little beast

These past events were said by Shen Chengan's mouth, causing Sheng Shuangxu to be in a trance.

He has been completely disappointed in the cruel world, and he almost no longer fantasizes that he can completely reverse the case and regain his innocence, but there will always be a little hope in his heart. With hope, people can barely survive in the desperate reality.

When hope really came to him, his first reaction was not excitement and ecstasy, but bewilderment and bewilderment.

Originally, he only expected Song Lingya to say a word for him, to stand up and prove his innocence, even if it was an apology - but he didn't expect that Shen Chengan had already taken a deeper step.

Sheng Shuangxu stared blankly at Shen Chengan until Shen Chengan gently shook his shoulders, and Shen Chengan asked him anxiously: "Teacher, what's wrong with you?"

Sheng Shuangxu's throat was choked, and he couldn't speak when he opened his mouth repeatedly. Then he realized that his tears were falling, he took off his glasses tremblingly, and hurriedly wiped the tears on his face.Shen Chengan was taken aback by Sheng Shuangxu's reaction, and frantically searched for the tissue in his pocket, but he couldn't find anything as he wished, so he wrapped his hands around Sheng Shuangxu's face, and gently wiped it for him with his fingers. tears.

It was difficult for Sheng Shuangxu to suppress his emotions, and he said with a choked voice, "Thank you."

Shen Chengan was taken aback, he never thought of asking Sheng Shuangxu to thank him, nor did he ask for anything in return.

Sheng Shuangxu is not a cold-blooded and ruthless person, his kindness makes it difficult for him to accept other people's kindness for granted, even if Shen Chengan owes him, but he can't ignore everything Shen Chengan has done for himself.

Sheng Shuangxu always thinks things are worse, and he also controls himself not to have too much hope for anyone, so as not to suffer the pain caused by too many hopes that cannot be realized, but the power brought by hope is so abundant and turbulent, The haze in front of his eyes was swept away.He couldn't control his tears at all, and he leaned weakly on Shen Chengan's shoulder with his forehead.

Shen Chengan has matured a lot in recent days, at least emotionally, he will no longer use extreme means to attract the teacher's attention like a child. He thinks that he is enough to deal with all emergencies calmly and calmly, but the teacher's active approach It still made him panic - Shen Chengan moved his fingers stiffly away from the side of Sheng Shuangxu's face, and finally stroked Sheng Shuangxu's back carefully.

In his heart was the guilt of hastily telling the teacher and making the teacher sad, and the selfish joy of being close to the teacher, the two emotions were stickyly entwined, and they were about to overwhelm Shen Chengan's brain.

Shen Chengan has a stupid mouth, so he prefers to express his emotions with actions. He wants to hug his teacher tightly, and even more wants to kiss his teacher like an oath of sovereignty, so as to give his teacher a sense of security.

But his teacher wouldn't understand his impulse, so he held back.

Shen Chengan's ears were slightly red, and he comforted awkwardly and nervously: "Teacher, you...you don't need to thank me."

Sheng Shuangxu gradually calmed down a bit, and the sound of Shen Chengan's heartbeat became louder and louder in his ears, which inexplicably made him feel much more at ease.

"Don't be sad, because I want to help you, I don't need your thanks at all," Shen Chengan was still struggling to say some comforting words, "Even if it doesn't work out in the end, I, I will try my best to help you of."

At this moment, Sheng Shuangxu's cell phone rang suddenly, and he hurriedly broke away from Shen Chengan's embrace——Sheng Shuangxu felt a little bit reluctant because of this, he cleared his throat, pressed the answer button, and Erase all unwanted thoughts from your mind.

Shen Chengan narrowed his eyes, trying to peek at the name of the caller.

He didn't see anything clearly, and the displeasure and jealousy towards the caller almost flooded his face, but he didn't want to reveal what he was thinking in front of the teacher, so he could only draw his attention to Sheng Shuangxu.

His teacher is so beautiful.Shen Chengan thought, the annoyance in his heart gradually subsided, he still wanted to kiss him.

Sheng Shuangxu's eyes were moist, and his eye sockets were red. His complexion became more solemn as the conversation on the phone deepened. Shen Chengan vaguely noticed Sheng Shuangxu's emotional changes, and he felt a little uneasy.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't say much, just followed a few "yes" from the other party, and then hung up the phone.

"The person who called claimed to be my uncle, and he said that my mother passed away." Sheng Shuangxu put down the phone, his face was expressionless, but his tone was not sad, "I have to go home."

In Sheng Shuangxu's memory, his mother Ning Shihui was a very contradictory woman.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't know the real situation. He had never met his grandparents. He only knew that Ning Shihui severed ties with her natal family very early in order to marry Sheng Zongyu. She turned out to be like this, she was sensitive and cowardly, and she didn't dare to resist Sheng Zongyu's domestic violence and mental torture day after day.

Sheng Shuangxu also had love for the mother who gave birth to him at first. When he was young, he and Sheng Yuwei would even try to use their bodies to stop their father from beating their mother, and their mother would just watch the children being beaten. She can cry, she is obviously covered in bruises, but she has to hold Sheng Shuangxu and Sheng Yuwei time and time again to tell her love story with Sheng Zongyu, immersed in the fantasy of the past.

Until Sheng Yuwei's accident happened.

His poor and sensible younger sister begged several times to confirm not to reveal what happened that day to his mother. Even if she didn't tell her, even if she risked her life, Sheng Shuangxu would still be willing to keep their common secret. At home, on the night before leaving, Ning Shihui stopped Sheng Shuangxu alone.

Sheng Zongyu didn't want to support the two children at all, and he didn't take the siblings seriously. Even if they ran away from home, he didn't care.Sheng Shuangxu didn't expect Sheng Zongyu to be moved at all, he thought that Ning Shihui would at least show concern for the children - she just begged him not to leave, because it would ruin the family.

Ning Shihui stubbornly believed that as long as she could endure, their father would treat them kindly sooner or later, and Sheng Yuwei's illness could also get better.Obviously she can endure it, why can't her child?

Sheng Shuangxu numbly looked at the tearful mother, listening to her repeatedly crying out how guilty she was to the two children, begging them to forget the past and try to bear it, Sheng Shuangxu listened, and finally But he didn't listen to any more words. He knew that his mother had opened and shut her mouth a lot, but he didn't seem to understand her language.

Sheng Shuangxu suddenly realized at that moment that Ning Shihui might know everything.

She knew all the pain he and Sheng Yuwei went through that night, and the shame they tried so hard to hide.

Sheng Shuangxu's last trace of love for his mother was completely shattered.