I caught a sea king's fish

"When did you know that I went to the mansion to give gifts?"

Shi An froze when he heard the words, and remembered what Shi Yao said about helping someone pursue him. He went to check later, but he didn't know that person at all.

He pursed his lips, and said in a sullen tone, "I don't remember."

Shi Yao raised his hand and touched Shi An's hair, and smiled under his dissatisfaction: "My employer's previous bills all meant that, so I misunderstood without him explaining otherwise. He gave money It’s very generous, and I need to make money, remember? I told you before that I need to save money to buy a house.”

"Hmm." Shi Yao's embrace was very warm, and Shi An felt at ease in his whispering tone, and his nerves relaxed unconsciously. He said instinctively: "You said you want to buy better ones, or Live with someone you like."

Hearing that Shi An remembered what he said so clearly, Shi Yao felt soft-hearted and thought that he should try his best to speak clearly tonight. He was not sure which of his unintentional words made Shi An uncertain. But he must understand that he likes him very much.

"This is just a place I rent, wait until I buy a big house for you to live in?"

Shi An was startled when he heard the words, and blurted out: "Was it me you were talking about at that time?"

"It's you." Shi Yao answered Shi An's question without any gaps.

The person in his arms suddenly lost his voice, and it took a while for Shi Yao to hear Shi An say: "It's not too loud."

"Ok?"

"The house doesn't need to be too big, I can pay for it."

Shi Yao hugged him softly, and then said: "I want to give you the best in terms of my abilities. Since I realized that I might like you, I feel that I should work harder. Our Shi'an deserves the best." OK."

"When did you fall in love with me?"

Shi Yao wasn't surprised by Shi An's question, if he didn't ask, he would confess, and told him all the emotions he realized, his own struggles, and determination of his mind, etc. without reservation.

Shi Yao wanted him to know that a sudden liking might be like a balloon lightly tied by a thin thread, and it is normal to worry about the next second, but liking from scratch is like a solid kite, maybe because The visual invisibility of the line in the air can also be disconcerting, but is inherently stable and solid.

"Maybe my heart has been beating since I met you, and I didn't notice this heart beating until the time I asked you to see the house and returned your medical expenses and made you angry.

I've never liked people before, so I didn't dare to define them lightly at first, but when the consciousness awakened, even if the rationality could be suppressed temporarily, the subconsciousness also mercilessly pierced through my concealment, I dreamed of you, like when I was in adolescence That's what every girl dreams of.

Dreams are crazy, the writers are probably better at describing them, and if you happen to not miss those passages while reading it, you'll know the impact.

But I still refuse to believe it. I put it down to the result of my day and night dreams, and the dreams also play a role in themselves.

I didn't resist liking you, but I was not sure about my first reckless beating heart, so I asked Jiang Shijie for some...some movies that can be used as enlightenment. "

"What... Enlightenment movie?" Shi An asked with his head turned sideways, just in time to see Shi Yao's blushing ears. He himself was a little hot because of Shi Yao's words, but he didn't realize that he just thought it was the warmth brought by Shi Yao. Shi An was stunned for a while and then said bluntly, "Your ears are red."

Immediately, someone rudely pushed his head back to the neck, Shi An's nose was pressed against Shi Yao's neck.

I don't know why he wanted to laugh a little, but because of Shi Yao's action of becoming angry from embarrassment, Shi An rarely asked, "What movie?"

After a few seconds, Shi Yao whispered a few words in his ear, Shi An froze in Shi Yao's arms, his body kept heating up, he suspected that he was going to have a fever, but he wasn't sure if it was because of Shi Yao If it is, it is still the numbness of his lips touching his ears when he speaks.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, but the two hearts that were attached were expressing crazily. The temperature rose rapidly, but they didn't let go of each other.

Shi Yao took a few deep breaths, and just when his mood was stable and he wanted to continue, he heard Shi An suddenly said: "Boys and boys also have that kind of movie? Have you finished watching it?"

"Shi'an!" Shi Yao could feel the touch of Shi'an's lips touching his skin when he spoke, and he could guarantee that it must be the hardest-hit area that was flushed! !

"Sorry, I won't ask anymore!" Shi An finally said with a smile.

Shi Yao suddenly let go of Shi'an's hand, and when he was sure that he would not sit still and fall, he stood up abruptly, his stern face looking more fierce than usual because of his embarrassment.

He opened the windows of the house in two or three steps, and even opened the door on the balcony a little bit, because he was afraid that Shi'an would not open it completely because of the cold.

The wind in the night was cool, Shi Yao walked back to the bedroom without saying a word, and when he came out with the thin blanket, he saw Shi An had stood up, stood there looking at himself, his fingers hanging on both sides were a little helpless. Huddled together awkwardly.

"sorry."

Shi Yao sighed, stepped forward and pulled the man back to sit back, wrapped him tightly with a blanket, and then pulled him into his arms again, he said helplessly: "Why should I be sorry? I was too shy just now Now, it's not angry."

Shi An moved in his arms, Shi Yao took a breath, fixed him in his arms slightly, and said beggingly: "Baby, be obedient? I haven't finished talking yet, I'm only so thick-skinned, so don't look at it." I'm going to be executed publicly, huh?"

"....Um."

Where did it go?Oh yeah, watch the movie... the movie, but I still didn't get the answer, I vaguely realized that my liking for you has nothing to do with sexual orientation, and then I turned myself around, until that day when I was fighting in the alley, I saw You ran towards me and got hurt.

The emotions that have been suppressed by me suddenly broke through the shackles, and I finally confirmed that my liking is only because of you.

But I dare not express my liking, because I don't know whether you like boys, whether you like me, and the mess in my family, I dare not reveal it to you easily.

My feelings are actually very lacking. Now that I think about it, I probably didn’t get any love since I was a child, but I still grew up, so this makes me feel that it’s the same thing if no one loves, and it has little impact on my life.

Under the influence of this kind of thinking pattern, I dare not chase you easily, because I know myself. Once I like it, the initial value is already very high. I am afraid that you will not be able to bear it, and I am also afraid that I will not stop in time. So I'm like a coward trying to run away again.

But you said to take me home, your non-resistance made my selfishness defeat my reason, so I admitted to you that I like boys, and implicitly expressed that I have someone I like. "

"But you avoided me."

"That's because liking you is my personal matter, but there are still some messes behind me that I can't solve now."

"But you would rather find Jiang Shijie than me."

From Shi An's tone, Shi Yao had a flash of inspiration. He was a little uncertain, but looking down at the person leaning on his chest with slightly puffed cheeks, he seemed to be sure that Jiang Shijie was the one with the problem.

It was absurd, but Shi Yao thought about it from the perspective of Shi An, and felt that everything was evidence.

Shi An didn't get an answer for a long time, and the little emotions that were exposed were restrained, and the expressionless expression returned to his face.

When Shi Yao saw it, he felt a pain in his heart, and immediately hugged him tightly and said, "That's different! I don't want you to see my woes, Jiang Shijie has always known about it, and our bad things are the same—"

Shi An didn't speak, but looked up slightly.

Facing his emotionless gaze, Shi Yao suddenly understood what Shi An cared about, as well as his own misunderstandings.

What Shi'an cares about is trust, intimacy, and participation. Although he is looking for Jiang Shijie to deal with those troubles and trivial matters, but that is the main component of his current life.

At this moment, his behavior of explaining with these nonsense words is very like prevarication.

Shi Yao: "I'm sorry!"

Seeing Shi Yao's expression, after confirming that he understood what he meant, Shi An withdrew his gaze, and replied in a neutral tone.

Shi Yao hugged Shi An tightly, shook her coquettishly, and begged for mercy: "It's also the first time I like someone, please forgive me, huh? Huh? Shi An? An An? Baby?"

Shi Yao's voice was softer than his voice, Shi An pursed his lips and unconsciously rubbed his ears, puffed his cheeks and said, "It's also the first time I like someone."

"Well, so let's be tolerant of each other? You must tell me next time you have something unhappy, don't hold it in your heart, and I will talk to you as soon as I have something, okay?"

"...You coax the children."

Shi Yao laughed, and replied calmly: "Well, coax my children."

Shi An probably understood the reason why Shi Yao took the time to tell himself these things tonight. He knew that Shi Yao was very careful, but he didn't expect to be so careful.

"Tired?"

Shi An wanted to say it was okay, but remembering Shi Yao's words just now, he nodded honestly.

"That smell is so strong." Shi An said suddenly.

"Ok?"

"durian."

Hearing this, Shi Yao raised his eyes to the balcony door that was just opened because of the draft, and the smell of durian came in along the door that was blown open by the wind at some point.

Shi Yao: "I'll ask the doctor if you can eat it. If you're not used to it, I'll make it a dessert. It should be better?"

"How do you make so many desserts?"

"Because I want to make money."

"I can also pay for a house."

".....it is good."

Because this house was originally hired by the family to accompany the children to study, so it happened to have two rooms.

After Shi Yao tidied up the master bedroom, he asked Shi An to rest. He checked the battery and ringtone of his mobile phone to make sure that he could call in if something happened.

After repeatedly instructing Shi'an to call himself if he felt unwell, the lights in the house were turned off.