little beast

Shen Chengan's state was very strange.

He couldn't stop trembling in Sheng Shuangxu's arms. He was not small, but at this moment he looked like an abandoned cub. Sheng Shuangxu originally wanted to push Shen Chengan's palm away, but he felt the pain on his shoulder after a while. Moist feeling.

Shen Chengan begged without dignity for a while, but without getting a reply from Sheng Shuangxu, he was speechless and just hugged his teacher and wept.

Sheng Shuangxu went back to many years ago in a daze, as if all the grievances and grievances in the past were temporarily covered by the cowardly tears of the man in front of him, and he became the teacher who was able to stand up to protect the students back then, and Shen Chengan was still that gloomy child——for so many years Well, Shen Chengan hasn't changed much, he's always like a naive child in front of Sheng Shuangxu, he doesn't maturely deal with any of his emotions, he just asks blindly and straightforwardly.

His never-ending thirst for Sheng Shuangxu has become a paranoid and pathological obsession, trying to squeeze his teacher's tolerance and love over and over again.

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't deny Shen Chengan's irremediable sexual attraction to him, but he had already compromised and indulged too many times under Shen Chengan's entanglement. Every time after contacting Shen Chengan, even if he said a word to him, he would not Be very sorry.

What does Shen Chengan want to do?This was Sheng Shuangxu's first reaction—every time Shen Chengan showed a soft side, Sheng Shuangxu would always feel ashamed of his soft heart, and the longer he entangled with Shen Chengan, the feelings would keep coming back and forth. torment him.

Sheng Shuangxu was a little tired.

Sheng Shuangxu was not in a hurry to push Shen Chengan away, he gradually recovered from the initial shock, and asked, "Shen Chengan, what's wrong with you?"

Sheng Shuangxu didn't expect his tone to be so calm, he had already messed up too many times in front of Shen Chengan.

Shen Chengan was unwilling to talk about his pain at this time, his attitude in Sheng Shuangxu was already so humble, but he was subconsciously trying to maintain his self-esteem.

Shen Chengan said: "Teacher, can you stay with me for another night, I don't know how to do anything, you can tie me up - I just want to stay by your side."

"I won't lock you up." Sheng Shuangxu raised his voice unconsciously, and Shen Chengan trembled. He tightly clenched the corner of Sheng Shuangxu's clothes, and carefully raised his eyes to look at him.

Sheng Shuangxu did have a mentality of revenge at the beginning, and wanted to pile everything he had suffered on Shen Chengan, but his revenge was not successful. He is not Shen Chengan after all, and he can't humiliate others like Shen Chengan said. if.

His revenge was not straightforward, on the contrary, it made him even more unbalanced, and he became deeply entangled with Shen Chengan.

Sheng Shuangxu quickly suppressed his tone and said, "I won't do that kind of thing again."

"Shen Chengan, although I'm not qualified to say that," Sheng Shuangxu paused, before he sighed, "You don't need to be so humble in front of me."

Sheng Shuangxu thought about his words for a moment, but no matter how he thought about it, he felt that it was inappropriate, so he finally said it all at once: "Are you trying to get sympathy from others by keeping a low profile?"

Shen Chengan didn't expect Sheng Shuangxu to say such words. He instinctively and carefully looked at Sheng Shuangxu's emotional ups and downs, but it was difficult to read the meaning he could understand from it—he only knew that all the signs of Sheng Shuangxu It means: Sheng Shuangxu doesn't like him, hates him, and won't love him.

Shen Chengan was too lacking in love, he had never been loved in his childhood, and in a suppressed environment for many years, he did not know how to deal with his own love and impulse, so he could only clumsily and instinctively project all his love onto Sheng Shuangxu body.

Shen Chengan could only react based on what he understood, saying: "Teacher, I'm not... I just want to see you."

Even though Sheng Shuangxu is no longer a teacher, he still picks up the habit of preaching from time to time: "You shouldn't put all your attention on me, you always have to meet new people—not to mention, people and people Getting along with each other is not blindly pleasing, no one will respect a person with a low profile and no self-esteem."

"You don't need to pester me like this, I...I can't respond to your feelings."

After this day, Sheng Shuangxu has gradually accepted his impulse towards men, but he can't accept that the object of his longing is Shen Chengan, this is too weird and absurd for him, he would rather be alone all his life than There is no way to face this possibility head-on.

Sheng Shuangxu did not mix personal grievances, but sincerely expressed his thoughts to Shen Chengan. He was tired of caring about the grievances between them at this time, and it was rare that he only wanted to have an ordinary conversation.

Shen Chengan has never had a normal view of feelings, even after listening to Sheng Shuangxu's few words, he still couldn't change his cognition for many years.

Shen Chengan only said stubbornly: "Teacher, I only want you."

Even though he was rejected in this way, Shen Chengan seemed not to understand Sheng Shuangxu's words, and still stubbornly held on to Sheng Shuangxu - probably there would be no more stalker than him in this world.

Sheng Shuangxu gave up reasoning with him, and could only say word by word: "I won't keep you, and I won't lock you up, no matter how much you beg me, it's useless."

Shen Chengan's fingers moved up, caught the soft flesh on the side of Sheng Shuangxu's neck unexpectedly, and Sheng Shuangxu was so frightened that he almost wanted to hide, but at this time he could no longer hide, he had already crossed the line many times because of Shen Chengan, he could no longer Lose your own ground once.

Sheng Shuangxu didn't dare to imagine what their relationship would be like after losing control several times.

He had to be tough, Sheng Shuangxu pushed away Shen Chengan's fingers rubbing against his neck, and said, "Don't pester me, I won't keep you in the future."

The disappointment on Shen Chengan's face was beyond words.

"Teacher, I just touch you and hold you for a while, is that okay?" Shen Chengan had recovered his reason from the collapse, and said, "Just for a while, I will leave."

"I'll try my best No, I won't pester you again in the future."

Sheng Shuangxu subconsciously wanted to say "no", but before he could utter his words, Shen Chengan's arms wrapped around the back of his neck forcefully, and his fingers penetrated into Sheng Shuangxu's neckline like loach, slashing across the area he left behind last night. The bite marks on the bottom of the mouth were heavily stuck to Sheng Shuangxu's flesh.

After all, Shen Chengan is a strong adult man, no matter how immature his mental quality is, his physical strength is not something that Sheng Shuangxu can contend with, if he insists on staying regardless, there is nothing Sheng Shuangxu can do.

Shen Chengan hugged his teacher tightly, and digested the pressure in his heart that was almost crazy. After a while, he calmly asked: "Teacher, are you ready to appear in court?"

Sheng Shuangxu's lawsuit is going to be in court soon, and he can entrust everything to the lawyer without having to face the defendant in court, but Sheng Shuangxu still wants to go to court to see it in person.

But in the current situation - Shen Chengan's hands were still stuck in Sheng Shuangxu's clothes, although he didn't move around, he actually maintained this posture and started talking about serious matters.

Sheng Shuangxu couldn't help but start thinking wildly, he cleared his throat and said, "I'm mentally prepared."

Shen Chengan said, "I'll pick you up when the time comes."

Sheng Shuangxu didn't speak, and the two fell into silence.

There was no atmosphere of love, and they were not a couple. Sheng Shuangxu didn't understand what Shen Chengan was thinking, and didn't know if he really wanted to give up on himself or if he was just lying, so he just let himself be embraced by Shen Chengan.

Sheng Shuangxu had mixed feelings in his heart. This was clearly what he dreamed of, but there was a strong sense of unreality in his heart, and even his perception of time became slow, so that he didn't know how long they hugged.

Shen Chengan suddenly whispered in Sheng Shuangxu's ear, "Teacher, I'm leaving."

Sheng Shuangxu let out a "hmm".

Shen Chengan let go of Sheng Shuangxu's hand, and when Sheng Shuangxu thought he was really going to turn around and leave, he pounced heavily on him again. Before Sheng Shuangxu could react, he was firmly pressed against the wall On the other side, he was stuck between Shen Chengan's chest and the wall, before he started to struggle, Shen Chengan grabbed his chin, and the scorching and wild kisses fell like a torrential rain, rushing towards Sheng Shuangxu.

Sheng Shuangxu was almost taken out of his mind by such a forceful kiss, Shen Chengan hadn't treated him like this for a long time, he would always unconditionally follow his teacher's opinion instead of forcing it.

Heat flowed up Sheng Shuangxu's back, and he realized that he was about to be drawn into chaos that he couldn't cope with. Sheng Shuangxu could only bite Shen Chengan's lips fiercely before losing his mind.

The pain could not make Shen Chengan let go of his teacher, the smell of blood mixed with saliva filled the mouths of the two of them, Shen Chengan pressed his teacher down and kissed until his teacher lost the strength to struggle.

Only then did Shen Chengan let go of Sheng Shuangxu, he wiped away the blood on his lips with one hand, and stared at his teacher fervently.

"I'm sorry, teacher, I really have to leave this time." Shen Chengan suddenly withdrew his eyes, turned his head and left, "See you in court."

Sheng Shuangxu was still in place, the moment the door slammed into the lock and made a sound, he covered his cheek and slipped weakly from the wall.

Sheng Shuangxu leaned against the wall and collapsed on the ground, he stamped his fingers, and eagerly reached into his pajama pants.

For the first time in his life, Sheng Shuangxu uttered the most vicious swear words he had ever heard in his heart.

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