyang knows that he is not a person who does not expect anything in return, what he wants is not only the conveyance of his heart, but also wants to ask Xiao Lang for relationship.

If Xiao Lang didn't give it, he probably wouldn't be so tolerant.

"Don't look at me like that." Su Mianyang said.

Xiao Lang moved his eyes away according to his words, and looked at a pot of saxifrage on the windowsill.Probably because of the awareness of spring, the heart-shaped leaves of the green plant are slowly recovering from the gloom. It grows slowly and gradually stretches its body.

I don’t know who opened the gap in the window. The instinct of the green plant drives the saxifrage to stretch out its weak stems and leaves, trying to climb and grow towards the gap. It bends the original growth track and wants to chase the outside. Sun and air.

Xiao Lang raised his hand and completely closed the gap where the window was opened.

"Xiao Lang, I didn't hear the answer to that question before, so I want to ask you again." Su Mianyang took a deep breath, and he had the courage to ask after making up a lot of determination, "Do you have someone you like?"

Xiao Lang's heart beat a few beats faster. He is not stupid. It is impossible not to feel the temperature after staying by the stove for so long. Realizing Su Mianyang's intentions, Xiao Lang still chose to pretend to be confused after a brief silence. He lowered his eyelashes , and returned the question to Su Mianyang intact, "What about you?"

"Yes," Su Mianyang looked at Xiao Lang's face when answering, and said the second half of the answer that Xiao Lang would not ask, "You."

Su Mianyang said softly: "I like you."

Su Mianyang had imagined the situation where this sentence might appear, except that it was not in today's situation.

It is impossible to describe the emotions of finally saying the love that has been suppressed in the bottom of my heart. Su Mianyang did not expect that "I like you" is such a simple four-word word that can be said. Clean, contrary to his increasingly hot face, his mood is much lighter.

"I thought about it seriously, and I'm sure I really like you, not the kind of liking I have for other friends, but the liking I haven't had for more than ten years, or it should be put another way," Su Mianyang said after a pause, "You are the first person I like in so many years, can you understand that?"

Su Mianyang looked at Xiao Lang expectantly.

"..." Xiao Lang remained silent.

Su Mianyang tried to get a glimpse of the other person's heart from Xiao Lang's micro-expression, but Xiao Lang's expression was too calm, as if he was just talking about a trivial matter.

So the match that hadn't had time to light the screen window fell to the ground, and the flame screamed unwillingly on the cold and ruthless concrete floor, struggling and struggling, and finally calmed down, leaving only the charred matchstick completely submerged in the endless night.

It's true that he hasn't confessed, but that doesn't mean he doesn't know what it's like to be rejected.

"It's not good for us to be like this, and I have never thought about the possibility of being with a boy," Xiao Lang paused for a while. He looked at Su Mianyang's expression, and thought about expressing his meaning without being too hurtful. People's rhetoric, "At the same table, can you understand?"

The feeling of being rejected is uncomfortable. Su Mianyang thought it would be dark and dark, as if he had reached the end of the world, but when all the dust settled, he felt a little relieved. After a long silence, Su Mianyang said: "I understand, but I just can't control it." My favorite."

"Xiao Lang, your grades are so good, no problem can trouble you, teach me, what should I do?"

Xiao Lang didn't know what to say.

Time passed minute by minute, and finally Su Mianyang broke the silence first.

"Forget it, I didn't mean to force you." Even though he thought that he must be chic and ruthless after being rejected, he still couldn't bear to see Xiao Lang embarrassed. Su Mianyang took the initiative to bring up this embarrassing topic, "In the future Can we still be friends?"

"Yes." Xiao Lang replied absent-mindedly.

"Let's go, go back to the dormitory, be happy, the dog thought I was bullying you." Su Mianyang just wanted to get away from this place of right and wrong quickly, his mind was in a mess, replaying what he was rejected just now The whole process.

Speaking of which, Su Mianyang subconsciously wanted to walk on Xiao Lang's shoulders, and when his outstretched arm was about to touch Xiao Lang, he suddenly realized something changed the trajectory, and put his hands in his pockets unnaturally, "Then I Go open the door first."

The sudden alienation made Xiao Lang a little uncomfortable. After thinking about it, he still didn't say the name that came to his lips.

If you can't have a firm guarantee, it's better not to give people a little hope. The love between Li Zhihang and Tao Wanqing is not smooth sailing, let alone the relationship between the two boys.

How long can two people be together, who will let go in the face of gossip and gossip, if it must end like this, then it is better to avoid the beginning, and cut off the possibility of tragedy before the two get deeper and deeper .

Just like the saxifrage on the window sill, it yearns for sunshine and air, and desperately wants to climb to the outside world. However, the night temperature in early spring is still too low for the warm-loving green plants, and it will die at any time. kill it.

Instead of taking such a big risk to gamble whether saxifrage can survive in such a temperature, it is better not to give it this hope, let it continue to grow in the greenhouse, and when the spring is warm and the flowers bloom, it will naturally grow tall and straight towards the sun .