little beast

Shen Chengan's heart was beating violently, the heartbeat traveled along his flesh and pierced his eardrums, and there were thumping sounds all around.

The sound of the wind outside the window and the whispering voices next door are all isolated from this intense heartbeat.He was pressing against Sheng Shuangxu, his bare chests were pressed tightly together, Sheng Shuangxu's powerful heart hit his heart, his teacher was so lively and hot.

The cold and slender fingers pressed close to Shen Chengan's cheek, and gently moved to near his left eye.

Sheng Shuangxu said sullenly: "...Cheng An, you have suffered a lot, right?"

Shen Chengan was startled, his blood surged up suddenly - even his breathing was blocked, he was going to be out of breath.

"You are only 17 years old, you are still young, you should make good use of your youth," Sheng Shuangxu said in a daze, and changed back to his teaching appearance, "You must study hard, you must be strong, the most important thing is to get rid of your father, me too……"

Shen Chengan: ...

Shen Chengan looked away from Sheng Shuangxu's eyes, coughed twice, and said, "Teacher, I'm already 25 years old."

"Ah?" Sheng Shuangxu was confused, "How did it happen? How did you grow up so big?"

The drunken Sheng Shuangxu became more and more confused. He tried hard to look at Shen Chengan's face. The boy in his memory became stronger and stronger before his eyes. With Shen Chengan's face on his face, the other hand touched his shoulder.

Sheng Shuangxu's fingers slid down along his strong chest, and when he touched his abdominal muscles, Shen Chengan, whose ears were so red, grabbed his hand.

Shen Chengan was annoyed that his emotions were led by Sheng Shuangxu, and he was at a disadvantage in this kind of place time and time again—he didn't even feel sick because of it, he said angrily: "Sheng Shuangxu, you're so angry! What drunkenness?"

Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback.

He was very sensitive to Shen Chengan's cold and ferocious tone.

He was very scared, even though at this time Sheng Shuangxu didn't know why his fear came from, he instinctively resisted Shen Chengan who was pressing on him.

He kept trembling and said, "Don't yell at me, I'm so scared..."

Shen Chengan let go of Sheng Shuangxu's hand, his throat was astringent, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't make a sound.

Sheng Shuangxu said timidly, "When you became fierce, I was so scared that my heart trembled."

Sheng Shuangxu's words were like soft silk, tightly wrapped around the tip of Shen Chengan's heart, it was fine when he was not moving, but his heart would always beat, and the thin threads cut into his flesh, causing him a dull pain .

Guilt climbed along his body again, converging on the skin and flesh where Sheng Shuangxu was touching him.

Shen Chengan tried his best to search for the hatred that had accumulated in his heart. He thought about Shaoqing's death and Sheng Shuangxu's phone call, trying to arouse the legitimacy of his actions, so as to get rid of the anxiety about regret in his heart.

Shen Chengan propped up his arms, and subconsciously touched Sheng Shuangxu's still wet hair with one hand, his voice became smaller and smaller, as if saying to himself: "Teacher, I won't scare you anymore, don't be afraid."

After drinking, Sheng Shuangxu was still the one who would believe no matter what he said, his appearance remained the same as eight years ago, Shen Chengan stopped grabbing his hand, and he went to touch Shen Chengan's cheek again.

Sheng Shuangxu said: "You have to keep your word, otherwise—"

Sheng Shuangxu's hand was always circling around Shen Chengan's left eye, he forgot what he was going to say next.

When he was teaching, he always had a good temper, was very tolerant of his students, and was rarely really annoyed.

He even forgot what to say after "otherwise", or maybe Sheng Shuangxu didn't intend to pursue this student who became 17 years old in his heart.

After all, Shen Chengan is only 17 years old, not 25 years old who will hurt Sheng Shuangxu in the future, Teacher Sheng doesn't care about it at this time.

Under the influence of alcohol, Sheng Shuangxu's thoughts also drifted randomly, and he said in a blink of an eye, "Cheng An, your eyes are so beautiful."

"Are you a Persian cat? The colors of the two eyes are different..."

Shen Chengan kept his promise well, even if Sheng Shuangxu accidentally poked the pain point, he just stretched his mouth into a straight line, and finally said nothing.

Sheng Shuangxu's fingers pressed harder and harder, and he became confused again, repeating: "It's all my fault, did I cause you to become like this?"

"Can you see me?" The hallucinations and memories, both real and fake, were mixed together, Sheng Shuangxu shook out all the words he didn't dare to say, "You can't see me with your left eye, can you?"

Shen Chengan remained silent.

Sheng Shuangxu sobbed: "I'm so scared, why don't you deny it, can you deny me? - I'm a cowardly man, Shen Chengan, I can't bear such a responsibility, I dare not face this fact. "

"I don't want to be your teacher anymore, we don't want to be teachers and students, can we start all over again?"

Shen Chengan will always remember this knife-like night.

The filament wrapped him tightly again, and the pain built a cocoon in his heart.

Shen Chengan suddenly understood Shao Qing's feelings, he wanted to show Sheng Shuangxu his bloody wound, his voice was hoarse and low: "I can't, teacher."

"My left eye is useless, and my right eye is slowly deteriorating. One day I will become blind. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

This is also the reason why he can't completely tear himself apart from Maria, and this is also his secret, a secret that no one knows except Maria.

His eyes are the reason, he can fight with her like a tug-of-war, but he can't completely break the relationship between mother and child. Once his illness is known to his opponents, they will wait for him to be blind and try their best. If there is a way to accelerate his illness, Sanchez's heirs will not be able to work, and they will do whatever it takes to divide the property.

Both Shen Chengan and Maria did not allow themselves to be slaughtered. Maria wanted to be the real ruler of Sanchez, but Shen Chengan had no choice but to leave a way out for himself, even in the worst case, being blind and being controlled by Maria , and unwilling to be imprisoned in the dark by gutter rats in Sanchez's chain of interests.

In exchange, Shen Chengan would marry and have children obediently, and Maria could tolerate his actions as much as possible.

Maria is a woman who can give up everything for profit and power, but she is stubbornly unwilling to commit herself to any political marriage, or to have a boy.She did not give up on Shen Chengan, at least for now, they had to face a common enemy, and she was still protecting him, trying to find a solution before this problem was exposed, and Maria became his only ally.

During this period, Shen Chengan made appointments with many doctors, but the replies he received were not optimistic.

The mother and son torture each other, and the victim also becomes the perpetrator, and they have to depend on each other.

After all, his eyes became like this, and his mother also contributed a lot.

When Shen Chengan pushed Sheng Shuangxu down, Sheng Shuangxu didn't wake up, and when he spoke in a ferocious tone, he couldn't wake him up, and when he talked about his eyes, he pulled him back from the chaos.

Sheng Shuangxu sobered up.

He realized what nonsense he had said, he couldn't even say an apology, he just felt that all the words he could say were pale and thin: "I—"

The panic caused Sheng Shuangxu to speak indiscriminately: "Shen Chengan, your eyes... I will always take care of you, I, I can learn how to take care of you from Liang Shao—"

Those beautiful eyes, eyes that were about to lose their luster, were staring at him bitterly.

Shen Chengan didn't want to hear the word "Liang Shao" at the moment, so he pinched Sheng Shuangxu's chin and kissed it deeply.