The feeling of the first kiss can only be described as "tasteless to eat, but a pity to throw away" in my impression.
The two chattered for a full 5 minutes. When Shen Yi left, he couldn't say the comment "You should practice harder", which was a bit insulting to think about.
His fair face was flushed with blood, not because of emotions like shyness, but a normal physiological reaction.
He whispered "excuse me" to Fu Xinci, returned to the stairwell where he met, picked up the homework book at the top of the stairs, and continued to walk upstairs.
Fu Xinci was still standing on the platform at the end of the corridor, his handsome face was flushed red, after a while, without any warning, he suddenly squatted down, buried his face in his arms, and his exposed ears were so hot that they were about to smoke.
Fu Xinci bit his lower lip, his eyes were wet.
He regretted it to death.
Why fight unprepared?
After Shen Yi returned to the class, under the gaze of the whole class, she put the homework on the podium and walked back to her seat.
The eyes of the students were all amazed.It's just that Shen Yi's face has more blush, and it has a kind of human touch that can be approached, which is really bright and moving.
The blush on Shen Yi's face could not fade for a while, but her expression was the same as usual, she was still the cool beauty that others called, she was turning the pages of the book with her head down.
When the teacher started to lecture, the eyes of the others turned away and looked forward, and the slender fingers holding the pages of the book suddenly stopped.Shen Yi lowered her head and lightly raised the corners of her lips.
Although there is a gap between the experience and the expectation, Fu Xinci is... enthusiastic, bold, and frank that cannot be concealed because of his clumsiness.
Well, he admitted, a little flattered.
Overall, fun.
Two days later, when Shen Yi was going downstairs after school, she walked to the last staircase and saw Fu Xinci standing there.
Among the crowd, Fu Xinci was wearing his backpack loosely, copying his pockets with both hands, looking down the steps, as if he was waiting for someone.The young man had a cold face, but it attracted the attention of many people coming and going.
When Shen Yi appeared, Fu Xinci glanced up the stairs, but his eyes just swept over lightly, making it impossible to detect who the target was.
The next second, Fu Xinci walked downstairs as if nothing had happened.
Shen Yi paused for a moment, a slight smile appeared in his eyes, and the interest in doing evil came to the fore again. He lowered his eyelashes to hide his emotions, and continued to go downstairs.
When Shen Yi walked to the classroom floor of the school that had been inactive, she lost her way.It was already dark, there were no lights around, and it was far away from the crowds after school, so it was surprisingly quiet, a bit like the campus legend series.
Shen Yi walked halfway in the corridor, feeling tired and didn't want to leave, so she stopped at the same spot, ready to leave.
As soon as he turned around, a tall figure stepped across from the classroom next to him, blocking in front of him, making Shen Yi bump into him.
Shen Yi's heart skipped a beat, in this kind of place where ghosts are easy to see, it's hard not to be frightened.
Looking up, it was Fu Xinci's expressionless little boy.
Without saying a word, Fu Xinci took Shen Yi's hand, pulled him into the classroom beside him, and closed the door.
This time, Shen Yi could clearly feel that Fu Xinci had done his homework in advance, and might have tried his best.
Although her lips still hurt from being knocked, Shen Yi inexplicably felt happy, so the strange bond began from that day.
Fu Xinci is undoubtedly a scumbag, but his learning speed in terms of curiosity can be said to be a qualitative leap every day.
A few days later, Fu Xinci thought of his hands that had nowhere to rest, and asked in a low voice, "Can I touch you?"
Shen Yi agreed.
In the second week, after Fu Xinci was satisfied, he rested his head on Shen Yi's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Can you kiss somewhere else..."
After listening carefully, she was suspected of being coquettish.
Shen Yi only hesitated for a moment, and agreed again.
The second week was not over yet, Fu Xinci lingered on Shen Yi's neckline with his fingertips, lowered his eyes, and asked, "Can you take off your shirt?"
Shen Yi thought for a while, recalling Fu Xinci's six-pack abs, he licked the corners of his lips, and said, "Then I'll take off yours too."
Fu Xinci shook his head.
Shen Yi raised her eyebrows lightly, and looked at him with an expression of "Why are you so embarrassed?" and "Do you still dare to double punctuate?"
But Fu Xinci drooped his head and raised his hand to unbutton himself: "I will do it myself."
Shen Yi: "..."
I have to say, this time is too obedient.
The two maintained a tacit relationship secretly until the next semester.
Spring is coming, and the sun is warmly infiltrating the scenery on the campus. Even the wind blowing on the face has a warm sunshine taste.
Shen Yi sat on the edge of the rostrum in the playground with a few close friends in the class, with a piece of paper on his lap, and a thick art textbook under the paper, looking at the campus scenery in the distance.
One hundred days before the college entrance examination, the teacher sent everyone a piece of paper with a specific format, asking everyone to write down their ideal college and ideal life after graduation, and then they would seal them into "time" envelopes. After one year, it will be sent to each student to let everyone see if their recent ideals have been realized.
This is a ritual that every high school senior will go through.
Shen Yi wrote down the school she wanted to apply for, and stopped writing in the area of ideal life in the future.
Shen Yi raised her head again, seemingly casually looking at the basketball court in the distance.
A tall boy stood in the middle of the field, without standing, holding his schoolbag in both hands above his head. In front of him was a man who looked like a dean with his hands behind his back, pacing back and forth, chattering endlessly.
Shen Yi pursed the corner of her lips lightly.Apparently someone got punished again.
So far, Shen Yi is quite satisfied with the relationship between the two. Maybe after a few more days, he will tell Fu Xinci the school he wants to go to, and then ask Fu Xinci where he wants to go in the future.
If Fu Xinci had no intention of continuing, he thought he would not regret it. It was originally a relationship of playmates, and there would be no worries when it ended.
But if Fu Xinci intends to study in the same country as him, then...
At this time, Shen Yi turned his eyes to the distance, and he could see the thin blue horizon through the school wall.
He secretly took a deep breath, smelling the sweet fragrance of spring grass and trees.
Shen Yifu lowered his head again, and wrote down his plan in the column of "ideal life".
——"Invite my puppy to roll under the clouds in the sky together."
After finishing writing, Shen Yi looked at the paper with a hint of a smile.
A girl next to her came over and asked, "What did you write?"
Shen Yi closed the title page of the textbook and pressed the paper, smiled lightly, and said, "It's nothing, let's go."
Shen Yi stood in the exhibition hall with earphones in his ears, waiting for instructions from the leader, but due to the sufficient manpower in the museum, he was not needed for the time being, so Shen Yi just admired the porcelain in the display cabinet in front of him.
Not far behind Shen Yi, there was a crowd with shutter lights flashing. They were noisy, obviously contrary to the museum's instruction of "Keep quiet and don't make noise".
But no one cares right now.
There are cultural week activities in the city, and Fu Xinci is the image ambassador.Shen Yi came to work in the morning, only to find that one of the selected shooting locations was in their museum.
Shen Yi was arranged to be received in the porcelain exhibition hall as a front.But in fact, the recording with the entire museum as the venue will only appear for a few seconds in the promotional video. The guests will not browse so carefully, and they will choose the main exhibition hall to shoot.
So when a group of people passed by the porcelain exhibition hall, they didn't stop.Shen Yi glanced at the man in the middle through the crowd, only to feel that the real person is more dazzling than the screen, compared with the memory...the childishness and greenness faded away, the face became more handsome, the temperament was much more mature, and more grim.
Shen Yi was about to look back when the man looked in his direction whether intentionally or not.
The moment the eyes intertwined, the man's eyes were dark and waveless, and they passed by.
Shen Yi lowered her eyelashes, turned her back naturally, and looked at the display cabinet in front of her.
I haven't seen him in ten years, Fu Xinci should have forgotten him long ago, but Shen Yi still felt a little embarrassed when he thought of rejecting Fu Xinci.
Since transferring to another school in the third year of high school, Shen Yi has experienced a plummeting family situation, and has raised children for many years. His character has long since lost the wanderlust and incongruity of his youth, and he has also lost his pride. His personality is more gentle, and his attitude towards life tends to be To be mediocre, to become an ordinary member among thousands of people in the city.
Shen Yi is not like those two friends, one has become the number one ace producer in the country, and the other has become a master in the academic world.Shen Yi moved to Shenghai from Gucheng, and still lives a nine-to-five life, repeating the life of the previous day every day, with a simple social circle and single hobbies. She is clearly at the age of struggle, but she has already lived like a Retired staff.
It stands to reason that after so many years, Shen Yi should have let go of the absurd things about his youth, but when Shen Yi stood in a daze in the exhibition hall, he still couldn't help recalling the time in his third year of high school in his mind, and all the clips were finally frozen in the On the figure of the lonely boy behind the car window...
Perhaps Shen Yi was too deep in his memory, he didn't hear the noisy voice behind him when it was far away, he didn't notice that the whole hall was emptied, and he didn't even notice a tall figure standing beside him. Notice it for a while.
The first thing that brought Shen Yi back to reality was a faint fragrance, which was a slightly dark and refreshing fragrance of men's perfume.
Shen Yi turned his head to look, and saw Fu Xinci standing beside him, the man was also looking down at the porcelain in the showcase, his handsome and indifferent profile showed no emotion.
Unexpectedly, she would be so close to Fu Xinci, Shen Yi's eyes froze for a moment.
How to do?
For the first time, such a question popped up in his mind.
pretend not to know...
Shen Yi silently wiped his sweat from the bottom of his heart, and made a countermeasure with almost no struggle.
Anyway, Fu Xinci doesn't know him, and it's easy to be a stranger. Shen Yi will never be so boring as to remind Fu Xinci that he was rejected by him in the past.
A professional smile curled up on the corners of Shen Yi's lips, and her peach blossom eyes were clear and harmless. When facing Fu Xinci, it was no different from facing a child lost in a museum.
"Hi, may I help you?"
Fu Xinci looked at Shen Yi upon hearing the sound.
I don't know if it is Shen Yi's illusion, but I always feel that Fu Xinci's face is showing signs of displeasure.
After a while, Fu Xinci's eyes flickered, the speed was so fast that people would think it was an illusion. "you do not know me?"
Shen Yi's smiling expression froze for a moment, he didn't expect Fu Xinci to be so direct, but he had to continue acting and nodded: "Excuse me, are you..."
But Shen Yi forgot that Fu Xinci is not an ordinary alumnus, even if Fu Xinci has not been seen for ten years, the social platforms are full of his updates every day during these ten years.
Fu Xinci also understood that, except for aliens, no one on earth would not know him.
So Shen Yi pretended outrageously, obviously not wanting to see him.
Fu Xinci's eyes darkened and his eyes dropped.
A long time ago, he struck up a conversation with Shen Yi for the first time, and Shen Yi didn't even look at him. Before Shen Yi left, he wanted a contact information, but was rejected.
Fu Xinci understands that no matter in the past or now, even if tens of millions of people like him now, he can't attract Shen Yi.
The moment of surprise he saw Shen Yi almost made his heart burst, but now, he is still happy, but more disappointed.
Fu Xinci clenched his hand in his trouser pocket.
The only thing Shen Yi is still interested in him may be...
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
The man looked back at the showcase with a low and authentic voice.
Shen Yi froze for a moment, unable to see what the man was thinking, but subconsciously shook her head.
Fu Xinci: "Where's your girlfriend?"
Shen Yi finally realized that something was wrong with the topic: "Hello..."
"Exactly, I don't have either." Fu Xinci took out a card from his pocket and put it on the glass table, "Nine o'clock in the evening, I'll wait for you for a quarter of an hour."
After finishing speaking, without giving Shen Yi a chance to react, he turned and left.
When Fu Xinci left, he was straightforward and unrestrained, but he was very sad in his heart. He never thought that he would have a day of serving others in order to achieve his goals.
But Shen Yi stared at the room card inlaid with platinum border lying on the glass booth, and was dazed for a long time.
Fu Xinci really... hasn't changed at all.
Fu Xinci rented a suite in the hotel because he was filming on location. During the day, there were assistants and studio staff in the room. As soon as the off-duty time came, he emptied them all out.
Fu Xinci stayed in the room by himself, but it didn't feel right to sit or lie down. The closer it was to nine o'clock, the more anxious he became, and he started pacing back and forth in the room, and even opened a bottle of wine.
Watching the time past a quarter past nine, the doorbell didn't ring
Fu Xinci sat on the sofa with one long leg, staring at the second hand on the wall for a moment, his heart seemed to fall into a hole in ice and into flames, and was tortured repeatedly under two extreme temperatures .
09:30, [-]:[-]...
Fu Xinci raised his hand and rubbed his numb face, suddenly regretted why he didn't tell Shen Yi to wait until ten o'clock... no, wait until twelve o'clock.
That way, there is always hope, and the verdict doesn't have to come so quickly.
Fu Xinci lay down on the bed, stared at the void for a while, and then silently turned his face into the pillow. It didn't take long for the pillow towel to show signs of wetness.
——It was all the sad tears of the proud little princess.
At nearly 10:30, Fu Xinci packed himself up, put on his coat, opened the door, and prepared to leave.
As soon as he went out, he saw a person leaning against the wall in the corridor beside him, with a bundled long umbrella still dripping beside him.
The man was wearing a light-colored windbreaker, lining his slender figure. At the moment, his eyelashes were drooping, as if he was thinking about something.Under the dim corridor light, the man's profile was pure and clear, with gentle lines from his lips to his jaw.
Fu Xinci stopped closing the door.
Hearing the movement, the man tilted his head to look, and when he saw Fu Xinci coming out, he blinked his peach blossom eyes, and then bent his eyes: "It's late, I'm not sure if you're still here."
Fu Xinci looked at Shen Yi in silence for a while, and walked over to hold his hand.
Shen Yi's hands were slightly cold.
Fu Xinci led people into the room without saying a word.
Shen Yi arrived at [-]:[-], not because he was not sure if Fu Xinci was there, but because he was not sure whether he should knock on the door.
He looked at Fu Xinci, who seemed to be taller than before, and knew that Fu Xinci had changed, making him elusive.
Of course, he has also changed, and he is no longer as comfortable as before.
Shen Yi was a little apprehensive, still hesitating, until Fu Xinci pushed open the bathroom door and kissed him, and the noisy and restless thoughts gradually calmed down.
……
For a long time, Shen Yi thought.
who cares.
Shen Yi seemed to have had a dream for a long time, dreaming about the past ten years. In the dream, there were father, mother, friends, Fu Xinci, Ji Mian... Almost half of his life was reviewed.
When he woke up, Shen Yi wanted to cry out for the pain, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.
Shen Yi opened his eyes, facing the ceiling, suddenly there was the ear-piercing sound of a chair rubbing against the floor, and then, a face appeared above.
Shen Yi just woke up and his mind didn't seem to be clear, and it took him a long time to identify it before he recognized it was Fu Xinci.
It's not his fault, Fu Xinci in front of him is too haggard and thin, frighteningly pale, he doesn't have the demeanor of a national idol.
Fu Xinci pressed the bell on the bedside table, with an anxious expression, his lips opened and closed and said something to Shen Yi, but Shen Yi couldn't hear a word.
Shen Yi thought sadly, wouldn't he be deaf?
Just at this moment, a group of white coats rushed into the room to take Fu Xinci's place.
Shen Yi was at the mercy of others for a while, and the light of the flashlight hurt his eyes.
Oh doctor, don't hold back, your eye sockets are about to crack...
In any case, Shen Yi experienced rescue after the car accident, and was transferred to the best private hospital in the city by Fu Xinci who rushed over after hearing the news. After being in a coma for a week, she was finally out of danger and survived.
Shen Yi is currently staying in the VIP ward. Aside from the broken leg, she is in pain all day long, and her body hurts from time to time to remind herself of what she has experienced. Others are too good to say anything.
Of course, it would be even better if there is one less Fu Xinci in the ward who faces him with a mourning face every day.
With Fu Xinci, it really affects the patient's recuperation mood.
But Shen Yi is not ignorant.
After all, it had been less than a month since he and Fu Xinci broke up, and the reason for breaking up was quite insulting. Just like that, how could he expect his ex to treat him well.
When she was lying in the hospital for the third week, Shen Yi could sit up and eat by herself.
At noon, he sat on the hospital bed and glanced at Fu Xinci who was swiping his phone on the sofa beside him.
Unable to bear it, Shen Yi said, "Didn't you do anything about yourself?"
The last time Xiao Xu came here, he leaked information when reporting to Fu Xinci for work. It seemed that Fu Xinci had never been to the company since his car accident, nor had he been in charge of affairs other than the hospital.
Shen Yi was anxious for Fu Xinci.
But Fu Xinci glanced at him, mean and angry: "Take care of yourself."
Shen Yi shrugged his shoulders, expressing that he didn't mind, he took a spoon to pound the rice, lowered his eyelashes and said, "Go and do your work, I can hire my aunt myself, and the nurses here are very attentive, so nothing will happen."
Fu Xinci put down his crossed legs, threw away his mobile phone, came to the hospital bed, picked up Shen Yi's lunch box, grabbed his spoon, took a mouthful of food, and stuffed it into Shen Yi's mouth.
Shen Yi pursed her lower lip.
In the past week, he couldn't take care of himself, so he endured the awkwardness and let Fu Xinci feed him, but now he can move.
"Myself……"
But as soon as he opened his mouth, Fu Xinci seized the opportunity and fed the food in.
Shen Yi bit the rice grains off her lips, knowing that it would be useless to resist, she simply leaned back on the pillow.
Fu Xinci gave Shen Yi another mouthful, looked down at the lunch box, and said softly, "You just want to draw my attention."
Shen Yi swallowed: "...I am a patient, don't slander a patient."
"You also know that you are a patient?" Fu Xinci gave another mouthful and sneered, "Then say a few words less."
"Well……"
With puffy cheeks, Shen Yi looked at Fu Xinci with dissatisfaction.
Feeding pigs is not as good as yours.
There are one-to-one nurses in other VIP wards, but Shen Yi's nurse is Fu Xinci, and she is a 24-hour escort.
At night, Fu Xinci slept on the sofa.
Shen Yi thought that Fu Xinci was a big man who was about 1.9 meters tall. He had shrunk on the sofa for almost a month, and his conscience was disturbed.
That night, after turning off the lights, Shen Yi lay on the bed, and said to the person on the sofa: "The bed is quite big, you can sleep next to me."
Fu Xinci didn't move at first, but after a while, he turned his back to Shen Yi as a response.
Shen Yi opened his eyes in the dark and looked at the ceiling above. He was grateful to Fu Xinci in his heart after all.
Obviously they broke up, and there was no need for the exes to help to this extent, but Fu Xinci still chose to accompany him. Although Fu Xinci was inexperienced, gentle and skilled enough in taking care of others, Shen Yi could feel it, Fu Xinci is studying hard and working hard to do well.
His injury healed so quickly, not only because of the good medical technology here, but also because of Fu Xinci's logistics support.
Thinking of this, Shen Yi said slowly: "I will pay you back after I leave the hospital."
After a long silence on the sofa, a cold voice came: "What do you pay for?"
Shen Yi smiled: "Money."
Fu Xinci's voice sank, implying displeasure: "You can't afford it."
Shen Yi thought for a while, his eyes curved, and the smile in his voice became more obvious: "Then I'll pay you back with myself."
There was a moment of silence in the dark room.
After a while.
A voice came from the sofa: "You said it."
Eh?
Shen Yi couldn't laugh anymore.
He was just kidding.
Shen Yi turned her head to look at the sofa, and could see the man's undulating silhouette in the darkness.
Shen Yi opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time, and still called out: "Fu Xinci..."
Fu Xinci ignored him.
Since his car accident, Fu Xinci's temper has become even worse, as if he was suppressing something at any time, he couldn't light it, and it would ignite at a single touch. Thinking about it, Fu Xinci also understood his state, so he was often silent and could not talk much. Absolutely not.
Shen Yi has his own arrogance and self-esteem, but at this moment, he looked at Fu Xinci's back through the darkness, and when he realized that he had tortured this man with a heart higher than the sky, he still lowered his head and asked softly : "What about Xu Xi?"
There was a sound from the sofa, and Fu Xinci sat up like an island, facing him, his voice revealed confusion in impatience: "What Xu Xi?"
"That's..." Shen Yi said, "Xu Xi who was on a blind date with you."
Fu Xinci sat in the dark for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking.
Shen Yi didn't know how fast the time passed, only saw Fu Xinci finally stood up, opened the door, and left a sentence: "That's not the case, I'm going to sleep somewhere else, ring the bell if necessary."
then went out.
It was the first time in a long time that Fu Xinci did not sleep in Shen Yi's ward.
Shen Yi had some fragmented dreams that night.
Early the next morning, after he had finished his breakfast, when the nurse came to clear the table, she reminded him: "Someone is here to visit."
Not long after, a bright young girl knocked on the door, poked her head in, and held a large bouquet of flowers in her hand.
Shen Yi was slightly startled.
Xu Xi smiled: "Senior, I heard that you had a car accident, and I wanted to see you a long time ago, but that guy Fu Xinci didn't let me bother."
Xu Xi could still say that after talking with Shen Yi for a long time, from Xu Xi's mouth, Shen Yi also learned something that he had never thought of.
For example, who was Fu Xinci's first love that he revealed within a few years after his debut, for example, Fu Xinci waited for him for 11 years, and has been recording the number of years of persistence with his Weibo profile.Fu Xinci has been unable to find him for a long time, so he hopes that Shen Yi can understand the introduction and contact him proactively.
Shen Yi was in a trance, and said blankly: "It's a pity that I don't have such an IQ."
"..." Xu Xi laughed dryly.
Xu Xi still had a lot to say to Shen Yi, but Fu Xinci interrupted by knocking on the door, reminding Xu Xi to leave and Shen Yi to rest.
Shen Yi looked at Fu Xinci who hadn't seen him all night, with complicated emotions.
However, Fu Xinci only glanced at him lightly, and then urged Xu Xi impatiently to stop talking.
After Xu Xi said goodbye, Fu Xinci closed the door and sent Xu Xi away.
After Shen Yi knew what a stupid mistake he had made, his face was burning all the time, curled up on the bed like a quail, motionless, a little closed.
After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yi's mood finally eased up a bit. At this time, he wanted to calm down.
Shen Yi got out of bed, reached for the crutches beside her, and was about to go to the bathroom.
Although he can get out of bed, Fu Xinci usually supports him and is accompanied by others, but the distance from the bed to the bathroom is not far, so Shen Yi is too lazy to ask the nurse to come in and help him.
Just as Shen Yi reached the end of the bed with a cane, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
Shen Yi raised her head and met the eyes of the visitor.
Fu Xinci looked at him in shock, without even thinking about it, he shouted loudly: "What are you doing!"
Shen Yi was fine at first, but was taken aback, his crutches were not stable, and his legs on the ground hit the end of the bed, and he gritted his teeth in pain.
Fu Xinci came in in twos and threes, supported Shen Yi, and let him sit by the bed, and went to ring the bell to call the doctor.
But Shen Yi pressed his hand.
Shen Yi was in so much pain that he couldn't speak clearly: "It's not that serious, it's just... just... knocked, it's all right, please help me take a look."
Fu Xinci frowned, straightened the corners of his lips, and looked at Shen Yi seriously, as if forcibly suppressing an active volcano that was about to erupt. He squatted down beside the bed and lifted Shen Yi's loose trousers.
Below the knee, a new bruise was added.
Fu Xinci's face was tense, he didn't say a word, he opened the drawer with some force, found out the essential oil inside, poured it into his palm, and rubbed it on Shen Yi's knee.
Although Shen Yi was in pain, she bit her lower lip and endured it.He knew that leaving the hospital bed without authorization made Fu Xinci unhappy.
On Shen Yi's originally fair and flawless leg, there was not only that bruise, but also large and small wounds left over from the car accident.
Fu Xinci lowered his head, pressed and pressed, his face was flushed, and suddenly he seemed to be unable to hold it anymore, and took a deep breath tremblingly.
In the next second, Shen Yi felt hot liquid falling from his knees.
He was startled, and when he looked up, Fu Xinci was crying.
Shen Yi opened his mouth, not knowing why, let alone how to comfort him, he raised his hand and touched Fu Xinci's dog's head tentatively. "it's okay no problem……"
Fu Xinci put down his hands, drooped his head, wept uncontrollably, and his voice was hoarse: "I beg you not to have any more accidents..."
Calm and calm as Shen Yi, he couldn't help but panic at this moment, he couldn't reach the tissue, so he could only help Fu Xinci wipe his face with the loose hem of the hospital gown.
"Don't cry, I'll be fine."
But such words are obviously very pale.
Shen Yi could feel that Fu Xinci was really broken. Since he woke up, Fu Xinci had been keeping his emotions in check.
Shen Yi thought again that the week when he was in a coma was also the week when Fu Xinci didn't close his eyes. He didn't sleep for seven days, and he had almost reached his physical limit.
Finally, in the afternoon after Shen Yi woke up, Fu Xinci fell asleep on the sofa.But after sleeping for half an hour, Fu Xinci woke up again with a twitch, looking anxiously at Shen Yi on the hospital bed, as if confirming whether it was a dream or reality.In this way, repeated many times, the man did not sleep well.
Shen Yi still had a tube inserted into his body at the time, so he could only tilt his head and look at Fu Xinci, seeing everything in his eyes.
This was the first time Shen Yi saw Fu Xinci cry, and it was also the first time he saw a man cry so hard, his heart was sour and astringent.
The puppy can't talk, but the love never changes.
Shen Yi finally realized that he must be very important to Fu Xinci. If he really died in a car accident, Fu Xinci would be heartbroken.
Shen Yi touched Fu Xinci's head, then touched his wet cheeks, apologized continuously, and quickly explained: "I didn't want to break up, but the more I thought about it, the more angry I was, I was being stingy... I won't be like this in the future, don't cry gone."
Shen Yi actually liked Fu Xinci for ten years.I used to think that Fu Xinci was just a small shining point on his bright life path, insignificant, but after we separated, I found that Fu Xinci became his only memory of youth, carrying the years when he had dreams.In the past ten years, it's not that there have been no suitors, and some elders have arranged blind dates for him, but Shen Yi refused on the grounds that he wanted to take care of the children.Shen Yi still couldn't turn over that chapter in his heart, he would never meet again, a light as hot as Fu Xinci that could burn him.
In the ward, Fu Xinci choked for a moment, looked at Shen Yi: "Don't even ask, do I make you feel insecure like this?"
Shen Yi wanted to nod, but this time is not suitable, coaxing the puppy is the first priority, so he shook his head.
Fu Xinci stood up, held Shen Yi's face in his hands, and seemed to want to do something to him in retaliation, but seeing that he was a patient, he gave up.
Shen Yi blinked her long eyelashes, but her eyes were obviously red.
Fu Xinci's heart softened, and he stabilized his emotions. He held Shen Yi's face again, bent down and kissed Shen Yi's eyelids, and said in a low voice: "I don't blame you, it's my fault, I didn't make it clear to you in time. ,Do not be sad."
"No..." Shen Yi shook his head, and when he looked at Fu Xinci, one eye trembled and narrowed slightly, tears welled up, "Fengyoujing, hot eyes."
"..."
Fu Xinci let go of his hand full of essential oils.
After a cold winter, spring is coming.
On the streets in April, Shen Yi drove Fu Xinci's car and delivered clothes to him.
Fu Xinci left the clothes for shooting in the afternoon at home, Shen Yi had nothing to do on the weekend, so he took the opportunity to go to the studio to watch Fu Xinci, just in time to go back to Mrs. Jiang's for dinner together in the evening.
There was news on the car radio, saying that the international police had destroyed a transnational criminal group with the help of informants, which was of great significance.
Shen Yi focused on driving, and such ungrounded international news automatically became a background sound that was forgotten after hearing it.
After parking the car, Shen Yi didn't go upstairs in time, but bought two cups of coffee along the way to entertain the staff in the studio.
Fu Xinci has already disclosed Shen Yi to the people around him, and the photos of the two of them out on the street have not been seen by the media a few times, but Jiang Yunlan's influence is too wide and his methods are too high-handed, no one dares to expose Shen Yi's image photo.
Shen Yi walked through the crowd with a bag of clothes and coffee in one hand and another tray of coffee in the other.
When he was about to pass the intersection, in order to avoid a cyclist, Shen Yi stepped aside for a while, the coffee cup in his hand tilted, and he was about to collapse.
Shen Yi's heart was raised, and in order to avoid the tragedy, he tried his best to make up for it, and staggered a step forward.
Just at this time.
A boy wearing a peaked cap headed towards him with his head lowered, and when he quickly passed by, he held Shen Yi's wrist to stabilize his figure and six cups of coffee that were precarious.
Shen Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly stepped onto the sidewalk before the green light turned into red.
In the next second, Shen Yi frowned slightly, as if realizing something later, and looked back.
However, amidst the endless traffic and crowds, he couldn't tell who helped him just now, and he didn't even see the person's height, shortness, fatness, or thinness.
Shen Yi shook his head, got rid of the feeling of invisibility, and continued walking towards the building.
At the street corner that Shen Yi couldn't see, a young man was half-hidden behind the wall, with a slender white chin exposed under the lowered peaked cap.Under the boy's loose trousers, at the left ankle, the light spots of the electronic shackles flickered indistinctly between breaths,
The boy stood for a long time in the direction Shen Yi left.
Arriving at the studio located on the upper floors of the building, Shen Yi sent out the coffee while saying "Thank you Teacher Shen".
Shen Yi's popularity has always been good.
Fu Xinci came out of the conference room, passed behind Shen Yi: "Come?"
Shen Yi turned around, but Fu Xinci looked at him from the other side.
Shen Yi turned around again, and Fu Xinci switched to this side as if playing with him.
Finally, when Shen Yi turned her head, Fu Xinci quickly pressed a kiss on his lips.
A roomful of employees laughed until pink bubbles filled their eyes, but they didn't boo. They were all used to the boss's behavior of throwing dog food regardless of the occasion.
Fu Xinci walked to the front and said to Shen Yi, "Come to my office."
Shen Yi had no choice but to keep up, took out the car keys from his jacket pocket, and said, "Return the car to you..."
Before the words fell, Shen Yi felt a strange touch with his fingertips, and his footsteps stopped.
Shen Yi lowered his head strangely, stretched out his hand, and spread it out.
I saw a flower lying in the white palm.
Pink-purple, bordered in light blue, with layers of petals, dry and brittle, it is a dried lisianthus flower.
"So, some people began to put the platycodon
To give to lovers and to those who will never see each other again
because it is eternal
also hopeless
Or eternal hopeless love"
extra episode
The two chattered for a full 5 minutes. When Shen Yi left, he couldn't say the comment "You should practice harder", which was a bit insulting to think about.
His fair face was flushed with blood, not because of emotions like shyness, but a normal physiological reaction.
He whispered "excuse me" to Fu Xinci, returned to the stairwell where he met, picked up the homework book at the top of the stairs, and continued to walk upstairs.
Fu Xinci was still standing on the platform at the end of the corridor, his handsome face was flushed red, after a while, without any warning, he suddenly squatted down, buried his face in his arms, and his exposed ears were so hot that they were about to smoke.
Fu Xinci bit his lower lip, his eyes were wet.
He regretted it to death.
Why fight unprepared?
After Shen Yi returned to the class, under the gaze of the whole class, she put the homework on the podium and walked back to her seat.
The eyes of the students were all amazed.It's just that Shen Yi's face has more blush, and it has a kind of human touch that can be approached, which is really bright and moving.
The blush on Shen Yi's face could not fade for a while, but her expression was the same as usual, she was still the cool beauty that others called, she was turning the pages of the book with her head down.
When the teacher started to lecture, the eyes of the others turned away and looked forward, and the slender fingers holding the pages of the book suddenly stopped.Shen Yi lowered her head and lightly raised the corners of her lips.
Although there is a gap between the experience and the expectation, Fu Xinci is... enthusiastic, bold, and frank that cannot be concealed because of his clumsiness.
Well, he admitted, a little flattered.
Overall, fun.
Two days later, when Shen Yi was going downstairs after school, she walked to the last staircase and saw Fu Xinci standing there.
Among the crowd, Fu Xinci was wearing his backpack loosely, copying his pockets with both hands, looking down the steps, as if he was waiting for someone.The young man had a cold face, but it attracted the attention of many people coming and going.
When Shen Yi appeared, Fu Xinci glanced up the stairs, but his eyes just swept over lightly, making it impossible to detect who the target was.
The next second, Fu Xinci walked downstairs as if nothing had happened.
Shen Yi paused for a moment, a slight smile appeared in his eyes, and the interest in doing evil came to the fore again. He lowered his eyelashes to hide his emotions, and continued to go downstairs.
When Shen Yi walked to the classroom floor of the school that had been inactive, she lost her way.It was already dark, there were no lights around, and it was far away from the crowds after school, so it was surprisingly quiet, a bit like the campus legend series.
Shen Yi walked halfway in the corridor, feeling tired and didn't want to leave, so she stopped at the same spot, ready to leave.
As soon as he turned around, a tall figure stepped across from the classroom next to him, blocking in front of him, making Shen Yi bump into him.
Shen Yi's heart skipped a beat, in this kind of place where ghosts are easy to see, it's hard not to be frightened.
Looking up, it was Fu Xinci's expressionless little boy.
Without saying a word, Fu Xinci took Shen Yi's hand, pulled him into the classroom beside him, and closed the door.
This time, Shen Yi could clearly feel that Fu Xinci had done his homework in advance, and might have tried his best.
Although her lips still hurt from being knocked, Shen Yi inexplicably felt happy, so the strange bond began from that day.
Fu Xinci is undoubtedly a scumbag, but his learning speed in terms of curiosity can be said to be a qualitative leap every day.
A few days later, Fu Xinci thought of his hands that had nowhere to rest, and asked in a low voice, "Can I touch you?"
Shen Yi agreed.
In the second week, after Fu Xinci was satisfied, he rested his head on Shen Yi's shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "Can you kiss somewhere else..."
After listening carefully, she was suspected of being coquettish.
Shen Yi only hesitated for a moment, and agreed again.
The second week was not over yet, Fu Xinci lingered on Shen Yi's neckline with his fingertips, lowered his eyes, and asked, "Can you take off your shirt?"
Shen Yi thought for a while, recalling Fu Xinci's six-pack abs, he licked the corners of his lips, and said, "Then I'll take off yours too."
Fu Xinci shook his head.
Shen Yi raised her eyebrows lightly, and looked at him with an expression of "Why are you so embarrassed?" and "Do you still dare to double punctuate?"
But Fu Xinci drooped his head and raised his hand to unbutton himself: "I will do it myself."
Shen Yi: "..."
I have to say, this time is too obedient.
The two maintained a tacit relationship secretly until the next semester.
Spring is coming, and the sun is warmly infiltrating the scenery on the campus. Even the wind blowing on the face has a warm sunshine taste.
Shen Yi sat on the edge of the rostrum in the playground with a few close friends in the class, with a piece of paper on his lap, and a thick art textbook under the paper, looking at the campus scenery in the distance.
One hundred days before the college entrance examination, the teacher sent everyone a piece of paper with a specific format, asking everyone to write down their ideal college and ideal life after graduation, and then they would seal them into "time" envelopes. After one year, it will be sent to each student to let everyone see if their recent ideals have been realized.
This is a ritual that every high school senior will go through.
Shen Yi wrote down the school she wanted to apply for, and stopped writing in the area of ideal life in the future.
Shen Yi raised her head again, seemingly casually looking at the basketball court in the distance.
A tall boy stood in the middle of the field, without standing, holding his schoolbag in both hands above his head. In front of him was a man who looked like a dean with his hands behind his back, pacing back and forth, chattering endlessly.
Shen Yi pursed the corner of her lips lightly.Apparently someone got punished again.
So far, Shen Yi is quite satisfied with the relationship between the two. Maybe after a few more days, he will tell Fu Xinci the school he wants to go to, and then ask Fu Xinci where he wants to go in the future.
If Fu Xinci had no intention of continuing, he thought he would not regret it. It was originally a relationship of playmates, and there would be no worries when it ended.
But if Fu Xinci intends to study in the same country as him, then...
At this time, Shen Yi turned his eyes to the distance, and he could see the thin blue horizon through the school wall.
He secretly took a deep breath, smelling the sweet fragrance of spring grass and trees.
Shen Yifu lowered his head again, and wrote down his plan in the column of "ideal life".
——"Invite my puppy to roll under the clouds in the sky together."
After finishing writing, Shen Yi looked at the paper with a hint of a smile.
A girl next to her came over and asked, "What did you write?"
Shen Yi closed the title page of the textbook and pressed the paper, smiled lightly, and said, "It's nothing, let's go."
Shen Yi stood in the exhibition hall with earphones in his ears, waiting for instructions from the leader, but due to the sufficient manpower in the museum, he was not needed for the time being, so Shen Yi just admired the porcelain in the display cabinet in front of him.
Not far behind Shen Yi, there was a crowd with shutter lights flashing. They were noisy, obviously contrary to the museum's instruction of "Keep quiet and don't make noise".
But no one cares right now.
There are cultural week activities in the city, and Fu Xinci is the image ambassador.Shen Yi came to work in the morning, only to find that one of the selected shooting locations was in their museum.
Shen Yi was arranged to be received in the porcelain exhibition hall as a front.But in fact, the recording with the entire museum as the venue will only appear for a few seconds in the promotional video. The guests will not browse so carefully, and they will choose the main exhibition hall to shoot.
So when a group of people passed by the porcelain exhibition hall, they didn't stop.Shen Yi glanced at the man in the middle through the crowd, only to feel that the real person is more dazzling than the screen, compared with the memory...the childishness and greenness faded away, the face became more handsome, the temperament was much more mature, and more grim.
Shen Yi was about to look back when the man looked in his direction whether intentionally or not.
The moment the eyes intertwined, the man's eyes were dark and waveless, and they passed by.
Shen Yi lowered her eyelashes, turned her back naturally, and looked at the display cabinet in front of her.
I haven't seen him in ten years, Fu Xinci should have forgotten him long ago, but Shen Yi still felt a little embarrassed when he thought of rejecting Fu Xinci.
Since transferring to another school in the third year of high school, Shen Yi has experienced a plummeting family situation, and has raised children for many years. His character has long since lost the wanderlust and incongruity of his youth, and he has also lost his pride. His personality is more gentle, and his attitude towards life tends to be To be mediocre, to become an ordinary member among thousands of people in the city.
Shen Yi is not like those two friends, one has become the number one ace producer in the country, and the other has become a master in the academic world.Shen Yi moved to Shenghai from Gucheng, and still lives a nine-to-five life, repeating the life of the previous day every day, with a simple social circle and single hobbies. She is clearly at the age of struggle, but she has already lived like a Retired staff.
It stands to reason that after so many years, Shen Yi should have let go of the absurd things about his youth, but when Shen Yi stood in a daze in the exhibition hall, he still couldn't help recalling the time in his third year of high school in his mind, and all the clips were finally frozen in the On the figure of the lonely boy behind the car window...
Perhaps Shen Yi was too deep in his memory, he didn't hear the noisy voice behind him when it was far away, he didn't notice that the whole hall was emptied, and he didn't even notice a tall figure standing beside him. Notice it for a while.
The first thing that brought Shen Yi back to reality was a faint fragrance, which was a slightly dark and refreshing fragrance of men's perfume.
Shen Yi turned his head to look, and saw Fu Xinci standing beside him, the man was also looking down at the porcelain in the showcase, his handsome and indifferent profile showed no emotion.
Unexpectedly, she would be so close to Fu Xinci, Shen Yi's eyes froze for a moment.
How to do?
For the first time, such a question popped up in his mind.
pretend not to know...
Shen Yi silently wiped his sweat from the bottom of his heart, and made a countermeasure with almost no struggle.
Anyway, Fu Xinci doesn't know him, and it's easy to be a stranger. Shen Yi will never be so boring as to remind Fu Xinci that he was rejected by him in the past.
A professional smile curled up on the corners of Shen Yi's lips, and her peach blossom eyes were clear and harmless. When facing Fu Xinci, it was no different from facing a child lost in a museum.
"Hi, may I help you?"
Fu Xinci looked at Shen Yi upon hearing the sound.
I don't know if it is Shen Yi's illusion, but I always feel that Fu Xinci's face is showing signs of displeasure.
After a while, Fu Xinci's eyes flickered, the speed was so fast that people would think it was an illusion. "you do not know me?"
Shen Yi's smiling expression froze for a moment, he didn't expect Fu Xinci to be so direct, but he had to continue acting and nodded: "Excuse me, are you..."
But Shen Yi forgot that Fu Xinci is not an ordinary alumnus, even if Fu Xinci has not been seen for ten years, the social platforms are full of his updates every day during these ten years.
Fu Xinci also understood that, except for aliens, no one on earth would not know him.
So Shen Yi pretended outrageously, obviously not wanting to see him.
Fu Xinci's eyes darkened and his eyes dropped.
A long time ago, he struck up a conversation with Shen Yi for the first time, and Shen Yi didn't even look at him. Before Shen Yi left, he wanted a contact information, but was rejected.
Fu Xinci understands that no matter in the past or now, even if tens of millions of people like him now, he can't attract Shen Yi.
The moment of surprise he saw Shen Yi almost made his heart burst, but now, he is still happy, but more disappointed.
Fu Xinci clenched his hand in his trouser pocket.
The only thing Shen Yi is still interested in him may be...
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
The man looked back at the showcase with a low and authentic voice.
Shen Yi froze for a moment, unable to see what the man was thinking, but subconsciously shook her head.
Fu Xinci: "Where's your girlfriend?"
Shen Yi finally realized that something was wrong with the topic: "Hello..."
"Exactly, I don't have either." Fu Xinci took out a card from his pocket and put it on the glass table, "Nine o'clock in the evening, I'll wait for you for a quarter of an hour."
After finishing speaking, without giving Shen Yi a chance to react, he turned and left.
When Fu Xinci left, he was straightforward and unrestrained, but he was very sad in his heart. He never thought that he would have a day of serving others in order to achieve his goals.
But Shen Yi stared at the room card inlaid with platinum border lying on the glass booth, and was dazed for a long time.
Fu Xinci really... hasn't changed at all.
Fu Xinci rented a suite in the hotel because he was filming on location. During the day, there were assistants and studio staff in the room. As soon as the off-duty time came, he emptied them all out.
Fu Xinci stayed in the room by himself, but it didn't feel right to sit or lie down. The closer it was to nine o'clock, the more anxious he became, and he started pacing back and forth in the room, and even opened a bottle of wine.
Watching the time past a quarter past nine, the doorbell didn't ring
Fu Xinci sat on the sofa with one long leg, staring at the second hand on the wall for a moment, his heart seemed to fall into a hole in ice and into flames, and was tortured repeatedly under two extreme temperatures .
09:30, [-]:[-]...
Fu Xinci raised his hand and rubbed his numb face, suddenly regretted why he didn't tell Shen Yi to wait until ten o'clock... no, wait until twelve o'clock.
That way, there is always hope, and the verdict doesn't have to come so quickly.
Fu Xinci lay down on the bed, stared at the void for a while, and then silently turned his face into the pillow. It didn't take long for the pillow towel to show signs of wetness.
——It was all the sad tears of the proud little princess.
At nearly 10:30, Fu Xinci packed himself up, put on his coat, opened the door, and prepared to leave.
As soon as he went out, he saw a person leaning against the wall in the corridor beside him, with a bundled long umbrella still dripping beside him.
The man was wearing a light-colored windbreaker, lining his slender figure. At the moment, his eyelashes were drooping, as if he was thinking about something.Under the dim corridor light, the man's profile was pure and clear, with gentle lines from his lips to his jaw.
Fu Xinci stopped closing the door.
Hearing the movement, the man tilted his head to look, and when he saw Fu Xinci coming out, he blinked his peach blossom eyes, and then bent his eyes: "It's late, I'm not sure if you're still here."
Fu Xinci looked at Shen Yi in silence for a while, and walked over to hold his hand.
Shen Yi's hands were slightly cold.
Fu Xinci led people into the room without saying a word.
Shen Yi arrived at [-]:[-], not because he was not sure if Fu Xinci was there, but because he was not sure whether he should knock on the door.
He looked at Fu Xinci, who seemed to be taller than before, and knew that Fu Xinci had changed, making him elusive.
Of course, he has also changed, and he is no longer as comfortable as before.
Shen Yi was a little apprehensive, still hesitating, until Fu Xinci pushed open the bathroom door and kissed him, and the noisy and restless thoughts gradually calmed down.
……
For a long time, Shen Yi thought.
who cares.
Shen Yi seemed to have had a dream for a long time, dreaming about the past ten years. In the dream, there were father, mother, friends, Fu Xinci, Ji Mian... Almost half of his life was reviewed.
When he woke up, Shen Yi wanted to cry out for the pain, but his throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound.
Shen Yi opened his eyes, facing the ceiling, suddenly there was the ear-piercing sound of a chair rubbing against the floor, and then, a face appeared above.
Shen Yi just woke up and his mind didn't seem to be clear, and it took him a long time to identify it before he recognized it was Fu Xinci.
It's not his fault, Fu Xinci in front of him is too haggard and thin, frighteningly pale, he doesn't have the demeanor of a national idol.
Fu Xinci pressed the bell on the bedside table, with an anxious expression, his lips opened and closed and said something to Shen Yi, but Shen Yi couldn't hear a word.
Shen Yi thought sadly, wouldn't he be deaf?
Just at this moment, a group of white coats rushed into the room to take Fu Xinci's place.
Shen Yi was at the mercy of others for a while, and the light of the flashlight hurt his eyes.
Oh doctor, don't hold back, your eye sockets are about to crack...
In any case, Shen Yi experienced rescue after the car accident, and was transferred to the best private hospital in the city by Fu Xinci who rushed over after hearing the news. After being in a coma for a week, she was finally out of danger and survived.
Shen Yi is currently staying in the VIP ward. Aside from the broken leg, she is in pain all day long, and her body hurts from time to time to remind herself of what she has experienced. Others are too good to say anything.
Of course, it would be even better if there is one less Fu Xinci in the ward who faces him with a mourning face every day.
With Fu Xinci, it really affects the patient's recuperation mood.
But Shen Yi is not ignorant.
After all, it had been less than a month since he and Fu Xinci broke up, and the reason for breaking up was quite insulting. Just like that, how could he expect his ex to treat him well.
When she was lying in the hospital for the third week, Shen Yi could sit up and eat by herself.
At noon, he sat on the hospital bed and glanced at Fu Xinci who was swiping his phone on the sofa beside him.
Unable to bear it, Shen Yi said, "Didn't you do anything about yourself?"
The last time Xiao Xu came here, he leaked information when reporting to Fu Xinci for work. It seemed that Fu Xinci had never been to the company since his car accident, nor had he been in charge of affairs other than the hospital.
Shen Yi was anxious for Fu Xinci.
But Fu Xinci glanced at him, mean and angry: "Take care of yourself."
Shen Yi shrugged his shoulders, expressing that he didn't mind, he took a spoon to pound the rice, lowered his eyelashes and said, "Go and do your work, I can hire my aunt myself, and the nurses here are very attentive, so nothing will happen."
Fu Xinci put down his crossed legs, threw away his mobile phone, came to the hospital bed, picked up Shen Yi's lunch box, grabbed his spoon, took a mouthful of food, and stuffed it into Shen Yi's mouth.
Shen Yi pursed her lower lip.
In the past week, he couldn't take care of himself, so he endured the awkwardness and let Fu Xinci feed him, but now he can move.
"Myself……"
But as soon as he opened his mouth, Fu Xinci seized the opportunity and fed the food in.
Shen Yi bit the rice grains off her lips, knowing that it would be useless to resist, she simply leaned back on the pillow.
Fu Xinci gave Shen Yi another mouthful, looked down at the lunch box, and said softly, "You just want to draw my attention."
Shen Yi swallowed: "...I am a patient, don't slander a patient."
"You also know that you are a patient?" Fu Xinci gave another mouthful and sneered, "Then say a few words less."
"Well……"
With puffy cheeks, Shen Yi looked at Fu Xinci with dissatisfaction.
Feeding pigs is not as good as yours.
There are one-to-one nurses in other VIP wards, but Shen Yi's nurse is Fu Xinci, and she is a 24-hour escort.
At night, Fu Xinci slept on the sofa.
Shen Yi thought that Fu Xinci was a big man who was about 1.9 meters tall. He had shrunk on the sofa for almost a month, and his conscience was disturbed.
That night, after turning off the lights, Shen Yi lay on the bed, and said to the person on the sofa: "The bed is quite big, you can sleep next to me."
Fu Xinci didn't move at first, but after a while, he turned his back to Shen Yi as a response.
Shen Yi opened his eyes in the dark and looked at the ceiling above. He was grateful to Fu Xinci in his heart after all.
Obviously they broke up, and there was no need for the exes to help to this extent, but Fu Xinci still chose to accompany him. Although Fu Xinci was inexperienced, gentle and skilled enough in taking care of others, Shen Yi could feel it, Fu Xinci is studying hard and working hard to do well.
His injury healed so quickly, not only because of the good medical technology here, but also because of Fu Xinci's logistics support.
Thinking of this, Shen Yi said slowly: "I will pay you back after I leave the hospital."
After a long silence on the sofa, a cold voice came: "What do you pay for?"
Shen Yi smiled: "Money."
Fu Xinci's voice sank, implying displeasure: "You can't afford it."
Shen Yi thought for a while, his eyes curved, and the smile in his voice became more obvious: "Then I'll pay you back with myself."
There was a moment of silence in the dark room.
After a while.
A voice came from the sofa: "You said it."
Eh?
Shen Yi couldn't laugh anymore.
He was just kidding.
Shen Yi turned her head to look at the sofa, and could see the man's undulating silhouette in the darkness.
Shen Yi opened his mouth, hesitated for a long time, and still called out: "Fu Xinci..."
Fu Xinci ignored him.
Since his car accident, Fu Xinci's temper has become even worse, as if he was suppressing something at any time, he couldn't light it, and it would ignite at a single touch. Thinking about it, Fu Xinci also understood his state, so he was often silent and could not talk much. Absolutely not.
Shen Yi has his own arrogance and self-esteem, but at this moment, he looked at Fu Xinci's back through the darkness, and when he realized that he had tortured this man with a heart higher than the sky, he still lowered his head and asked softly : "What about Xu Xi?"
There was a sound from the sofa, and Fu Xinci sat up like an island, facing him, his voice revealed confusion in impatience: "What Xu Xi?"
"That's..." Shen Yi said, "Xu Xi who was on a blind date with you."
Fu Xinci sat in the dark for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking.
Shen Yi didn't know how fast the time passed, only saw Fu Xinci finally stood up, opened the door, and left a sentence: "That's not the case, I'm going to sleep somewhere else, ring the bell if necessary."
then went out.
It was the first time in a long time that Fu Xinci did not sleep in Shen Yi's ward.
Shen Yi had some fragmented dreams that night.
Early the next morning, after he had finished his breakfast, when the nurse came to clear the table, she reminded him: "Someone is here to visit."
Not long after, a bright young girl knocked on the door, poked her head in, and held a large bouquet of flowers in her hand.
Shen Yi was slightly startled.
Xu Xi smiled: "Senior, I heard that you had a car accident, and I wanted to see you a long time ago, but that guy Fu Xinci didn't let me bother."
Xu Xi could still say that after talking with Shen Yi for a long time, from Xu Xi's mouth, Shen Yi also learned something that he had never thought of.
For example, who was Fu Xinci's first love that he revealed within a few years after his debut, for example, Fu Xinci waited for him for 11 years, and has been recording the number of years of persistence with his Weibo profile.Fu Xinci has been unable to find him for a long time, so he hopes that Shen Yi can understand the introduction and contact him proactively.
Shen Yi was in a trance, and said blankly: "It's a pity that I don't have such an IQ."
"..." Xu Xi laughed dryly.
Xu Xi still had a lot to say to Shen Yi, but Fu Xinci interrupted by knocking on the door, reminding Xu Xi to leave and Shen Yi to rest.
Shen Yi looked at Fu Xinci who hadn't seen him all night, with complicated emotions.
However, Fu Xinci only glanced at him lightly, and then urged Xu Xi impatiently to stop talking.
After Xu Xi said goodbye, Fu Xinci closed the door and sent Xu Xi away.
After Shen Yi knew what a stupid mistake he had made, his face was burning all the time, curled up on the bed like a quail, motionless, a little closed.
After an unknown amount of time, Shen Yi's mood finally eased up a bit. At this time, he wanted to calm down.
Shen Yi got out of bed, reached for the crutches beside her, and was about to go to the bathroom.
Although he can get out of bed, Fu Xinci usually supports him and is accompanied by others, but the distance from the bed to the bathroom is not far, so Shen Yi is too lazy to ask the nurse to come in and help him.
Just as Shen Yi reached the end of the bed with a cane, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
Shen Yi raised her head and met the eyes of the visitor.
Fu Xinci looked at him in shock, without even thinking about it, he shouted loudly: "What are you doing!"
Shen Yi was fine at first, but was taken aback, his crutches were not stable, and his legs on the ground hit the end of the bed, and he gritted his teeth in pain.
Fu Xinci came in in twos and threes, supported Shen Yi, and let him sit by the bed, and went to ring the bell to call the doctor.
But Shen Yi pressed his hand.
Shen Yi was in so much pain that he couldn't speak clearly: "It's not that serious, it's just... just... knocked, it's all right, please help me take a look."
Fu Xinci frowned, straightened the corners of his lips, and looked at Shen Yi seriously, as if forcibly suppressing an active volcano that was about to erupt. He squatted down beside the bed and lifted Shen Yi's loose trousers.
Below the knee, a new bruise was added.
Fu Xinci's face was tense, he didn't say a word, he opened the drawer with some force, found out the essential oil inside, poured it into his palm, and rubbed it on Shen Yi's knee.
Although Shen Yi was in pain, she bit her lower lip and endured it.He knew that leaving the hospital bed without authorization made Fu Xinci unhappy.
On Shen Yi's originally fair and flawless leg, there was not only that bruise, but also large and small wounds left over from the car accident.
Fu Xinci lowered his head, pressed and pressed, his face was flushed, and suddenly he seemed to be unable to hold it anymore, and took a deep breath tremblingly.
In the next second, Shen Yi felt hot liquid falling from his knees.
He was startled, and when he looked up, Fu Xinci was crying.
Shen Yi opened his mouth, not knowing why, let alone how to comfort him, he raised his hand and touched Fu Xinci's dog's head tentatively. "it's okay no problem……"
Fu Xinci put down his hands, drooped his head, wept uncontrollably, and his voice was hoarse: "I beg you not to have any more accidents..."
Calm and calm as Shen Yi, he couldn't help but panic at this moment, he couldn't reach the tissue, so he could only help Fu Xinci wipe his face with the loose hem of the hospital gown.
"Don't cry, I'll be fine."
But such words are obviously very pale.
Shen Yi could feel that Fu Xinci was really broken. Since he woke up, Fu Xinci had been keeping his emotions in check.
Shen Yi thought again that the week when he was in a coma was also the week when Fu Xinci didn't close his eyes. He didn't sleep for seven days, and he had almost reached his physical limit.
Finally, in the afternoon after Shen Yi woke up, Fu Xinci fell asleep on the sofa.But after sleeping for half an hour, Fu Xinci woke up again with a twitch, looking anxiously at Shen Yi on the hospital bed, as if confirming whether it was a dream or reality.In this way, repeated many times, the man did not sleep well.
Shen Yi still had a tube inserted into his body at the time, so he could only tilt his head and look at Fu Xinci, seeing everything in his eyes.
This was the first time Shen Yi saw Fu Xinci cry, and it was also the first time he saw a man cry so hard, his heart was sour and astringent.
The puppy can't talk, but the love never changes.
Shen Yi finally realized that he must be very important to Fu Xinci. If he really died in a car accident, Fu Xinci would be heartbroken.
Shen Yi touched Fu Xinci's head, then touched his wet cheeks, apologized continuously, and quickly explained: "I didn't want to break up, but the more I thought about it, the more angry I was, I was being stingy... I won't be like this in the future, don't cry gone."
Shen Yi actually liked Fu Xinci for ten years.I used to think that Fu Xinci was just a small shining point on his bright life path, insignificant, but after we separated, I found that Fu Xinci became his only memory of youth, carrying the years when he had dreams.In the past ten years, it's not that there have been no suitors, and some elders have arranged blind dates for him, but Shen Yi refused on the grounds that he wanted to take care of the children.Shen Yi still couldn't turn over that chapter in his heart, he would never meet again, a light as hot as Fu Xinci that could burn him.
In the ward, Fu Xinci choked for a moment, looked at Shen Yi: "Don't even ask, do I make you feel insecure like this?"
Shen Yi wanted to nod, but this time is not suitable, coaxing the puppy is the first priority, so he shook his head.
Fu Xinci stood up, held Shen Yi's face in his hands, and seemed to want to do something to him in retaliation, but seeing that he was a patient, he gave up.
Shen Yi blinked her long eyelashes, but her eyes were obviously red.
Fu Xinci's heart softened, and he stabilized his emotions. He held Shen Yi's face again, bent down and kissed Shen Yi's eyelids, and said in a low voice: "I don't blame you, it's my fault, I didn't make it clear to you in time. ,Do not be sad."
"No..." Shen Yi shook his head, and when he looked at Fu Xinci, one eye trembled and narrowed slightly, tears welled up, "Fengyoujing, hot eyes."
"..."
Fu Xinci let go of his hand full of essential oils.
After a cold winter, spring is coming.
On the streets in April, Shen Yi drove Fu Xinci's car and delivered clothes to him.
Fu Xinci left the clothes for shooting in the afternoon at home, Shen Yi had nothing to do on the weekend, so he took the opportunity to go to the studio to watch Fu Xinci, just in time to go back to Mrs. Jiang's for dinner together in the evening.
There was news on the car radio, saying that the international police had destroyed a transnational criminal group with the help of informants, which was of great significance.
Shen Yi focused on driving, and such ungrounded international news automatically became a background sound that was forgotten after hearing it.
After parking the car, Shen Yi didn't go upstairs in time, but bought two cups of coffee along the way to entertain the staff in the studio.
Fu Xinci has already disclosed Shen Yi to the people around him, and the photos of the two of them out on the street have not been seen by the media a few times, but Jiang Yunlan's influence is too wide and his methods are too high-handed, no one dares to expose Shen Yi's image photo.
Shen Yi walked through the crowd with a bag of clothes and coffee in one hand and another tray of coffee in the other.
When he was about to pass the intersection, in order to avoid a cyclist, Shen Yi stepped aside for a while, the coffee cup in his hand tilted, and he was about to collapse.
Shen Yi's heart was raised, and in order to avoid the tragedy, he tried his best to make up for it, and staggered a step forward.
Just at this time.
A boy wearing a peaked cap headed towards him with his head lowered, and when he quickly passed by, he held Shen Yi's wrist to stabilize his figure and six cups of coffee that were precarious.
Shen Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly stepped onto the sidewalk before the green light turned into red.
In the next second, Shen Yi frowned slightly, as if realizing something later, and looked back.
However, amidst the endless traffic and crowds, he couldn't tell who helped him just now, and he didn't even see the person's height, shortness, fatness, or thinness.
Shen Yi shook his head, got rid of the feeling of invisibility, and continued walking towards the building.
At the street corner that Shen Yi couldn't see, a young man was half-hidden behind the wall, with a slender white chin exposed under the lowered peaked cap.Under the boy's loose trousers, at the left ankle, the light spots of the electronic shackles flickered indistinctly between breaths,
The boy stood for a long time in the direction Shen Yi left.
Arriving at the studio located on the upper floors of the building, Shen Yi sent out the coffee while saying "Thank you Teacher Shen".
Shen Yi's popularity has always been good.
Fu Xinci came out of the conference room, passed behind Shen Yi: "Come?"
Shen Yi turned around, but Fu Xinci looked at him from the other side.
Shen Yi turned around again, and Fu Xinci switched to this side as if playing with him.
Finally, when Shen Yi turned her head, Fu Xinci quickly pressed a kiss on his lips.
A roomful of employees laughed until pink bubbles filled their eyes, but they didn't boo. They were all used to the boss's behavior of throwing dog food regardless of the occasion.
Fu Xinci walked to the front and said to Shen Yi, "Come to my office."
Shen Yi had no choice but to keep up, took out the car keys from his jacket pocket, and said, "Return the car to you..."
Before the words fell, Shen Yi felt a strange touch with his fingertips, and his footsteps stopped.
Shen Yi lowered his head strangely, stretched out his hand, and spread it out.
I saw a flower lying in the white palm.
Pink-purple, bordered in light blue, with layers of petals, dry and brittle, it is a dried lisianthus flower.
"So, some people began to put the platycodon
To give to lovers and to those who will never see each other again
because it is eternal
also hopeless
Or eternal hopeless love"
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