Is it Wrong for Heartthrobs to Not Want to Be Loved [Quick Transmigration]

"Who do you think you are? A monster dug out from the deep mountains, a medicine man dug out by myself, a bastard who doesn't drink or eat. I brought you here, I gave you clothes to wear, and You are covering up the facts. Is this how you repay me?" Lai Xu grabbed his collar, the redness on his face spread to his neck, "For you not to marry a wife and have children, I wait patiently for you to speak, I move out of the lively city Ji, I will take you to hide in this deserted mountain. I hunt every day to support myself, you don’t need to eat or drink, so you still look noble in this dilapidated and uninhabited place?

"You are a heartless bastard, a alien, a monster! Do you still remember that you couldn't walk at the beginning, did I carry you all the way out of the mountains? That's how you repay me? Don't you want me to be my wife? Do, toast, don’t eat and eat fine wine, you’re a scumbag! Still want to run? Where do you think you can go? Hmm? You a monster left and I want to live in this world? I dug you out of the ground Ah, how could you forget? How could you forget!"

Lai Xu grabbed his neck with one hand, caressed his face with the other, and stared at him so madly that his eyes melted: "How can you forget? How much I want to get along with you, and I have treated you tenderly. Did I stop you when you wanted to go out? Did I hit you if you ignored me? I quietly waited for you to speak to me, and I quietly restrained myself to persuade myself not to be rough on you. I persuaded myself to do the same Man, you understand human feelings, you are not a cold-blooded monster. I persuade myself to treat you as an equal, I advise myself to be restrained, temperate, patiently waiting, and silently giving. I am humbler than a dog, but you are more humble God is noble!

"Ha. I thought about it carefully. You are just a medicine man. If you are not of my race, your heart must be different. I still want to treat you and pursue you in a human way. I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong! I should have put you on a leash! I should have taught you, tamed you, made you my slave! You monster can't understand human feelings, you deserved livestock Ordinary treatment!"

Lai Xu tightened his grip on his neck, but he still remained silent and watched coldly.He seemed to be looking at a crazy dog, salivating all over the floor and growling, so clean.His hands and feet were bound and he couldn't resist, so he watched coldly, watching a wild dog roaring madly in front of him, watching a wild dog show its supreme majesty with sharp teeth and claws.

Lai Xu still kept venting: "It's not too late, ha, it's not too late. I caught you, you can't run away. But don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, I don't expect too much Your love is gone, as long as you obey me, you will never leave me." Lai Xu let go of his hand and took him into his arms.He stroked his smooth long hair with very light force, as if showing gentleness, "Xiaoyin, are you afraid? Why don't you tremble, tremble, resist, or struggle, you scold me, you speak! Are you afraid? Or do you simply not care?

"You don't care? Ha, I know you don't. How I want to treat you as hard as I say, how I want you to be a total slave. How I wish you were my monster, my bitch, My slave, everything I can have. How I wish I could see your smile every morning, how I wish I could go home at sunset and hear you say: Ash, are you back? I hope you submit, I hope you bow down Come to see me, I don't need you to kneel in the dust to flatter me, I just want you to sit by my side and gossip with me. You can talk about what you did in the morning, whether you are happy, whether you miss me; you can also say that you are at home at noon The dog has started rambunctious again, and you tried to sleep but didn't get any sleep; if you don't want to say anything, it's all right, I can say it.

"I will tell you what kind of wild beast I encountered while hunting. I almost lost my life when I met a wild boar. I hunted a deer and wanted to sell it for money to buy you some new clothes. I ran away when I met a tiger. I was not afraid of death, but I am afraid that you will be abducted by others when I die. I can talk a lot, as long as you are willing to listen, as long as you don’t dislike it, I can talk from early morning to midnight, I can talk until I can’t speak, I can talk until I become dumb. As long as you are happy, as long as you want, I can do anything."

Lai Xu kissed his cheek, and the tears rolled down.The redness subsided, and the tears looked funny and pitiful on that mad face just now.The hunter's heroic face became extremely ridiculous as he talked to himself.He didn't notice it, and thought he was gentle: "Xiao Yin, but you don't want to, you don't care. I'm tired, I can't be hard-hearted to hurt you, and I can't soften my heart to let you go. Let's leave this place together. Let’s go to the world, Xiaoyin. If you go around the underworld, maybe I will forget you.”

Lai Xu took out the poisoned wine from his bosom, and wanted to pour Yu Chenyin to drink first, but his heart ached, so he drank half of it by himself first.It hurts, it hurts. "Xiaoyin, it's been two years, and today is the happiest day for me. Don't be afraid, if there are evil spirits in the underworld, I will protect you. Don't be afraid, it will only hurt a little, and then we can be together forever Together."

Lai Xu smiled, he raised his wine cup and approached Yu Chenyin: "I shouldn't have scolded you like that just now, I apologize to you, Xiaoyin. I'm just afraid, afraid that you have no openings, and don't let me sneak in through the gaps Your heart, don't let me get to know you sincerely. I scold you, just to make you angry, to make you angry, to make you understand me. I didn't hit you, did I? I love you, love You can’t deny my love for you even if you drink the poisoned wine yourself. I’ll never forget you even if I’ve been in the underworld. Xiaoyin, Xiaoyin...I love you with my life, you’re happy If you are happy, just talk to me, okay?"

Yu Chenyin still didn't say a word, and even closed his eyes.

"It turns out that you really don't care." Lai Xu laughed at himself, "It's okay, it's okay." He raised his hand, trying to forcefully pour Yu Chenyin poisonous wine, but he drank too much and talked too much. The wine took effect too quickly, his hands were trembling, trembling, Yu Chenyin tilted his head, and he didn't have the strength to turn it over to feed.

He struggled for a while, but the wine cup fell off and the grass was wet with the wine.

Rash is dead.

There was a rustling sound as the breeze blew by.

Blow away the smell of alcohol.

Yu Chenyin opened his eyes and saw a crimson sunset.The vegetation is swaying, and the red clouds are floating.Even though Lai Xu's body was at his feet, it didn't affect Yu Chenyin's appreciation of the sunset.

After coming to this world for two years, when he was ignorant, he was dug out of the soil by Lai Xu, his consciousness sometimes disappears, and he feels groggy every day.He couldn't go to the palace like this to get the imperial seal.

When Yu Chenyin's consciousness was flowing, the book of destiny opened in his mind - in this world, he is a medicine man, and he is said to be a medicine man, but he is more like a spirit grown from herbs.Its blood is dark green, and if a living person drinks it, it will have miraculous effects, and it can even save people from dying, but the side effects are extremely serious, causing madness and hallucinations.If a newly dead person drinks it, he will turn into a monster, a monster without sanity.

Yu Chenyin took a look at the destiny deduced from the book of destiny, but he didn't intend to obey the established destiny.

On the night of his death, the soul left the body.From the sky, he saw his eldest brother's cruise ship staying in that sea area.After the accompanying doctor diagnosed him as dead, the eldest brother collapsed suddenly, and half knelt on the deck holding his body.

Wei Yanshan didn't let anyone approach him. He hugged Yu Chenyin's body and whispered to his ear: "Xiaoyin, Xiaoyin, I know you're tired, but can you talk to me? Big brother talked. Big brother was scared, big brother—” Wei Yanshan choked up so much that he couldn’t continue, he slapped himself—making a mournful look, bad luck or bad luck.

Wei Yanshan pulled the corners of his mouth desperately, and smiled, laugh for me, Xiao Yin is still beside him, so he can't be frightened.

He kept babbling and babbling at the corpse. Could it be that he thought that as long as he kept talking, the person in his arms would not be dead?

The doctor wanted to pull him away, so he fired directly, firing eleven rounds into the sky, and the last shot was aimed at the doctor.

The doctor withdrew, pulling away other people on the deck: "Leave Yanshan alone."

Wei Yanshan remained silent for several days and nights.The summer is very hot, and the corpses decompose quickly.He hugged the rotting corpse to watch the sunset, he talked for several days but the water was not exhausted, he couldn't speak anymore.

He held Yu Chen in his arms and watched the sunset quietly.He didn't speak anymore, he came to his senses, he understood that he had lost Xiao Yin forever.

Wei Yanshan passed out before dawn.The doctor rushed to the deck to separate Wei Yanshan and Yu Chenyin.They carried Wei Yanshan to the emergency room, and when Wei Yanshan regained consciousness, Yu Chenyin had already turned into a jar of ashes.

The doctor who was no longer young was pressed to kneel in front of Wei Yanshan: "I am the master. Kill or cut as you like."

Wei Yanshan did not punish him.He helped the old doctor up: "You have been taking care of Xiaoyin, I believe your heartache will not be much less than mine. Xiaoyin will not want you to have an accident. Uncle Wang, you go back to the old house. My reason tells me , I should thank you. But now I..." Wei Yanshan twitched the corner of his mouth and didn't continue.

He turned around and waved his hand.The sun couldn't see his face, and he could only see him step by step into the shadows.

It was as if he had—suddenly aged.The white hair is half mixed, gray in the darkness.

Yu Chenyin's soul was scattered, and he couldn't rush to his elder brother to talk to him.Is this death?He knew that he was about to dissipate and no longer belong to this world.

Looking back on this short period of twenty years, my parents died early, and I was suffering from illness, spending most of my time in the hospital bed.The people I met were very few; the scenery I saw was nothing more than needles and bottles; wherever I went, there was only one bed.

Is this his whole life?

But suddenly, something entangled his soul.The vines strangled him.

He should feel pain, but he doesn't feel it.

The vine circled in front of him, it turned out to be a faint blue epiphyllum.

"I want to live, can you help me?"

"I reject."

Unexpectedly, the epiphyllum actually cried.Only then did Yu Chenyin realize that the voice just now was too immature, like a three or four year old girl.Epiphyllum's tears fell like dew, and she cried very sadly.

"I recognize you as my brother, no, I recognize you as my father, I want to live, can you help me? I am bound to your soul, and I will be destroyed from then on."

"I'm dying, it's meaningless to you."

"No! It was the book of destiny that guided me to find you. Only you can drive the book of destiny. Bind to me, and from now on you can transcend reincarnation and travel through the world. We can become gods together. Don't you want to go to other worlds to see?"

Epiphyllum rubbed against his cheek, and tears rolled down his neck: "It's too late, and I'm about to perish too. It's said that human beings care about their cubs, but why are you so hard-hearted? To save me is to save yourself. I Becoming a god means you becoming a god."

"I have no intention to become a god. You can find someone else."

Epiphyllum stood up and stared straight at him. She was very angry at first, but she couldn't help crying when she thought of what happened to her: "The God Realm has been destroyed, all the gods have dissipated, and I'm about to die too. I'm still so young , I could have cultivated into shape soon. I really don't want to die, I want to live ah woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo

Epiphyllum wailed, and her tears splashed on his face.Somehow, Yu Chenyin thought of himself when he was young.What kind of mood did mother take the pills at that time?The pills were so bitter, but my mother ate half of the bottle.Why did the eldest brother save him?

Someone once joked that the two idioms of raising a tiger for trouble and admitting a thief as a father are not suitable for him and his elder brother.Because he is clearly a sick cat, and the eldest brother is not his father, people who know a little bit think that he is a thief and a brother, but that person joked that he is a thief and a lover.

Epiphyllum's cry brought back Yu Chenyin's distracted thoughts.

"Okay, I promise you." The mother clearly could live without him, but the mother didn't.Eldest brother could also kill him, but neither did elder brother.

"Eh? Really? Really! Really?"

"Well, really."

Epiphyllum didn't know why the person in front of her changed her mind, because she was crying?Is it really out of sympathy for the cubs?Her cry of "Daddy" made him care for the cub?

Epiphyllum didn't quite understand, so she didn't want to.Soul binding requires the willingness of both parties, and she cannot force it.Only the person in front of him can use the Book of Destiny to get the longevity mud to replenish his divine power.That being the case, then——

"Daddy, Daddy, I'm bound!"

Daddy?Before he was married, he had a daughter first.But—it’s also pretty good.

Epiphyllum wrapped around his soul, sprouted from the back of his soul, wrapped around his neck, and spread to the top of his head.

"My soul can't hold on anymore, Daddy. You must remember what I said next. I am an epiphyllum in the God Realm. I was going to cultivate a human form. But the God Realm collapsed, and all the gods dissipated. I This epiphyllum is no exception. Father God once poured half of his divine power into the sea of ​​longevity, and the divine power merged with the longevity mud on the seabed to create countless new gods. The gods collapsed, and the remaining longevity mud flowed into the small world and became many things. Exotic flowers and herbs, treasures handed down from ancient times, misty luck, and even human souls are not deterministic.

"Daddy, you must let the person who holds the longevity mud give you something willingly. The book of destiny I brought from the land of gods cannot absorb the robbed longevity mud. After getting the mud of longevity, the book of destiny will absorb half of the divine power for use." It is used to travel through the world and deduce fate. The remaining half will be provided to the person who drove him. After my father’s soul is bound, this divine power can also be provided to me. Daddy, I will take you to become a god together, I swear .

"Dad, remember, the Book of Destiny will guide you to the location of the things made from the clay of longevity, and it can also deduce the established destiny of the people around you. But fate can be changed, and the Book of Destiny cannot be trusted. Everything is flowing, so be careful .

"Father, the divine power in the Book of Destiny is insufficient. If I can't get the longevity clay to absorb the divine power this time, I will die, and you, Daddy, will truly perish in that world. My soul can't support me anymore, and I'm going to sleep. Goodbye, Daddy. be careful……"

Yu Chenyin withdrew his thoughts and looked to the north.The longevity clay of this world has turned into a jade seal of the Chuanguo, in the palace with layers of high walls.

He has to go north.

Yu Chenyin lowered his head, looking at the corpse at his feet, hesitant.

Want to feed him blood?

Lai Xu, do you want to come back alive?Come alive as a monster, driven by me.

The author says:

Hey, it's been a long time since I wrote an article, my hand is raw.

I will stick to the codeword, hoping to find the feeling as soon as possible.

Nice to meet you all, if you like,

Let's embark on a new journey with Dust Yin.