honey color

"sorrow", but now it is about my own thinking and "sorrow".

The tears in my eyes had already been wiped away when I came.I'm not a person who likes to cry in front of people, and crying in front of Yukimura was far beyond my expectations.So after the mood calmed down a bit, he quickly suppressed the involuntary feeling, and raised the corners of his mouth hastily again.

I was afraid that they would touch my weakness, even though the boy behind me smiled and said that it used to be his weakness.

It is a true kind, but unfortunately, I have long forgotten the way of "closeness" and "dependence".

The boy stood beside me, and soon, together with the people around him, sat on a high place on the river beach, looking up at the splendor in the sky.Yuanlan's broken hair was blown by the wind on the water, but he was still as quiet as a bouquet of hydrangeas hiding in the depths of the green leaves.

Until later, he got up without saying a word and walked to a distant place.

I can't help but feel a little lost in my heart. The silence between each other from beginning to end may make him want to watch this prosperity from a more beautiful atmosphere?

He didn't choose to look away from the golden powder, but leaned on the back of the wheelchair more easily, let go of all the tension, and savored the huge firework festival.

There are the cheers of young people and the laughter of children in my ears, but others, like me, choose the right position and the right angle, and want to use this upward gaze to witness something, to use this year to recall last year, and the memory is even more distant of myself.

——and those people who are by my side who change and change with the passing of time.

Not far away, a faint flicker was finally submerged in the brilliance of the sky, and the most gorgeous memory of this summer was finally frozen in my mind, as well as the fingers of the boy who was silent a little far away.

Because a few years later, I will know the good memory he left for me that night.

And he also engraved his own shadow, our future time, and eternal life in a corner of my heart.

——No matter after that, whether he stays or not, whether he is present or not.

……

Talking about likes or dislikes, the communication with Yukimura Seiichi may be limited to mutual appreciation of talent.

Maybe there will be sighs about the fate of each other, and there will be sympathy, but now he is moving towards health, and I, who can't get back to my previous life in this life, are always different in essence.

Yes, in essence, we just met by chance.Even for this somewhat legendary boy, the unfading title of "Son of God" is enough to separate him and me in two completely different worlds.

——About light and shade, about different worlds of light and shadow.

So when the fireworks display that night came to an end, his short trip to Osaka was about to come to an end.

Getting along with him always brings unnatural tension, so when I hastily promised him the night before that he would come to see him off the next day, the sudden peace in my heart somewhat brought me a sense of guilt.

It's not insincere, but his excellence makes me always keep a distance from him for no reason.

It is not an exaggeration to say that it is jealousy. While admiring people, they will always have yearning and jealousy unconsciously.

However, on the second day, when the cicadas were singing and the sun was shining so white in the sky, the boy standing in the tram booth suddenly raised the corners of his mouth:

"The guest in Osaka is over, this time it's my turn to accompany you."

"Eh?"

The cicadas continued to sing, and the surprise in my heart was enough to dispel the trance that had just been scorched by the sun.

"Would you like to go to Kanagawa Prefecture to take a look?" He narrowed his eyes, the pupils that were already beautiful enough were painted even deeper by shadows, so that the sky above his head turned blue even if he was not careful.

"Kana..." I was a little confused, and the tension spread again, and I didn't like this tense feeling.

"Look at the sea." He said with a smile, "The time is just right."

"..." I hesitated, there are too many reasons for me to reject him, and it is indeed possible for me to say the words of rejection cruelly.

Seeing me like this, the boy finally chuckled lightly:

"From your paintings, I always thought that Ami should be a decisive or unrestrained person."

"..." I looked at him with his head down and the corners of his mouth curled up, afraid that he would say something like "I let him down".

"But from the first time I saw you, I thought you were a quiet and even timid little girl from beginning to end."

"Hey?!" I never expected that he would use such an evaluation to describe me, which even made me blush involuntarily.

"Since she is a little girl who hesitates even for trivial matters, then I think, you must be irresistible to the sea."

"That's not necessarily the case!" I pursed my lips and said, somewhat aroused by his provocation.

"I bet you'll go," he said triumphantly.

"For this gamble, I am determined not to go!" I tilted my head, and finally looked at him with a smile in an arrogant manner.

He just turned on the phone lightly, until a photo hit my eyes, his face flushed with shock.

It was a photo of the Fireworks Festival last night. I was faithfully recorded by this phone when I looked at the fireworks in the night sky with a look of intoxication.

"Hey?" I couldn't speak for a while, my eyes turned between the phone and his smile, "Delete...delete it quickly!" Reflexively stretched out a hand to grab it, but he had already closed the phone cover lightly, It lifts up.

"Going?" The boy squinted his eyes and looked at me, the slightly triumphant look on his face made me curl my lips.

"You still..." He never expected him to use such a trick.Although I used to love photography so much, since I was very young, I liked to put my own face in that little box.It seems to be framed in a small grid, narrow and dark.I shook my head, "But I..." Before I finished speaking, he interrupted me:

"Is it really okay to leave the photo to me?" He waved his white phone and smiled at me, I remembered that Chitose once reminded me that "Xingmura is sometimes very persistent, and even for this persistence, Make you feel dangerous."

Is this what people call "black belly"?

"..." I watched him remain silent, and after a while I tapped the ground with my stick, "The problem with the crutches."

"Huh?" He raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Then you leave it here, I think my own words can definitely impress you."

"..." Probably shouldn't be an excuse for such poor quality.In fact, I haven't left Osaka for two years, and I always have an inexplicable fear of stepping out of here.

Still lost to him, perhaps for his jealousy, such a clever maneuver is one of them.

I sighed softly, and when I looked at the boy, I finally had the helplessness of being generalized by him in my eyes.

"What's more important..." He turned around and added, "Ami's world has always been vast, just like the sea."

"..." I looked at him silently, while he raised the corner of his mouth.Turning around to face the approaching tram, the boy slightly lowered his head and said softly:

"Getting out of this narrow Osaka, you shouldn't be caught by anything."

It wasn't until the row of bright glass windows of the tram passed my eyes that I finally pursed my lips and looked at him.

Perhaps he possessed that kind of nuanced peculiarity from the very beginning, including insight into affairs and understanding people's hearts.

The gust of wind whistling by the tram made my stiff body shake when I was in a trance. Before losing my center of gravity, he reached out and grabbed my forearm.In response to the repeated station announcements on the radio, he still supported me and walked into the sun peacefully.Even the eyelashes are dyed bright, and the beautiful appearance of the young man will be forever engraved on the film of this life:

"Let's go, then!" he said, lifting his chin slightly.

41Chapter41. Glass silhouette

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Maybe I'm always looking for all kinds of excuses for myself, saying that I have disabled legs, so I must be rooted in Osaka, so I can indulge myself to wander in that narrow world.

Even if the outside world is so alluring, so fascinating.

It wasn't until I stepped on the tram that the sunlight was neatly cut into many spots and crawled on every clean chair, that I felt that the world was far less dark than I imagined.The bracelet on the railing hangs safely in the carriage, and the young man is on my right, with two bright light spots engraved on his iris blue pupils against the light, making his eyes even more profound.

Whether he agreed to his proposal because he was impressed by his words, or because the sunshine in front of him was too beautiful, now that I think about it, I don't even know.

In fact, my father will not stop me from leaving Osaka to take risks, because of my early experience, he has hoped that I can leave my mark in every corner of the world since I was born.Maybe it wasn't until my leg was broken that he had to give up his great dreams and compromise the reality of his daughter's fallen dreams.But now, being cautious about this daughter comes more from her sensitivity.

So when I called my father and hesitantly told him about my current situation and my decision to leave Osaka, he was silent on the phone for a long time.Waiting for an answer isn't good, so I swallow nervously:

"Go boldly." Until a group of birds I met outside the window flapped their wings and flew past the glass behind me. The dark shadow seemed to be stained with a hymn of hope, but when it flashed by, it made my heart feel a faint brightness. .