Is it Wrong for Heartthrobs to Not Want to Be Loved [Quick Transmigration]

Should feel disgusting and cruel, should be uncomfortable and should vomit, should be condemned as a bystander, instead of being pulled into his world by such a person stained with blood and brains.

Yu Chenyin subconsciously stepped forward and stared at Wei Xuan.

He found that Wei Xuan was not a dead dog, not a bug, neither cheap nor embarrassing.He drank blood in the filth and darkness, carried a dead body by the slop trough in the haystack, degenerated into a beast, and became a minion, but his eyes could not be changed like stone carvings, and he could only look at himself.

Yu Chenyin had the illusion that he was his ghost, the prey in his mouth.He devoured another person, but he was thinking about himself.

The wooden railings of the stables are rotting, the slate floor underfoot is cracked, the flies are still buzzing, and there is no boundary line between the rotten red and the drunk blue of the sky.

Wei Xuan's eyes made Yu Chenyin feel pain, he had the illusion that he was being possessed and swallowed, from the outside of the body to the inside of the body, from the body to the soul——

He refused to let him go.

Obviously it can only be pain, Yu Chenyin suddenly looked away, why is it emotional.

Why not tremble with fear.Why do you admit defeat under such eyes.

Yu Chenyin turned around, ignored Zhao Huang's side, and left.

Zhao Huang didn't care about other things, chased him out, and asked if he was frightened.

scared?

Yes, he was terrified.Yu Chenyin nodded, trembling slightly in a panic and bewildered.

Zhao Huang hugged him and comforted him: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here."

Yu Chenyin leaned against his arms, his head drooping like a lily of the valley: "I don't want to stay here anymore."

"Okay, let's not be here anymore." Zhao Huang touched the back of his head and slid it to his neck and back, his black hair was as smooth as water and cool as a spring, "Poor, you must be frightened."

Yu Chen was panting lowly, Wei Xuan's eyes were like spider webs, entangled him even after he left, and couldn't get rid of it in his mind.Leaning in Zhao Huang's arms, he said softly, "Let's go, let's go now."

Zhao Huang left with Yu Chenyin in his arms. After walking more than ten steps, he hugged Yu Chenyin horizontally: "Poor thing, I can't even walk. After I go back, drink some wine to warm me up, and I won't be afraid soon. Huh?"

Yu Chenyin closed his eyes, his mind was in a turmoil. Hearing Zhao Huang's suggestion, he gave a low "hmm".

Back in the room, Zhao Huang ordered people to serve wine.

The servants brought wine and some small dishes.Zhao Huang picked up a peanut to feed him, he was in a trance, and subconsciously opened his mouth, allowing Zhao Huang's finger to poke it in.The rough and hot fingers hit his lower teeth and wanted to poke in. Yu Chenyin suddenly recovered and fell back, unable to sit still.

Zhao Huang grabbed him and pulled him into his arms.His buttocks were sitting on Zhao Huang's lap, and Yu Chenyin wanted to stand up as if he was scorching hot, but Zhao Huang couldn't help it: "Why are you in a panic."

Zhao Huang hugged his waist, not letting him move: "It's okay, don't be afraid, just drink some wine."

Zhao Huang poured a glass and handed it to his mouth, Yu Chenyin looked at the liquid in the wine cup, how long had he not had a drink.

Yu Chenyin refused Zhao Huang's feed, took it and drank it himself, and drank it all, Zhao Huang poured him another cup.

Yu Chenyin started to feel dizzy, Zhao Huang's hand rested on his outer garment, rubbed it, and slid down the golden thread.

After drinking another cup, Zhao Huang's hand untied his coat, touched his coat, and pinched his waist.

Then he poured Yu Chenyin another glass of wine.

Yu Chenyin realized something was wrong, and pushed away the wine cup brought to his lips: "You...you can't do this."

Zhao Huang threw the wine cup onto the desk, lowered his head, and pressed it close to his face.

Yu Chenyin pushed it away: "No, you can't."

"Brother, you don't know how cute you are in my arms just now. Don't be afraid, it won't hurt."

Yu Chenyin was mostly drunk, and grabbed Zhao Huang's clothes: "General, you forgot what you promised me."

"You won't let me touch it, and you won't let me touch it. I can only watch and watch, buddy. It's true to have fun while you can."

Yu Chenyin's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and his eyes became moist. He pressed Zhao Huang's hand, and begged, "But General, I'm afraid, don't, don't be like this."

"I don't want to wait any longer." Zhao Huang restrained Yu Chenyin's struggle, "Don't tell me to wait any longer."

Yu Chenyin couldn't resist, so he could only sob: "Zhao Huang, you want me to die. You, you have no good intentions. I was afraid at first, and you made me drink for the sake of your beastly desire. I still To be a general is to take pity on me. I have only come out of the tiger's mouth and into the wolf's den, so do whatever you want. I will crash and die here tomorrow, so as not to be bullied by you every day in the future."

Zhao Huang lifted his chin and frowned tightly: "Every time you are so disappointed, bro, are you really so icy and icy, you can't stand the attack of desire? I'm going to burn here, just ask you to I am a bit of jade dew, but you just hit the head with ice, frost, snow and hail, insisting on making my heart cold."

Yu Chenyin had tears in the corners of his eyes: "It's clear that the general beat me up, and if I can't do what I promised, I should be blamed."

Zhao Huang wiped his tears with his index finger, and poked them into his mouth again: "Try, are your tears pearls or poisonous wine?"

Yu Chenyin pressed his tongue against his index finger, then turned his head away, coughed twice, and Zhao Huang's fingers slipped out of his lips.

"The general didn't want to marry me. He clearly treated me as a prostitute. He tricked me into being sincere, but once he was deceived, he discarded it like a shoe. If you want to do it, do it. A love made me recognize the general. It's worth it."

Zhao Huang paused: "What are you talking about. Are you sincere to me?"

Yu Chenyin didn't want to say any more, sobbing and crying.

"Your tears are like poisonous wine. Every time I have to retreat, I retreat again and again." Zhao Huang held Yu Chenyin's face in his hands and wiped away the tears, "Brother, you are so cruel, you always tease me , but refused to give me a good time, just told me to wait, endure, how long am I going to endure, I'm about to burn, can't you feel it."

Zhao Huang grabbed Yu Chenyin's hand and put it on his chest: "You stirred up the fire, but you refused to take responsibility and extinguished it. It only made my heart burst into flames, making me dizzy and anxious. My brother , you really think your tears are so effective, but I care a little about you, and I still care about your wishes."

Yu Chenyin's eyes were wet and he stared at Zhao Huang: "General, if you understand me, you will understand that I don't want to have fun with the general right now, all because I realize I'm in love with you. Zhao Huang, do you understand? If you don't want to take me after you give me a title, I... I really don't have the face to love you. I will only feel that I am a slave in your eyes, so low that I will be scolded and degraded if I look at you .”

Yu Chenyin bit his lower lip to keep himself from crying, but he couldn't do it: "Everyone said I was a burden since I was a child, and when I was a little older, they also said that I was cold and reserved on the surface, but I was secretly No matter where I am, no one will respect me, I can be the object of their lust, the master who secretly insults, the slave in the dream, but I can't be an upright person. "

Yu Chenyin choked up, and bit his knuckles: "I was wrong, and I expected the general to be different. I was wrong, maybe I am a whore in everyone's eyes, anyone can step on me , anyone can bully me. Even the general refuses to show mercy, so what face do I have to continue living in this world."

Yu Chenyin made a gesture to bump into the corner of the table, but Zhao Huang stopped him anxiously and held him tightly in his arms: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I was impulsive just now. I won't do anything to my brother, no one can look down on you You. Who dares to talk behind his back, I pulled out his tongue and even his eyes to feed the dog."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it was my fault, and I won't be like this in the future." Zhao Huang held his face in his hands, "Hey, don't be afraid, don't cry, my heart is about to break."

Yu Chenyin rubbed Zhao Huang's rough hand lightly on the side of his cheek, and tears flowed down the corner of his eyes into his palm: "Zhao Huang, you really scared me. I'm so scared. I'm afraid you're really going to bully me, regardless of me I'm going to crush me into the dust and be trampled on. Zhao Huang, I'm afraid."

Zhao Huang wished to stuff him into his body, anxiously comforted him: "Don't be afraid, I was wrong, I was impulsive, I... There will be no next time. Brother, brother, don't be afraid, just open your eyes and see See, no one can bully you."

Yu Chenyin opened his tear-wet eyelashes, hugged Zhao Huang back, and choked out, "General...you will protect me, right. You will be the father of my child in the future, and you will love and respect me." I, I will be your wife, not your whore, right?"

The choked and sobbing sounds made Zhao Huang feel distressed: "Yes, my brother is the wife of my famous family and the mother of my child. No one can bully my brother, including me."

Yu Chenyin was so choked up that he couldn't speak anymore, Zhao Huang patted him on the back to help him calm down: "Hey, don't cry, don't be angry, take a deep breath with me, come—"

Yu Chenyin obediently exhaled, inhaled and exhaled, and slowly recovered.

His eyelashes were wet and he couldn't move, Zhao Huang comforted him: "Sleep, sleep, just sleep."

He said in a low and pitiful voice: "But I didn't wash, it's so dirty."

Zhao Huang was distressed and funny: "Hey, go to sleep, just sleep, I'll wipe your face."

"Will you touch me secretly?"

Zhao Huang sighed: "Don't dare, go to sleep. I won't do that."

Yu Chenyin fell asleep uneasy.

Zhao Huang carried him to the bed, fetched hot water to wipe his face and feet meticulously, and after all this was over, Zhao Huang sat down on the side of the bed, drinking pot after pot of wine.

The moon is round and big tonight, Zhao Huang did have a moment of greedy thoughts, but it soon stopped in Yu Chenyin's tears.

He doesn't fully understand his brother's thoughts. In troubled times, there is no tomorrow, no prince, general, and beauty will not touch him, and he will marry a wife before the bridal chamber.It is a joke to spread it out.Even my brother's mother followed a lot of people, why did my brother value his status so much.

Does brother really want fame, or does he really not want to be with him?

Zhao Huang couldn't figure it out. For a moment, he felt that his brother really fell in love with him, and maybe there was some affection if he didn't; Is it really Zhao Huang who thinks too much?

Zhao Huang didn't want to think about it anymore, he drank all the wine and wanted to call his servants to go again, but he was worried that he would wake Yu Chenyin, so he just let it go.After tidying up the wine jug, after washing himself, he returned to the bed and hugged his brother.His body has always been slightly cooler than ordinary people, and it didn't improve after drinking so many tonics. Zhao Huang grabbed his hand and put it on his chest to warm it.

Poor brother, what can he think.He can't lift his hands on his shoulders or carry it. If no one protects him, anyone can bully him.In this chaotic world, I'm afraid brother's mind is nothing more than seeking a peaceful place to live a clean life.

Since my brother doesn't want to be in love now, that's all. Although Zhao Huang is full of blood, he endured unbearably, but he has endured so many injuries on the battlefield. Why can't he endure his desire for the sake of the one he loves? fire.

Zhao Huang rubbed Yu Chenyin's cold hand, seeing that it couldn't warm up, he put it to his mouth and took a few breaths, and finally couldn't hold back a few kisses.

This is for keeping warm, probably not counted as touching, Zhao Huang thought.

He kissed his elder brother's hand, like kissing a spring that cannot be held.

Besides swallowing, can it really be kept?

Another part of the City Lord's Mansion.

Wei Xuan in the stable was still awake.

He looked at the moon, the full fifteen nights.

What is Brother Yu doing now, why is he being suppressed by that Zhao Huang?

He can tolerate the fall of Qicheng, and brother Yu has no choice but to lose his body.He could tolerate Brother Yu panting and moaning under others.

Because it was Wei Xuan's fault.He, Wei Xuan, caused all this, so why should he blame Brother Yu.

But he absolutely couldn't bear that brother Yu was pregnant with other people's children.If he was indeed pregnant—

Wei Xuan was stunned.

He won't let that child be born.Abortion pills and Luozitang are all good, if Brother Yu doesn't drink, he will drink it.

If he couldn't get rid of it, and if it was born, he would definitely strangle the child to death.

Apart from his blood in this world, Brother Yu doesn't need and can't——bring the flesh and blood of a second person.

It doesn't matter if Brother Yu got dirty, Wei Xuan thought, just wash it off with that person's blood.

But the child that came out of Yu Chenyin's stomach could only be his Wei Xuan's child.

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