honey color

Chapter 54

When he came out, he woke up to find that his surroundings were pitch black.There is a ceiling in front of my eyes, and my heart is suffering from panic over and over again.

I don't understand what this dream means, why is my father there?Why are you hugging the woman in your dream?

I frowned, reached out and rubbed my face, then struggled to sit up from the bed.

While my father was being loaded into the ambulance, I passed out from the overwhelming grief.So now I just want to go see my father, want to know whether he is good or bad in the hospital, and want to know everything about him.

After supporting my body with my arms and barely sitting up, a trace of cold night wind finally made me tremble unconsciously.The weather in November is already late autumn, and even the leaves have begun to fall, and a thick golden color has accumulated on the street outside the house.

I looked up at the fluttering curtains, I didn't even have time to sigh the cold, but I found a familiar person.

The one sitting in the dark, the figure, the clothes, and the outline of his cheeks in the moonlight, were clearly the one who had just appeared in the dream, my father.

"Dad!" I was so happy that even the voice that called him trembled slightly with joy. I was thinking that the dream might be a good omen, that my father would return safely.

The man in the darkness pulled the corners of his lips upwards, and even the white light reflecting the moon had a few extra lines because of the wrinkles.

"Father, are you... all right?" Since he can come back from the hospital, it means that he must be fine. I can still vividly remember the way he fell in front of me during the day, but now, when I look at his expression more is joy.

That shows that my unreasonable worries are all false and superfluous.

He didn't speak, and the window was opened a small slit, so that the night wind would blow the curtain on one side through this slit.And he sat there, the moonlight cutting a straight line along the window frame and snaking down the line of his jaw when it met his father.

"You know, I just dreamed of you."

He sat looking at me in the dark, propping his chin with one hand, as if ready to listen to my narration.

"You appeared in a flower field, and that flower field is the sunflower field that I have always dreamed of since I was a child. Besides you and me, there is a woman in that flower field. Usually, there is only that woman in the flower field, But since I saw you there last time before your photo exhibition, you seem to have gained access to that secret garden."

Sitting in his seat, he always felt that his father seemed a little younger, and his figure was not as fat as before because of old age. Instead, he made me feel the vigor and vitality of the grassland.Such a father always makes me feel very happy, as if I have returned to the carefree childhood.

"Then you lay on that woman's shoulders, and you seemed to have hugged each other tightly since my last dream, until this time, you finally stood up, no longer your back, this time you finally turned around and looked at me .”

I talked endlessly, I think I would never be like this in normal times, why do I keep talking, even I feel confused, obviously I never act like a baby to my father, but today I really want to treat him He laughed out loud.

But my father in the dark didn't say a word, he still sat on the chair like that, he couldn't even see his face clearly, he just sat there quietly, looking at me on the bed.

I was still talking, I didn't stop, but for some reason, my eyes stopped staying on him.I looked around the room, from the ceiling to the cabinets, from the walls to the furnishings, I was a little shaken, although I didn't know why at that time.

It wasn't until the next second, when I turned my eyes to the chair by the window again, that I suddenly realized that there was no one on the chair.The original real figure disappeared mysteriously without leaving a trace of breath.

The voice stopped abruptly, and my hand that was pulling the quilt began to tremble.I understood that I was already trembling all over, and my eyes began to brew warm water vapor because of the soreness, only the night wind still penetrated through the cracks in the curtains from time to time.

Ah, since just now he realized that it was not a good omen, he didn't say a word, he smiled calmly, he should have guessed from the beginning, that person was not him in the true sense.

Suddenly the phone rang outside the door, and soon, the phone was miraculously connected by Mr. Ueda.She has been here guarding me, has not left.

The voice on the other end of the phone could not be heard, but soon, her surprised voice came to my ears through the door:

"You mean Nobuo...gone?"

A minute of loneliness appeared out of nowhere in the air.The eyes finally opened suddenly, and the heart seemed to freeze.

A dreadful feeling, as dreadful as the pale moonlight tonight

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They said that when their loved ones left, they would always come to see each other before parting because they missed each other.

Although in the past, I always laughed and said that those things were pseudoscience, but this time, facing the disappearance of my father sitting under the window sill, I had to believe it.Covering his cheeks with his hands, staring at the empty and dark room, even his ears, which could still hear the sound, are now blurred, as if blocked by something, and instead, it is overwhelming like a cicada Ringing in the general tinnitus.

Fear of breaking the embankment, mixed with pain on the face, is a signal that the mind is on the verge of collapse.

Sitting on the bed shivering, as if immersed in icy water, there was no one, no life at all, only one, walking alone in this dark jungle.

That experience has already happened once in life, and to be rescued from it is also to push the father into the second round of pain.

"Honey? Honey??" The body was shaken violently, unable to perceive external stimuli, like a terminally ill person, the terrible body experience is replacing all sensations, and there is only dullness in the body, only sluggishness.

It wasn't until there was a burning pain on the cheek that he suddenly came back to his senses, his eyes turned involuntarily to the person beside him, the face of Teacher Uehara was reflected in the dark blue vision, and the pupils finally turned slightly sour because of dryness.

"Honey!" The woman's nervous expression and frozen expression seemed to have lost her memory. When she was in a trance, she couldn't even realize the identity of the other party for a moment.

But he quickly reached out and grabbed her arm, and the emotion in his eyes was so powerful that he could eat people. When he pulled her closer, he finally asked with a trembling voice:

"Father, father...he's gone?"

"..." The woman opposite should be able to see that she is mentally unstable. She hesitated, wondering if she should be frank and affirmative.

"We...you said 'going', what exactly...what do you mean? Staring at her, even the blinking movement has stopped.

Right now, there is only chaos in the world, and the source of this chaos is precisely this simple question.

Ueda-sensei's expression was extremely sad, her lips were so tightly pursed that even her lips began to turn pale.However, the woman made up her mind not long after.She didn't reserve an answer, but nodded her head quite firmly.

The strength in his hand seemed to disappear in an instant, and his vision was soon covered by something warm, and then it dripped down his cheeks, and when it penetrated into the clenched teeth, it was tasted by the tip of his tongue.

It is a salty to astringent taste, a painful to finger-pointing taste.

If possible, I don't want to taste that taste again. Four years ago, in the hospital bed in Tokyo, I was already like a defeated soldier, like a poor ant, and humbled to let fate ravage me once .

How ridiculous, even if he bears the blow silently like this, he still has to endure even greater pain. Does this hateful life have to be cut into pieces?It squeezes again and again, again and again it pushes away, and again and again... strips away the dream!

Weeping loudly, this is probably the first time in four years that I cried heart-piercingly, as if I was burying a part of my soul, mourning its departure, and fearing my future.

No one would want to experience that feeling once.It is a feeling as if everything is about to shatter, enough to destroy all will.

The sky collapsed and the world fell.From then on, there is only a barren wasteland in the dream. The sunshine, breeze, and sunflowers of the past will be burned by the sun that fell in the world, and they will cry out in pain in the flower field, and they will watch everything go away slowly, and face the pain. It collapsed, but could do nothing.

Ueda-sensei pulled her, and she pressed her tightly into her arms, rubbing her back vigorously, choking on tears and snot again and again, crying and panting desperately as if she was about to vomit her internal organs.She saw despair, but she still refused to let go. She still shed tears unbearably when she was patting like a gentle woman:

"Mi...Ami...Ami, if you say it, you will... treat her as your daughter..."

"Ugh-"

"No...no...wouldn't lose anything, or freedom...should be happiness." The words were incoherent, and the crying might have messed her up.

She held back and cried for a long, long time.

It wasn't until a ray of extremely pale white light appeared in the east that the mourning turned into sobbing.Tired of crying, she lay on her shoulders, like a body that had lost its soul.Looking blankly at the opposite white wall, the physical repulsion finally eased a little, but the pain in my heart became more and more intense.

"...I saw...he..." The voice replaced crying, and when she appeared in this room, her shoulders shrugged slightly.

"..."

"I saw... Dad... ah..." His gaze silently turned to one chair.

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