night.
Darkness shrouded the village that was still lively at night. It was almost ten o'clock after Shen Yu and the others finished dinner. The villagers in the village were preparing for the New Year for the past two days.
In the next room, Wang Xiaoxiao and Zongsu were obviously not in the mood to sleep, and whispered from time to time.
It was snowing heavily today, and they were running all the way, so Shen Yu didn't take them out to play at night, and pushed the arrangements to the next few days.
The room where only the three of them were in was quiet, and Shen Bao's steady breathing could be heard.
This little fellow was really unceremonious, he just slept in Shen Yu's arms, Zong Chu could see his plump face flushed with the light outside.
Why does Shen Yu prefer this little brat?
Zong Chu couldn't understand.
Only at night can he unscrupulously look at the youth who once belonged to him.
However, his sight was stabbing at Shen Yu's back like a sharp edge.
He tried his best to ignore this line of sight, and gradually curled up the fingers that blocked Shen Bao.
Shen Yu tried his best to let go, ignoring everything about Zong Chu, even the sound of breathing, and just treating him as a transparent person.
Sooner or later he will leave by himself.Shen Yu grasped his weakness, as long as Zong Chu was still chasing after him one day, it would prove that this weakness was feasible.
He can use himself as a bargaining chip to live a stable life for the rest of his life.
Suddenly, there was a very light sound of clothes rubbing against each other behind him, which was especially obvious in the silent room.
A burst of moderate force gently grabbed his quilt corner, and Shen Yu tensed his muscles uncontrollably.
The range of this movement caused the quilt to shake violently, and of course the man who originally wanted to do this movement secretly noticed.
He paused, and slowly, hammered his hands on the edge of the kang.
Reason told him that Shen Yu didn't like this action of his, and he should restrain himself immediately, and stay away from him without Shen Yu's permission as he promised, but in his heart, it was like a hungry wolf living with nowhere to go, and he was bound to hold on tightly. Bite into this last morsel.
The man's eyes were slightly red.
Only by Shen Yu's side can he sleep peacefully for a night, instead of the overwhelming red in his dream.
He can bear to treat himself as a follower beside Shen Yu without a bottom line, even if Shen Yu cares less about him than anyone else, he can bear it.
But he will never let go, even if he is pretending to be crazy, he just won't repeat the stupidity and arrogance of his previous life.
He couldn't do without Shen Yu.
The man's dark gaze shone thinly in the dark night, almost paranoid.
The meaning represented by this name has long been beyond the limits of his imagination, and there is no reason or reason. He only knows that he wants to hold this person in his palm.
It is holding, not further harm.
Zong Chu seemed to have opened up the two veins of Ren and Du, learning to write down these things that were extremely strange to him.
He has to learn to respect a person, care about a person, and be far ahead of himself.
If he does this, will he wait until Shen Yu pays attention to himself sooner or later?Zong Chu is quite objective, and Shen Yu is a soft-hearted person—he infinitely emphasized to himself in his heart.
If it weren't for this, he wouldn't be able to hold on at all.
Those crazy thoughts can't be suppressed after the impact of Bloody in the previous life.
He has always wanted to let Shen Yu see himself, only him, and put Shen Yu in a safe room, and there will be no one else but him. As long as this is the case, Shen Yu can also be safe forever, even He can also control himself so as not to hurt himself.
These crazy thoughts popped up from time to time, Zong Chu's face gradually darkened, and he suppressed these thoughts one by one.
The beast on the verge of madness curled up on the bedding on the ground, with a low hoarse voice, he called out: "Tea root".
He knew that Shen Yu could hear it, and he also knew that he was annoying and shouldn't talk about it, but if he didn't talk about it, he was afraid that he would lose his mind sooner or later.
Let him and Shen Yu repeat the mistakes of the previous life.
But why?It is himself who should die and deserve to die, Shen Yu and should live in smooth water, everyone will like him, there is no pain and no dirt in reality hinders his eyes.
The man's eyes were red, and he stared at the motionless figure of the young man.
Shen Yu's thinness doesn't look like the young people of this era.
Zong Chu suddenly hammered the ground hard.
The sand and stones spread on the limestone ground were deeply stuck into the man's clenched fist, and the blood leaked ferociously along the veins.
The movement was not small, and Shen Yu's tightly closed eyelids trembled slightly.
"Chagen, believe me, I really know I was wrong."
The man's hoarse voice sounded from under the edge of the Kang, a little rougher than during the day.
Zong Chu felt that he would catch a cold the next day, and he rushed out of the hospital before his head injury healed, and then he walked for four or five hours in the heavy snow, and slept on the icy ground at night.
But he actually felt a hint of secret joy.
It is impossible for Shen Yu not to be able to tell if he is pretending. If he really had a cold and a fever, wouldn't he just have a legitimate reason to stay?
If someone had told Zong Chu that he would think so one day for this kind of stupid idea, then Fifth Master Zong would give that person a kick without saying a word.
But now, with this fantasy in mind, he stretched out his arms again, and grasped the young man's quilt tightly through the half-meter-high kang.
Even listening to the sound of Shen Yu's breathing, Zong Chu could sleep soundly.
But he was not satisfied, he suddenly wanted to talk to Shen Yu, and asked him about this year——
How on earth is it.
Shen Yu would live in this kind of place where only the kang was warm for ten years in winter, and the air and concrete floor were both cold. Zong Chu didn't dare to think about it before, but in fact Shen Yu was very delicate, even if it was prepared in the mansion back then. There are many doctors here, not to mention Zong Chu takes good care of her.
If he hadn't been driven to a dead end, how could he regard every place where he could stay as a paradise?Just without him.
The man's vision dimmed a little bit.
He wanted to speak, but for the first time his throat felt congested.
There was no movement from behind for a long time, Shen Yu closed his eyes, trying hard to get himself back to sleep.
In fact, in the first year, he couldn't sleep well.
No one knows Zong Chu's terrifying methods better than him.
He was afraid that every night a man in black would appear with a mocking face or a crazy figure.
But now that Zong Chu was sleeping under his bed, he felt faintly familiar.
Shen Yu's consciousness gradually became chaotic, perhaps because Zong Chu's tone was rarely calm and cautious, which made him lose his fear for a while.
The man awkwardly asked him about the days of the year and what he had done.
He seemed not to care about how the Shen family and Ming Meiran were doing again, and he knew that Shen Yu cared most about these people.
Even He Zhichen——
Zong Chu understood a little bit.At first there was no trace of Shen Yu, Zong Chu searched almost all possible paths involved.
It was also because of intuition that even though he thought He Zhichen was extremely unpleasant at that time, he endured it and did nothing.
Mentioning this person, Zong Chu's face darkened a lot.
However, he still kept his voice low, as if Shen Yu would reply him and said: "Don't worry, he has lived a smooth life in this life, and with the Qu family, there will be no major problems in the future."
Zong Chu didn't want anyone to have anything to do with Shen Yu, but according to Shen Yu's character, He Zhichen had helped him a lot, so he would always remember him in his heart.
Of course Zong Chu would not watch this kind of thing happen with his own eyes, and the best way is to let Shen Yu know that he is not in debt to his minister.
Naturally, he should repay the debt of favor with Shen Yu.
Zong Chu gave the He family two "permissions".
This is even the beginning of decades of prosperity for a modest family, in order to repay He Zhichen's kindness towards Shen Yu in his previous life.
Zong Chu thought it was worth it.
He talked a lot, but Shen Yu didn't reply a word.
But after a short time, the young man buried his head on the side of the pillow deeper.
The man's deep eyebrows fixedly looked at the young man under the moonlight.
Two years of fear and madness vanished in that moment.
Just looking at Shen Yu like this, Zong Chu thought it was a sweet dream.
His expression became darker, the man half straightened his body, and slowly looked at the young man with half of his face buried in the pillow under the moonlight.
The temperature of the kang is not low, but the air is cold.
The young man's pale face was smothered with blood.
As if sensing the man's gaze, his long and narrow brows frowned slightly.
"I really dare not mess with you."
Zong Chu kept staring at him and moved away slightly, he said something in a low voice, and then gently pulled out the young man's face buried in the pillow.
Shen Yu was unconscious, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his pale fingers clenched the corner of the quilt tightly.
Zong Chu caught a glimpse of his movements and froze.
What are you afraid of?
he thinks,
I have given you my life in this life, what are you afraid of me doing?
"It's all you, it's all you, if it wasn't for you, your father wouldn't have left—"
"Brother, brother, don't cry, I'll give you candy." "Shen Guangguang, are you crazy!"
"Save me, save me!"
"You're fine."
Shen Yu's previous life was an unavoidable tragedy. Everyone abandoned him along the way, no matter those who had given him kindness or those who had never had kindness.
The boy with a cold face—all the way to the youth, watched all this with cold eyes.
He knew that at 23, it would all be over.
The world without him will not change in any way, and it will even become better without him as a poisonous weed.
Until the shuttle bullets and the ultimate impact sound rang through my mind.
The expression of the person who had transformed into a youth was blank for a second.
There is a person who is willing to trade his life for him.He died, and he couldn't survive at all.
Without any sanity, without any reason.
Just because he left, this world also lost any meaning of existence for that person in an instant.
Even if it is monstrous power and countless money.
What does he look like?
Shen Yu cautiously wanted to approach the exploding darkness, before his fingers touched, countless pictures flicked across.
Before his consciousness became dizzy, he vaguely heard "I'm sorry, I won't scare you again, okay?"
The man seemed to think of something, and gave a low laugh,
"Build you a golden nest—"
After a pause, the voice spread in a very low voice: "So, are you still willing to have me?"
Darkness shrouded the village that was still lively at night. It was almost ten o'clock after Shen Yu and the others finished dinner. The villagers in the village were preparing for the New Year for the past two days.
In the next room, Wang Xiaoxiao and Zongsu were obviously not in the mood to sleep, and whispered from time to time.
It was snowing heavily today, and they were running all the way, so Shen Yu didn't take them out to play at night, and pushed the arrangements to the next few days.
The room where only the three of them were in was quiet, and Shen Bao's steady breathing could be heard.
This little fellow was really unceremonious, he just slept in Shen Yu's arms, Zong Chu could see his plump face flushed with the light outside.
Why does Shen Yu prefer this little brat?
Zong Chu couldn't understand.
Only at night can he unscrupulously look at the youth who once belonged to him.
However, his sight was stabbing at Shen Yu's back like a sharp edge.
He tried his best to ignore this line of sight, and gradually curled up the fingers that blocked Shen Bao.
Shen Yu tried his best to let go, ignoring everything about Zong Chu, even the sound of breathing, and just treating him as a transparent person.
Sooner or later he will leave by himself.Shen Yu grasped his weakness, as long as Zong Chu was still chasing after him one day, it would prove that this weakness was feasible.
He can use himself as a bargaining chip to live a stable life for the rest of his life.
Suddenly, there was a very light sound of clothes rubbing against each other behind him, which was especially obvious in the silent room.
A burst of moderate force gently grabbed his quilt corner, and Shen Yu tensed his muscles uncontrollably.
The range of this movement caused the quilt to shake violently, and of course the man who originally wanted to do this movement secretly noticed.
He paused, and slowly, hammered his hands on the edge of the kang.
Reason told him that Shen Yu didn't like this action of his, and he should restrain himself immediately, and stay away from him without Shen Yu's permission as he promised, but in his heart, it was like a hungry wolf living with nowhere to go, and he was bound to hold on tightly. Bite into this last morsel.
The man's eyes were slightly red.
Only by Shen Yu's side can he sleep peacefully for a night, instead of the overwhelming red in his dream.
He can bear to treat himself as a follower beside Shen Yu without a bottom line, even if Shen Yu cares less about him than anyone else, he can bear it.
But he will never let go, even if he is pretending to be crazy, he just won't repeat the stupidity and arrogance of his previous life.
He couldn't do without Shen Yu.
The man's dark gaze shone thinly in the dark night, almost paranoid.
The meaning represented by this name has long been beyond the limits of his imagination, and there is no reason or reason. He only knows that he wants to hold this person in his palm.
It is holding, not further harm.
Zong Chu seemed to have opened up the two veins of Ren and Du, learning to write down these things that were extremely strange to him.
He has to learn to respect a person, care about a person, and be far ahead of himself.
If he does this, will he wait until Shen Yu pays attention to himself sooner or later?Zong Chu is quite objective, and Shen Yu is a soft-hearted person—he infinitely emphasized to himself in his heart.
If it weren't for this, he wouldn't be able to hold on at all.
Those crazy thoughts can't be suppressed after the impact of Bloody in the previous life.
He has always wanted to let Shen Yu see himself, only him, and put Shen Yu in a safe room, and there will be no one else but him. As long as this is the case, Shen Yu can also be safe forever, even He can also control himself so as not to hurt himself.
These crazy thoughts popped up from time to time, Zong Chu's face gradually darkened, and he suppressed these thoughts one by one.
The beast on the verge of madness curled up on the bedding on the ground, with a low hoarse voice, he called out: "Tea root".
He knew that Shen Yu could hear it, and he also knew that he was annoying and shouldn't talk about it, but if he didn't talk about it, he was afraid that he would lose his mind sooner or later.
Let him and Shen Yu repeat the mistakes of the previous life.
But why?It is himself who should die and deserve to die, Shen Yu and should live in smooth water, everyone will like him, there is no pain and no dirt in reality hinders his eyes.
The man's eyes were red, and he stared at the motionless figure of the young man.
Shen Yu's thinness doesn't look like the young people of this era.
Zong Chu suddenly hammered the ground hard.
The sand and stones spread on the limestone ground were deeply stuck into the man's clenched fist, and the blood leaked ferociously along the veins.
The movement was not small, and Shen Yu's tightly closed eyelids trembled slightly.
"Chagen, believe me, I really know I was wrong."
The man's hoarse voice sounded from under the edge of the Kang, a little rougher than during the day.
Zong Chu felt that he would catch a cold the next day, and he rushed out of the hospital before his head injury healed, and then he walked for four or five hours in the heavy snow, and slept on the icy ground at night.
But he actually felt a hint of secret joy.
It is impossible for Shen Yu not to be able to tell if he is pretending. If he really had a cold and a fever, wouldn't he just have a legitimate reason to stay?
If someone had told Zong Chu that he would think so one day for this kind of stupid idea, then Fifth Master Zong would give that person a kick without saying a word.
But now, with this fantasy in mind, he stretched out his arms again, and grasped the young man's quilt tightly through the half-meter-high kang.
Even listening to the sound of Shen Yu's breathing, Zong Chu could sleep soundly.
But he was not satisfied, he suddenly wanted to talk to Shen Yu, and asked him about this year——
How on earth is it.
Shen Yu would live in this kind of place where only the kang was warm for ten years in winter, and the air and concrete floor were both cold. Zong Chu didn't dare to think about it before, but in fact Shen Yu was very delicate, even if it was prepared in the mansion back then. There are many doctors here, not to mention Zong Chu takes good care of her.
If he hadn't been driven to a dead end, how could he regard every place where he could stay as a paradise?Just without him.
The man's vision dimmed a little bit.
He wanted to speak, but for the first time his throat felt congested.
There was no movement from behind for a long time, Shen Yu closed his eyes, trying hard to get himself back to sleep.
In fact, in the first year, he couldn't sleep well.
No one knows Zong Chu's terrifying methods better than him.
He was afraid that every night a man in black would appear with a mocking face or a crazy figure.
But now that Zong Chu was sleeping under his bed, he felt faintly familiar.
Shen Yu's consciousness gradually became chaotic, perhaps because Zong Chu's tone was rarely calm and cautious, which made him lose his fear for a while.
The man awkwardly asked him about the days of the year and what he had done.
He seemed not to care about how the Shen family and Ming Meiran were doing again, and he knew that Shen Yu cared most about these people.
Even He Zhichen——
Zong Chu understood a little bit.At first there was no trace of Shen Yu, Zong Chu searched almost all possible paths involved.
It was also because of intuition that even though he thought He Zhichen was extremely unpleasant at that time, he endured it and did nothing.
Mentioning this person, Zong Chu's face darkened a lot.
However, he still kept his voice low, as if Shen Yu would reply him and said: "Don't worry, he has lived a smooth life in this life, and with the Qu family, there will be no major problems in the future."
Zong Chu didn't want anyone to have anything to do with Shen Yu, but according to Shen Yu's character, He Zhichen had helped him a lot, so he would always remember him in his heart.
Of course Zong Chu would not watch this kind of thing happen with his own eyes, and the best way is to let Shen Yu know that he is not in debt to his minister.
Naturally, he should repay the debt of favor with Shen Yu.
Zong Chu gave the He family two "permissions".
This is even the beginning of decades of prosperity for a modest family, in order to repay He Zhichen's kindness towards Shen Yu in his previous life.
Zong Chu thought it was worth it.
He talked a lot, but Shen Yu didn't reply a word.
But after a short time, the young man buried his head on the side of the pillow deeper.
The man's deep eyebrows fixedly looked at the young man under the moonlight.
Two years of fear and madness vanished in that moment.
Just looking at Shen Yu like this, Zong Chu thought it was a sweet dream.
His expression became darker, the man half straightened his body, and slowly looked at the young man with half of his face buried in the pillow under the moonlight.
The temperature of the kang is not low, but the air is cold.
The young man's pale face was smothered with blood.
As if sensing the man's gaze, his long and narrow brows frowned slightly.
"I really dare not mess with you."
Zong Chu kept staring at him and moved away slightly, he said something in a low voice, and then gently pulled out the young man's face buried in the pillow.
Shen Yu was unconscious, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his pale fingers clenched the corner of the quilt tightly.
Zong Chu caught a glimpse of his movements and froze.
What are you afraid of?
he thinks,
I have given you my life in this life, what are you afraid of me doing?
"It's all you, it's all you, if it wasn't for you, your father wouldn't have left—"
"Brother, brother, don't cry, I'll give you candy." "Shen Guangguang, are you crazy!"
"Save me, save me!"
"You're fine."
Shen Yu's previous life was an unavoidable tragedy. Everyone abandoned him along the way, no matter those who had given him kindness or those who had never had kindness.
The boy with a cold face—all the way to the youth, watched all this with cold eyes.
He knew that at 23, it would all be over.
The world without him will not change in any way, and it will even become better without him as a poisonous weed.
Until the shuttle bullets and the ultimate impact sound rang through my mind.
The expression of the person who had transformed into a youth was blank for a second.
There is a person who is willing to trade his life for him.He died, and he couldn't survive at all.
Without any sanity, without any reason.
Just because he left, this world also lost any meaning of existence for that person in an instant.
Even if it is monstrous power and countless money.
What does he look like?
Shen Yu cautiously wanted to approach the exploding darkness, before his fingers touched, countless pictures flicked across.
Before his consciousness became dizzy, he vaguely heard "I'm sorry, I won't scare you again, okay?"
The man seemed to think of something, and gave a low laugh,
"Build you a golden nest—"
After a pause, the voice spread in a very low voice: "So, are you still willing to have me?"
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