I'm Edward Cullen, and I've been a vampire for nearly 90 years, and I'm stuck at 17 forever.

I love my current family, the wise and kind Carlisle, the gentle and amiable Esme, the persistent and stubborn Rosalie, the enthusiastic and humorous Emmett, the smart and lovely Alice and the faithful and reliable Gaspar.

My family cares about me, but I'm still alone.

I have the dark gift of mind reading, the ability to hear anyone's thoughts at any time, and while this ability has brought a lot of convenience to me and my family, it also makes me extremely upset and irritable at times.The ability to read minds and a long life have made me lose interest in everything, and life is like a pool of stagnant water.I think that my whole life will be boring and lonely.

The fact that my family is in pairs makes me more lonely, which makes them pay more attention to my emotional life. They hope that I can find a partner and that I will no longer be alone.But I really can't bear the approach of people outside my family, and their inconsistencies often annoy me.

Because of our unchanging appearance, we have to move every few years in order not to arouse the suspicion of humans.This time, we went back to Forks, where we lived for a while five or sixty years ago, and although there were werewolves there, the perennial sunless weather could mask our differences.

No matter where you are, school life is always the same, boys and girls who are jealous, courses you have learned countless times, and school life that is out of place, everything is still so boring and boring.

A year later, the calm was broken. From a certain day, I often felt emotional agitation, and there would be an unknown force surging in my body, which made me really want to do something.

My abnormality was quickly brought to the attention of my family, and Alice told me that I would find my destined mate.I saw a young girl's sleepy face in her mind, and my heart immediately started to stir, clamoring to find her!get her!

It is undeniable that at that moment I was excited and excited, but all kinds of inferiority and self-confidence followed. Can a zombie like me with a rotten heart still get his own happiness?

After hesitating for more than a month, the call that seemed to come from the soul became more and more clear, and my mood became more and more anxious. Emotionally, I wanted to run to where she was regardless of everything, but rationality and inferiority always blocking my steps.Finally, under Carlyle's persuasion, I went to China with them.I want to give myself a chance, a chance to pursue happiness.

After setting foot on the land of China, the power of guidance became stronger and stronger, and my impatience was finally relieved, replaced by a feeling of joy in my heart. This feeling is so wonderful, and all of this was brought to me by her.

In the process of rushing anxiously, I recalled her face over and over again, and my desire for her became stronger and stronger. Maybe it is true as Carlisle said, and I will no longer be alone.

After finally arriving at the tomb where she was, I almost trembled and lifted the coffin lid.

The moment I saw her peaceful and gentle sleeping face, it seemed that the lost other half finally reunited, and even my soul was trembling violently. The extreme joy almost made me shed tears, and the whole world became different in my eyes The darkness and loneliness of the past disappeared in an instant.

Different from her immature and delicate appearance, Laner's heart is extremely mature, probably because of her past experience, she is very defensive, and there is always an inescapable alienation and indifference in her eyes, which makes my heart ache and distressed.

Even knowing that she was my destined partner, Laner treated me no differently than anyone else, and I was very frustrated.So after returning to Forks, I seized every opportunity I could get along with her, and tried my best to show my best side in front of her. Alice and the others called me "a peacock with beautiful feathers to court" in their hearts.

I ignored their ridicule, I was seeking a mate, as long as I could make a good impression on Lan Er, it doesn't matter whether it's a peacock or a sparrow.

After getting along for a period of time, Laner finally opened her heart and integrated into our big family. Even though my mind-reading skills didn't work for her, I could see from her eyes that she yearned for the warmth of our family.Seeing Lan'er's change, everyone was secretly happy in their hearts.

Esme, Rosalie and Alice like Laner very much. They often devote themselves to dressing her up like a doll, or hugging and kissing her all the time. Take it under my wings and don't let anyone touch it at will.

I have seen the hearts of countless people or vampires. Even if I can't see Lan'er's thoughts, I have some understanding of her character.Lan'er is very defensive, doesn't trust others easily, and has some conservative characteristics of oriental girls in her personality. I can only soften her by getting along for a long time, and because of our special identities, I will be the man who is closest to her. It is also the best candidate for her future partner.

Everything went well, after my efforts, Laner finally got used to my existence.On that mountaintop, we confessed the past to each other, and Laner assured me that even if she still can't fall in love with me in the future, the person who stays with her will definitely be me.

I am extremely excited, and I will be the closest person to her in the days to come!I believe that one day I will get her love!Before she falls in love with me, I won't let any man who wants to get close to her!

I thought everything would go smoothly in the future, but I didn't expect the trouble to come so quickly.

The source of all this trouble is just an ordinary transfer student, Isabella Swan.

That woman has blood that is very attractive to vampires. Even I can't resist the temptation of this blood smell, let alone Lan'er who has not eaten for more than 200 years and has just stepped into the ranks of vegetarians.In addition, this woman is another person besides Lan'er who I can't see thinking, all this is really terrible!The unknown is dangerous, and Rosalie and I have the same hunch: this woman is going to get us in trouble.

We can't let Carlisle and Esme worry about us, so we have to endure this kind of torture painfully. Fortunately, Laner and I have each other by our side.

But during this period of time, a good thing finally happened, that is, Laner finally accepted me!Happiness came so fast that I couldn't believe it. I almost cheated and let Laner keep saying that to me.I've been in a contented bliss all afternoon, and I don't even bother with Emmett's mentally telling me I'm "smirking like a fool."

But what happened next poured cold water on my excited heart.That Isabella Swan was in a car accident, and Laner actually used her slender body to block the impact of the truck for her!

At that moment, my mind went blank. Although I knew that with the physique of a vampire, even if I was injured, I could recover quickly, and Lan Er was indeed not injured, but my body was almost covered in cold sweat, and my heart was filled with worry and fear. out of anger.

Hearing Lan'er's explanation and seeing her pitiful appearance that was about to cry, my heart immediately softened again. Lan'er went to save that woman regardless of the danger to prevent our identities from being exposed, so how could I blame her cruelly? !But that woman must stay far away from her!

Things don't always go as we expected. When we tried our best to avoid that woman, she came to our door by herself. Not only did she disturb our game, but she also declared that she knew our secret, and she even took the initiative to expose it in the third party. In front of an alien vampire!

What happened next made me want to kill that woman, Isabella Swan.

Obviously it was that woman who caused the trouble, but my Lan'er was hurt.The moment I saw Lan'er's body being torn apart by James, heart-piercing despair enveloped me.Trembling, she put her body together one by one, her heartache and hatred turned into a raging fire, clamoring to burn James to ashes.

After James' death, Victoria fled, and we knew she would come back with a vengeance.

Although there is a shadow of Victoria, we don't intend to let her affect our lives.During the holidays, Laner and I traveled to her homeland.

China is indeed big and rich, and we even found food there that vampires could taste, but the trip ended up being overshadowed.

Because she learned about her mother, Lan'er was extremely depressed, maybe even the depression was not enough to describe.Her state makes me very disturbed and anxious, especially now that Victoria is about to strike, I am afraid that I will lose her.

Even with worry, I never imagined that I would experience that level of despair and heartache again.One of the newborns created by Victoria has a dark talent for mental attack. Looking at Laner's distraught in the following days, I wish Victoria and the newborn were still alive, so that I could unscrew their heads over and over again. Shred them piece by piece.

Fortunately for me, Laner quickly came out of the state that made us extremely worried.I touched the ring in my pocket, which was prepared when I traveled to China, but I never had the courage to propose it to Laner.After this series of events, I can't wait any longer, I want to join her and form a deeper bond between us, to be together forever.

When Laner accepted, I felt like I got the whole world!

In the following time, I almost drowned in endless satisfaction and happiness.But trouble always seems to refuse to let us go - Laner is pregnant!

Panic, anger, resentment, uneasiness, regret, all these emotions were no match for Lan'er's plea, so I compromised.

But I secretly decided that if Lan'er leaves me in the end, then before I go with her, I will let the thing that hurt her be buried with her!

However, things are always unpredictable. I didn't expect that Lan'er had more than one in her stomach!

Seeing Lan'er's joy and expectation for them, watching them make Lan'er work so hard, and even make Lan'er lose her mind and attack me, I have a premonition: I will never like them.

Sure enough, those two little things had been fighting against me when they were still in their mother's womb, and they always competed for Lan'er's attention after they were born, disturbing our two-person world!

Later, many things happened, the two little devils were taken away by the Volturi, the conflict between us and the Volturi, the appearance of the mother-in-law who was thought to be dead, and the compromise of Aro... After a chaotic storm Everything finally calmed down.But in addition to the original fear, I added hostility to Ah Luo, because at that moment, he actually wanted Lan Er to leave me and have children with other vampires!At that moment, I almost wanted to rush forward and tear him apart, even if the cost was my life!Lan'er is mine, no one can take her away from me.

When I left the Volturi, I really wanted to keep the two little devils, anyway, their grandmother is also very reluctant to part with them, isn't it?But seeing Lan'er hugging them happily, I couldn't say anything, and I had a premonition that if I asked to keep them, the women of Karen's family would definitely drive me out of the house.

Many years later, those two little guys finally grew up and got married and had children. The two-person world I wanted with Lan'er still didn't come true, because we added a few more little devils to our family.

The author has something to say: Keke, Edward is a tragedy!The next chapter will be the story of the little princesses, so stay tuned!Finally, the new year is coming, please collect, comment, rate and flowers~~

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