sunflower blooming summer

Just like that, he was carried down the mountain, silent all the way.She didn't know what to say, what to say.Maybe, it's always been that way, because it's been refusing to say it—as he said it would be.But what is the use of speaking out?Nothing works.Father is like that, mother is like that, sister is like that...

Like this, like that, like that, like this...

A seemingly never-ending life.

Difficulty, quarrels, lack of progress, inability to blend in and understand each other's world outlook, values, and outlook on life.The most painful and entangled thing between people is not that they have different opinions, but that you desperately want the other person to accept your point of view, but the other person refuses to give up and desperately asks you to accept his point of view.

It's like a constant war that never gives up.

Xiao Mukui didn't know how to express her thoughts in words, because she was used to silence.I am too used to talking and being ignored by my family members, so that at the end of the talk, even I am tired of talking, and I just stop talking.

She didn't understand why they would never accept that she was obviously doing it for the good of her family.

It's frustrating to think about being disgusted by someone who is clearly well-intentioned.

"I..." She opened her mouth, but still didn't say anything.In fact, I am not familiar with Ninzuzu, but I feel that he seems to be very reliable. I subconsciously want to express my confusion and thoughts, but I am still trapped in an invisible circle and atmosphere, trying to break through and struggle.

Renzu hugged her and walked down the mountain road slowly, without urging her, just talking slowly by himself.

"Because of my father's job transfer, I have often moved from a very young age."

Xiao Mukui was a little surprised, and looked up at him.She couldn't understand why he suddenly said this to herself.Looking up from his arms, his chin looks a little sharp, and his skin is a healthy wheat color, and... wait, the lenses of the glasses seem to be flat... but no one wears them Are you wearing prescription glasses?

Unaware of her distraction, he continued: "...Maybe it's because of this, and it's not a boast, but I can get out of one environment more easily and faster than my peers, and then integrate into another new environment Li. When I said goodbye to my friends the first two times, I felt like the world was falling apart, and I was very reluctant, but I got used to it later. People are always there, coming and going. Now that technology is so advanced, you can send messages or call again at any time. It’s not difficult to make phone calls or meet via video. Thinking about it, it’s a good choice to take the Shinkansen to make an appointment for tea or go shopping on weekends.”

His voice is very pleasant, with a sense of elegance and calmness. The Kansai accent is mixed with a bit of the speaking style and tone used by Tokyo people, which is surprisingly harmonious.When listening to him speak, no matter how anxious my heart is, it seems that I can calm down for a while.

"If you think about it once in a while, everything in this world is a waste of money. Maybe a button is dropped here, and a bouquet of flowers is presented later."

... What kind of metaphor is this?Xiao Mukui wanted to laugh a little, tilted her head slightly, and hooked the corners of her mouth.

"So, Xiao Mu-sang must remember," Renzu said with a smile, "Behappy."

Behappy.

It is a very difficult thing to put together two simple words.

Most people are hard to satisfy, whether it is in one aspect or another, they always have desires and attachments that they cannot satisfy.No matter who it is, whether it's Keigo Atobe, the proud son of heaven, or Choko Hasegawa, who is arrogant and pungent, or Aoi, who is taciturn.In fact, everyone will have their own desires, things and status that they want, but not everyone can get it easily, and even many times, everyone has spent a lot of effort and effort, but they can't get it.

Is it a pity?it is a pity.

Not reconciled?Very unwilling.

But so what?

What has happened is what happened, and what is not available is still not available.

"People just like to pursue what they can't get, so they are always unsatisfied and unhappy." The corner of Renzu's mouth has an elegant and gentle smile, "In fact, take it easy, you will always meet Good luck."

After a long silence, she asked, "Maybe it's a little impolite... Ninzu-kun's glasses look a little strange."

He was startled, he didn't expect her to bring up this topic, he smiled gently and said, "Well, there is no degree." There is nothing to answer this kind of question, and it is not a secret.

"Why..." She hesitated and asked, "Wear glasses without prescription?" Actually, she wanted to ask: Why do such meaningless things.

Enduring a little silence and hesitation for a while, he pondered and didn't know how to answer her question.She was keenly aware of it, and hurriedly said, "I'm taking the liberty. If it's not convenient for you to answer, please don't answer me."

"No no...it's not a big answer." Renzu smiled helplessly and said, "When I was young, I played doctor games with my cousin, and I was forced to wear glasses, but I found out that he looks very handsome." After a pause, he coughed lightly, "Cough...it really doesn't sound like a good reason."

You have to admit that you intend to be handsome, this... Even you can't have such a thick skin.Renzu has the urge to touch his forehead.

"……puff."

Renzu made sure that he heard correctly, it seemed that the person in his arms laughed, and he looked down at the corner of her mouth curled up in a smile.

The students all climbed the mountain together, and the teachers and drivers didn't know where to go for a rest or a sightseeing date. They reluctantly carried Xiao Mukui to the school doctor's exclusive bus, put her on the seat, and found the medicine box to help her again. She did a relatively complete injury treatment.

"It shouldn't be a big problem." He packed up his things and put the medicine box back to its original place.

Xiao Mukui said earnestly: "I'm really bothering you, Renzu-kun, I'm bothering you."

"You don't need to thank me, I should thank you." Renzu smiled, "Climbing the mountain alone is quite boring." He sat beside her, took off his glasses and handed them to her, "...if If you're curious, you can take a look."

It turned out that he noticed that he was staring at his glasses curiously intentionally or unconsciously... Xiao Mukui was rather restrained and shy in her heart, and took the glasses in embarrassment: "Excuse me." It turned out to be a flat mirror.

She turned her head and returned the glasses to him: "Thank you..."

He just turned to look at her: "Huh?"

Although I don't care too much about this kind of thing, but if I want to deny the fact that Shinobu is handsome, there is no need to do so.Xiao Mukui's aesthetics are not unique, but quite in line with the popular trend, so she also thinks that Renzu is very handsome.I also thought just now that if he wears glasses just to look handsome, then I don't know what the effect will be if he takes them off.

"Ninzu-kun..." she called him softly.

He raised his eyebrows slightly: "Huh? What's the matter?"

"You still," she said with some difficulty after a pause, "...put on your glasses."

"..."

The boy's heart was silently broken.