I caught a sea king's fish

Shi Yao saw the mouse on the computer screen shaking constantly.

I didn't drink too much tonight, how could the reaction be so strong?

Shi Yao frowned, kept his hands on his stomach, blinked his dry and sour eyes and stared at the screen, making sure that the mouse button was saved there, and then clicked hard a few times.

The hand covering his stomach was trembling, Shi Yao stood up abruptly, and heard something muffled by his ears, but the nausea and burning sensation from his stomach rushed straight up his esophagus, and he ran to the toilet to vomit. in the dark.

It was so uncomfortable, Shi Yao felt his tears and thought.

He struggled to get up from the toilet, walked to the sink, turned on the cold water, and kept scooping up the water to flush his face.

Because he came in a hurry, the light in the bathroom was not turned on. He opened his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror with the light coming from the living room.

Then, another thin figure appeared in the mirror, and its proportion in the mirror became larger and larger.

Shi Yao saw the man standing at the door and blocked the light tightly.

Then, the light above Shi Yao's head was turned on, and the sudden light hurt his eyes, but he insisted on staring at the person in the mirror without blinking.

I don't know if the eye sockets were just stimulated by water or affected by the light. The red eye shadow seemed to have been applied in a circle without smudging. The scattered red powder fell on his temples and cheekbones. Everything around it turned red.

Shi Yao opened his mouth and looked at the person in the mirror, but he couldn't make a sound when he opened his mouth. Instead, he made a slight hoarseness—it was the resistance of his damaged voice.

It was extremely unpleasant. In a quiet environment, the sound seemed to be strengthened. It sounded not only loud but also powerful, but it didn't know where it hit.

There were still drops of water on Shi Yao's face, he raised his hand to wipe his face, but for some reason he couldn't wipe it clean.

"Shi Yao." Shi An looked at the person standing not far away with a heart like a knife, his legs seemed to be filled with lead and he could not move. Obviously the person he was thinking about day and night was in front of him, but he was still unable to move.

This sound seemed to have torn off Shi Yao's tense nerve, he gave up wiping his face, slumped on the ground weakly, and broke down crying.

Because of his throat, he couldn't make a sound at all. It was only when he cried hard that he became hoarse, but his voice quickly disappeared into tears.

Shi Yao felt himself being embraced in his arms, neither warm nor cold.

It is indeed an illusion.

Because of crying, his eyes hurt so much, Shi Yao simply let go of the negative emotions he had suppressed for a long time, and briefly gave up control of himself, both physically and psychologically.

At least tonight, go fuck it!

.....

Drunkenness, stomach disease and emotional breakdown, the tingling sensation is the body’s revenge on Shi Yao, he opened his eyes with difficulty, the pain and discomfort all over his body made him temporarily lose contact with his body, the whole body seemed to be nailed to the bed , In addition to blinking and breathing, he has no other strength.

The pain drove away all the thoughts in his mind, like religious punishment, living suffering, clearly felt the pain in the brain, the tingling of the eyelids, the burning sensation in the throat, the soreness of the hands and feet...

And the pain in the stomach is the worst, maybe even the combination of all of these.

He can't sit still, he still has things to do, but before that, at least he has to give himself a 120.

Shi Yao endured the numbness in his hand, raised his finger, and touched it with difficulty. He should have fallen back on the bed in a daze last night, so his mobile phone should be nearby.

The ear did not suffer, it keenly felt the movement outside the room.

Shi Yao's movements froze on the spot, his brows furrowed, his eyes escaped from his red and swollen eyelids, and stared at the doorknob.

He saw the movement of the doorknob, his brain was not working, Shi Yao could only stare at the movement of the door with a blank mind——

Immediately, his pupils widened rapidly, because he didn't know when he started to hold his breath, and the lung pain also began to attack, but he didn't worry about having too many lice, and didn't worry about having too many debts, this feeling was quickly blocked by him.

It's just that the pain coming from the chest can't be ignored. Shi Yao opened his mouth, and the oxygen was poured into his mouth and got into the arms of his lungs. Because of his eagerness, Shi Yao twisted his face and coughed.

Shi Yao coughed a few times and then recovered, but his body froze in place, and his head, which was half down due to coughing, did not adjust its posture due to twisting.

He really felt the hands on his back.

Before he could react, Shi Yao's head was pinched by someone's chin and turned around, facing the man's face.

Such a pose.The situation is not easy to go there, because his hand is still on the side.

Shi Yao suddenly laughed, and said to the people: "It's not a hallucination, right?"

It's a pity that his throat, which had been abused so hard, stopped completely at this moment, and he couldn't make a sound, but Shi An still understood instantly and his eyes were red.

He worked hard to treat him some time ago so that he could spare time to surprise Shi Yao and celebrate his birthday.

Shi'an also specially contacted Jiang Shijie to inquire about Shi Yao's situation. Although the other party's attitude was not very good, he still got the news that Shi Yao rarely came to school and was already working.

He sat on the sofa for a long time before suppressing the sourness that had arisen from seeing the traces of Shi Yao's life in the house.

Shi An was immersed in the excitement of seeing Shi Yao soon and the no longer suppressed thoughts.

The sound of the second hand clicking finally reached Shi An's eardrums, and he looked up to see that it was already 11 o'clock.

Almost at the same time, choked in his heart all the time, the mind of the female voice he heard that night also broke away from his reason and ran out.

He believed in Shi Yao, but he couldn't stop his grievances.

Before the sadness officially broke out, he heard the sound of the door being opened.

Shi An heard the movement clearly, even though he didn't turn around, he seemed to have seen the person's movement. For a moment, he forgot how to react, so he froze in place.

In the quiet environment, the man breathed heavily and permeated the entire room. The pungent smell of alcohol brought him back to his senses, and he frowned and turned his head to look.

Seeing Shi Yao for the first time, Shi An completely froze in place, Shi Yao is still Shi Yao but not Shi Yao.

The face that had no meat in it was even thinner, with sharper edges and corners, and it looked like a knife had been sharpened, with a sense of sharpness.

Shi An's eyebrows that were always bent and the gentleness conveyed in his memory were not in the eyes he saw now. When he saw this man smiled, he was full of sarcasm.

The impact brought by Shi Yao was so strong that Shi An's memory of him began to shake.

Shi An opened his mouth, but before he could speak, Shi Yao walked over with cold eyes, as if he didn't see him.

Suppressing the emotions in his heart, Shi An keenly felt that the ignorance in Shi Yao's eyes didn't seem to have any disdainful emotions, as if, it was more like——

Just didn't see it.

Suppressing the panic in his heart, he called out to the person who sat down suddenly in a steady voice.

Seeing Shi Yao, Shi An paused for a moment, but still did not turn his head back, while the hand holding the mouse on the table was trembling uncontrollably.

He immediately got up and walked towards the people, but when he arrived, he was bumped into by the chair that Shi Yao got up suddenly, and Shi An stood there in pain.

Just when he realized that he wanted to follow up, he froze in shock when he heard Shi Yao's violent vomiting. His brain seemed to be stuck. Since Shi Yao came back to the present, what he saw and heard What I heard, what I heard, and what I heard reappeared in my mind, but I couldn't connect it, and I couldn't find any logic.

Shi An endured the strong smell in the room, the discomfort in his body, and his heart that instinctively ached because of Shi Yao's discomfort, and walked towards the person step by step.

He recognized the words that hadn't been articulated with the slight, short hoarseness—

Shi An.

To be honest, Shi Yao cried more than once in front of him, but whether it was because of being abandoned by his mother or because of something, he was never so hysterical.

Shi An could only hug him tightly in his arms.

Originally, he was supposed to be in a wheelchair when he came back, but Shi An was afraid that Shi Yao would be worried if he saw him, so he didn't agree.

It took him a lot of effort to carry the crying man back to the room, endured the discomfort, and wiped his body. After all was done, his bloodless face turned paler.

His forehead was also full of sweat, which was similar to the feeling before he fainted in the classroom for the first time, but neither the pain treatment during this period nor his desire to take care of his lover did not allow him to collapse now.

Shi An simply sat by Shi Yao's bed, stared at Shi Yao's face, touched Shi Yao's face over and over again with his eyes, his eyes were sore from watching, his hands propped on the bed were so numb that he couldn't feel it, and cold sweat flowed from his forehead. Into the eyes, but still no movement.

Only then did Shi An deeply realize that love is a war between two people and the world. The soldiers are in chaos and the smoke is everywhere. Everyone can be an enemy, but as long as they fight desperately, they will be undefeated.

To keep fighting is to win.

When dawn broke, Shi An lowered his head and kissed Shi Yao lightly on the forehead, then went out to call his mother who came back with him, and asked her to bring the doctor over.

He didn't have the extra energy to explain, but replied after her anxious questioning over and over again: "Don't worry, it's okay."

She asked several times, and he answered several times.

Shi An remembered that there was dawn that morning, and Shi Yao kept silent about his reluctance and sadness, and did not emphasize his own feelings, but only told himself to remember to respond to the love of others.

Shi An remembered that he agreed in his heart, and promised to spend the rest of his life to respond to him.

I thought that my mood had calmed down very well, but I was still overwhelmed by Shi Yao's speechless sentence "It's not a hallucination, right?"

It was still a familiar smile, and there was still love in his eyes, even stronger than before.

"Do you want to be worse than me? Or take revenge on me? Because I haven't contacted you for so long? Because you think I don't love you?"

Shi An heard himself speaking to Shi Yao in a cold voice, if his voice hadn't trembled due to emotional fluctuations, and his tears hadn't burst, he would have looked more imposing.

But Shi Yao's smile was too painful. After a night of stimulation, Shi An finally felt the familiar feeling, and the confidence to be loved was awakened. Only then did he realize that he hadn't dared to take a big breath all night, and his nerves had been tense all night. death.

It turned out that it wasn't that I wasn't afraid, but that I didn't dare to be afraid, didn't dare to think too much, for fear of touching the devil.