Is it Wrong for Heartthrobs to Not Want to Be Loved [Quick Transmigration]

The military doctor boiled the medicine and handed it to Yu Chenyin to drink.After drinking, he took back the medicine bowl, looked at Kuang Sheng, and saw that he was not in good condition. Out of the doctor's habit of saving lives and healing the wounded, he was going to give him a look, but suddenly remembered the order of Mr. Wei, and stretched out his hand He took it back, shook his head, and left with the medicine box.

After drinking the medicine, it didn't take effect so quickly, and Yu Chenyin's dizziness persisted.He was curled up in the quilt, suffering from a headache and a stomach ache, as if ants were running around in his body, making him uneasy.He seems to have returned to a long, long time ago, alone in the ward, suffering from illness, and he didn't know why he was alive. He just endured until spring passed, autumn passed, winter was white, and the cold could not penetrate the ward.Whether it is summer or winter, the temperature in the ward is always the same.The people who walked through the ward will always be those people.The doctor came and went, the nurse came and went, and the elder brother came and went.

He was the only one who took root in the ward, but couldn't break through the walls and windows, curled up in one place forever, just like this time.

Kuang Sheng hugged him like a child.He patted his back lightly, and spoke softly: "It's okay, it's okay, just finish drinking the medicine."

Yu Chenyin muttered: "I'm not good, I have a headache. Brother Sheng, my stomach also hurts."

"I told you that you didn't eat just now, but now you know you're hungry. The food is still there, but it's cold, let's make do with it." Kuang Sheng helped him lean against the wall, and Wei Xuan didn't let anyone take away the food he brought before. Kuang Sheng brought it over and fed it to Yu Chenyin mouthful.

After taking a few bites, Yu Chenyin noticed something was wrong.Kuang Sheng fed him with his left hand, and held the bowl in his right hand, but kept trembling slightly.

"What happened to your right hand?"

"It's okay, come, eat two more bites."

"I asked what happened to your right hand."

Kuang Sheng put down the spoon: "It's festering."

Yu Chenyin lifted up his cuffs, and saw that under his clothes, his arms were swollen and black with pus.He couldn't help it, and retched a bit.

Kuang Sheng pulled down his cuffs to cover the wound, and said with a smile: "This thing is disgusting enough, don't look at it when you are eating."

"Your hand is almost useless."

"Don't be disgusted, I can protect you with only my left hand."

"Don't dislike it."

"You lied to me?"

"You guessed it." Yu Chen smiled faintly.

"I guessed it. You and I don't know yet." Kuang Sheng wanted to continue feeding Yu Chenyin, but Yu Chenyin took the bowl and ate it by himself.

"I'm going to be trash, Yin."

"Well, you're going to be trash."

"Are you sad?"

"A little."

"That's good." Kuang Sheng's smile continued, "Hey, Ah Yin, I found that I still hope you can remember me, even if it's only for a moment."

"Okay, you pick a moment, I use it to remember you."

"Hmm..." Kuang Sheng thought carefully, "Spring, spring. When you see the first pear blossom in full bloom, think of me."

"What if there are no pear blossoms where I am?"

"Then don't think about me. How about it, I'm quite relieved. Hey, Yin...don't cry."

Yu Chenyin didn't know how many tears he had shed, and he was still a little dazed when he wiped them away.

Kuang Sheng stroked his eye sockets: "It's all red, but you don't know it."

Kuang Sheng lowered his head and approached Yu Chenyin, wanting to kiss his amorous eyes, but he just kissed his hand.He kissed his hand, imagining his hand as the skin of another person. He gnawed and bit wantonly, no matter how painful the bite was, it would not hurt that person.

Yu Chenyin grabbed his left hand, blood was already on it: "Brother Sheng, your right hand is almost useless, now you want to use up your own left hand?"

Kuang Sheng just smiled: "If possible, I really want to swallow you whole."

"Why not?"

"It's a pity that you died. How many people in this world haven't seen you. Before they saw you, they wouldn't know that they could be in such a mess. When they see you, they will be in a mess."

"Isn't it a pity that you died?"

"It's not a pity." Kuang Sheng looked out of the dungeon, only seeing a few soldiers, a few swords, no sunlight, no sky. home."

"what about me?"

When he said this, he raised his eyes to look at Kuang Sheng, his half-closed eyelashes were lifted, revealing a kind of incomprehensible coquettishness, it was white flowers in spring.The wind will blow over him, setting off a wave of gentle swaying, and he is uniquely independent in the light and rain, and it seems that he will never fall from the branches.Kuang Sheng pushed his messy hair behind his ears, and coaxed softly: "I love you, but you are not my family. You don't have to go with me."

Yu Chenyin lowered his eyelids, didn't make a sound, and was half full with the meal, then handed the bowl to Kuang Sheng: "You should be hungry too, eat."

Kuang Sheng didn't shirk, took it and started to eat.The food was cold, and it didn't taste good, but the blood on his body was heavy, the coagulated blood stains, or the festering wounds, which one was more unpleasant.He was indeed hungry, the road to Huangquan was too far away, and he had the strength to walk when he was full.

After this meal, no one brought food.The two of them lay together, occasionally chatting and gossiping, but at last they lost all strength and just lay quietly.The dungeon was as dark as ever, one candle was extinguished, and the soldiers lit a new one.Disgusted by being too drowsy, he tapped three more sticks in a row before returning to the door and continuing to stand guard.

It was so quiet that Kuang Sheng had the illusion of hearing the sound of burning candles, and the faint crackling sound beating in his ears.Kuang Sheng broke the silence: "You should go."

"I don't want to admit defeat."

"Fool, Wei Xuan is the banker, you can't take my life if you win or lose the bet."

"Near death, but a chance."

Kuang Sheng smiled lightly.This is a gamble between the two of them, one wants to tame and the other doesn't want to lose.They were playing chess in the game, and he had already lost the chance to hold the chess, and it was reduced to an innocuous bet, no matter what.

If I had known that he was weak in love, he would be the most self-deceiving, a little kind, a little indifferent, the moon in the water, ripples, let it go.

But Kuang Sheng couldn't do it.Whether he is ruthless or sentimental, as long as he is him, it is fine.

In the Panwazhai compound, the sky was gloomy.Because among the mountains, there is fog far away, the mountains are empty and the sky is gradually dyed, gray like ink, rising from the ground, endless.

Wei Xuan was practicing saber techniques, the long saber pierced the wind, the saber moved freely, the sound of Qingyue was like Lin Xiao, slashing horizontally, slashing, stabbing and slashing with the saber, a set of saber techniques flowed like clouds and water.Seeing the soldiers approaching, he withdrew his offensive and asked, "Mr. Yu Lang is still holding on?"

The soldier replied: "Yes. The military doctor said that if this continues, the foundation of the body may be damaged and it will be difficult to recover."

Wei Xuan turned his gestures, raised the knife and stroked it, flicked his index finger upwards, and the blade cleared with a "thump".I just heard him say: "Ah, it's difficult. Brother Yu is really difficult." His tone was a bit ambiguous, and the soldiers didn't dare to answer.

"Let the military doctor prepare a jug of poisoned wine and follow me to the dungeon."

The soldier was startled and did not dare to disobey the order, so he had to do as he said.

Stepping into the dungeon again, seeing the two of them asleep, Wei Xuan woke Yu Chenyin up with great interest: "Brother Yu, why did you fall asleep? It's still bright outside."

Yu Chen faintly woke up and didn't speak.

Wei Xuan stroked his forehead: "Well, it's okay, the fever is gone. Why, do you still want to fight with me?"

"I didn't make a fuss." Yu Chen said lightly, without much strength.Only when Wei Xuan was close to him could he barely hear him.

"Yes, you didn't make trouble. You just blackmailed me. Use your body, your life, and my Wei family's sympathy for you. Brother Yu, why can't you see the situation clearly? You have no power, no power, no power. Soldiers can be used, attached to the Wei family, but against the Wei family. Is there such a good thing in this world? Unfortunately, I have never heard of it."

Yu Chen closed his eyes, not having the energy to communicate.Wei Xuan took the medicine from the military doctor and fed it to Yu Chenyin.Yu Chen refused to drink.

Wei Xuan directly dragged him out of the quilt, held him in her arms, pinched his cheeks, and forced him to open his mouth.

The forced soup choked Yu Chenyin, Wei Xuan let him go, and he supported himself to cough continuously.

"Drink or not?"

Yu Chenyin managed to raise his head, looked at Wei Xuan, and said nothing.

"Okay, you have backbone." Wei Xuan motioned to the soldiers, who pulled Kuang Sheng away, waking him up.

Kuang Sheng was on the verge of death. He was only gasping for breath when he was pressed to the ground, but he didn't speak a word.

"Brother Yu, let me count to five. If you don't drink after five, I'll cut off his hands. If you don't drink again, his feet will be broken too. The blood of the Kuang family is like a reptile now. I think General Kuang knows something about it. I also don’t want to recognize this son. In this case, I will help him and be a worm, so I will do it obediently, and my hands and feet are of no benefit to him, and will only make him have some thoughts of immorality.”

"five--"

Yu Chenyin glared at him.

"Four--"

Yu Chenyin lowered his eyelashes, stopped talking, took the medicine bowl and drank it all in one go.

"Hey, what's the hurry, it's still a long time, drink slowly."

Yu Chenyin turned the medicine bowl upside down, only a few drops of the decoction dripped down: "I drank it."

"Good boy." Wei Xuan stretched out his hand, Yu Chen frowned and turned his head away.

"What are you afraid of? It's just that you drank too fast and didn't realize the medicine was on the corner of your mouth." Wei Xuan brushed the corner of his lips from his lips, rubbed his thumb and index finger a few times, and wiped off the medicine.

"It's really pitiful to me. No wonder Wei Yang treats you like pearls and treasures. It's okay, I'll give him face and give you a chance." Wei Xuan clapped his hands, and the military doctor brought two glasses of wine.

"One of these two glasses of wine is poisonous, and the other is non-poisonous. Brother Yu, you choose a glass for that surnamed Kuang. If he drinks non-poisonous wine, I will show mercy and spare his life."

Yu Chenyin looked at the two cups of wine, the liquor was shaking slightly in the cups, the smell of the wine was slightly strong, and the monotonous airflow of the dungeon was a little intoxicated.There is no difference between the two glasses, and he can't see any tricks in the wine.

"Wei Xuan, you think I'm stupid."

Wei Xuan smiled: "Why, you don't want to try?"

Yu Chenyin also smiled: "Let Kuang Sheng come to my side."

Wei Xuan nodded, and the soldiers dragged Kuang Sheng to Yu Chen's hidden side.Kuang Sheng was exhausted, half closed his eyes, not quite awake.Yu Chenyin caressed Kuang Sheng's face, and coaxed in a low voice: "Brother Sheng, you are thirsty too, why don't you have a drink with me."

He put a glass of wine in front of Kuang Sheng, and picked up another one himself.

Yu Chen raised his head lightly, and looked at Wei Xuan with a pair of smiling eyes: "Brother, I bet my life, can you just sit back and watch?"

After all, raise your glass and want to drink.

The author says:

"The living are passers-by, and the dead are returnees. The heaven and the earth travel against each other, and we mourn the eternal dust..." Quoted from Li Bai's "Imitating the Ancients: The Living Are Passers-by".