Mr. Lin, you are heartbroken

[@江莱: Due to my personal health, I will suspend all announcements for the next six months. The return time is to be determined. I am sorry for letting down the people who love me. 】

A microblog made countless fans who had just entered the pit express their incomprehension. Artists at their peak had to continue even though they endured the pain, but Jiang Lai was not worried at all.

That's right, Jiang Lai's worth doesn't need to care about these things at all. A big director is his mother, and a former actor is his father. Who cares whether he is at his peak?

Come whenever you want, leave whenever you want, unrestrained and unrestrained.

As time went by, fans of passers-by almost forgot about Jiang Lai, but occasionally they would sigh when they saw her photos: "It's a pity."

Only true fans stick to Chaohua, believing that as long as they live long, they will eventually see the moonlight when the clouds open.

In the spring of [-]——

The person who disappeared for more than half a year was once again on Weibo's hot search, and his ranking was not high, but he rose a little bit.

#Jianglai depression

Who is Jiang Lai?

Oh, it's the little girl who played the lonely island back then...

Many people have forgotten her, but heated discussions under the entry.

Lin Zhi was about to get off work when Nan Moxi called. She put down her bag and answered the phone: "Sister Nan?"

Although Jiang Lai is no longer her artiste, she has feelings after all. When she saw that she was on the top searches because of depression, she immediately found Lin Zhi.

I don't know which media has caught the wind and the shadows, it's really hateful.

After listening to Nan Moxi's words, Lin Zhi's expression was a little gloomy: "I'll ask someone to refute the rumor urgently."

Nan Moxi: "Xiao Zhi, tell my sister the truth, what happened to Jiang Lai, he just said that he wants to rest, ask you, no one will tell me!"

Lin Zhi knew that Nan Moxi cared about Jiang Lai, but she didn't know what to say, she was indeed depressed, self-blaming depression, she blamed Wu Qianqian's death on herself, fell into self-blame and couldn't get out, Midnight Dream I can always see Wu Qianqian looking for her life...

In the few months when she was diagnosed, she only allowed Jiang Wanqiu to approach her, and it was only in recent months that she gradually got better.

That day, she saw Jiang Lai smiling at her, that smile was reserved and shy, uglier than crying.

The sockets of her eyes became wet for some reason, she smiled back, but cried while laughing, she wanted to hug her, but the man dodged subconsciously, the doctor said she was afraid.

Bastard, are you afraid of me?

As the poet Jiang Lai likes wrote: I could have endured the darkness. If I hadn’t met you, you would have pierced the desolation in my heart like the first ray of sunshine in the morning, but now it has turned into another kind of desolation, making me I am more lonely...

I was hidden deep in the bottom of the sea, you pulled me out, your voice gave me hope, your love brought me back to life, if I hadn't met you, I could have endured the endless darkness, but now , my light is dimmed, how can I make you shine again, I don't want to go back to the deep sea, I only have you.

"Little Zhi?"

Nan Moxi yelled several times but there was no response, she heard sobbing vaguely.

"I'm sorry Xiaozhi, I shouldn't..."

"It's okay, Sister Nan, we are all fine, you don't have to worry."

"OK..."

After hanging up the phone, Nan Moxi couldn't help but her eyes turned red. How could she not know anything about these two children? It's just that she couldn't believe it all the time, and now... she couldn't help but not believe it.

Jiang Lai... When I saw her for the first time, I thought she was a positive and optimistic child. She grew up healthy without being with her parents since she was a child, but people often overlook one thing. Jiang Lai is also a human being, and Jiang Lai will also have The hurdle that cannot be passed.

Under the leadership of Lin Zhi, Lin Zhi has already taken a big step ahead of the company at the same time. She also let go and no longer does everything herself. She has more important things to do.

Today was the day when the limited group was disbanded. Fang Wei caught the earliest flight back to City A just to catch a glimpse of Lin Zhi.

In fact, after so long, she had already let go of her feelings for Lin Zhi, and the reason why she came today was because of Jiang Lai.

In the lobby on the first floor, Fang Wei saw Lin Zhi and greeted Lin Zhi with a smile.

"Boss Lin, long time no see."

Lin Zhi nodded: "Are you back?"

"Ah."

"Sorry, I don't have time to catch up with you today. There are still things at home. I will treat you to dinner tomorrow."

Seeing that Lin Zhi was about to leave, Fang Wei hurriedly stopped him: "No, I came to you for another reason."

Lin Zhi frowned, raised her wrist and looked at the time: "What's the matter?"

Fang Wei rubbed his nose, hesitatingly said: "I want...to meet Jiang Lai."

"See Jiang Lai?" Lin Zhi immediately became vigilant. She remembered that Jiang Lai didn't have a good impression of Fang Wei because of her own reasons, and she even hated him.

Why do you want to meet?

Lin Zhi couldn't help guessing, what would she do to take advantage of Jiang Lai's illness?

"Sorry, it might be inconvenient."

"Oh...really? Also, she may not like me, but please let me meet her, I have something to say to her."

Lin Zhi: ...

An hour later, Lin Zhi walked into the elevator carrying vegetables and meat, and the elevator door opened with a ding. She put the bag on the ground, and just lost two numbers, the door opened.

Behind the door was Jiang Lai's face. She didn't have much expression and could even be said to be a little cold, but Lin Zhi's heart was still warm.

She actually opened the door for herself, which would have been impossible in the past.

Is this an improvement?

Seeing that Lin Zhi was about to come in, Jiang Lai stepped back several meters holding the yogurt.

Yogurt is the puppy's name, because Jiang Lai loves to drink it, so Lin Zhi gave it this name on his own initiative.

Jiang Lai stood there and looked at Lin Zhi hesitantly, biting his lower lip firmly, he obviously had something to say but turned around and went back to the room.

Lin Zhi sighed, closed the door and entered the house, picked up the phone and called the doctor after packing up the groceries.

The other side quickly picked up, and the first sentence was to ask Jiang Lai if he had made any progress.

In a month, Lin Zhi could call her no less than ten times in a row, which were small improvements.

For example, if Jiang Lai said five more sentences today than yesterday, he would ask her about such trivial matters.

Self-blame depression often manifests as excessive self-blame, patients will be depressed, remorse, and hopeless, and each person will have different reactions depending on the personality, such as Jiang Lai, who lost interest in everything because of self-blame, Even pessimistic, lack of initiative towards people or things.

"Did she open the door for you? This is also a kind of initiative, which shows that the existing treatment is useful for her, and she can already take the initiative to do something."

Lin Zhi couldn't hide the joy on her face, and even her tone was slightly raised: "Then according to what you say, she will return to normal soon?"

"No, Ms. Lin, whether it's normal or not, you don't have to care about her. Just treat her as sick, like a cold."

"Sorry, I see."

After hanging up, Lin Zhi clutched the phone tightly, and her breathing rate couldn't help but increase. She could feel that Jiang Lai was slowly coming out.

She hummed a song, put on the Hello Kitty apron and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for Jiang Lai.

The woman who used to be able to fry the kitchen is now able to cook good dishes. Jiang Lai changed her subtly.

Behind a door, Jiang Lai was sitting on the cold floor with his knees hugged, Yogurt playing with his toys, panting heavily, apparently in a hurry.

Jiang Lai reached out to grab her toy away, Yogurt whimpered, realizing that the owner had taken it away, she grinned and wagged her little tail violently, as if she was asking Jiang Lai to play with her.

Jiang Lai raised his hand and threw the toy out, Yogurt turned around and rushed over quickly, grabbed the toy and ran back, and put the toy into Jiang Lai's hands.

Back and forth several times, yogurt is not too tired, Jiang Lai is not too tired.

While playing with the yogurt, she paid attention to the sounds outside. Lin Zhi was very happy, could she be so happy just opening the door for her?

In fact, Jiang Lai wanted to do more than that. She obviously wanted to say welcome back to Lin Zhi, but she opened her mouth, unable to say anything. She knew that she was sick, but she couldn't control it. Wu Qianqian's death was all in her mind. The picture, although never seen, is always lingering.

She couldn't fall asleep every night, and when she closed her eyes, she could always see Lin Xi, wishing she could be torn to pieces.

When the meal was over, Lin Zhi took out Jiang Lai's portion separately as usual, and was about to send it in when the closed door suddenly opened, the two looked at each other, and the person in the room looked away awkwardly.

Jiang Lai pinched the hem of his clothes and mumbled, "I want to eat outside."

Lin Zhi was stunned for a moment, then nodded quickly: "Okay!"

She was a little at a loss. When she went to the refrigerator to get yogurt, her hands shook, and a plate of eggs was knocked off, falling to the ground and falling apart.

Jiang Lai was about to get up, but Lin Zhi waved his hand: "Sit down, I'll clean it up."

I picked up the egg shells on the ground and threw them into the trash can. When I wiped the ground with a rag, I didn't get up for a long time.

Jiang Lai raised his head suspiciously, looking at her trembling shoulders, it was the first time Jiang Lai felt so at a loss.

"elder sister..."

"Ok?"

Lin Zhi wiped away her tears and turned her head with a smile: "What's wrong?"

"Don't cry..."

"I'm sorry Lailai, I didn't want to cry, I was just...so excited."

She was so excited that she wanted to hug Jiang Lai, but she had never done it in countless fantasies. What was once a common thing now turned out to be a luxury.

The warm lights shone on the two of them, as if they were in the sun. The food on the table looked good and tasted even better. Jiang Lai's appetite increased greatly. He ate a bowl of rice and drank a bowl of soup. Usually much more.

Seeing that she was much better now, Lin Zhi hesitated and said, "Lai Lai, do you still remember Fang Wei?"

Jiang Lai didn't react when he heard this, and he didn't even lift his head. Lin Zhi couldn't help but thumped in his heart. Just when she was regretting her abruptness, Jiang Lai said lightly, "I remember."

There is no tone, as if you are not familiar with this person.

Jiang Lai sucked yogurt, still as cute as before, but less lively and more quiet, she waited for a long time before Lin Zhi's voice came, she raised her head and asked, "What's wrong?"

Take the initiative!Take the initiative to ask her questions!

Lin Zhi almost rushed over to hug her, and finally gritted her teeth and endured it: "Her group has disbanded. I met her today, and she asked me to send you a message."

Jiang Lai tilted his head, did not speak, but blinked and waited for her to speak.

"She said: I envy the woman who shines brightly on the screen, the woman who is always confident, sunny and fearless. The film industry needs you, this circle needs you, come back..."

Jiang Lai opened his big eyes, staring blankly at the woman in front of him.

she cried.

She had clearly escaped from the sea of ​​suffering, but was dragged back by herself again. She could move forward all the way but stagnated because of herself.

Oh my God, how could she let her beloved cry like this, every night, the subbed's subdued crying pierced into Jiang Lai's heart like a knife.

There are always two choices in life, stagnate or throw away troubles and move forward all the way.

The warm hand caressed the woman's face, a long-lost feeling.

"Wait for me again."

"I've been yours for the rest of my life, don't even think about leaving me behind."

"will not."

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感谢在2022-05-2423:14:08~2022-05-2522:33:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of Yu; 1 bottle of Lingran;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!