little beast

Sweat wet Shen Chengan's cheeks, and he clung to the woolen coat that Sheng Shuangxu had worn, smelling the familiar aroma of saponins that belonged to Sheng Shuangxu's body.

He didn't want to admit it, and he didn't want to think about his psychological changes, but this smell was enough to fascinate him physically, and under such circumstances, in the dead of night and no one knew, he couldn't extricate himself at all.

Shen Chengan put his hand into his pajama pants.

Normally, he would never do such a thing. It was all because of the dream that came out of nowhere and disrupted his self-control.

The blush spread from Shen Chengan's ears to the entire back of his neck, and even his fingers were hot with blood.

Shen Chengan snorted, and spread his sticky palm tremblingly. He gasped and stared at his palm, feeling extremely desperate.

He rubbed his palms on the clothes hastily—the thin smell of Sheng Frost hadn't dissipated from the woolen coat, Shen Chengan was still thinking about his teacher uncontrollably in his head.

The skin on the back of Sheng Shuangxu's neck was warm, and when he covered it, his fingertips stuck to his neck, separated by a thin layer of flesh, and the arteries pulsated, pulsating at his fingertips.

It was soft and delicate to the touch, and he wanted to bite it.

Shen Chengan was taken aback by his own thoughts, he hurriedly stuffed the dirty coat into the trash can.

It was so disgusting, Shen Chengan rushed into the bathroom as if fleeing for his life, turned on the faucet to the maximum, and stared blankly at the water that wet his hands.

He rubbed his fingers crazily until his whole hand was red and his skin was dull and numb.

The desire for Sheng Shuangxu was full of confusion and drowned Shen Chengan. He didn't know what was wrong with him. In a trance, he saw his arm tied to the armrest of the chair, and countless cold metal wires wrapped around him. He struggled hard. , his arm was strangled with thin bloodstains.

Electricity climbed up his spine.

—and finally the pain spread to his left eye, the eyeball he shouldn't have felt at all.

Shen Chengan hugged the sink, retching endlessly.

Since that day, Shen Chengan never talked to Sheng Shuangxu on his own initiative, and he spent less and less time in this house. He went to work early, and did not go home until late at night when Sheng Shuangxu fell asleep.

Later, Shen Chengan simply didn't live in this house anymore.

Even if there happened to be a face-to-face meeting, Shen Chengan didn't want to see Sheng Shuangxu's face, so he left in a hurry with his thoughts in mind.

Sheng Shuangxu saw the trash can full of coats the next day, he had already expected that Shen Chengan would do this, after all he didn't even dare to eat with Shen Chengan, for fear that it would get dirty and make him feel disgusted.

Even so, Sheng Shuangxu still felt the sadness of being underestimated.

He was so vigilant to himself, what kind of superficial dignity does a man who has no self-esteem need for a long time.What's more, he himself wore Shen Chengan's coat without permission, and he asked for all of this.

It's just that he didn't expect that Shen Chengan didn't humiliate and punish him again, but started to alienate him.

For Yu Shengshuangxu, no matter what the reason was, Shen Chengan's estrangement was what he wished for.

In the blink of an eye, it was Saturday, and Sheng Shuangxu had to go out with Shen Chengan to see his sister.

He couldn't restrain his anxiety about seeing Sheng Yuwei. In previous years, when it was this day, he felt uncomfortable, especially when he had to travel with Shen Chengan at this time.

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't sleep at five o'clock because of nervousness. He got up early, washed and dressed, and sat in the bedroom to force himself to calm down. When it was almost seven o'clock, he couldn't calm down.

Sheng Shuangxu was unwilling and didn't have time to be a coward. He opened the bedroom door bravely, still immersed in his own world. When he raised his head again, he almost bumped into the strong chest of the person outside the door.

Shen Chengan had been waiting for a long time, but he still didn't knock on the door of Sheng Shuangxu's bedroom. He was wearing a black turtleneck sweater indoors. The style of the sweater was very slim, which outlined his well-trained triangular figure.

Sheng Shuangxu was caught off guard by the faint fragrance of cedar and citrus, and couldn't help frowning.

For the time being, he still has some sequelae of being a "normal person". Since then, he has been telling himself all the time that men must be masculine and strong. The previous Sheng Shuangxu was not only homophobic, but even men who wore men's perfumes were a little sneering at. .

Shen Chengan also wore perfume, the current Sheng Shuangxu is not qualified to criticize Shen Chengan on such details.

He himself is still a pervert in women's clothing, and he can't get over the excitement of wearing a skirt at all.

Shen Chengan's body proportions are very good, slender and muscular, Sheng Shuangxu is not short, it only reaches his chest, coupled with that mixed-race appearance, it is difficult for people to look away.

Even if he is used to Shen Chengan's Sheng Shuang Xu, he can't help but sigh in his heart that there is such a beautiful and handsome man in this world.

Sheng Shuangxu quickly lowered his head, and took a small step back, exposing his fair neck to Shen Chengan's vision.

Shen Cheng settled down for a moment, turned around and walked towards the cloakroom, saying as he walked, "Come here, change into new clothes."

Sheng Shuangxu took care of his younger sister when he was young, and took care of his daughter when he grew up. He has endured too much hardship, and he has become accustomed to saving money on his own food and clothing. Nor did he have the intention to buy new clothes—not to mention that he couldn't leave the house at all, and the old clothes that had been worn for several years had to be changed and washed back and forth, and the shirts were washed white.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't know when Shen Chengan noticed this, he didn't think Shen Chengan would observe his living habits.

People like himself walking beside him would indeed appear too cheap and despicable, Sheng Shuangxu thought, he would lower Shen Chengan's status.

Sheng Shuangxu was relieved that Shen Chengan didn't tie him up like a dog and humiliate him in front of his sister's grave.

After experiencing so many humiliations, it was hard for him not to speculate on Shen Chengan with the greatest malice.

This time, Shen Chengan really wanted to bring him to change into new clothes. He asked Xiao Qiu to buy a lot of clothes that were suitable for Sheng Shuangxu's size, and told him to choose by himself.

Sheng Shuangxu looked at Shen Chengan's spacious cloakroom, which was originally exclusive to Shen Chengan, but now a small space was occupied by his own clothes, and felt a little subtle in his heart.

He didn't want to change his shirt, so he randomly chose a thick and bulky down jacket that looked very warm, and wrapped it outside.

The down jacket was so plump, he said, "I can go."

Shen Chengan: ...

Shen Chengan didn't speak, he put on a brand new gray thick woolen coat and put on a scarf.

He looked at Sheng Shuangxu, who was motionless but was actually paying attention to his movements all the time, sighed suddenly, and wrapped another scarf around his neck.

Sheng Shuangxu was taken aback by his sudden kindness, even Shen Chengan almost didn't react.

Shen Chengan didn't explain at all, instead of turning his head, he said, "Let's go, teacher."

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