I caught a sea king's fish

The temperature started to drop again yesterday, and Shi An started to have a headache at night, and fell asleep in the middle of the night, and got up after the alarm clock rang in the morning.

He thought the same thing about sleeping at school.

But when he was uncomfortable and washed up, when he went out, he found that Shi Yao had left, and the room was tidy, as if no one had lived in it.

He didn't bring a wheelchair either, so Shi An checked his phone, but there was no news.

It was still very early, so how could Shi An not understand what Shi Yao meant.

According to his temperament, if he doesn't live here, he will definitely not return to his previous home, so he can only go to Jiang Shijie's house.

Thinking of this, Shi An felt even more uncomfortable.

He has no concept but is not dull. The conversation between him and his mother last time seemed to have lifted the veil of pure friendship. Shi An realized that some of his feelings for Shi Yao were beyond the scope of friends.

To be honest, before Shi An knew his emotional attitude towards Shi Yao, he never thought about finding a partner.

Not to mention that the reality is that you go directly from the idea of ​​finding someone of the opposite sex to possibly falling in love with someone of the same sex.

The span between this needs to be reflected by Shi An, who has always been lacking in emotion.

So during that time he consciously avoided Shi Yao, and only fulfilled the one thing he promised Shi Yao to study.

When he likes to be qualitative, some of his inexplicable behaviors and moods will be explained. Correspondingly, when facing Shi Yao, his heart will try his best to express himself through flesh and blood.

So much so that Shi An was afraid to approach Shi Yao for a while, afraid that he would hear this shameless heartbeat.

Shi Yao's recording was indeed very confusing, but Shi An could hear the disdain contained in that sentence.

He did not admit that he was gay, and Shi Yao then called him at that time. His calm attitude made Shi An more sure that Shi Yao was not gay.

So Shi An tried hard to keep himself normal, but he was still angry when he heard that Shi Yao chose Jiang Shijie instead of going back with him.

But how could the opened gourd not be filled with wind? Shi An couldn't control his emotions.

It was like two ends of a tug-of-war, one end was tied to Shi Yao's body, and the other end was held in his own hands. Since Shi An was sure that he liked Shi Yao, the force was sent directly to Shi Yao, and he had no control over it.

When Shi Yao personally admitted that he was gay, Shi An was dumbfounded, and before he had time to be happy, he heard the person he liked.

Not casually.

Shi An saw the tenderness in his eyes, when he said these words, there must be someone in his mind.

Then Shi Yao sneaked away the next day, recalling the time when he was homeless and decided to go to Jiang Shijie's house after careful consideration, Shi An felt very bored.

Thinking about it carefully, Jiang Shijie and Shi Yao have indeed been good friends all along. The familiarity and tacit understanding between them was witnessed by myself when I was still in school.

The more I think about Shi'an, the more empty I feel. Emotionally, he is like a baby who has just learned to walk. He even staggers a little while walking on flat ground, but he is thrown into the sea directly. There is no guiding lighthouse, only knowing that there is a The opponent who would drive him away, but he didn't have the strength to confront him head-on, instead he would get dizzy from being beaten by the waves from time to time.

Looking at Shi Yao's smiling face, Shi An was so annoyed that he didn't want to listen to his answer. It was probably the same clear-cut statement as the last time he had to pay back his treatment expenses with the card.

"Forget it, I'm going to rest." Shi An said as calmly as possible.

Shi Yao discovered a long time ago that Shi An's cheeks would puff up slightly when he was angry but controlled his emotions.

so cute.

Shi Yao held back his expression, afraid that his smile would be interpreted as a hippie smile, because Shi An is very unhappy now.

He pursed his lips, finally came, it was impossible to just leave like this.

Shi Yao didn't answer. He lowered his head and took out the biscuits he had baked and brought from his bag. Because he was in a hurry, he just packed them in a food box.

Shi An frowned and didn't look, but Shi Yao had already brought something to his lowered gaze.

"The biscuits I promised to bake for you last time haven't been out of the oven for long. Can you try to see if they are burnt?" Shi Yaowen laughed.

The milky scent of the biscuits floated into Shi An's nostrils, it was obviously very soft, but Shi An felt that they were extremely overbearing, and his nose was a little sore when they hit them.

The next time is actually a very uncertain word in terms of context, and to some extent it is tantamount to rejection.

Shi'an has heard many times before. The doctor said that next time you can get out of bed; the mother said that next time you will go to the live show; the grandma said that next time Shi'an comes back, you can also run and dance healthily... ...

There are so many times that he is tired of hearing the next time...

"If it burns, do you want to throw it away?" Shi'an suppressed his emotions about to burst out, and asked casually while picking up the biscuit.

Shi Yao was startled when he heard the words, and then replied: "It's too wasteful to throw it away. If it burns, I'll give it to Jiang Shijie and the others. Next time—"

"It's not burnt." Shi'an's heart skipped a beat when he heard Jiang Shijie's name, and he said hastily.

Seeing Shi An's unusually serious eyes, Shi Yao couldn't help laughing, stopped Shi An's hand that he was about to hold and said, "Just try it, it's a bit late today, and I won't be able to digest it after eating too much."

Shi An knew that Shi Yao was right, so he obediently stopped.

Shi Yao looked at Shi An's fingertips and lips that were still stained with biscuit crumbs...

Eyelids twitched.

He took out the tissue to cover it up, and the gesture of handing turned into a stretching gesture in the middle of the journey.

While Shi An was in a daze, Shi Yao kept his hands under Shi An's fingertips that had taken the biscuit, and wiped Shi An's fingertips with a tissue with one hand, making himself blush.

But repenting in the middle is useless, and Shi Yao didn't dare to look up at Shi'an, he just lowered his head and wiped in a muffled voice, and finally withdrew his hands in a hurry, the fingertips of the two touched for a short time, and the wonderful electric current crackled along the skin It rushed back to Shi Yao's heart.

"Shi Yao, there are more here." In fact, Shi'an's situation is not much better, but his complexion is already pale because of discomfort, and the hot cheeks only make his complexion rosy, which can't be seen too much. different.

And what he said was the truth, the biscuit crumbs that stuck to his fingertips at the beginning were rubbed off by Shi Yao somehow, and brought to his fingernails.

A certain person who wanted to eat other people's tofu and started to feel guilty was so guilty that he almost didn't grab the tissue in his hand after Master An's reminder. He raised his eyes and looked at Master An's clear eyes. He always felt that he was a beast... ..

Looking at the fingers stretched directly in front of him, Shi Yao realized that he was a beast, a beast of prey that could only make an inch of it.

Shi An didn't know what was wrong with him, he could have brought a paper towel to wipe himself, but he still stretched out his hand.

He didn't know whether Shi Yao's actions just now were intentional or unintentional, and he didn't want to be distracted to explore the reason for his red ears, just like Shi An didn't know what he was doing.

The wind and rain outside the window were still howling in the dark night, but the temperature in the room kept rising, and the bright lights hit the two of them, exposing every action to the light.

The biscuit was obviously put back into the box by himself, and it stands to reason that the lid should have sealed the sweet aroma, but Shi Yao felt that the room was full of aroma.

It is very thick, so thick that it seems to be mixed with the smell of wine, hazy but rich and fragrant.

Shi Yao stretched out his hand and held Shi An's wrist directly. His movements seemed to be just for grasping, but only he himself knew the emotion behind his doing so, and the feeling in his heart when he touched Shi An's cool skin. trembling.

He solemnly wiped off the crumb of the biscuit.

Xu Shi was acquainted for the first time, and the temperature on Shi Yao's face dropped slightly. Xu Shi felt the stuffy atmosphere in the room. He raised his eyes and said with a joke: "You still have it on your mouth, do you need my help?"

After speaking, both the speaker and the listener froze in place.

For the first time, Shi Yao felt that he needed to talk less with Jiang Shijie, and it was obvious that this kind of open-mouthed behavior was infected by him.

Shi Yao would never admit that it was his nature to say such rascal words.Behavior, especially in Shi An? ?

Only then did he realize that Shi An's face also turned red, and the usual coldness was dispelled by the red color. Shi Yao used to think that Shi An was the clear water from the melting iceberg, but now he realized that he was wrong.

Shi An Mingming is the vodka in the ice cellar, and the blushing mood is like fresh juice injected, which adds to his color, weakens his alienation, and attracts people to snatch him.

"Is there any more?" !

Shi Yao saw Shi An heard the words and subconsciously licked his lips, taking away the biscuit crumbs from his lips.

He stood up abruptly, the chair rubbed against the ground due to his movement, making a sound, the dissonant sound broke something, and the sweetness of the biscuit dissipated instantly.

Shi Yao flustered his hands and feet and wanted to leave the box of biscuits on the table not far away, but his palms, which were too stable to shoot the ball, were as weak as the injured with weak muscles.

The biscuit box fell to the ground and made another sound.

"That," Shi Yao bent down to pick up the thing, still stammering unnaturally.

He suddenly heard Shi An's laughter, and when he looked up, he saw Shi An raised his lips and laughed, his teasing intentions were not restrained at all.

Shi Yao's face was flushed just now, but now he didn't intend to let it go. Instead, he blushed even more. This time he blushed from embarrassment to anger.

He looked at Shi'an, raised the corners of his mouth suddenly, and walked towards the person who made his emotions go on a roller coaster in three steps at a time.

Shi'an was a little confused, but the smile on the corner of his mouth still didn't disappear, and his straight back didn't back down.

Shi Yao's breath approached suddenly, he bent down to get closer, and suddenly narrowed the distance between the two.

Shi An heard the other party say: "Shi An, I like boys."

Mingming's face was still as red as a ripe tomato, but the words he said were aggressive, not at all calm as a statement should have.

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The author has something to say:

Jiang Shijie: Make money.