I caught a sea king's fish

In fact, Shi Yao didn't have any major problems, except that the stomach problem was an emergency, and the shortfall in his body could not be made up by temporary treatment.

He slept a lot more than usual in the past two days, Shi Yao opened his eyes in a daze in the middle of the night and saw Shi An sleeping on the bed next to him.

He is thinner again.

As soon as Shi An opened his eyes, he met Shi Yao who was frowning at him. He turned his head and looked out the window, but it was still dark.

"Shi'an." Shi Yao spoke in a hoarse voice, the volume was not loud, but it was able to reach Shi'an's ears smoothly, and before Shi'an could answer, Shi Yao said with a smile: "I miss you, Want it so so much."

At the end, the pronunciation of the word "Thinking" disappeared into the air, and Shi Yao frowned and made up another seriously, wanting to go back.

Before, because there was nothing else in the stomach except wine, and the vomiting reaction was so strong that the gastric acid that regurgitated hurt the throat, and it was estimated that it would not recover within ten days and a half months.

Shi Yao was also aware of this, of course, the brows that were frowning because of the unpleasant voice never relaxed from the moment he opened his mouth.

"Yeah." Shi An looked into his eyes and responded.

The past few days have been enough to calm down his sudden emotions. He knows what Shi Yao's desperate efforts are for, so he can't blame him just because he feels sad.

"Are you okay?" Shi An's voice was a little hoarse.

Shi Yao originally wanted to say it was okay, but he didn't dare to open his eyes and talk nonsense. He smiled at people and said, "It's not good, but it's not that bad."

Seeing Shi An who suddenly fell silent, Shi Yao felt a little uneasy. Before Shi An spoke again, he said coquettishly to others: "I still have a needle in my hand. Can you come over? I have been waiting for a long time. I didn't hug you anymore, huh?"

Facing Master An's eyes, Shi Yao grinned, and lifted his quilt with his good hand, full of invitation.

Shi An was afraid that it would be uncomfortable to meet him, so even if he came up, he would just lie on one side, but Shi Yao didn't seem to care about it at all. In his opinion, pain and discomfort were more important than being close to Shi An.

Although the two are about the same height, Shi Yao was skinny but still had flesh. Compared with Shi An who was completely thin, he is still much better.

After this period of time, Shi An hasn't changed much, and it's pretty much the same as before, but Shi Yao suddenly became thinner than Shi An.

He didn't care about it at all, so he burrowed into Shi'an's arms, and kept telling Shi'an to hug him tightly, presumably because he was still sick and couldn't exert himself.

But the fact is, apart from the hand holding the needle still awkwardly in place, the other hand has already firmly surrounded Shi An, and the legs under the quilt are also firmly clamping Shi An's, strong.Potential.occupy.Some meanings are not expressed because of the lack of the assistance of a hand.

Obviously his movements are too strong, but he still looks weak and coquettish when he speaks, and keeps repeating to Shi'an's ear, asking him to hug him tightly.

Some words were not pronounced successfully, but he couldn't bear it in every sentence.

Shi An paid attention to his other hand, mainly because he was afraid of bleeding or reflux.

The careful embrace exhausted all his strength.

The feeling of bones touching is not good, especially when they hug each other very hard, this is no less than the collision of bones, it seems to be a fight to win who will be crushed into powder first.

Shi Yao felt Shi'an's strength, and he found that he was less sensitive to pain during this time.He was addicted, his chest was squeezed and his breathing became difficult, but it made him feel satisfied inexplicably.

He kissed the tip of Shi An's ear, felt the trembling of the person in his arms for a moment, Shi Yao laughed, and closed his arms again with a smile, embracing his treasure.

"I'm sorry." Shi Yao apologized to the people, "I made you worry."

Shi Yao didn't hear Shi An's response for a long while, and Shi Yao frowned and wanted to pull him away slightly. He didn't forget that the last time this silence occurred was because Shi An cried.

Realizing this, Shi Yao's heart shrank suddenly, and the hand that was holding Shi'an tightly loosened unconsciously. He wanted to see Shi'an's situation clearly at a loss, but was restrained. .Locked in his arms, unable to resist.

"Master An?"

"Shi Yao."

"Hmm! What's the matter with you baby?" Shi Yao hurriedly responded when he heard the words, but he didn't make several sounds because he spoke in such a hurry.

He knew that Shi'an might continue to return to City B, so any problems had to be resolved immediately. He was not in good health at first, and if he still had troubles in his heart, it would be a big deal.

Shi An is not an unreasonable person, but the lack of emotional communication when he was a child sometimes made him stuck at a certain point. Shi Yao was sure that he couldn't break away from Shi An's arms and see his expression.

So he simply hugged him back, touched his hair and rubbed it lightly, kissed Shi'an's eartips once and for all, and enlightened him: "Aren't you going to stay here for a long time? Are you very unhappy?" Already? Baby, tell me? Huh?"

Shi An didn't answer right away, Shi Yao looked at the still dark sky outside the window, he was not in a hurry, no one would bother him at this point anyway, he slowly rubbed Shi An's hair, comforted him, and waited for him to speak.

"sorry."

Hearing Shi An's voice, Shi Yao was sure that he really cried again just now, but compared to this, his sudden apology made Shi Yao more confused.

"If it wasn't for me—"

"Shi'an!" Shi Yao shouted with a straight face, interrupting Shi'an's self-blame.

He could understand Shi An's self-blame. After all, his reaction this time was too big, which really frightened him, but to be unreasonable, Shi Yao did not allow Shi An to have such thoughts.

If the context itself is false, but even if it is false, it is impossible, and Shi Yao does not want to have the option of Shi An.

He ran towards the people resolutely, not to make Shi An blame himself or even retreat.

"No if." Shi Yao tried his best to control his emotions, but the first few words he spoke still couldn't restrain his anger.

He could feel Shi An's stiffness in his arms, and Shi Yao regretted it a little, but in order to let Shi An know that he was really angry because of his idea, he bit his ear and withdrew his strength.

In the end, I still felt distressed, so I went to kiss him again, the red ears looked extraordinarily alluring under the soft white moonlight.

Shi Yao patted Shi An on the shoulder, and said in a calm voice, "Let go."

After speaking, he loosened his strength first, Shi An didn't move at first, but after feeling Shi Yao's silence, he slowly let go of his hand.

Shi Yao didn't push Shi'an, but retreated by himself.

Whether it's because of losing weight or the temperament cultivated by dealing with people in the past few months, the stern-faced Shi Yao looks fierce and indifferent.

Love is illusory and untouchable, but it can be attached to many real actions to make people feel.

At this moment, Shi Yao put away his undisguised gaze from Guru An. Although he didn't look at people coldly, it was enough.

Seeing Shi Yao, who was indifferent, Shi An felt a pain in his heart, and the tears that had been cleaned up began to surge again, and his eyes turned red all at once.

But Shi Yao still didn't move, nor did he evasively look away, just looking at Shi An.

Tears flowed down his cheeks, Shi An pursed his lips and approached the person actively, buried his head in Shi Yao's neck, his voice was still trembling, he repeated to say sorry.

Shi An realized the seriousness of his what-if just now, and it was only a thought that came into being when his emotions were overwhelmed and his reason was suppressed.

More I want to annoy Shi Yao, let him have a long memory, and take good care of himself after this time.

But I don't know why the situation suddenly turned like this.

From the beginning, from the time the two met to the present, Shi An only saw Shi Yao's eyes like this twice, one time was on his birthday, when Shi Yao realized that his appearance was his hallucination, and the other time was just now.

Shi An didn't know how many times he said I'm sorry, but Shi Yao didn't reply. Only then did he realize that Shi Yao didn't even hug him back.

"Shi Yao." Shi'an shouted with trembling voice uncontrollably.

After a few seconds, Shi Yao sighed, hugged him again, and instead of coaxing him immediately, he said to him with no emotion: "We can't have such a subjunctive tone between us."

Shi An just said sorry.

"Okay, baby, don't cry, but I won't apologize. You went too far just now. Did you mean to say that I would be better without you?"

"No." Shi An retorted with sobs, and then fearing being pushed away, he hugged Shi Yao tightly, pursed his lips and said, "It won't be without me."

Shi Yao finally burst out laughing when he heard the words, and said to Humanity: "This period of time is indeed difficult, but after thinking about it with you, I have the motivation again—"

"sorry."

Shi Yao laughed and said: "I'm not angry anymore, I've known you for so long, and I haven't heard these words from your mouth so frequently."

Shi An paused when he heard the words, and hugged him tightly again. Because he had cried, he said in a low voice: "But you scared me."

"Just now?" Shi Yao just wanted to add fuel to the fire and scare Shi'an. If he blamed himself and was not firm in the future, he would ignore him!

Of course, it only took 10 minutes to reach the sky, and he almost couldn't hold back just now.

But then I heard Shi An say: "I always thought that in my case, I should be the one who has accidents at any time, but when you fell in front of me, I realized that there are too many things out of control for me. "

Now Shi Yao kept saying sorry, he should realize that the illness has a great impact on Shi'an.

Shi Yao is not like Shi An, it is natural to apologize or act like a baby when facing Shi An.

Apart from repeating his apology, he really couldn't think of how to apologize. Looking back now, Shi An should have been taking care of his unconscious self that night.

The meaning of self-blame is even stronger.

"It's okay, if we continue to apologize to each other, it will really be endless." Shi An said helplessly.

Neither of them promised each other the next time, but they had already put these in the minefield and paid attention from the bottom of their hearts.

"By the way, are you feeling better? Why did you come back suddenly? I saw the doctors and their attitudes. Your condition doesn't seem to be very good. It hasn't deteriorated, has it? Baby, wait for me, my side and Qin's After the project is successfully completed, the situation in the company will change a lot, and it won't take long for me to—”

"I came back when I missed you." Shi'an interrupted Shi Yao's thoughts, and said bluntly. He felt Shi Yao's slight pause, and then put a firework next to Shi Yao's ear without stopping, expressing his love Said: "I couldn't say the blessings to you in time that day, I will make up now, I wish you a happy birthday, my love."