honey color

If the partner catches him, the plan is about to die.

"Could it be that I accidentally sat down and stood up?" The young man was still smiling. Although the conversation outside the tennis club just now disappointed me, for some reason, the self-inflated disapproval was still under this pale gray smile. Was swept away instantly.

"Fuer...why didn't you get out of the car...?" I asked hesitantly.

"When I was about to get off the car, I saw you from a distance, so I came over." The young man explained that it was reasonable and there was nothing suspicious about it.

I turned my eyes elsewhere, probably because I was guilty, or because I didn't know what to do. Lying is very difficult for me.

But even so, I decided to use an excuse to fool the past, so today's plan will be shelved temporarily.

"... I accidentally sat over my head." His gaze remained on a certain direction beside me, and the boy finally only sighed softly in front of me.

Hearing this sigh, my heart trembled slightly.Of course, the lie was also seen through without any suspense:

"Honey sauce, you really have something to hide from me today, right?"

The flow of people in the carriage gradually decreased, and a vacant seat was vacated beside him, and the young man took advantage of the opportunity to sit there, and the adjacent seat exuded a warm aura.

I saw that he sat down without any haste, and lost his position in an instant. Is it true that he really wants to reveal the illogical plan in his heart?

The boy just sat there, staring at me not too far away.I wondered why I, who was on the side of justice, exchanged positions with him under such a sight.

"Actually, I... plan to go to Kamakura..." After all, I whispered that plan as a joke.

The boy was not surprised, his arms folded in front of his chest:

"Really? To see the sea?"

"Well..." I nodded a little guilty, "Of course forget it now..." I said with a hint of discouragement and disappointment.

"Huh? I really want to go too!" Fuji turned and stared at me.The drizzle outside the window has stopped, and a gap in the dark clouds in the sky has spread, and the slightly thinner clouds are coated with a circle of gold by the sun.

"Eh?" I looked at the boy beside me in surprise, only to find that his figure brightened, "You mean..."

"Let's go together!" The boy turned his head to look at me, with a clean blue in his pupils.

……

More than an hour's drive.

After getting off the bus, we walked through the noisy city streets.

There was a salty and moist smell in the air, and even though I was still some distance away from the coast, I could already feel the thrilling blue not far away.

Something in the body was agitated, and the pictures in the album were repeated over and over again in my mind.

Walk along the straight road, surrounded by low houses and lush trees, and even saw a tennis court along the way.But these are obviously not the most important. I realized that my goal was not far away. The sound of the rising and falling tide has gradually become clear, and the dark clouds in the sky have gradually faded. It came into the eyes calmly.

"Is this the first time Honey Sauce has come to Kamakura to see the sea?" the boy in front asked without looking back.

"Hmm..." The regular sound of waves beat against the eardrums.

"Take a deep breath when you reach the end of the road." I even felt the slightly trembling voice of the boy.

"what?"

Before I could react, the boy had already started counting down:

"Three..." His wrist was suddenly grasped tightly by him.

"Two..." The body leaned forward naturally, and the feet became flustered.

"One..." My mind is full of blue, blue, blue.

"Suck—" It was very natural, I took a deep breath of moist and salty air, and when this wonderful gas flowed into my nasal cavity, a suffocating world finally opened up in front of my eyes.

The suffocating world is so beautiful that I forget to breathe, thanks to the full air in my lungs.

The sea breeze was blowing, the hair that was not long was messed up, and I felt confused when it brushed my eyelids.I rubbed the tears that were about to flow, and the touching bright blue rushed into my pupils.

Facing a world that is so beautiful and terrifying, the right to speak is deprived of those poor adjectives in my mind.

It’s not that I haven’t seen the sea before, but after the first rainy day, the subtle sea surface is dyed with orange-purple light, rolling soft waves, gently licking the sand surface. This is the first time I have seen such a gentle sea.The light-colored beach stretches endlessly, and the coast of Shonan, as they say, is long, endless, and far away.

"Honey sauce," after a long while, the boy beside me pushed my shoulder, "The sea in Kamakura, do you like it?"

"..." My eyes were tightly grasped by the distant water surface, so I nodded very stiffly.

"Your reaction is very similar to Yuta..."

"..." There is only that name, which is the most heart-wrenching right now, "Yu... too...?" I looked away, and I looked sideways at the boy, the sea breeze was blowing his snow-white shirt, and his hair was still wet just now , has now returned to a soft flaxen color, only to be blown by the too violent sea wind.

"When Yuta saw this sea, her face turned red because she forgot to breathe!" The young man beside him talked about the good memories of the past without any hesitation, but no matter what, now there is always a trace of melancholy . "Just now, I'm sorry."

"what?"

"Knowing that you are outside the tennis club, I was completely unprepared, so my tone..."

"……so."

"Yuta, he said it was to escape from the shadows."

"..." As long as this sentence is enough, it is enough to break the heart of the elder brother beside him.

"I was too negligent."

"No two, what are you going to do?"

"Respect Yuta."

He has never changed.

The love for my younger brother, from the first time we met, no, it should have not changed since we have not met.The young man who was once slandered by me as a "brother's accuser" is still standing by my brother's side all the time, thinking about everything for him.

After that, I felt that I was too selfish.

Blood relationship is a wonderful and strong boundary. Even if I step into that world, I will always be an arm's length away from them.

It seems that others have no possibility of meddling with my loved ones.

Therefore, regarding Yuta's departure, any action I take is just an insult to the boy who is the elder brother.

In the end, I picked up the camera and recorded the ocean with too many feelings engraved in front of me into film.

"No two, I never told you about my other dream." After putting down the camera, I said silently.

"..." The boy turned his head to look at me when he heard the sound.

"Another dream besides being a photographer." I looked at the deep and light blue, like a strange liquid poured into the eyes of a teenager.

This dream is secret and vague, it is buried deep in my heart, and the teenager is the first listener.

"I have a very vague impression that there is an endless field of orange flowers under the bright sunset, and a warm woman stands among those flowers. I always think that person is my mother."

"..." The young man remained silent, just staring at me without any smile on his face.He knows my too chaotic life experience, the absence of my mother, and the absence of my father, he understands them all.

"So I must find this flower field."

"..."

I turned my head to look at him with a smile. At this point in time, there was a wonderful contrast between my smile and his surprise.

"No two, you used to say that you wouldn't take the things around you seriously. So what about now? Do you feel a little bit of the feeling of working harder for Yuta?"

"..."

"At least I will try my best to find that flower field and my mother."

After a long time, the corner of the boy's mouth still curled up after all, and a crack appeared in the tense atmosphere around him.

"Dream..." The boy looked at me again as he said that, and those faint broken blues appeared confusingly under the setting sun, "So, you are really amazing!"

"..."

The boy's fingers holding my wrist gradually moved down, and finally overlapped with my palm.

The oncoming sea breeze still had a fishy smell, was mixed with moisture, and was even much colder.

The palms of each other transfer heat to each other, as if their dreams are also connected together.

After being quiet for a while, the gentle voice still floated in the wind:

"Thank you, Honey."

17Chapter17. At the beginning of three years

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It was almost eight o'clock when we boarded the tram back to Tokyo that day.

In the empty tram, the white light shines on the glass, printing all kinds of things in the car, and even the thicker black world outside the window is covered.

"I will definitely be scolded when I go back..." I said with a sigh, imagining Aunt Matsumoto's anxious expression and Uncle Matsumoto's silence on the side.

The young man beside him smiled calmly, without any worry on his face.

"No Er, aren't you worried at all?" Looking at his leisurely look, I asked strangely.

"Because I'm usually very cute!"

"..." I admitted that I was choked by him, so I gave him a helpless look, and the boy explained with a wry smile:

"Just kidding, I will definitely be severely scolded by my mother when I go home."

"It's hard to imagine being reprimanded by Auntie Buer!" I sighed from the bottom of my heart.

"Want to go back with me and see what it's like?"

"..." So I gave him a second look.

The car we were in was safe and quiet, and the only thing that echoed in our ears was the rhythmic rumble of the wheels rolling over the rails.The hanging ring hanging from the horizontal bar above the head leaned slightly forward according to the inertia, and an old man reading a newspaper and a young man soundly asleep were sitting diagonally opposite.

"Honey Sauce..." A gentle voice suddenly rang in my ears.

"Um?