fake god

The speech contest is not a documentary literature competition. Most of the materials in the speech rely on the daily accumulation of the contestants, and then process and create secondary creations of those fragmented daily lives.

The simplicity of the story shared by Shen Yuze exceeded everyone's expectations.

Sitting under the stage, Wang Shiya was surprised. She knew Shen Yuze very well. With the wealth of the Shen family, Shen Yuze had lived a life of luxury that was unmatched by his peers since he was a child. Shen Yuze had been to too many places. The unpredictable and quiet Antarctica, The majestic beauty of the Alps, the heat wave of Hawaii... His footprints have been left in many corners of the world.Even though Wang Shiya is an adult, even if she can fly to any country she wants for vacation now, but often times, she will have a subtle jealousy towards Shen Yuze.

After all, she had everything she has now by sacrificing her youth to please an old man who was nearly seventy years old.And what did Shen Yuze pay?He is just lucky and will be reincarnated.

But now, the young man whom he envied didn't mention those extravagant journeys around the world, but shared a trivial little experience under the spotlight.

In Shen Yuze's narration, one of his "friends" invited him to visit the place where he grew up.It was a small town adjacent to the river embankment, with a completely different customs and appearance from the big cities.My friend’s family is ordinary, and the parents in the family are small vendors who push carts and sell some local specialty snacks.Shen Yuze was born in a wealthy family, and he hasn't even been to the supermarket a few times. How has he ever seen the turbulent flow of people in the market?Those people, things, and things are so vivid. He talked about the deep-fried shrimp cakes made by his friend’s father himself, about the feather-cut chickens and ducks at the stall next door, and about the groceries shopping sisters who passed him by. , and also talked about the human fireworks brought by the soil and air under his feet when he crossed the turbulent crowd.

Is that still a trip?

There is no exhausting travel, no crowds of Internet celebrity attractions, and no strangeness in a foreign country.

Yes, it was just an arm that was selflessly opened to him in a small town.

He witnessed a person's childhood and teenage life in that small riverside town, and left a short but warm mark on him.

Shen Yuze spoke eloquently, neither fast nor slow.

"(English) Everyone travels with different purposes. Some people do it for delicious food, some do it for a beautiful photo in Moments, and some do it to feel the local history and culture... I have been to many cities and saw I have experienced many magnificent scenery, but I have never found the purpose of my travel.

But that day, I found it in that bazaar.

I stepped out of the siege of my life, dropped everything, and went to another siege.In that besieged city, there is a man waiting for me.

Why is he waiting for me?Not because of my family background, my origin; not because of my appearance, my grades; he waited for me, just because I am me.

"I think everyone travels their whole life.

The road ahead is unknown, we have been on the road, have been walking non-stop.

Stepping into the campus for the first time is a journey; stepping into the society is a journey; getting married and having children is also a journey; we are blindly looking for a desirable travel destination, just like a ship that is always drifting .

But luckily for me, I've found a port of call.

"I think the meaning of travel is the meaning of life. It doesn't matter how many degrees I have, how many assets I have, and what social status I enjoy; the important thing is that when I go through peaks and valleys, when I face choices , Is the person who is by my side still the original person?

I go from one city to another.

Just as I went from here to him.

"For me - it's been a journey of great significance."

When the last word fell, on the big screen behind him, the timer also jumped to zero.

He stood quietly in the spotlight, with his head slightly raised, his expression reserved and reserved.After a brief silence, there were some sporadic applause in the auditorium, and soon, those sporadic applause gradually spread, and finally swept every corner of the auditorium with a raging momentum.

Impromptu speech is the most test of the speaker's ability. Shen Yuze started from a trivial trip to a small town, first shared his interesting experience, and then slowly raised the audience's emotions to a higher level, and began to discuss life and Similarities to travel.

Travel companions who support each other during the trip are like rare confidants in life.

The more roads traveled, the fewer people can accompany to the end.

Through this impromptu speech, Shen Yuze shared his outlook on life and friendship, which resonated with many people.

His entire speech was completed in one go, with layers of progress and echoes at the end. If there is not enough thinking and daily accumulation, it is impossible to complete such a chapter in such a hasty time.

Even the other contestants who were waiting in the background applauded him sincerely.

Being able to hear such an excellent speech work, the eyes of several judges on the judges' bench could not help but shine, and they all showed their scoring results.

Wang Shiya scored 96 points as usual, but this time no one would raise any objections—because one of the other four judges also gave a high score of [-] points, and the minimum score of the remaining three points was not lower than [-] points. [-] points!

If Shen Yuze can "buy" Wang Shiya who also graduated from No. [-] Middle School, can he also buy the remaining four judges?The real ability is the last word!

As soon as the score came out, even though there were still two players who did not appear, the champion of this competition was undoubtedly Shen Yuze.The ninth and tenth contestants who were originally waiting in the backstage looked a little unhappy, and they could only comfort themselves in their hearts: the first is the No. [-] middle school, the second is the experiment, then they... let's fight for the third.

In the auditorium, the cheers from the No. [-] Middle School cheerleaders almost brought the roof down!Jiaojiang No. [-] Middle School has not touched the championship trophy of the English speech contest for several years, and this time it finally feels proud!

Some quick-moving people announced the good news directly in the class group and alumni group. Within a few minutes, the news of "Congratulations to the students of No. [-] Middle School for winning the xx English Speech Contest" was everywhere in the circle of friends.

Of course, since it is an English speech contest, there is a high threshold for the audience.Take Chen Miaomiao as an example. In fact, she didn't understand what Shen Yuze was talking about on the stage, but she was very lively in the sky. When everyone applauded, she applauded. When everyone applauded, she cheered. circle spread...

In the circle of friends, a classmate asked her: Miaomiao, what did Shen Yuze say?

Chen Miaomiao couldn't answer, so she could only ask the people around her for help.

Chen Miaomiao asked while knocking on the phone: "Lu Ping, what exactly did Shen Yuze say just now, I didn't understand it, please translate it for me."

"..." There was silence beside him.

Chen Miaomiao thought that Lu Ping hadn't heard, so she raised her head and wanted to push him, but before her hand touched Lu Ping, she froze in the air - because she suddenly found that there were two tear stains on Lu Ping's cheeks, one tear It fell down drop by drop.

He wept quietly.Unlike others crying, tears and snot all at the same time, as embarrassing as they want; Lu Ping's nose is red, cheeks and ears are also red, those tears seem to have nothing to do with him, quietly and gently The ground slipped from the corner of Lu Ping's eyes.

The boy's tears-soaked eyes were shining brightly, with a layer of hazy light. He looked up at the young man surrounded by applause and flowers on the stage, crying and laughing uncontrollably.

Seeing Lu Ping like this, Chen Miaomiao was startled, and hurriedly handed him a tissue.

"Lu Ping, why are you crying?" Chen Miaomiao asked, "It's because Shen Yuze won the championship. Are you happy for him?"

It wasn't until those tissues were stuffed into his hands that Lu Ping woke up from a long dream, subconsciously repeated: "Why am I crying?...Am I happy for Shen Yuze?..."

Chen Miaomiao: "Are you okay, I was asking you!"

Lu Ping: "..." He raised his hand in a daze, touched his cheek, and as expected, his hand was wet and slippery.

It turned out that he really cried just now.

He also couldn't explain why, when he heard about the boys in the small town, the market along the river, and those familiar fragments of life from Shen Yuze, his tears flowed down involuntarily.

He originally thought that his life was a "dimensionality-reducing" existence for Shen Yuze, but he did not expect that in Shen Yuze's narration, he was like a little prince living in Utopia, with unique beauty.

Lu Ping was very fortunate that he was able to meet such a good friend as Shen Yuze; at the same time, he was terrified—is he really Shen Yuze's "harbour"?

Shen Yuze said that he was a ship, so it must be a very large, very large, [-]-ton cruise ship.Lu Ping felt that if he was a port, it must be a small, inconspicuous and simple wharf.

Can the little him really accommodate the big Shen Yuze?

……

After the competition, the scores of the ten contestants were ranked according to their ranks, and Shen Yuze won the championship as expected.Teacher Feng was overjoyed, and called the principal early to announce the good news.

Compared with Mr. Feng, who was grinning from ear to ear, the instructor of Experimental Middle School looked gloomy as if a typhoon had passed through. After all, this game was their school's home field, and they lost a battle at the door of their home. Of course, they couldn't swallow their breath !

However, the tit-for-tat confrontation between the teachers did not affect the relationship between these young players.

After the short awards ceremony, several contestants returned to the waiting room. Everyone was very excited and ran around taking photos with their mobile phones.

With the heavy glass trophy in his arms, Shen Yuze turned into a "scenic spot", and anyone wanted to come over and take a photo with him.Of course, many people wanted his contact information, but Shen Yuze refused.

Finally squeezed out of the crowd, Shen Yuze turned around, unexpectedly meeting the second-ranked female contestant from the Experimental Middle School.

She also came to him for contact information.

Shen Yuze "treated everyone equally" and rejected her too.

The female contestant seemed to have been mentally prepared for a long time. Even though she was rejected, she didn't feel embarrassed. Instead, she asked jokingly, "Is it because my girlfriend is strict with me that I don't give other people's contact information?"

Shen Yuze shook his head: "I don't have a girlfriend."

"Is that the boyfriend?"

Shen Yuze: "..." He didn't admit it, nor denied it, he just asked indifferently, "Why do you think so?"

The female contestant shrugged: "Because I came back from the Great Rot Country!" She pointed to her eyes and said cheerfully, "I've seen too many over there, you just gave a speech on stage As soon as I heard the content, the radar buzzed."

Shen Yuze didn't ask her what "radar" was, and the female contestant continued on her own: "Is your boyfriend here today? I guess he should be here. Isn't he very happy when he heard your public confession? "

"He's here, but he shouldn't be happy."

"what?"

Shen Yuze said concisely: "He doesn't understand."

Female contestant: "........."

She thought Shen Yuze's "can't understand" meant "his boyfriend didn't understand English well, so he couldn't understand", she never thought that this so-called couple relationship didn't exist at all, and Lu Ping couldn't hear the confession at all.

From this point of view, although Shen Yuze won the championship, he did not win.

They didn't talk for long, and the teacher of the Experimental Middle School called the female contestant away.Shen Yuze saw that there was nothing else going on in the backstage, so he planned to leave. His mobile phone kept ringing, all of which were messages of congratulations from his classmates.He blocked all those numbers except one.

Lu Ping: Congratulations! ! ! ! ! ! !

Lu Ping: When will you come out? I'll wait for you at the entrance of the auditorium!

Lu Ping: What are your plans for the evening?

Lu Ping: Let's celebrate!

Shen Yuze walked out the door while replying to the message, but didn't notice that there was a figure in front of him. If he hadn't stopped in time, he would have bumped into that person.

"Sorry... why is it you?" Shen Yuze's good mood disappeared.

He looked down at the girl standing in front of him, and the temperature around his body seemed to be freezing: "Miss Wang, the competition is over, please step aside if you have nothing to do."

Wang Shiya had just caused Shen Yuze a big stumbling block on the field, but at this moment, as if nothing had happened, she approached with a smile, showing her psychological quality.

Wang Shiya: "You won the championship, so I can be considered your elder. I want to celebrate for you, can't I?"

Shen Yuze sneered: "Elder? If you want to be my elder so much, why don't I call you Aunt Wang instead?"

He is seventeen this year, and Wang Shiya is only ten years older than him, so no matter how old he is, he can't be called "auntie".But her identity is complicated, and her relationship with Mr. Shen is so special. If she really got the position based on the child in her belly, at that time, not only Shen Yuze should call her "auntie", but the children born to Mr. Shen's first two wives, I also want to call her "auntie"... However, Shen Yuze's brothers and sisters are both 40 years old this year, so I don't know whether Wang Shiya should call her "auntie".

Faced with such naked ridicule, the smile on Wang Shiya's face did not change even a millimeter.After all, when she chose to take this path, she had bound her self-esteem to her ambition.

Self-respect is worth nothing in the face of ambition.

Wang Shiya said: "You call me auntie, I have no objection." She directly assumed the identity of auntie, wanting to build a relationship with him, "Auntie came to eat with you today, and wanted to talk to you about something."

Shen Yuze raised the corner of his mouth sarcastically: "You don't need to eat, just say something."

"Are you sure you want to be here?"

"Is there any problem here?" Shen Yuze said, "I'm in a hurry, don't waste my patience."

Seeing that Shen Yuze had already made a decision, Wang Shiya stopped playing around in circles.

She looked at him and asked bewitchingly, "Do you want to be a star?"

"...What?" Shen Yuze never imagined that Wang Shiya came to him for such an inexplicable thing.

Wang Shiya: "Yuze, do you know that I have started a media company now? We mainly do MCN, discover and package KOL, and have in-depth cooperation with many artist brokerage companies. I think you have a good image. If you intend to This direction is developing, we can talk about it. Don't feel embarrassed, many children from rich families are entering the entertainment industry..."

Shen Yuze suspected that her brain was flooded.Don't look at the hype she said, to put it bluntly, the company under her name is engaged in the Internet celebrity business.Discover Internet celebrities, cultivate Internet celebrities, and promote suitable Internet celebrities to the entertainment circle. If they can promote Internet celebrities into artists and have masterpieces, then the company can also get a lot of money.

Shen Yuze knows that there are indeed many children from rich families who are dedicated to developing in the entertainment industry. They say to the outside world that "children are ignorant, and they are entertainers playing tickets." In fact, they are all capital operations, and the water behind them is unpredictable.With Shen Yuze's appearance, it is really easy to make a debut, and he is backed by the big tree of the Shen family. If he operates properly, it will be easy to win a weighty award within ten years.

But - what does this have to do with Shen Yuze?

Shen Yuze has many life plans, but becoming a star is obviously not in his plan.

What's more, she surrendered her status and went to Wang Shiya's company!

Could it be that Shen Guoning's three-point love for her has already made her dizzy?

Shen Yuze said coldly: "Aunt Wang, if you have time to pay attention to me, why not focus on yourself."

"...?"

"You still worry about so many things after pregnancy, aren't you tired?"

Wang Shiya was taken aback.The baby in her belly has been more than four months, and she has had a very hard time in these four months.Shen Guoning is almost 70 years old. It is impossible to conceive naturally at this age and can only rely on medical power.She exhausted her tongue, acted coquettishly, and acted like a baby before convincing Shen Guoning to give her a child. Unfortunately, the result of semen extraction was very poor. Two embryos were implanted into her body.

In the first three months, she didn't even dare to get out of bed, for fear that if she moved, the child would be gone.Now in the fourth month, she can come out to ventilate.She kept this matter a secret all along, and none of her relatives and friends around her revealed it. Unexpectedly, Shen Yuze already knew about it!Now that he knew about it, wouldn't his mother, Deng Hong, also know about it?Once Deng Hong knows, can the flesh and blood in her belly be kept...

With Shen Yuze's simple sentence, Wang Shiya was scared out of her wits, and she made up a lot of things that were missing in Gongdou drama, so naturally she didn't have the heart to pester Shen Yuze any more nonsense about whether she would debut or not.

Shen Yuze stopped talking to her, and passed her by without even leaving a glance.He is now full of Lu Ping who is waiting for him at the entrance of the auditorium. If Wang Shiya hadn't pestered him to talk nonsense, he would have seen Lu Ping 5 minutes ago.

The trophy in his arms was heavy, and Shen Yuze couldn't wait to give it to his little prince.

Watching the back of the young man leaving in a hurry, Wang Shiya's gorgeous face slowly twisted.

She leaned against the wall and thought for a while, and finally made up her mind, took out her mobile phone, and broadcast a phone number.

When she dialed for the first time, the phone was not connected. After waiting patiently for a while, she finally dialed the second number.

"—Hey, Xiaoya, what's the matter?"

During the phone call, an elderly male voice rang out.

When she heard a male voice, Wang Shiya softened her voice and asked coquettishly, "Can't I call you because I'm fine?"

A man's low cough came from the receiver, and the secretary could vaguely hear saying, "Boss Shen, it's time to take your medicine."

That's right, the person on the other end of the phone is Shen Yuze's father, Shen Guoning.

Shen Guoning was nearly seventy years old, with gorgeous hair and wrinkles on his face, making him look extremely sinister. No one knew what he was thinking.At this age, it stands to reason that the power of the company should have been handed over to the people below, but he still refuses to let go.He is like the unpredictable old emperor in the feudal empire, and his two sons and daughters are fighting fiercely in the company every day. Unless there is a big trouble and it affects the company, Shen Guoning will take action to stop it.

Although today is Sunday, Shen Guoning has nothing to say about the weekend.He sat behind the large desk, took the medicine from the secretary, and took it with water.

The mobile phone with the hands-free function turned on was quiet, and Wang Shiya, who was far away in Jiaojiang, did not dare to disturb him.

After the secretary left, Wang Shiya spoke again: "I saw Yuze today."

Shen Guoning let out a "huh".

"He played very well in the game and won No.1." Wang Shiya knew what he wanted to hear and reported to him, "I heard you praise his English before, and this time I heard it, it is really amazing...even though Without me as a judge, he would have won first place."

"I asked you to be a judge, not to open the back door for him." Shen Guoning said in a low voice, "The child in your stomach will be his younger brother and sister in the future. Get in touch with each other more, and don't let them have a relationship."

Hearing this, Wang Shiya felt a pain in her heart.

No one knew that Wang Shiya was able to serve as the judge of this English speech contest because she received instructions from Shen Guoning.When the organizers contacted her, she wanted to refuse. She is heavy now, and if she is not careful, she will be popular. Of course, she can not go out without going out.But Shen Guoning learned from the housekeeper that Shen Yuze was going to participate in the competition, so he asked Wang Shiya to be a judge.

The reason is simple - "the future is a family."

If it wasn't for this carrot hanging, what would Wang Shiya do to get close to Shen Yuze?Even if she went back a few months, she would not leave the imperial capital and run all the way to this shitty Jiaojiang!

At the beginning when Shen Yuze wanted to transfer to Jiaojiang for no reason, Shen Guoning had an ambiguous attitude, seemingly indifferent, and only sent a butler to accompany him.But in fact, Shen Guoning has been secretly paying attention to Shen Yuze's every move.

Shen Guoning has too many children, and the above pair of sons and daughters are already over the age of no doubt, and they are firmly seated in the leadership position of the group; the pair in Wang Shiya's belly, although they were not born, can also predict that they will be idle royal relatives for a lifetime in the future .Only 17-year-old Shen Yuze, who is at an awkward age, waited a few years to join the company for training, fearing that he would not be able to compete with his brothers and sisters; it would be a pity if he divided the property and gave it away.

After all... Shen Guoning has always felt that Shen Yuze is the one who resembles him the most among the children.

Shen Yuze is very smart, but because he is so smart, sometimes Shen Guoning doesn't know what he is thinking.

On the phone, Wang Shiya chirped and said something else, nothing more than being coquettish. She excused that she was not feeling well, and begged Shen Guoning to buy her a lot of things.Shen Guoning said: "Didn't everyone give you a card, you don't need to ask me when you buy things."

"I still have to ask you," Wang Shiya said, "Swipe the card directly, that's what I buy; if I ask you before buying, it's your gift."

She is used to being coquettish, Shen Guoning knew that she was trying to curry favor with her, and she was indeed currying favor with her.

Shen Guoning had a lot of things to do, and after talking on the phone for a while, it came to an end.

Before hanging up the phone, Wang Shiya said, "By the way, I have also asked Yuze about the debut, but he is not interested in my proposal."

This is not Wang Shiya's own assertion, she is just Shen Guoning's marionette.Shen Guoning originally thought that if Shen Yuze was interested in the entertainment industry, he could have fun while he was young. If he had enough fun, he would open an entertainment company for him to make movies, sign artists, etc. If it operated properly, it would be a good idea way out.

It's just that Shen Yuze was not interested.

"Not interested?" Shen Guoning asked, "Didn't you say that he registered an account online and has many fans?"

The account called @fake-diamond was discovered by Wang Shiya's staff.She runs an MCN company, and there are many scouts in the company. The scouts find suitable young people online, sign contracts, and train them to become Internet celebrities.During a search, they found @fake-diamond on a dating platform for high school students. Unlike other rough stones waiting to be mined, @fake-diamond is already a shining diamond!He is handsome, young, and rich, and with a little help, he will definitely be popular all over the Internet!

The staff submitted the account of @fake-diamond to Wang Shiya and asked the boss if he wanted to sign the contract.After Wang Shiya saw the photo, she immediately recognized him as Shen Yuze!

Wang Shiya thought to herself: Young Master Shen is indeed still a young man, and all young people have vanity.If he had no vanity, why would he post the photos online?

At that time, Wang Shiya reported this incident to Shen Guoning, originally intending to use it as a joke to trip up Young Master Shen.Unexpectedly, Shen Guoning was not angry after hearing this, but instead said: "He is my son, if he wants to develop in the entertainment industry, let him develop."

That's why Wang Shiya told Shen Yuze about her debut today.

Wang Shiya said on the phone: "Who knows what the children are thinking now? Maybe he just wants to share his life. It's just..."

"only?"

"No, it's nothing." Wang Shiya hesitated for a moment, "I should be overthinking."

I don't know if I should talk about a woman's sixth sense, but Wang Shiya always feels that @fake-diamond's account is a bit strange.The photo posted was indeed by Shen Yuze, but Wang Shiya always felt that some of the words in it that recorded his mood did not come from Shen Yuze.

In that account, there was a picture of the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and it seemed that the location was indeed the high-rise apartment where Shen Yuze lived.Another time he shared that he sent the school cat to the pet hospital, and the voice outside the video was also Shen Yuze's.

However, Shen Yuze likes to read mystery novels?Shen Yuze likes to eat Nuojiji?Will Shen Yuze complain about the shaking hands of the cafeteria aunt?

... so strange.

However, these are just Wang Shiya's personal guesses and should not be taken as true.After all, she is not familiar with Shen Yuze, maybe Shen Yuze looks cold, but he is a person who likes to be naughty in private.

……

"Ahh-!"

Outside the auditorium, Lu Ping sneezed for some reason.It was cold in the late autumn, especially now when the sun was about to set, and there were bursts of cold air coming up. Lu Ping was not wearing much clothes, so it was inevitable that he would shiver a few times.

After the show ended, Lu Ping declined the invitation of Chen Miaomiao and others, and waited alone outside the auditorium gate, waiting for Shen Yuze to come out.

He sent a text message to Shen Yuze just now, but he didn't know if he didn't see it, or was caught by something, and there was no reply.

Lu Ping just finished listening to that speech, and now his heart is surging, he has a lot to say to Shen Yuze!

But Shen Yuze couldn't wait, couldn't wait, gradually, the heat in his heart dissipated... Damn, when will that guy come out, he's going to become a popsicle prince!

Lu Ping found a leeward place and squatted down.The school uniform jacket on him is Shen Yuze's. Originally, the school uniform is loose fit. Shen Yuze is tall and his clothes are one size bigger than him. The fat and big clothes feel safe.Lu Ping squatted in the corner, tucked his knees into his school uniform jacket, fastened the zipper, and then pulled the hem down to his ankles, revealing only a pair of sneakers——Dang Dang Dang!He's now transformed from a little mouse into a fat penguin!

Penguin lowered his head and started poking at the phone.

Lu Ping: Shen Yuze, when are you coming out?

Lu Ping: Hurry up, I'm going to freeze to death!

Lu Ping: Before the little match girl froze to death, her wish was to eat a roast turkey.

Lu Ping: Before I froze to death, my wish was to see the championship trophy.

Lu Ping: Poor, weak, and cold.jpg

Lu Ping: ...

Lu Ping: The user you dialed has frozen to death. I am his smart housekeeper, Ping Pingzi~ Please leave a message after the [beep——] sound!

It's a pity that nothing came to light.

Penguin has nothing to do, he can only cut out the SMS box and open other software.

And the software he chose was partner.

This week because of the monthly exam, he hasn't logged into @fake-diamond's account for a whole week. Fans in the comment area are asking where he has been, and even the private mailbox is crowded with all kinds of greeting messages.

He first opened his private mailbox and replied to fans who cared about him.Suddenly, his eyes fell on a message.

@symedia: Hello, I am the scout of sy media!Does the blogger want to sign with MCN?Your style is very good, if you want to sign a contract, please contact vx number: xxxxx...

Lu Ping: "..." It turned out to be another spam message.

Since he opened this account, every few days, he can always receive business cards from various MCN companies in the background, hoping to sign a contract with "him".Lu Pingquan pretended not to see it. He never planned to use this account to make money from the beginning to the end. He didn't even advertise for promotion, let alone sign a contract with any company.

Lu Ping directly sent the harassing account an operation of deleting fans and blackmailing, and it was done in one go without even blinking an eye.

After deleting, Lu Ping silently stared at @fake-diamond's account.

If he used to be, he would definitely post a photo of Shen Yuze standing on the podium holding the trophy high at this time... But now, he doesn't know if he should continue to do this.

Why did he create this account in the first place?

——Because of vanity, loneliness, and low self-esteem.

What he wants to keep from the beginning to the end is not the ephemeral data or the fans' pursuit, but the respect and love that he has never felt in real life.

But now, those things that he never possessed came to his arms one by one.

The perfect moon that he had looked up to, landed beside him with a moonlight so thick that it couldn't be melted away.He discovered that the moon is not so perfect, it also has its ups and downs, and it also has various tempers...but its imperfection just illuminates Lu Ping.

Lu Ping is no longer that vain, lonely, inferior child.

Lupin was filled with the moon.

He also fills the moon.

So, now he...does he still need this account?