little beast

Xiaolu has no normal ethics at all, and no one has taught him etiquette, righteousness and shame. He just obeys his own desires instinctively, and is deeply involved in it.

A fawn living in human society is like a wild cub, extremely sick, yet so innocent.

Sheng Shuangxu's heart was filled with soreness—what kind of parents would allow their child's illness to fall to such a state? !

"Xiaolu, where are your parents?" Sheng Shuangxu shouldn't have asked too much, he was just an outsider, and it would be difficult to do anything even if he knew the truth, "Why did you live with Liang Shao?"

"After I ran away from home, I met Liang Shao, and he took me in," Xiao Lu scratched his hair, and said, "My parents... they always lock me in the basement—I'm sorry, Teacher Sheng, I I don’t want to mention the past.”

Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback.He couldn't imagine what kind of life the little deer lived in the past.

Sheng Shuangxu realized that he had inadvertently poked Xiaolu's wound, and hurriedly said: "I should apologize, I shouldn't ask these things."

"No, Teacher Sheng, you don't need to apologize to me," Xiaolu stared at Sheng Shuangxu with sparkling eyes, and moved closer to him again, "What I said is what I want to tell you, and I don't want to say anything No, so you didn't offend me."

"A topic that I can refuse is not offensive to me."

When Sheng Shuangxu came back to his senses, Xiao Lu had hugged his arm unconsciously.

Xiao Lu raised his face and said softly, "Mr. Sheng, can you kiss me?"

Sheng Shuangxu looked into Xiaolu's clear eyes, and was in a daze for a moment, he was no longer so repulsed by same-sex contact.But reason quickly came back, pulling him out of the chaos.

No, no matter how beautiful the boy in front of him is, he is still a boy, and his emotion is only momentarily softened, and he still maintains an intolerable disgust for the touch of a man—it must be Shen Chengan's long-standing humiliation, which made him also gradually became abnormal.

Sheng Shuangxu blushed, but luckily the room was dimly lit, so he couldn't see his expression clearly, the little deer made him once again be at a loss for the unknown.

But the only thing he can confirm is that Xiaolu's "liking" for him is definitely not admiration, but an absurd fantasy brought about by the disorder.

It's fine for Xiaolu to be ignorant, as an adult male, Sheng Shuangxu will never allow himself to do wrong things and be seduced by a child.

Sheng Shuangxu pushed away Xiao Lu's face that was getting closer and closer with one hand, and sternly refused, "No, Xiao Lu."

"This kind of thing has to be with someone you really like, not me."

Xiaolu quibbled: "Mr. Sheng, I like you."

Sheng Shuangxu made up his mind to reject him, and said, "Can you distinguish between liking and desire? Do you like me? Or do you want to be with me..."

Sheng Shuangxu was a little ashamed to speak, and it took him a while to find a suitable word: "...sleep?"

The deer stopped talking.He has never thought about this kind of problem, he just wants to sleep with Sheng Shuangxu - the person who can sleep with him is better Sheng Shuangxu, it doesn't matter if it's not him, Xiaolu is used to saying "I love you" to men .

He has never been loved, and he has never known what love is.

The little deer was like a wilting flower, unable to answer Sheng Shuangxu's words, he curled up again, and asked pitifully, "Then can I sleep with you?"

"It's too cold and too dark to sleep alone, I'm so scared."

Sheng Shuangxu's heart softened, he lifted the quilt and lay down with his back facing the deer, and said, "As long as you don't mess around, I won't drive you away."

Fawn curled up in a corner of the bed like a cat, he didn't make a sound, and he didn't touch Sheng Shuangxu again.

After Xiaolu's disturbance, Sheng Shuangxu's drowsiness gradually came to him, and he just fell asleep like this.

Early the next morning, Sheng Shuangxu woke up following his biological clock, and Xiao Lu slept soundly with his knees hugged.

Sheng Shuangxu thought it would be okay for him to sleep a little longer, so he didn't wake him up.

After Sheng Shuangxu washed up, he sat on the bed for a while, seeing that Xiaolu hadn't gotten up yet, he was hesitant to ask him to have breakfast, Liang Shao knocked on the door from the outside, and asked through the door: "Can I Come in?"

Sheng Shuangxu was afraid that he would disturb Xiaolu's sleep, so he opened the door directly. Liang Shao quickly glanced at Xiaolu who was sleeping sprawled on the bed through the crack of the door, and his back stiffened.

Liang Shao said sullenly, "Let's go out to eat."

Sheng Shuangxu looked back at Xiao Lu and asked, "Should I wake him up?"

Liang Shao shook his head and said, "Don't worry about him, I haven't seen him get up early for dinner."

The two walked to the small living room and sat down one after the other. On the coffee table were fried dough sticks and tofu nao that Liang Shao had just bought, hot in plastic bags.

Liang Shao put the bag of tofu nao directly into the bowl, broke off the fried dough sticks and stuffed them into the bowl, and stirred them up and down. It was difficult to manage the smooth curly hair if it was messed up, and the eyes couldn't stop looking at Sheng Shuangxu.

Being stared at by Liang Shao, Sheng Shuangxu felt uncomfortable all over. He stirred the bowl with an iron spoon, and raised his head to meet Liang Shao's evasive gaze.

Liang Shao sighed heavily, and finally said: "...Did he sleep in your room yesterday?"

Sheng Shuangxu had almost never heard Liang Shao call Xiaolu by his name. When he saw Xiaolu, he would directly say "you" or "he".

Sheng Shuangxu thought of Xiao Lu's strange illness, and Liang Shao probably knew about it very well. He was afraid that Liang Shao would cause unnecessary misunderstandings, so he hurriedly explained: "Yes, but he just slept, nothing... "

As soon as Sheng Shuangxu said the words, he realized that he had a somewhat guilty tone, Liang Shao's expression remained unchanged, and he said, "Do you know everything?"

Liang Shao's problem is self-evident.

Liang Shao is a doctor after all, so even if Sheng Shuangxu was ashamed to talk about that kind of thing, he would truthfully explain it to him, saying, "Can his illness be cured?"

"Psychological sex addiction is much more difficult. It is not a problem that can be solved by taking some medicine." When he's in extreme pain, give him a sedative."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't know what to say, he felt a little pity for the little deer, so he continued to eat with a heavy heart.

Liang Shao paused for a moment, then said suddenly: "Sheng Shuangxu, you'd better not get too entangled with him, his identity and illness... I'm afraid it will be very troublesome."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't expect Liang Shao to say such indifferent words, and said while eating, "Then why did you take him in?"

Sheng Shuangxu was also a troublesome person, although they never mentioned the past, it was impossible for Liang Shao not to know about his past.

—He never fails to take his troubles home.

Liang Shao didn't speak.