little beast

12-year-old Qiu Baifeng held a plastic bottle with a tightly screwed cap and stared intently at the ants in the bottle. The densely packed ants wriggled and struggled in the bottle, and eventually died of suffocation.

The boy's dark pupils shone slightly.

"He will be entering junior high school soon, Mommy Qiu Baifeng, please pay more attention to your child's mental health."

"Qiu Ye doesn't have such a problem. As the head teacher, I also hope that Qiu Baifeng can grow up healthy and healthy."

The head teacher who came to visit home was only a wall away from Qiu Baifeng. They were in the living room, and Qiu Baifeng was sitting on his bed holding a plastic bottle.The kind head teacher didn't want to hurt Qiu Baifeng's self-esteem, so he asked Qiu Baifeng's mother Qiu Yun to talk alone, but she didn't know that the sound insulation of the Qiu family was not good, and any slight sound could not escape the ears of the two brothers.

Qiu Ye, who was sitting at the table and doing homework seriously, slowly moved to Qiu Baifeng's side. Although he didn't understand his brother's hobbies, he didn't know how to bend his elbows and tell outsiders what was wrong with Qiu Baifeng.

Neither of the brothers spoke until Qiu Yun pushed the door open.

The two boys are not yet fully developed, and they don't have the edges and corners of masculine characteristics. In terms of appearance alone, they are almost replicas of their mother Qiu Yun.

Qiu Yun is very beautiful, even if she doesn't wear makeup, her hair is messed up because of irritability, and there are traces of ink spatter on her loose jeans and white sleeves, it might be sloppy on others, but to a beauty, it is a Messy beauty.

Qiu Yun said: "Xiao Ye, you go out to play first, you can go to your classmate's house, but you can't stay overnight."

Qiu Ye knew that her mother was going to talk to her brother, so she obediently left the bedroom.

He has always been very docile, just a little crying, but crying is not a big problem, Qiu Ye is the only "normal person" in this family, like a sheep born in the middle of a pack of wolves.

Qiu Yun leaned against the table, she didn't speak any more, she just looked at the bottle in Qiu Baifeng's hand.

The two were silent for a while, and it was Qiu Baifeng who spoke first: "I didn't scare my female classmates with spiders."

Qiu Yun said blankly: "I know you don't think so."

"I always can't understand other people's words, they say I deserve to have no father, call you a prostitute," Qiu Baifeng rubbed the bottle uneasily, "Mom, what does a prostitute mean?"

"It's some women who make money by engaging in illegal physical transactions." Qiu Yun explained that she didn't think it was inappropriate for a 12-year-old child to say such things. Qiu Baifeng's development was always slower than her peers, even though When it comes to being unsuitable for children, it is difficult for him to have the same understanding as others.

Qiu Yun continued: "Your mother was called a prostitute by classmates, are you angry?"

"No," Qiu Baifeng blinked, and said, "Mom, they think this word has a humiliating meaning, and they hope that I will be angry, but I am not, so they are even more angry.

"I don't understand why they think I'm angry."

Qiu Yun thought for a while and said, "Qiu Baifeng, this profession is illegal, maybe it's because of this."

Qiu Baifeng continued to tease his plastic bottle, and at this moment there were still a few ants in the bottle weakly shaking.

Qiu Baifeng said: "Then should I be angry about illegality in the future? I have never been angry about this kind of thing."

Qiu Yun held her forehead slightly and said, "No, Qiu Baifeng, it's meaningless."

Qiu Yun added: "You didn't feel the emotional ups and downs because your relatives were insulted by your classmates, and you didn't have the urge to break away from the shackles of reason, so why did you stuff the spider into the collar of your female classmate?"

"It crawled in by itself, I didn't want to scare her," Qiu Baifeng said, "I just put the spider on her neck."

"I tried it on myself many times, and it won't bite me. I want to see if it will bite others."

"This is wrong." Qiu Yun stood up straight, and finally sat down next to Qiu Baifeng, "You can't use people to do your experiments."

Qiu Baifeng frowned slightly: "Why?"

"The laws of this world protect every human being. If you hurt them, the law will force you to make compensation," Qiu Yun explained, "Our family conditions cannot afford compensation."

Qiu Baifeng nodded with a vague understanding.

Qiu Baifeng: "I won't do this next time."

Qiu Baifeng expressed his attitude, and Qiu Yun did not continue to talk about this issue. The mother and son have not communicated much. As a mother, Qiu Yun can only try her best to answer Qiu Baifeng's questions and provide food, clothing, housing and transportation. The mothers of ordinary families give the love between any mother and child.

Qiu Baifeng said suddenly: "Mom, why don't I have a father?"

Qiu Baifeng had never asked such a question. He had never met his father since he was a child, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with his family structure. After being humiliated, Qiu Baifeng realized that his lack of father might be due to his social barriers with his peers. root.

Qiu Yun said, "I don't know who your father is."

"When I was 20 years old, I made up my mind to have a child. After working for five years, I spent all my savings and savings and went abroad to do test tubes. The chances of getting pregnant with twins are very high, that is, you and Qiu Ye."

"Oh," Qiu Baifeng said, "Mom, haven't you ever been in a relationship? Obviously, the risk and cost of getting married and having children is lower."

Qiu Yun was silent, she was stopped by her son, she thought for a while before saying: "I only want children, men are not in my consideration - except for you and Qiu Ye, everyone else is just 'Humans' only."

Qiu Baifeng said: "Then I can answer them next time, I am a test-tube baby, so I don't have a father."

Qiu Yun nodded and said, "Why did you suddenly ask this question? Do you have any female classmates you like?"

"At this age, it is easy to be influenced by hormones to have curiosity and desire to explore the opposite sex, but my opinion is that it is best not to follow the instinct drive, because you are still young."

"No, Mom, I'm not interested in 'human beings'." Qiu Baifeng shook the bottle in his hand, and the dead ants piled up in a black mass, bouncing back and forth with his movements, "If you have to say If so, it's ants."

"Seeing the ants die gives me a very strange urge."

Qiu Baifeng said.

"I want to marry Ant, mother."

Ten years later, Qiu Baifeng never caught the ants into the bottle again, and never thought about marrying the ants, but when he saw the ants in the soil on the side of the road, he still remembered the ants that day, and his mother.

"Sooner or later, you have to leave this house, mother and younger brother," Qiu Yun at that time just patted his head and said, "The ant's death is only a moment, it can't stay with you forever."

"Any interpersonal relationship is meaningless, only you can protect yourself forever."

But when Qiu Baifeng explained his theory seriously to Ji Chunfeng, he only got crazy eyes.