Is it Wrong for Heartthrobs to Not Want to Be Loved [Quick Transmigration]

After half an hour, the rain gradually became smaller until it stopped dripping.She left, leaving the mountain with dampness and Yu Chenyin with coolness.He was trembling slightly, with a low amplitude, which was not obvious under the wet clothes.A tremor flashed across his arms and lingered down his spine.He lowered his head and wanted to rub his cheek against his arm, but the mask blocked the heat, and only the stiff texture of metal passed through.There is no softness and delicacy, only the bronze is as cold as ever.

From the corner of the eye, he saw that the bamboo hat on the horse's head was a little crooked, and after straightening it upright, Yu Chenyin said to Helian Huaiyu, "It's cold, can you light a fire to dry your clothes before leaving."

Helian Huaiyu stopped and looked around, seeing the rocks.Seeing that there was no place to rest, he took off the bamboo hat from the horse's head and threw it to Yao Gukui: "Help put it away." Then he got on the horse's back, grabbed the reins and let the horse gallop.

"It's not convenient to rest here, find a cave to regenerate the fire." Helian Huaiyu said calmly, as if he didn't feel the little medicine man leaning on his chest.No other body clings to him through the wet clothes.He really wanted to lie to himself.

He tightened the reins and flicked the whip, making the horse run very fast.Yu Chenyin had to hold onto his clothes tightly: "It's too fast."

The wind brushed against his ears, and Yu Chenyin's voice seemed to be born from the wind.The wind that engulfed the north and the south and flowed from the west to the east became quiet and affectionate in his ears, and he uttered a low sentence—too fast.

Not fast.If that's really fast, his body should be racing forward, leaving his heart alone by the side of the road.The body that has lost its emotions will not be as hot as it is at this moment.

Helian Huaiyu was a little timid because of his closeness to his hometown.There is no his hometown here at all, but the faint warmth of the body in his arms, connected through the fabric, makes him unstoppably timid.He could only flick the whip in his hand to make the horse run faster, and let the speed and gust of wind cover up the vague timidity at the moment.

He didn't realize he was falling.Maybe I realized it, but I just didn't want to figure it out and deliberately pretended to be confused.After all, it's good for everyone.

I don't know how long it will take, the sky will be dark.Helian Huaiyu saw a cave not far away where he could stay overnight.He pulled the horse to a stop, then jumped off impatiently, almost deliberately not looking at Yu Chenyin: "When we arrive, let's spend the night in the cave over there. Gu Kui, tie the horse here, take the cloth bag and go to the cave to rest for a while." Night."

Helian Huaiyu took off the burden and walked forward.Yao Gukui stopped him: "Where is the medicine man?"

"You tie it up and bring him here, I'll go check it out first."

Yao Gukui walked up to Yu Chenyin and blushed a little, "Well... do you need me to help you?"

Yu Chenyin shook his head and got off the horse by himself.

After Yao Gukui fastened Helian Huaiyu's black horse, he stood by at a loss, trying to find something to talk to the little medicine man, but he didn't know what to say.After struggling for a while, a sentence came out: "Hello, that... that, my name is Yao Gu Kui, Gu Zi of Gu, the burly Kui."

Yu Chen replied, "Hello." Then there was no more text.

Yao Gukui's face was flushed, and the two of them were speechless all the way. When they arrived at the cave entrance, they saw Helian Huaiyu cleaning up the stones.It turned out that the cave was blocked.A stone fell and almost hit Yu Chenyin's foot.

Helian Huaiyu threw away the hilt of his sword and rushed forward, knelt down and tentatively pressed Yu Chenyin's shoe, and heaved a sigh of relief seeing that he didn't cry out in pain.

Yu Chen frowned and took two steps back. Helian Huaiyu moved so fast that he didn't even react.

It takes a lot of time to clean up the cave, Helian Huaiyu looked at Yao Gukui: "It's dangerous here, take him to another place first, and light a fire."

"Okay!" Yao Gukui panicked when he returned too quickly, and hurriedly made amends, "It's really too dangerous, and the gravel is easy to hit people. I'll go find a flat ground now." He looked at Yu Chenyin, Yu Chen nodded indifferently.

After some tossing, it was dark.The night is as cold as wine.Quietly hid in the silence, only a thin layer.

The road at night is not easy to walk, Yu Chenyin just fell down, it's not serious, but it doesn't feel good.Therefore, he did not refuse Yao Gukui's kindness.

Yao Gukui walked among the mountains and forests with Yu Chenyin in his arms, the sound of the grass blades and soil under his feet was much clearer at night than during the day.I don't know what insect is calling, it seems to be very far away from them.

What Yu Chenyin looked up were tiny dots of stars. There were so many of them that he had the illusion that the stars on the sky were no longer stars from distant time and space, but just a handful of salt sprinkled in his hand. .

But salt has no light, but stars have light.The night is the mud in the sky, and the stars are duckweed without roots.There is no water, so they cannot move.

How many years have passed, how many ups and downs, generations of people have died and been born, and finally they are all turned into dust.The dynasties will change, and the world will change, but they are the only things that remain unchanged, hanging high forever, and staying out of things forever.They don't care about the joys and sorrows of human beings, and they don't even want to look down at the life and death of human beings.

No matter how much humans profess to love them, they cannot empathize.

And the only star that responds will fall from the sky.It was too late to stay in the world, and suddenly hit the land.The bright white light it burns in mid-air is the testimony of its response.

But when it fell to the ground, its body was torn apart and its light disappeared.People no longer miss it.They sighed very lightly, as if they were sympathetic, and couldn't bear to look more.

So they turned and forgot about it in an instant.

The death of a meteor will not be remembered.

Human beings raised their heads again, looking up at the unattainable stars in the sky.The distance created delusions, and they looked forward to the next encounter, and their expressions were so sincere.

Then another heart moved.

Yu Chen lowered his head and leaned against Yao Gukui's chest.Even though it was a cool night, the temperature on Yao Gukui's body was like a small red clay stove.There was no firewood, and it was his beating heart that gave Yu Chenyin the illusion of burning.

"Thank you." Yu Chenyin thanked him.

"No...no. I should." Yao Gukui's heart beat violently, and his arms began to tremble slightly.

Feeling the trembling of those arms, Yu Chen was a little puzzled: "Are you afraid of me?"

"No... not."

Yu Chenyin was noncommittal: "Find a place to put me down. Make a fire."

Yao Gukui quickened his pace, found a flat ground, knelt down and rubbed it carefully, making sure there were no sharp gravels that could hurt people.When he squatted down, Yu Chenyin, who was holding him, slipped onto his lap, his hands hung around his neck, and his feet had already touched the ground.He was so close to him that Yao Gukui could feel his shallow breathing.

Mo Shu's hand grabbed a handful of weeds, and Yao Gukui tried his best not to think about other things.He should let him down.The soil here is soft and there is no gravel, which will not hurt his skin or make him bleed and suffer.But his breath was so close, like a red-hot iron, it had scorched his flesh.Yao Gukui felt that he had been branded and lost ownership.

After becoming a slave, he was even more inseparable from him.His skin is a bit cool, like spring water, and his breath has the fragrance of distant forests, like the vegetation after rain and snow, which has a quiet and seductive charm.Yao Gukui wanted to get closer, even closer, so close that he could touch the rain, touch the snow, and taste the spring water.

Yao Gukui, who understood that this was wrong and impossible, tried his best to silently recite the Yao family, the Yao family, the Yao family...

He put Yu Chenyin firmly on the ground: "Sit down for a while, I'll go and chop some firewood."

Yu Chenyin grabbed the corner of his clothes: "Remember quickly."

Yao Gukui replied "Yes", but he lowered his head and dared not look at him.

Yu Chenyin let go of his hand, letting Yao Gukui run away as if fleeing.

That posture is definitely not chic, but it is not enough to be embarrassed.Between reason and indulgence, entangled to escape.

Yao Gukui hid behind the mound and was sure that Yu Chen could not see him at all, so he squatted down suddenly, then sat down and lay down wearily.The moon is too faint tonight, too faint to see clearly.Only the stars all over the sky, the sense of existence is too strong for Yao Gukui to ignore.

He didn't understand why he cared so much. He cared all the way, and he was almost unable to restrain himself.Xiaoyaoren is not liked as a human being, but is farther and higher, just like the stars in front of him.Because it was too far away and too impossible, even this liking became ridiculous and superficial.And he had to restrain himself, not to show half.

It's time for him to get up, the night is too late, the little medicine man will be scared.He had to chop firewood, drill wood for fire, and make a campfire.He wants the flame to warm him.To gaze at him through the red flame.

Remember it firmly, and then forget it.Send him to the capital, and never see him again.

Thousands of miles from south to north, he is not a migratory bird, so he has no return date.

The fire was crackling and rattling, and because of the rain, the firewood was burning black and smoky.Through the black smoke, Yao Gukui could not see Yu Chenyin's expression.Sitting opposite him, he could only see his figure clearly, like a lonely gray shadow.

It seems to be melting into the night.

Yao Gukui stood up, walked to the opposite side, wiped Yu Chenyin and sat down.

From the corner of his eye, he could only see Yu Chenyin's hanging hand, which was illuminated by the fireworks into solidified honey: "Are you okay? Do you want to sleep."

"No. I'm not sleepy."

"You don't seem very happy."

Yu Chen turned his head sideways and looked at Yao Gukui: "Unhappy, why are you unhappy?"

"I...I feel it. Is there anything I can do to help?" Maybe it was because the fireworks were too hot, Yao Gukui became straightforward, without concealment, or maybe it was because of the night, hiding in the darkness, people are about to Much bolder.

"Yes." Perhaps seeing that his courtship was too reckless and not tactful enough, Yu Chenyin felt a little teasing interest.He grabbed the clothes on Yao Gukui's chest, and pulled the burly man closer, "Bring back my monster."

It was too close, so close that Yao Gukui could clearly see his long eyelashes and the reflection in his pupils.Looking at Yao Gukui's stunned appearance, Yu Chenyin snorted lightly, and stroked his side cheek: "Hey, I'm back to my senses."

Yao Gukui took a sudden step back, and Yu Chenyin, who was grabbing his clothes, threw himself into his arms.

"What are you doing? Reckless." Yu Chen was slightly annoyed, let go of his hands and sat up straight.

Two blushes appeared on Yao Gukui's handsome and brave face, and his completely incongruous embarrassment made people feel itchy to play tricks on him.

"Why are you blushing?"

Yao Gukui immediately lowered his head when he heard the words, as if he felt ashamed and wanted to dig a hole.Yu Chenyin became a little interested, and tilted his head to look at him from below. Yao Gukui raised his head immediately after being startled, and Yu Chenyin followed suit, just to make him have no place to hide.

Yao Gukui fell backwards, and Yu Chenyin climbed onto him: "Why are you hiding from me? I'm so scary?"

"No, it's not. It's just me, me, me..."

"I hesitated for a long time and couldn't tell why, Brother Gu Kui, did the black smoke smoke your throat?" Yu Chenyin leaned closer to his neck, "Let me see where you got hurt."

"No, no, no, no, I... I'm fine."

"Prove it to me if it's okay. Don't hesitate, my ears hurt. If you don't think about yourself, you have to think about me. Pity my ears. I'm going to be tormented by your stuttering here. .”

Yao Gukui didn't say anything this time, and he didn't say anything, so he closed his eyes and kept silent, making a good bed, and begged Xiaoyaoren to let him go as soon as he lost his interest.

"Oh, are you afraid of me? Could it be that I'm really a scourge, I'm going to kill you at a glance, turn your bones into ashes, and make you degenerate into an animal in the next life, and you can't even be a human being. Hey, it's really sad."

"No, it's not." Yao Gukui suddenly opened his eyes, "No."

"No, it's not, just say it once."

"Okay. You are not, you are very good, I am too mean. I am not good."

Yao Gukui spoke very seriously, the fireworks illuminated half of his face, but it was not as bright as the light in his eyes: "I mean it. You are a medicine man, a sacred object cultivated by my family from generation to generation. Then Years passed and never succeeded. Only you were born, you are a miracle. You are not a plant, nor a herb, nor a human, nor a fairy, you are unique, there will be no second you in this world, you are unique So much so that people are jealous, this jealousy is like desire, people can't tell whether it's love or hate.

"That's why Huaiyu didn't dare to look at you. That's why he wanted to cover your face and block your lips. But in fact, he was just afraid of you. He was afraid that you would ruin his sanity and his pride. With the lessons learned from the past, he had to Defend.

"I'm also despicable enough, I can't say that I don't have the slightest selfishness. You fell down, but I was happy to hug you. Xiaoyaoren, do you know that you have become a symbol in front of unconscious people, a symbol of desire , synonymous with love and hate.

"You are no longer yourself, you have become an illusion, an unattainable illusion. So people worry about gain and loss, and they are in constant fear.

"You start to equate with power and compete with reason. What the hell are you? I don't know anymore, I just have to admit that I care about you.

"You actually understand it in your heart. That's why you are so unscrupulous, so flamboyant and even arrogant.

"But you are so beautiful even when you are arrogant. No, you are not arrogant. For you, everything is easy, isn't it?

"Little Yaoman, why are you still unhappy?"

Yu Chen stared at Yao Gukui, the redness on his face faded, but the light in his eyes became brighter.Yu Chenyin moved his eyes to the lips that talked too much, and smiled faintly: "You seem to be drunk. This night is as cold as wine, but it is not real wine after all. Why are you so drunk? Talking nonsense, without a break."

"Maybe I'm drunk. You're so close to me, my thoughts can't function, the old ways of the world are all left behind, I don't even have shame, and my self-esteem recedes faster. Only instinct drives me, and nature makes me say So many words. I'm drunk, drunk enough to mess up."

Yu Chenyin kept supporting himself with his hands to avoid hitting Yao Gukui directly. After talking for so long, he couldn't help being soft-handed. He smiled slightly and was about to back away, but was caught by Helian Huaiyu who came up.

"What are you doing?!"