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When she heard her son say that he wanted to live in school, Ms. Pan had mixed feelings in her heart.

On the one hand, she knew that it would be much more convenient for Xiao Lang to be in the dormitory of the school. Her son never needed her to worry about everything, and on the other hand, she was also a young mother, and she hoped to spend more time with her child. .

Out of motherly love, even though Xiao Lang expressed a firm attitude, Pan Xueying couldn't help asking: "Do you think it's inconvenient to have breakfast in the morning? Mom will make you breakfast later?"

"It's not for this reason," Xiao Lang said after being silent for a while, "If you don't spend time on the way back and forth, you can leave a lot of free time."

After hearing this explanation, Pan Xueying didn't speak for a long time, which made Xiao Lang a little uneasy, he raised his eyes, and quickly shifted his gaze away.

"You... don't you want to live with your mother, do you think she can't protect you?" Pan Xueying lowered her head when she said these words, her tone was full of guilt.

Because she couldn't bear the domestic violence, throwing Xiao Lang to Xiao Ziqiang was a hurdle that Pan Xueying couldn't get over.

The cute and clingy Bai Tuanzi when she was a child has become the cold and alienated appearance today. Xiao Ziqiang is certainly at fault, but she can't get rid of it.

So Pan Xueying wished to give Xiao Lang everything she had, and wanted to express her apology in this way.

But if some things are missed, they are missed. No matter how hard she tries, Xiao Lang seems unmoved, and will never cling to her like she did when she was a child.

"Mom," Xiao Lang looked at Pan Xueying, and he continued after a long time, "You don't owe me anything, there's no need to blame yourself, it's not your fault."

It would be too absolute to attribute all failures to parents. After all, what kind of person a person can become depends on his own choice. Born in the mud can also be born to the light. The only one who can truly defeat a person is himself .

As a victim of domestic violence, Pan Xueying has suffered no less than him. Xiao Lang has long passed the age where he put all the responsibility on his parents, and he also understands Pan Xueying's choice in that situation. Now he just wants to see Live a good life ahead, and bury everything in the past in the bottom of my heart.

"After you lived in school, no one left a light for me to open the door. There is no popularity at home anymore."

Pan Xueying sat on the sofa, covered half of her face with one hand, and hid herself in the dark night where the desk lamp couldn't reach her. After running around for a day, her loose hair covered the other half of her face, and her whole body was covered by some kind of sadness emotions enveloped.

Xiao Lang sat on the sofa opposite Pan Xueying without saying a word.

Just when Xiao Lang almost said the word "forget it", Pan Xueying rubbed her sore eyes, and said to him with a smile: "You have grown up, you have your own ideas, you can deal with such small things yourself." Just make a decision."

Xiao Lang's tight strings finally relaxed. He didn't like that Ms. Pan always looked at him with apology, as if he had suffered a lot of grievances.

Getting along with such care is like treating a terminally ill person, which once made Xiao Lang wonder if he was really sick.

Therefore, Xiao Lang pursues perfection in everything he does, and hopes that he can become a person who is relied on by those around him and can support the world for the people he likes, instead of being such an existence carefully cared for by others.

Xiao Lang picked up the phone and clicked on the chat page.

It was already late when Su Mianyang was lying on the bed. I wonder if it was because he was too excited about the start of school, but now he doesn't feel any sleepiness, and there is only one person in his mind when he opens his eyes and closes his eyes.

This made Su Mianyang very irritable, as school was approaching, homework should be on his mind, not just someone who could copy homework.

From the first meeting when he pulled Xiao Lang's hand by mistake to when he hugged Xiao Lang in the taxi, from when Xiao Lang took him to the infirmary to bandage the wound to standing up to take the blow for him, the two went from being strangers to sleeping together. A bed, a very simple truth is clearly in front of his eyes.

He likes Xiao Lang, not the kind of simple love between friends, but the love that makes his heart beat faster when he thinks about it, and his breathing becomes disordered when he receives his news. It is the love that he wants to share with all the good things in the world.

It's the same love that ordinary boys have for the girls they love.

Su Mianyang was a little depressed.

He is so awesome, he has never liked anyone before, and this liking means that he likes his deskmate of the same sex.If Xiao Lang found out, they probably wouldn't even be friends.

Su Mianyang was taken aback when the news notification from Penguin rang on his mobile phone. When he regained his senses, he picked up his mobile phone to check the notification.

The person who sent the message was Ye Shiluo, and the two of them seldom chatted, so Su Mianyang was more or less surprised to receive his message at this time.

Little Yezi: Brother Yang, thank you for today's work.

sy: I just checked with the past, but I didn't do anything, but you have to calm down.

Xiao Ye Zi: I have to be thankful, I will treat you and Stick to dinner when I am free.By the way... just kidding.

Su Mianyang suddenly realized that the dispute during the day was unusual. He questioned Ye Shiluo's feelings, and somehow they left Ye Shiluo and disappeared.

Ye Shiluo was testing him.

Inexplicably, Su Mianyang thought of what Xiao Lang said, and he lowered his head and typed it out word by word.

sy: Sexual orientation is not right or wrong. It just means that the person you like is the same gender as you. It’s not a big deal, is it?

Ye Shiluo was silent for a long time before replying "So?"

Su Mianyang stared at the screen for a long time, and wrote, deleted, deleted, and rewritten what he wanted to ask, but in the end he still couldn't find a suitable wording.

Xiao Yezi: Brother, if you want to ask anything, just say it.

sy: I just want to ask... is this a good way to go?

Little Leaf: Brother Yang, are you...

Ye Shiluo didn't finish his sentence, but everyone knew what it meant. Su Mianyang felt like he was being cut open, but he subconsciously denied Ye Shiluo, who had always been stubborn.

sy: I'm just asking.

Xiao Yezi: If I don't really like it, I hope that no one around me will ever walk this way again. All the responsibilities and prejudices on this way are hard to deal with.If it's just a whim, it's better to give up as soon as possible, it's good for both of you, and you will know later.

Contrary to Su Mianyang's preconceptions, Ye Shiluo, who is gay, did not agree with advocating this view of love. Instead, he told him his attitude in a pessimistic way. The same idea persuaded him to choose to give up.

sy: I thought...you would be very supportive.

Xiao Yezi: I don't want others to suffer from what I have experienced again, Brother Yang, think about it for yourself.At least at this stage, it would be nice to have a decent ending.

Su Mianyang lay flat on the bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Ye Shiluo's words were very clever, and he extinguished most of Su Mianyang's inner impulse without pointing out anything. He really didn't think about so many issues, he only thought that liking was liking, but he didn't think about what happened after liking.

Just because he likes Xiao Lang doesn't mean that Xiao Lang also likes him. He can't extravagantly seek affection, and he can't express his liking openly like he likes girls, forcing a normal boy who has never thought about it to think about it.

If Xiao Lang doesn't accept that the two of them don't even have to be friends, if Xiao Lang accepts, the two of them will face unimaginable difficulties. No matter how you think about it, giving up is the best choice. Allowed likes should be nipped in the bud.

Su Mianyang's attention was instantly fixed on the phone due to the penguin's special attention ringtone. Before he had time to think about it, his body had already reacted consciously, and he grabbed the phone and put it in front of his eyes.

After realizing that his reaction was too extreme, Su Mianyang gave a "fuck" sound, and suddenly felt that what he was holding was not a mobile phone but some hot potato, and he threw the mobile phone out of his mind.

However, Su Mianyang regretted it the next moment.

At least, even out of respect for his classmates, he should read what Xiao Lang said, right?Not for anything else, just because such indifferent behavior is not appropriate.

Su Mianyang sighed, straightened his arms and touched in front of him. It took a lot of effort to reach the phone, and then he fished it out, skillfully unlocked and opened the phone.

Answer: Start school and live in school.

sy: Auntie agreed directly?Willing to let you down so easily?

Answer: I told my mom that living on campus would save a lot of time, and she agreed.

Su Mianyang's brain twitched, and he asked: What's the actual reason?

Answer:?

After seeing the question mark sent by Xiao Lang, Su Mianyang slapped himself hard on the forehead. Was his brain infected with a virus? What was he thinking about that was unrealistic?When doing reading comprehension, I don't have this kind of insight, but it's a set routine to talk sarcasm.

sy: No... I thought you didn't want to live on campus, but it was because I mentioned it.

He was still cautious.

Su Mianyang hesitated to test it out, trying to figure out Xiao Lang's ambiguous attitude, like a night walker walking on the edge of a cliff, afraid of falling into the abyss if he made a wrong step.

Presumably, desperate love is always qualified after the two parties have confirmed their intentions. He dare not love so passionately, so he can only protect the newly ignited flame with his hands, protect it in his arms, and then proceed carefully across the ice and snow.

After a long time of "the other party is typing", Su Mianyang finally waited for Xiao Lang's reply.

Answer: You are right.

Answer: It is indeed because of you.

Su Mianyang's eyelids twitched, and a low-probability possibility was placed in front of him. His heart beat faster, and after hesitating for a long time, he sent a sentence that could not be faulted: looking forward to the life of being a roommate after school starts.

Su Mianyang heaved a sigh of relief after Xiao Lang replied "Yes".

He pressed the phone under the pillow, trying to empty himself and clear out the messy thoughts in his head.

Xiao Lang just replied with two normal sentences, which didn't mean anything.

Su Mianyang turned his head, the keys on the desk lay quietly, and the two small pendants of the sheep and the rock wolf were hugging each other tightly.

He is the only one who is suppressed in his heart and cannot easily say his love. The impulsiveness of youth will only cause irreparable mistakes. Probably only when he grows up enough to shoulder the future of two people can he boldly call out his name .