[Hokage] Don't let go

[If you had accepted me early on, they wouldn't be like this.on your own?hehe!Is this what you want?Arrogant trash! 】

The evil bird laughed at her incompetence.

That's right, it's all because he was arrested.......Squad Gale became full of lupus.

Yeah, it's all due to my own weakness and arrogance.

It was dark before his eyes, and he completely lost consciousness. His always proud and tall body seemed to be pulled away from the bones, and he fell limp like water, but the moment he touched the ground, he was protected by a pair of strong arms.

Waking up again, Nara Yuet was already lying on the hospital bed again, with the IV needle still inserted in the back of his hand.

Hatake Kakashi and Nara Shikahisa in her ward.

Nara Tsuki's eyes were out of focus, and the wind blowing in through the window seemed to be the same as that of Hayatei's picnic.

How much I want to do it again, about the picnic for all members of the Gale Squad.

"The funeral of Haifeng will be held in three days, please cooperate with the treatment."

Hatake Kakashi said what he wanted to say, turned around and left, leaving room for the father and daughter.

However, before Nara Shikajiu could speak, Nara Yue chased people away: "Father, I want to stay alone for a while."

Nara Shika didn't speak for a long time, and respected her daughter's meaning.

She sat up and looked sideways out the window.

Outside, it was dark, just like suppressed emotions.

Three days later, he was discharged from the hospital.

Nara Tsuki wore black clothes and stood in front of the posthumous photo to offer flowers.

Many people thought she was out of control, but she didn't.

Walked quietly in accordance with the normal process, not even tears.

These days, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry, not at all.

She even slapped her face until it was red and swollen, but she still couldn't cry.

The sky was covered with dark clouds, and there was a faint muffled thunder.

Nara Tsuki stood alone in the cemetery, looking at the names on the tombstones.

There were rustling footsteps behind her, and it was a woman with purple hair.

Neither Nara Yue nor she spoke, and the silence between the two remained until the woman was about to leave.

"Xiaoyue, Blast is watching you, cheer up."

Nara Yue didn't move, and asked flatly: "Are you the lover of Hayate-sensei?"

"Well, my name is Maoyue Yanxi."

Maoyue Yanxi said her name and left.

After an unknown amount of time, a gloved hand holding a bouquet appeared in Nara Tsuki's field of vision.

Hatake Kakashi put down the flowers and stood beside Nara Tsuki silently.

This scene is like Nara Yue standing beside him.

"It's going to rain."

Nara Yue acted as if she had never heard of it, her eyes were still focused on the name of the tombstone.

The dark red words are like wildly growing thorns, spreading to every place in my heart.

The velvet black fabric made her look more and more slender, and there was mist in her absent-minded eyes, like the village at night in the past few days, with a dark sky and no bright moon.

The dead man's name attracted all her attention, as if imprinted into her soul.

Gradually, the body began to tremble, and the evil bird didn't stop, almost roaring to remind her of the situation of the Gale Squad.

Hatake Kakashi noticed her change, and wanted to put his hand on her shoulder and say something to someone who had experienced it.

However, the devastated heart makes the girl extremely sensitive.

Subconsciously, she slammed open the hand that once made her greedy.

After days and nights of sleepless nights, his eyes were red, he looked at Kakashi Hatake in front of him, and pressed his trembling hands on his chest: "I am obviously in severe pain, why can't I cry? Teacher Hayate is dead, and now I have a drop No tears."

Hatake Kakashi knew that the invisible scars hurt the most, and the tears that cannot be shed hurt the most.

"Xiaoyue..." He just said her name lightly, but she interrupted him.

"Why did Teacher Haifeng want to rescue? Why did I get arrested? Why did they come? Why did Xiao Ai want to lure the enemy? Why did Ah Shi stand in front of me! Why! Why are everyone so overwhelmed! Why did the Haifeng class change? It’s like this! Why is it only me! Only I’m fine!”

Nara Tsuki's emotions exploded, and a wave of complaints poured out like a reservoir that had been opened.

There was a bang of thunder, and the torrential rain that had been suppressed for a long time finally descended on Muye Village at this time.

"You always think I'm a child, right? That's right! I'm a child, only a child will be useless, a child will have no power, only a child will let his teacher die in front of his eyes, and only a child will stand helplessly Watching your companions get hurt."

The sudden rain weighed down the silver hair, and Hatake Kakashi just looked at the out-of-control Nara Tsuki

These words brought back his past......

"If, at that time, I had turned into an evil bird earlier, everything would have been different!"

In the end, Nara Yue came to a conclusion with great regret.

"Do you think so? If so..."

Hatake Kakashi silently took out Kunai from the ninja bag and handed it to Nara Tsuki, this action made Nara Tsuki a little confused.

"I've seen you transformed into an evil bird three times. At that time, you didn't need Kunai to kill me and even more people."

Hatake Kakashi's words reminded Nara Yue that not long ago, she was still apologizing for hurting people.

"However, when you were Naratsuki, even if I gave you Kunai and let you take my life standing up, you would not do it. Xiaoyue, this is the difference."

"But, the fact is that Hayate-sensei died because I have no strength!" Nara Yue slapped the Kunai from the opponent's hand: "Don't reason with me, you don't know how I feel."

Hatake Kakashi seemed to have no temper, bent down to pick up that Kunai, straightened up and looked at Nara Yue, with a serious expression in his eyes, tenderly aching: "Watching important people die in front of you, watching your companions leave one by one Powerless. Even in those war-torn times, the feeling of loss was painful."

Nara Tsuki was dazed for a moment, remembering Kimoto Kazuki's words, Hatake Kakashi once killed his companion with his own hands.

Harano Lin, Uchiha Obito.......

This is the name that makes him often sleepless nights and nights standing in front of the memorial tablet.

"Whether it's Haifeng Class or Xiaoyue, they are very lucky."

The sudden words had a sharpness that even the sound of the rainstorm could not cover up. Those words were sharper than Kunai, piercing Narazuki's heart.

Suddenly, she snatched the kunai from Hatake Kakashi's hand, and the cold touch spun around her fingertips, breaking the rain curtain, and reaching her sweetheart's throat.

It was clearly a fatal danger, but the man remained motionless, even with a smile on his face.

Hate!I hate his appearance the most!

"What do you mean!" Kunai's sharp end cut through the black cloth, and as long as he got closer, he could make this elite die.

"Literally." Hatake Kakashi looked at her, not afraid of the death in front of him.

"You think I won't kill you, do you?" The anger was like an erupting volcano, and the trembling hands didn't know whether it was anger or restraint.

Slight traces of blood appeared under the sharp edge, which were quickly washed away by the rain.

"I have lived longer than you, and the times have been harsher. I have experienced the pain of loss countless times. This is the only way for ninjas. From ancient times to the present, there is no exception for ninjas. However, compared to all ninjas who lost .I'm really thankful for you, fortunately, you still have important people by your side, Ah Shi and Xiao Ai are still alive. You still have the opportunity to protect them, to guard the Gale Squad."

"Instead of letting yourself regret living, it is better to actively protect it. Don't try to gain strength from the evil bird. If you don't want to be an enemy of important people, rely on yourself to become stronger."

The kunai in his hand didn't know when it fell to the ground, and Nara Yue didn't know what he was thinking.

Hatake Kakashi mentioned that Ai Miyama and Yamamoto lost time, and for some reason, tears burst into his eyes.

For the past few days, her eyes have been like a line of defense, covering all the bitterness in her heart, like a punishment for her, depriving her of the right to cry.

However, Hatake Kakashi's words were like tapping the surface of a calm lake with his fingertips, causing that layer of wrapping to melt, and all the emotions burst out of his eyes.

The girl in the rain cried bitterly, first stood and then squatted down, and finally buried her face in her knees and surrounded her with her arms.

The man in front of him never took a step forward, nor did he kneel down to comfort him.

His eyes were focused on Nara Yue on the ground, originally when she was crying, he wanted to comfort her as he did when he was a child, but he finally gave up that idea.

The girl's cry was mixed with the sound of the rainstorm, and the man's thoughts passed by.

After a long time, the sound of the rain gradually weakened, and the emotions gradually disappeared.

"Mr. Kakashi, thank Class Seven for showing up in time."

"Sure, let's go home."

Hatake Kakashi's figure disappeared into the rain, and Nara Yue turned to look at the flowers on the tombstone.

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The author has something to say:

It's a bit uncomfortable after writing, let Kai come out to enliven the atmosphere in the next chapter~