Liang Jianyan

When Yan Chen returned to the room, the blood clogged in his chest surged up.In an instant, there was a bloody smell in his nose and mouth, Yan Chen covered his mouth, but couldn't stop coughing, the coughed up blood stained his hands and overflowed from between his fingers.

"My lord!" Aoying saw Yan Chen like this as soon as she entered the door, and hurried forward to hug him. "How are you, my lord?" Aoying helped Yan Chen to the bed with a half hug, "I'll call Mr. Bai."

Yan Chen shook his head, "Don't... don't call me Bai Xu."

"Your Excellency!"

"Go to the cabinet...get Huqi's medicine."

"Yes."

After digging out the medicine that Huqi brought from the cabinet, Aoying feeds it to Yan Chen - she said it was medicine, but it was something that wizards like Huqi used to raise Gu.At the beginning, Yan Chen was too regretful, and there was no cure for it.Hu Qi said that he could detoxify Yan Chen's body, but it was just a hanging Gu for Yan Chen.Hanging his life, to put it bluntly, means hanging his breath, suppressing the poison of regret, so that his body will no longer be weak, and he can move freely like a normal person.But this Gu worm consumes one's energy, after so many years, Yan Chen's body finally began to feel overwhelmed.This time, he was furious again because of Ge Shu'an's incident, and the cough came up again.

It seems that sooner or later I will be consumed to death.

"I won't let your lord have anything to do." Aoying couldn't stand Yan Chen's self-defeating look.Due to his duty, he swore to the death to ensure Yan Chen's safety.For his own wish, he is willing to use everything in exchange for Yan Chen's happiness.

Yan Chen still regarded him as a child, patted his head lightly, and said in a warm voice: "The world is impermanent, and it cannot be controlled by our hearts."

Aoying was even more stubborn, "Mr. Bai is here, his medical skills are so high, he will definitely be able to prepare the antidote to regret."

"The antidote to regret is not a difficult problem for him. It's just that I have a cough, and I have been living on the Hanging Gu for these years, and the poison in my body is no longer regrettable." Yan Chen smiled. For a moment, "These things are mixed together, and the toxicity is unpredictable. I am afraid that Bai Xu will have to study it for ten or a half years."

"Then I will protect you for ten and a half years."

"Oh, silly boy." Yan Chen said, "You shouldn't make promises to me."

"Don't you believe me?"

"Believe it or not."

But time flies, everything changes suddenly, even a rock will be sharpened and disappear.How can there be so many indestructible things in this world, and how can there be so many vicissitudes.Say it and have fun.Can't do it, it's a lifetime of pain.

"But I only have you." Aoying didn't like Yan Chen's sad look, "I'm different from them!"

Seeing Aoying being so serious, Yan Chen didn't know what to say to comfort him.This child was brought up by him, so it is natural to be attached to him.But he doesn't want anyone to think too much about him—it's not a good thing to have too much relationship with me.

Perhaps only after experiencing the vicissitudes of life will you know the difficulty of people's hearts.

It's just that I don't have any extra time to look back on the past now, I want to go forward and keep going.

After that day, Gina was locked in a dungeon.Yan Chen didn't spread the news, but asked Aoying to pretend to be Gina and continue to meet with Adasheer's people.Anyway, the news is going out through that wall, and the other party will not know whether it is a man or a woman, an enemy or a friend.Letters to and from Bai Tong also increased, and Yan Chen wrote several letters with his own hands, which were sent away secretly.

After writing the last letter, Yan Chen coughed a few times - his cough was severe, but fortunately, Bai Xu was skilled in medicine, he gave him acupuncture and medicine, and finally he didn't pass out from coughing like before.Every time Bai Xu gave Yan Chen an injection, he had to scold him, "Isn't it just that you have an extra baby? I've never seen you dislike your child so much."

Yan Chen glanced at him, "You don't understand."

"Yes, yes, yes, I don't understand the fairy thoughts of you gods." Bai Xu was so angry by Yan Chen that he raised the needle and wanted to stab it hard, but when he touched this person's skin, he lightened his force again ——Oh, I still can't do it.

Knowing that Bai Xu cared about him, Yan Chen couldn't help laughing.Now Bai Xu felt even more aggrieved, "Ancestor, you still have the nerve to laugh, if you continue to torment like this, sooner or later you will torment yourself to death!"

I don't understand, what do you think you and His Majesty are planning?It made both of them miserable and disabled, so why can't they sit down and talk?

Mentioning Liang Xuanliang, Yan Chen's heart skipped a beat.The smile on his face disappeared, and Yan Chen showed a little bit of distress—seeing that Liang Xuanliang had been enslaved in the Yan Mansion for nine months, and there are still three months left, this person should return to Daliang.

Speaking of which, I have only arranged chores for him in the past nine months, and I have never had a good chat with him.

"Is there something interesting to chat with you?" Liang Xuanliang disapproved of Yan Chen's remarks, "Is it about the feelings of living under the fence, or the warmth of a woman's hometown?"

Having already gotten used to Liang Xuanliang's tricky and mean words, Yan Chen was not annoyed.He poured a cup of tea for Liang Xuanliang, and poured another cup for himself, "I see a lot of straw sandals in the yard, did you make them?"

"So what?"

"Not much." Yan Chen said, "It's just that I didn't expect the emperor of Great Liang to do these civilian jobs."

Liang Xuanliang sneered, and said: "Prince Daqing, who is high above all, has slipped through the toilet and wandered among the people for six years. I just made straw sandals. Why do you sigh so much, His Royal Highness?"

"Your Majesty really can't get rid of this problem of being aggressive. He has fallen into this situation, and he is very stubborn."

"Oh, isn't His Royal Highness still ignorant of good and bad? It's a joy to betray the clansman, hurt the people, and serve as a running dog for Ashusheer." Liang Xuanliang said, "Besides, you don't know where I am the toughest. ?"

Or, have you hugged women so much that you forgot what it's like to be hugged?

The contempt and humiliation were all revealed, Yan Chen looked at Liang Xuanliang.Although this man's eyes had been carefully healed by Bai Xu, and most of the scars had healed, he was still lifeless.The eyes looking at me are so empty, it seems that I have thrown something into these eyes, and I will never come back in this life.

Those were the days of being together side by side, or in other words, it was a dream he hypnotized himself.The dream was so beautiful, the sweet words confuse his heart, until he woke up he was in a daze, is the so-called love and admiration in this mouth really true?

But so what if it is true, for people like them, there is always something that overrides sincerity.The so-called heart-to-heart sympathy is the most humble emotion, which should be trampled in the mud and never appear again.

"Sigh." Yan Chen sighed, "You are already 30 years old, why do you still want to be quick with your tongue?"

But Liang Xuanliang said as a matter of course: "Anyway, I can't beat you, so it's always good to take advantage of it."

"You care so much about me and Geshuan?"

"How could I not care?" Liang Xuanliang said with anger, "Fortunately, I am blind, otherwise I would have to watch you get married."

"But I married her for you."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Yan Chen didn't feel it was right - obviously just now he wanted to trample this humble emotion in the soil, why did it germinate in a blink of an eye.He subconsciously looked up at Liang Xuanliang, who seemed to be a little surprised by what he said just now. He was taken aback for a moment, then frowned, and asked, "What did you say?"

"……nothing."

"You just said clearly that you married Ge Shu'an because of me."

"You heard wrong."

Liang Xuanliang sneered, "I'm blind, but I'm not deaf."

What exactly is going on?

Seeing the other party's questioning expression, Yan Chen suddenly felt a little ridiculous. "You and I are no longer monarchs and ministers, and you have no right to question me." Yan Chen got up to leave, "Take care of your health in the last three months, don't let Fu Yunting and his gang say that I treated you badly after you go back."

Aroused his own interest, but refused to explain.This hazy mood made Liang Xuanliang even more angry - Yan Chen was the same as before, she understood everything in her heart but didn't speak clearly.Is it fun to whet other people's appetites?What kind of bad taste is this?

But Yan Chen made it clear that he didn't want him to know what was going on. What made Liang Xuanliang even more puzzled was that Yan Chen ran to the East Pavilion more and more often. Every time he came here, he just chatted with him and brought him Put some frost on it.This sudden change of attitude confuses Liang Xuanliang—could it be that I am leaving and Yan Chen is reluctant to part with me?

"I'm a bit reluctant to part with you." This day Yan Chen came again, and brought a lot of snacks.Liang Xuan couldn't see, and it was inconvenient to pick up the food, so Yan Chen put the snack in his hand, and waited for him to finish eating before taking another piece.

Liang Xuanliang always felt flustered, he grabbed Yan Chen's wrist while Yan Chen was bringing him some snacks, and said, "What do you mean?"

Yan Chen was taken aback, "What do you mean?"

"Marry Geshu'an."

"The situation is compelling."

"for me?"

"No."

"No?" Liang Xuanliang's hands tightened again, "Then ask in another way, why do you come here so frequently recently?"

"I miss you."

"Stop lying." Liang Xuanliang said, "How can it be so easy to let go of the entanglement between you and me? Even Asher will not let me go easily. Will you guarantee that I will leave safely?"

What the other party said was indeed reasonable, but Yan Chen didn't want to answer.He took his hand out of Liang Xuanliang's hand, and said, "I remember being teased by you when I drank Shuangluobai for the first time, which made the bitter taste in my mouth linger for a long time. Later in Yuanchun, I was still drunk You calculated and failed to seize the throne. Later, you went out to help you conquer the world, but you still broke your promise and did not give me back my freedom. Later, on the Mid-Autumn Festival night, I realized that you were lying to me from the very beginning."

Your words are unbelievable.I can't answer your question.

Hearing what Yan Chen said, Liang Xuanliang felt very uncomfortable, but she couldn't refute it.But the arrogance of the emperor made him unable to admit defeat, so he said: "The battle between emperors is a battle of wits and courage. I am willing to gamble and admit defeat. The winner is the king, and the loser is the bandit. If you are not as skilled as others, you should admit defeat."

Yan Chen smiled and said: "Then you should bow your head now that you are living under the fence."

"Bowing your head doesn't mean admitting defeat. I'm still the Emperor of Great Liang, and you are nothing."

This kind of verbal confrontation was about to start again. Yan Chen didn't want to quarrel with Liang Xuanliang. He said with a smile: "Although looking back, there are many unbearable memories, but there are still two happy memories. One is in the cave, The days when we depend on each other; the second is on the banks of the Qinghu Lake, like a river lantern full of stars."

Liang Xuanliang froze for a moment, and the scene of the two people relying on each other for a hundred years appeared in front of her eyes.At that time, he was only twenty years old, and he still had the childishness and temperament of a teenager.At that time, the Yan Chen in his eyes, Zhilan Yushu, gentle and moist as jade, but with the aggressiveness of a man on the battlefield, made him admire him endlessly.But in the end, reason took the lead. He can admire Yan Chen, but he cannot be infatuated.This rationality eventually led them to confrontation—or they were enemies from the beginning, but the irrational feelings made it even more difficult for them to move forward.

"Oh, I'm really old, and I'm starting to feel sad." Yan Chen said, "Well, let me ask you a question. If you don't want to be the emperor, what do you want to do?"

"What to do?" Liang Xuanliang laughed, "If I don't become the emperor, what else can I do?"

"For example, a shoemaker who weaves sandals?"

"Hmph, then are you going to be a monk who copies scriptures?"

"Does being a monk give you relief?"

"I'm afraid that your sins are too deep, and the Buddha will accept you without hesitation."

"Oh, your majesty must be careful, I have to drag you to hell with me."

Liang Xuanliang sneered, "In the past few years in Turkic, you have improved a lot in your words."

Looks like that wild ass, Atsher, really got you into trouble.

Yan Chen also laughed, and said: "Your Majesty's oral career is also getting more and more."

"That's what I learned from you, too."

"Extremely honored."

Listening to this flat tone, Liang Xuanliang could imagine the familiar calm face on the other party's face, and she felt stubbornness in her heart.As the emperor of Great Liang, who was a slave in Turkic, it was impossible to say that he was not wronged or ashamed.But she has suffered a lot since she was a child, how could Liang Xuanliang allow herself to be knocked down by such things?After being caught by Yan Chen, he can bear the pain of flesh and the humiliation of personality. Anyway, as long as he is alive, he has a chance to stand up.He didn't allow that old and cunning leader of Asher to take away the land of the Han people, and with hatred buried in his heart, he wanted the other party to repay it double.He gritted his teeth, endured the pain, and took advantage of Yan Chen when he was unhappy.But the other party's attitude towards him made him resentful. From the hatred at the beginning to the indifference now, he always felt that something was about to be lost.

what is it then?

This illusory feeling made him very irritable. "I will never be able to be as calm as you." Liang Xuanliang said, "What's the matter, aren't you afraid that Abasher will say that you have an affair with me?"

"Have I been criticized less often in my life? Is there any difference if it's one more time?" Yan Chen sighed, "Why, I just asked you a question, and you're going to quarrel with me."

Liang Xuanliang grinned, "It's not that you can't listen to what you said."

"Loyalty is hard to hear."

"Okay." For some reason, Liang Xuanliang wanted to get angry with Yan Chen, and said aggressively: "Since the advice is harsh, I also advise you, leave a child with Turkic blood, you will regret it."

Yan Chen smiled, "If you regret it, kill him yourself."

"Are you willing?"

"Why can't you bear it?" Yan Chen's tone suddenly turned cold, "Back when Su Huaimei was pregnant with your child, didn't you still take the baby by caesarean section?"

You can be so cruel, why can't I?

After saying this, Liang Xuanliang froze and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Seeing his serious face, Yan Chen knew that he poked the man's back, so he smiled and said: "Your Majesty knows, when I knew about this, what was in my heart?"

"……what?"

"I was thinking, you promised me to let those people go, but you broke your promise. I feel ashamed of my ancestors when I'm in love with you. But I think about it, you can even kill your own children. A cruel person, how can he be sincere to me? He just treats me as everything to humiliate me. Also, I am the former prince, the chief culprit who blinded you, and your enemy. How can anyone Will you have a crush on your enemies? There are so many stories in the history books about the former royal family becoming captives and child prostitutes, how could I forget it?" Yan Chen leaned on the chair, he seemed a little tired, "Escaped from the dungeon Since then, I have been thinking every day, how did I fall into your trap? But I couldn’t figure it out, and then I stopped thinking about it. But I think I have to win you once, and I have to give an explanation to the Yan royal family .What I owe you, you should ask me for it, but what you owe me, I will absolutely ask for it back.”

"..." After hearing what he said, Liang Xuanliang always felt something stuck in her chest.He couldn't see Yan Chen's expression, so he could only guess the other party's mood from Yan Chen's tone, but the words were too calm, as if it wasn't the love-hate entanglement between the two of them, but just the ordinary legends in the storybook , Say it out, it's not that surprising anymore.

But only those who have experienced it know the helplessness and entanglement.

Seeing that Liang Xuanliang didn't speak, Yan Chen smiled wryly and shook his head—how could he be so stupid back then, to have such a tinge of affection for such a ruthless person.

That's all, see the truth on the battlefield.

Just when Yan Chen was about to get up and leave, Liang Xuanliang grabbed his sleeve.Yan Chen was startled, and before he had time to react, he was pushed to the ground by Liang Xuanliang.Hitting his back on the ground caused pain, Yan Chen didn't know why this man was crazy, just about to scold him, he heard Liang Xuanliang say: "What do you want from me, what do you want from me?"

Is it your father's debt, or your debt?

Such a question stunned Yan Chen, he looked at Liang Xuanliang in a daze, and the arrogant and angry expression on the other side made him feel uncomfortable instantly.He frowned and said in a cold voice, "Get up."

Liang Xuanliang seemed to deliberately provoke him, not only did not get up, but pressed him even harder, and even touched his lips.

Yan Chen was taken aback, this kind of scene seemed familiar - when they were trapped in the cave, Liang Xuanliang was also so strong, but at that time he was injured because of Liang Xuanliang protecting him, so he felt a little soft and let the other party take advantage of the loophole.That is, since then, his feelings for Liang Xuanliang have become more and more entangled.

The same mistake cannot be made twice, Yan Chen slapped Liang Xuanliang in the abdomen.Liang Xuanliang grunted in pain, but did not let go.Yan Chen's mood became even more irritable, he started to slap again, but Liang Xuanliang laughed.

"You'd better beat me to death with one palm." He said, "Hit to the heart, harder, take out my heart and have a good look, is there you!"

With his hands stuck in mid-air, Yan Chen looked at Liang Xuanliang.He only heard the other party laughing and said: "Yan Chen, why are you pretending to be noble and indifferent? You don't have any selfishness, you just understand righteousness? If you lose the battle of emperors, you lose. Don't bring this sadness into the love network! "

What do you think I think of you?What do you think I miss you?I have said that if I can only choose one person to keep the policy, I hope that person is you. I cannot give you the world, but I can give you my true feelings.But do you trust me?

"Can you make me believe it?" Yan Chen said, "Even if it's what you say now, I don't dare to believe half of it."

"That's good." Liang Xuanliang took Yan Chen's hand and put it on her heart, "I just want to see if what I said is true."

As long as you have no affection for me, dig out my heart.

Yan Chen felt that Liang Xuanliang was making trouble out of no reason, so he hurriedly withdrew his hand, but was caught by Liang Xuanliang again.This time, Liang Xuanliang didn't put his hand on his heart, but put it on his mouth, and bit down hard.Surprised for a moment, Yan Chen felt a sharp pain in his wrist, but he still didn't cry out.He opened his eyes wide and looked at Liang Xuanliang, but the other party seemed to vent his anger even more forcefully.Yan Chen suddenly felt a little ridiculous, "If you vent your anger because of being humiliated, I will accompany you."

"I have never felt that being defeated and captured was a humiliation." Liang Xuanliang said loosely, his lips were stained with Yan Chen's blood, and he looked very embarrassed, but his tone was still arrogant, "If you lose, you must have the consciousness to bear it." .”

But Junran, you obviously lost your sincerity to me, but I am so sad!I can not be reconciled!

When his wrist became hot, Yan Chen was in disbelief - he saw it right, what landed on his wrist was warm liquid, which slid down from the corner of Liang Xuanliang's eyes.But when he looked up at Liang Xuanliang, there was nothing on that person's face.

Am I in a trance?

Something was touched in his heart, Yan Chen couldn't help stretching out his hand to caress Liang Xuanliang's face - this person is no longer the teenage boy he was back then, but he was calling him the same as before.

"Jun Ran..." Liang Xuanliang rubbed his palm, "I am happy with you."

Memories flooded into his mind like a flood, at this moment Yan Chen seemed to see the boy smiling at him again.

Is it a trace of tenderness that I am greedy for, or is it that I fell into it at that moment.Everything seems to be reincarnation, but also seems to be irreversible.For some reason, his nose became sore, Yan Chen didn't know what was going on in his heart, and he didn't know what he was thinking.All he knew was that something was coming out of his eyes and soaking into his hair.Liang Xuanliang bent down, rubbed his temples, and kissed his eyes.

Such a self should be damned, Yan Chen thought.But the body is uncontrollable, embracing each other.

Many times Yan Chen would think, what exactly has he done for so many years?

What do you think?why?Why?what fruit?

He couldn't help but think of the dream he often had. In the dream, the person hugging him had the same appearance as Liang Xuanliang, and the hug was as warm as it is now.But that man would not bite his own lip, let alone charge him in revenge.

When the pain came from behind, Yan Chen suddenly understood—a dream is a dream, that person is not Liang Xuanliang, and the Jun Ran that he called is not him.

He was suddenly relieved, and the pain in his body became joy.

For a moment of light, I am full of sorrow.The old dream at the end of the world is worth starting over.

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