Be at the same table with the rumored boss

When passing by the food street, Su Mianyang turned in and bought some meat buns. The buns were sold by an old couple in their 60s.

The old lady took his money, turned her head and saw the old man with white hair next to her, and started nagging, "You took the wrong one again, the meat buns are not red bean paste buns, our daughter has to go to school soon, and I don't have enough time to do my homework You will be punished by the teacher to stand."

The old man was cheerful and not annoyed, he opened another steamer and said to the old lady, "Okay, I see, you can go to the house and help our daughter pack her schoolbag."

The old lady nodded and staggered towards the house.

An old couple in this age group has a daughter who is in school. Su Mianyang was a little surprised when he heard the whole process, but he still didn't say anything out of politeness.

The old man seemed to see his doubts, and he told the story spontaneously, "Our daughter died of cancer the year before last. She refused to accept it, and there was something wrong with her memory, and she was stuck in the time when the daughter was in school."

It's hard to imagine that the kind old man he met on the street would have such an unknown past. Su Mianyang doesn't understand why life puts so many hardships on one person's shoulders, and why even so, the old man can still smile Life.

"It's hard for two old people, isn't it hard for you?" Su Mianyang said softly.

Needless to say, Su Mianyang also knows the hardships of looking at the breakfast shop and taking care of his sick wife.

"First, she sewed clothes for me under the kerosene lamp for the whole winter, and her eyes were broken long ago. Later, when I was hospitalized, she took care of me, got up early to fetch water and serve meals, and the old cold legs were also the problem at that time. She followed I have suffered for most of my life, and it is my turn to take care of her."

The old man handed the packed meat bun to Su Mianyang, and when Su Mianyang took the meat bun, the old lady just came out of the house with a red schoolbag, she looked at the flour that the old man wiped on her face and smiled like a child .

When the old man saw it, he smirked along with her. Finally, the old lady had enough of laughing and took out a handkerchief from her pocket to wipe his face. The old man said no but turned his face away honestly.

There are always some things that time cannot change. Time will wipe away many traces of the past like a handkerchief, but the habit of subconsciously cooperating when you see your lover's movements has become a kind of muscle memory.

Love is cast into the ribs of a man, and time uses this method to reconcile tenderness with his flesh and blood.

Su Mianyang thought that he and Xiao Lang would probably be like this when they grow old.

Even if Su Mianyang immediately took a taxi and walked back, it was already nine o'clock in the evening when he reached the intersection in front of his house.

Along the way, he sent many messages to Xiao Lang but got no response, Su Mianyang couldn't help feeling a little anxious again, and hurried home after getting off the car.

Just when Su Mianyang was about to run to the gate of the community, he saw a familiar figure.

With his head down, Xiao Lang was thinking about something, his body was like a pine and cypress standing upright in the cold wind, Xiao Lang still maintained his straight standing posture in high school even after graduation for many years.

Su Mianyang originally wanted to sneak over to surprise Xiao Lang, but he didn't expect that after just a few steps, Xiao Lang raised his eyes without warning as if telepathic, and happened to meet his gaze.

After discovering his lover, Xiao Lang's brows twitched, his bright eyes curved.

He has single eyelids and the tails of his eyes are upturned. When he is calm, he is always a little cold and alienated, so when he smiles, it is like melting winter snow, as if the world is full of flowers in April, and the corners of his lips are slightly curved. , "Officer Su, you are back."

The dust floating in the air finally landed, and the warm orange light surrounded Xiao Lang tightly as if he had encountered a light source. He stood there quietly and didn't need to say anything.

It is probably because the continuous autumn rain has never ended that Su Mianyang walked into the cold winter unknowingly. When he recovered, the deep love had been deeply planted in the years and could not be eradicated.

Four seasons reincarnate, cycle after cycle, as if nothing has changed, only Su Mianyang knows in his heart that he loves the person in front of him more and more day by day.

Su Mianyang's chest heaved greatly, and he stared at Xiao Lang's face for a long time, until his eyes were sour and moist before he walked over and hugged Xiao Lang into his arms.

"Huh?" Although a little surprised, Xiao Lang who was suddenly hugged tightly did not push Su Mianyang away, but hugged him gently back.

"Why didn't you answer the phone or reply to the message? I was scared to death when the dog told me about you, and you didn't know to send me a message." The familiar scent of soap in his arms brought Su Mianyang a great feeling. Great appeasement, the pain in the back of the head was relieved all the way like a nail driven into it.

Su Mianyang didn't want to let go, hugged Xiao Lang and buried him in his neck, humming dissatisfied. At the end of the sentence, he only felt that there was something choked in his throat that involved the tear gland, and his words would be broken if he said one more word Changing tone, tears are about to fall.

"You're a fucking idiot, you can add a scar to yourself by acting bravely."

"You know all about it? It's just a small stroke, and if I have a stronger physique, it can be healed on the spot." Xiao Lang felt helpless and guilty.

Su Mianyang seldom showed his fragile side. Xiao Lang felt distressed and didn't know how to deal with it, so he could only let someone hug him, "The phone was broken at that time, and I took it to repair it on the way home. I came here to pick you up because you were worried."

Su Mianyang sniffed, and let go of Xiao Lang as if he suddenly thought of something, "How long have you been waiting for me?"

"You came here just now." Xiao Lang said.

Su Mianyang ignored Xiao Lang's remarks as usual, he grabbed Xiao Lang's cold hands and rubbed them in his palms, "It was frozen like this when we first arrived here? Huh? A cold-blooded animal?"

Xiao Lang had nothing to say, Su Mianyang took out the still warm meat bun from his bag and handed it to him, "Warm your hands, I brought it back after I got off the plane after eating, I don't know if it suits you Mind."

Su Mianyang quickly walked ahead, Xiao Lang followed behind him with a meat bag in his hand, and waited until Su Mianyang took out the key at the door of the house. He opened the lock but did not enter the door, and his tall body blocked the door.

Xiao Lang looked up in confusion, and heard the voice of the person with his back turned to him with a deep nasal voice, "Xiao Lang, have you ever thought about me, what should I do if something happened to you?"

Xiao Lang was stunned.

"I can't imagine losing your life at all. The wardrobe, the sink, the shoe rack at the door, these things remind me of the fact that you are still by my side all the time."

The soreness of the nose slowly climbed up the corners of the eyes along the nasal cavity, Su Mianyang was silent for a while, "If you leave me, I don't know how long it will take to clean up these things, maybe it will never be possible."

"Sorry..." Other than this, Xiao Lang didn't know what else he could say.

"We don't need to talk about this," Su Mianyang opened the door, "tell me about the specific situation."

"You probably never imagined that scene." Sleepless all night to rescue the patient but could do nothing, the patient's relatives pointed at the surgeon's nose and called him a quack doctor, pulled his arm and called him an executioner, and kept asking him to change his life for another. .

Xiao Lang couldn't imagine what kind of emotions that colleague had in order to persevere.

He wanted to question those people too much unfairly, but all the accusations he wanted to blurt out, before the eyes that were staring at him quietly, there was only one sentence left in the end, "Is he a doctor and should bear this?" ?”

"I regret that I encouraged you to become a doctor at the beginning, otherwise you probably wouldn't have to suffer from such emotions." Su Mianyang's incidents of medical troubles are not uncommon. The unfortunate death of a patient will probably cause their relatives to break down emotionally. Many relatives who are eager to vent will choose He vented his anger on the chief surgeon.

There is a Chengguan hospital on the way Su Mianyang went to high school, where he saw a lot of medical troubles. The most recent memory is that several people carried a coffin to the hospital entrance, and while throwing paper money, they played the suona to ask the hospital for "killing" compensation that time.

"I've never regretted being a doctor," Xiao Lang was exceptionally calm when he said this, "In fact, making medical troubles should never be a reason for people to give up studying medicine."

"I study medicine because I want to save people, and I want to save more and more people. I hope that the world will become a little better because of me as a doctor. As long as I am still alive, I will not give up any hopeful people." sick."

"..."

Su Mianyang knew that Xiao Lang hadn't lied, and every word came from the heart.

Xiao Lang was originally such a person. Even though he had seen the most mean and ruthless possibility, he still chose to love everything in the world with the most ardent love. For ten years, the person who stated his beliefs in the auditorium has never changed.

"But brother...do you know? We are not gods, and we can't bring the dead back to life. Every time at this time, I hate my powerlessness, and I don't know what will happen in the future." Xiao Lang's voice dropped.

"It's not your fault, you will always be my pride." Su Mianyang couldn't help hugging Xiao Lang's thin body into his arms, and there was an unspeakable distress in his heart.

Selfishly speaking, Su Mianyang doesn't want his sensitive and thin lover to continue, but he will never be an obstacle to Xiao Lang's career.

"Boldly do what you want to do. There is nothing to fear in the future. I will always be someone you can rely on." Su Mianyang whispered.

Xiao Lang stroked Su Mianyang's little finger, and said softly, "I know."

Su Mianyang refused to let go of her embrace.

He loves Xiao Lang like this, feels that Xiao Lang like this is his pride, respects every choice made by Xiao Lang, and is willing to become a doctor's family member who silently supports him behind the scenes.

What should I do if I fall in love with someone who loves the world?I have no choice but to let go of all my previous prejudices for him, and try my best to love the world he loves.

"Doctor Xiao, what should I do? I seem to be sick." After finally letting go of his embrace, Su Mianyang held the cold knuckles of Xiao Lang's right hand in his hand, lifted them to his lips and kissed them delicately, "I got a A disease that loves you more and more every day, it is terminally ill, and there is no cure."

Xiao Lang, who had been haggard for many days, showed a helpless smile. He hooked Su Mianyang's back neck with his left hand, raised his head slightly, and pressed his brows tightly against Su Mianyang's forehead. Xiao Lang said softly, "It is recommended to have a good rest. Exercise, supplemented by a good morning kiss every day, the effect is better."

Su Mianyang kissed Xiao Lang's lips with satisfaction.

There is no need to fear the future.

As long as they're with each other, there's nothing to fear anymore.

There is still a long way to go, and the future is promising.

The author has something to say:

Fearless people compromise for love, and gentle people refuse because of love.

Spoiler: Left Hand Right Hand (End)