Cultivate with an African God

When Mu Xinghe heard that voice, the world began to shake, and his true energy was also constantly toppled due to the fluctuation.

All the peaceful and peaceful illusions were shattered in the sound of "Old wishes are unfulfilled, cause and effect cannot be escaped". In the sound of curses, the earth turned into an ocean, and what was churning was viscous bright red blood and red liquid. Spreading to his calf, his senses alternated between coldness and heat.

And those curse-like low sighs ran through his mind as if they had substance, and the severe pain almost tore his whole body apart.

Too strong, such a sense of oppression...

Mu Xinghe heard a loud sound in the distance, and subconsciously looked into the distance.

Then what he saw was a raging wave appearing from the sea surface without warning, and swallowed Shen Xiu away!

Mu Xinghe sensed the unstoppable power contained in it, and his heartstrings almost broke in an instant.

In fact, Mu Xinghe is a person who always loves to think too much.

He will have a lot of considerations and considerations in his heart. He thinks far away, thinks about the future pointed to by each choice, and uses and loses considerations, and finally makes a consideration that he thinks he will not regret.

He has always been rational and rarely makes mistakes.

Just like that time before... Putting aside the emotional considerations, everything was fine, and he was successfully used to achieve his goal.

Even if he didn't really intend to do anything to Shen Xiu, he knew very well in his heart that even if Shen Xiu was really gone, he would go on calmly and firmly alone.

It is his nature.

Shen Xiu sensed his true nature and was disappointed by it, which is only natural.

But at this moment, all his rationality disappeared, leaving only the most original reaction.

He had no time to analyze the nature or the way to solve it, the body almost uncontrollably dodged to block Shen Xiu.

It's not good that he doesn't want to see Shen Xiu!

What happened to Shen Xiu couldn't be tolerated!

Even if—

His thoughts were spinning like electricity, and his actions were faster than his thoughts. He only felt that the magic barrier was suddenly torn, and the pain swept him. His first reaction was not to confirm his physical condition, but to look at Shen Xiu.

The technique he released subconsciously withstood the wave of attack from the sea of ​​blood, and Shen Xiu was blocked by him, unscathed.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and could no longer maintain his spirit, allowing the endless noise and pain to tear him apart.

He wanted to take a last look at Shen Xiu, to see if his eyes could still reflect his own appearance.

But his vision has been swallowed by blood.

He couldn't feel someone pulling his hand so hard.

When Mu Xinghe desperately struggled from the bloody smell and the oppression of pain and chaos, and saw a glimmer of clarity, he saw Shen Xiu in front of him gasping for breath while leaning on a sword.

Seeing that Shen Xiu's appearance was not quite right, Mu Xinghe clutched his chest, suppressing the surging blood, and staggered towards him.

However, before he could take a few more steps, Shen Xiu, who was so weak, turned the sword with one hand and pointed it straight at him.

Shen Xiu's expression was undisguised and defensive, and that clear dream reflected Mu Xinghe's bewildered and embarrassed face.

Mu Xinghe has been suppressed for too long. He didn't know what to say before, so he didn't dare to say anything. At that moment, countless pains and noises made him unable to suppress his emotions anymore. He couldn't calm down.

"Don't be like this," Mu Xinghe's voice was unconcealably hasty and messy, "I'm just worried..."

But as soon as he spoke, Shen Xiu's expression seemed to be even colder.

Mu Xinghe's defense seemed to be broken layer by layer following Shen Xiu's expression.

His mind was buzzing, his heart was burning, and he could hardly understand what he was saying.

"...Shen Xiu, I just like you..."

Shen Xiu slightly closed her eyes, and put away the sword.

Accompanied by the sound of the blade being unsheathed, Shen Xiu's words were colder and sharper than a sword.

"Forget it," Shen Xiu said indifferently, "I can't bear your liking."

For a moment, it seemed that all the past was headed towards Mu Xinghe. It was the way Shen Xiu smiled at him, the way Shen Xiu stopped and waited for him, and the way Shen Xiu had no choice but to say nothing to him. It turned into Shen Xiu's current appearance, piercing his heart like a knife.

The bloody tide almost engulfed him.

He couldn't see his own way forward. At that moment, he felt that it was futile to try so hard to survive and to go to a better future.

He couldn't bear it any longer.

"Mu Xinghe!"

In a daze, Mu Xinghe felt a slight pain in his wrist. He struggled desperately to regain his sanity, and realized that someone was holding him, and the palm was slightly cold, with familiar strength.

The cool qi also came from his wrist, calming down the pain that was about to swallow him.

Mu Xinghe stared blankly at the person in front of him.

She still had such a flawless face, but her expression was not as indifferent as before.It seems that the frozen lake has been torn open, revealing the undulating appearance inside.

Only then did he realize that there was a string of true energy in his hand that slowly drifted away, part of it returned to himself, and part of it returned to form the spiritual energy in the world.

That is the performance of being interrupted when using spells.

——He wanted to use spells before?

Mu Xinghe was still in a trance, and murmured: "What did I... just now..."

Shen Xiu slightly closed his eyes to hide the exhaustion and turmoil in his eyes, but there were still a few pieces of shock left in his expression, making his alienation like a thin mask that could be torn apart.

"...You almost died in front of me. As expected, you have already formed a golden core, and you can't stop it with your hands." Shen Xiu tried her best to calm down, but she still couldn't stop her emotional fluctuations.

Mu Xinghe noticed that Shen Xiu's aura was fluctuating, his inner aura was chaotic, and even his aura was about to bite back at him because he could barely contain it.

Mu Xinghe recalled what he saw before, and reacted instantly: "Do it? Die? I just wanted to do it to myself...? And you stopped me?"

He has always been proud of his mental strength, but he never thought that one day he would almost be manipulated by illusions and demons.

"You are too tired, take a rest." Shen Xiu said lightly, "...less daydreaming."

He seemed to confirm that Mu Xinghe was fine, and then let go of his hand. His posture still had a sense of distance, as if nothing happened in between.

Mu Xinghe felt the force loosen bit by bit, and the warmth gradually dissipated along with it.The strange qi in his body gradually subsided because of his calmness.

In fact, his wrist had already been gripped with imprints, which showed that the man's previous strength was contrary to his usual calm and indifferent words.

Not to mention Shen Xiu's unsteady breath for the first time under such heavy oppression.

Mu Xinghe's heart was in chaos, and all calculations of good and bad interests had been shattered at this moment.Shen Xiu was a few steps away from him, and those few steps were like knife points all over the ground to him, but he insisted on stepping on the point of the knife to catch up, took Shen Xiu's hand, and raised his eyes to look up.

He looked at Shen Xiu's face, his eyes were full of unstoppable waves.

"Shen Xiu!" He even trembled a little when he first said Shen Xiu's name.

In fact, Mu Xinghe didn't call Shen Xiu's name that much, his happiness, dog legs, and intimacy all belonged to that "big brother", but "Shen Xiu" was all his solemnity and solemnity.

Shen Xiu felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to break away from his hand, but he held it firmly, not letting go at all.

Shen Xiu's eyes were calm, and Mu Xinghe took a deep breath. He felt that he was in front of the gallows, but he still wanted to convey his words to the executioner.

He only raised his head slightly, looking at the person he was holding, his eyes seemed to be burning with flames: "Is this the only way between us?"

He heard his heartbeat accompanied by the noise of the tide, and in the noise he only saw the shadow of Shen Xiu.

However, Shen Xiu pulled his hand out of Mu Xinghe's hand at this moment, and Mu Xinghe only felt that he was surrounded by that force. Shen Xiu almost pushed him against the rock by the seaside, that pretty face was very close to him, The eyebrows are somewhat gathered together.

His aura is close at hand, and those eyes are so clear and bright, reflecting Mu Xinghe's face.

"...Sometimes I really want to pry your head open to see what you're thinking," he stared at Mu Xinghe intently, wanting to see the depths of Mu Xinghe's heart, with a rare eagerness in his tone, "I just want to Being like you, and accompanying you to such a state? If I hadn’t been worried, how could I have come here without the confidence to restrain all his remnant souls?”

Mu Xinghe's eyes lit up for an instant, but his tone was still a bit hesitant because he had been hurt too much and didn't dare to approach him: "I thought...you hated me and couldn't forgive me."

Shen Xiu refused to accept his eyes.

His voice was uncommonly agitated.

"I thought about it, but what can I do with you?"

There are many ways.

Kill him hard.Or maybe he could just sit back and watch and treat others indifferently like Shen Xiu did to many people.

It shouldn't be hard for Shen Xiu to think of it.

But he didn't.

Mu Xinghe's mind was like mountains and seas, dust and turbulent currents everywhere, he stared blankly at Shen Xiu, but his conceited and intelligent mind couldn't think of anything, he just said blankly: "...I don't understand. "

Shen Xiu wanted to shake off Mu Xinghe's hand, but Mu Xinghe didn't relax at all, and kept holding on tightly.

After all, Shen Xiu didn't want to get entangled with him, so she let go of her strength.

"...I really never thought that I would be so popular by someone."

Facing Mu Xinghe's expression as if he would never let go, he finally gave up bit by bit, as if he had no choice but to let him pull, and slowly sat on the small gravel beside him.

In the distance is a sea of ​​blood surging, almost submerging this rare piece of territory.

When he calmed down, he could still hear noises roaring, and the pain caused by the inner demon almost tore his flesh and bones inside.

But he only has Shen Xiu in his eyes.

"I know you don't understand a lot of things," Shen Xiu said looking at the distant sea, "I knew why you were sent down the mountain early when I saw you for the first time."

Mu Xinghe followed his gaze blankly.

Dark sky, dark stratus.

murmur.

The pain caused by demons wandering around.

There is no innate magic spectrum in this world, there is no Zuo Tongguang and Yuan Yihua, only them.

"Have you met Yuan Yihua?" Shen Xiu asked suddenly.

Mu Xinghe still didn't react, and replied in a daze: "...I've seen it."

"I realized his existence much earlier than you. When I first met you, I was running around and planning carefully, because it was my own destiny, so I didn't intend to implicate anyone. You were also with me. Unrelated person, but... you made friends with me, and I was moved by you."

"I think, since this is the case, this matter must be very important to you. You should know about it. With your temperament, you will definitely want to solve it yourself. Then I will watch you and wait for you. It doesn't matter if you make a mistake. Think about it." It doesn't matter if you're wrong, I can still keep you, and although I can't say it out loud, I can still wait until you realize it yourself." Shen Xiu slowly turned her head away and looked at Mu Xinghe, her eyes were very light, as light as a piece of paper. Feather, "But Mu Xinghe... I am also a human being."

His voice was so soft, but it fell on Mu Xinghe's heart like a boulder.

He was in an illusion, he was suppressed already, and he had to keep controlling himself to maintain the stability of his state, but now his heart was surging, and he couldn't calm down no matter what.

Shen Xiu gently broke away from Mu Xinghe's hand, and when Mu Xinghe was feeling sad, she slowly held Mu Xinghe's hand in her palm, followed his hand, and looked into his eyes.

"I don't like to show weakness, because I have made many enemies and involved a lot, and there are always people who like to cause trouble for me. But in front of you...it's different," Shen Xiu pressed Mu Xinghe's hand to his forehead, it was cold at first After a while, Mu Xinghe could feel the warmth, "I'm always just a human, Mu Xinghe."

Mu Xinghe's hands were almost hot.

He knew that Shen Xiu had never been indestructible.Shen Xiu will be tired and sad, and now, even if she understands Mu Xinghe's arrangements, even if she comes here with such a clear mind now... at that moment when she felt betrayed, she would still be unbelievable and painful, right?

He has such a strong rationality that he can cut off the connection with his beloved sect and walk in the world resolutely alone, and he also has emotions that are difficult to control like now.

He said very little, but Mu Xinghe knew what he wanted to say.

Because he still remembered Shen Xiu's phrase "I'm not a god"—after he greeted Shen Xiu with a playful smile, and after Shen Xiu asked him why he was able to act as if nothing had happened.

It turned out that it was not Shen Xiu who made people unpredictable, but him.

Shen Xiu is willing to share her path and destiny with him, but her choice is to abandon Shen Xiu in the Fenghai Realm and go to the distant Nine Changes Real Demon Remains Mansion alone.

Even afterwards, he never mentioned these things to Shen Xiu, nor did he tell Shen Xiu any of his feelings.

Even if Shen Xiu can guess and understand, but he is still... not a god.

"I'm sorry..." Mu Xinghe murmured, "I thought...you understood my intentions, so it's useless for me to explain. What's more, at Yunfu, the master died..."

Shen Xiu suddenly looked at him inexplicably: "Who told you that the master is dead?"

When Mu Xinghe was interrupted by him, he was also a little dazed: "Did you tell me innocently?"

Shen Xiu raised the corner of her mouth slightly, looked at him with a low sigh, and said: "Although the head of the sect has hundreds of beasts and a thousand umbrellas to help, after all, he has worked hard for many years. Although he survived, he will inevitably fall into the trap of exhaustion." In the middle, I use ten thousand years of black ice to maintain the vigor and mind of the master, and he can still practice alone for thousands of years in the black ice—if I hadn’t cleaned up this mess for you, why would I have taken so long to find you?”

However, Mu Xinghe understood other information from his words: "...Did I disrupt your plan by acting without authorization?"

"I don't have too many plans," Shen Xiu closed her eyes, "the balance of the world is always changing, and it is impossible for people to calculate everything, just like when I didn't know that I would meet you. From the moment I met you, I let go I made the original plan, because I know that you definitely don’t like to act according to anyone’s arrangement. You are the biggest variable in my life, I have made every preparation, and I want to consider all the people who can be considerate until you solve the puzzle , break the cage with me."

Shen Xiu opened her eyes, those eyes have always been distant and gloomy, but now they are like a pool of cold water, only the tear mole at the corner of the eye is particularly bright.

"Unfortunately, you don't need it."

Mu Xinghe was tongue-tied, originally he didn't think there was any need to explain, but at this moment he realized that he didn't know how to explain.

It was the first time that Shen Xiu's beautiful eyes showed such tiredness.

"I think I can understand your heart. I understand that you won't hurt me at all. I understand that you were so panicked at the time that you thought of a way and were desperate, but I really couldn't control it, and I didn't want to be with you. Pretentious. I was so angry that I thought it was a mistake to know you before, but I didn't want to let you go alone--" His voice stopped abruptly, obviously realizing that his emotions had begun to lose control again, and finally all the annoyance turned into A sigh.

"We have known each other for a long time, and I can entrust my life to you, but you treat me worse than that Yingzhou swordsman."

Mu Xinghe opened his eyes wide, and hurriedly said: "—No! I didn't! I just think that's the best way to deal with—" His voice gradually lowered, and he said, "I'm sorry, I was... flustered at the time, and I was afraid that I would get involved You are very self-righteous, I arranged it for you, thinking that you must understand afterwards, I thought it would be good for everyone!"

Shen Xiu put his hand down slowly, but still held hands with him, looking at him.

"You are not the first person in the world to arrange for me, and you are not the only one who wants to stab me, but I can ignore them and kill them with a single sword, but I only feel angry when I see you, so angry that I can't bear it." Control, lose everything with anger," Shen Xiu laughed at the end, it was a smile of anger, "How can there be someone like you?"

"I'm sorry..." Mu Xinghe looked down into his eyes.

"Self-righteous, self-righteous, inexplicable, and in the end, I want to be the savior alone, what did you say to me--" Shen Xiu cut off her own words abruptly, her tone was a little out of control, "The gibberish is really just gibberish .”

Mu Xinghe lowered his head lower and lower, and he no longer dared to look him in the eyes. When he heard the last sentence, he suddenly raised his head and said, "It's not nonsense!"

However, Shen Xiu didn't want to pay attention to his defense at all, and let Mu Xinghe express his heartfelt feelings in a mess without saying a word.

After a long time, he sighed softly and said, "I'm angry with myself."

He didn't look at Mu Xinghe, his eyes fell to the distant sea area.

"I was clearly still by your side at the time."

Mu Xinghe squatted down slowly, never letting go of Shen Xiu.

"No, I didn't expect to push myself like this in the original situation. It was my fault," Mu Xinghe said in a low voice. Save my life to go back and clean everything up. In the future, I will never think that I will make decisions for you, and I will never abandon you out of my career. ——Happiness is for you, misfortune is for you, the past It's you, and the future is you."

His voice was very soft and low, with an extraordinarily sincere and cautious voice.

He looked into Shen Xiu's eyes: "I share my destiny with you, and I will never abandon you."

Mu Xinghe has a pair of amber eyes, which are extraordinarily bright when he is looking at something intently. There is light in his eyes, which is pure and sincere light.

It's like the true heart that Shen Xiu accidentally glimpsed from under his cynical or careless appearance in the fire of the small building—or under the sky full of lights.

It was also like when Shen Xiu bumped into the waters of the Three Islands back then, and was dazed due to the pain, almost filled with tears but still staring at his eyes stubbornly.

Those eyes should be smiling.

This person should always be happy.

Shen Xiu slowly let go of his hand, brushed his messy hair, and said softly: "I want to be angry for a while."

Mu Xinghe was stunned, and when he was thinking about whether he should bargain or tell him to get rid of this idea, Shen Xiu said, "I have to vent my anger on that guy Yuan Yihua."

Mu Xinghe's eyes lit up suddenly, and he nodded his head like a rat: "Yes, yes, it's all his fault!"

Then Shen Xiu slowly said: "...and then I will settle accounts with you."

"Boss...?!"

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