I caught a sea king's fish

"Doctor, may I get out of bed now?" Shi Yao asked routinely while looking at the examining doctor.

After being out of danger, Shi Yao was taken over by Shi'an's medical team and taken to Shi'an's home together.

This time it was because of Zhuang Jin's unforeseen misfortune. When Shi's family offered to take care of him, Shi Yao never offered to pay for it by himself.

After all, I really have no money.

Under Shi Yao's sublime eyes, the doctor used his usual speaking style.

The safe words of "stay in bed as much as possible, and get out of bed and exercise properly" become in Shi Yao's Chinese translation: "You can stay in bed and rest, just pay attention to daily activities."

The feedback from the body is intuitive and real, and Shi Yao can feel the pain on his back weakening day by day.

Although the real taste of the soup that Shi'an's mother made before is questionable, the tonics in it are really good. In addition, Shi Yao's physical fitness is very good, so he recovered fairly quickly.

He just couldn't lie down.

After that day, the two people who often ran into the room disappeared. I didn't see Shi'an's mother for two days. Shi Yao thought she had left, but later brought soup over, and the taste was still the same as usual.

Shi'an basically didn't come to his room anymore, only the daily reading sessions continued, and apart from that, the two of them had only a handful of words these days.

The mobile phone was still not returned, and Shi Yao was still ignorant of the news from the outside world.

This is the utopia that Shi An circled for him, but Shi Yao is not a local resident of this environment.

He is afraid of trouble, but it's not that he doesn't have the courage and ability to solve the trouble, and he has to come forward if he can't solve it temporarily.

As soon as Shi Yao lifted the quilt, the door was opened, Shi An walked in, and the two happened to meet their eyes, this time Shi An didn't move away, Shi Yao raised his eyebrows slightly surprised.

When you can't do other things, your brain works extra hard.

Shi Yao could feel Shi An's evasion recently, and from this evasion, he could feel Shi An's attitude——

Attitudes about being gay.

Sometimes Shi Yao really doesn't like himself who thinks too logically, and he doesn't give himself a chance to be paralyzed.

The comparison of Shi An's mother's attitude before and after and the two days in the middle actually also explained the problem. The soup that continued to be delivered later was out of her guilt and etiquette because of Shi An's injury.

And Shi An...

Shi Yao sighed in his heart, Shi An probably didn't know how to deal with it?After all, it is so simple.

"The doctor said that I'm almost recovered." Shi Yao said with a polite smile.

I still like it, but he can't talk about liking it in his current state. He needs to deal with the troubles of the Xiang family, and he also needs to bear the public opinion attacks on him because of Xiang Jing's news.

At least for now, he can't pursue love in such a vague way, even if he pursues it, the result is likely to be a failure.

"Yeah." Shi An replied lightly.

Shi Yao didn't like such silence, he smiled at people and was about to get out of bed.

It should be more forced to smile, Shi Yao still has this self-knowledge in his heart, most of his heart is used to suppress the sadness in his heart at the moment, a smile, don't be too demanding, right?

Thinking of this, he raised the corner of his mouth mockingly.

"Wait a minute." Shi An said looking at the person in front of him who was so unhappy for some reason.

"Ok?"

"The wheelchair I bought hasn't arrived yet."

"Huh?! What wheelchair?" Shi Yao slightly opened his eyes and asked, "For me?"

Shi An nodded, then approached, trying to make Shi Yao sit back.

......

Shi Yao didn't know why the situation developed like this, it was obvious that he was having a hard time just now.

"Are you sure you don't need it, sir, if you are not satisfied with this one, we still have—"

Under Shi Yao's urging eyes, Shi An said unskillfully to the other end of the phone: "No, no, thank you."

Seeing Shi An who looked at him dissatisfiedly after hanging up the phone, Shi Yao showed a slight smile in his eyes, and he said to Shi An: "Obviously I have a wheelchair."

"It's not here."

"It's in my house, just go back, I can still support it at this distance." Shi Yao replied with a smile.

Shi'an's shopping behavior was interrupted, and his words were dismissed with reasons that he thought were not reasons, so he puffed his cheeks in displeasure, looked at Shi Yao and said, "But it's inconvenient."

Shi Yao laughed and said, "Automatically."

"Your injury is more serious this time, and you need a better service performance."

"But I have no money?"

"Didn't you tell me I would buy it?" Shi An said with a cold face.

Well, when he came back again, Shi Yao's negative emotions had all been suppressed to the bottom of his heart, and he smiled slightly and said to people, "It's not necessary."

The car that arranged to send people off was parked at the door, and Shi Yao sat in. Just as he was about to say goodbye to him, Shi An sat in with a calm expression.

Shi Yao looked sideways at the person and didn't speak.

Sensing Shi Yao's gaze, Shi An asked naturally, "Go home?"

"You?" Shi Yao wanted to ask Shi An why he followed, but thinking that this was someone else's car, he swallowed other words and nodded.

The two of them didn't communicate with each other along the way, the car window was closed, Shi Yao could vaguely see Shi An from the reflection of the car window.

He didn't dare to reveal his feelings to Shi'an easily, and even when he guessed Shi'an's evasive attitude, he consciously restrained his eyes, movements, and communication with him that might reveal his heart.

If they hide well, the two can still be friends.

I am really timid and greedy.

Shi Yao laughed at himself.

The car drove for a while before reaching the community where Shi Yao's family lived. Through the car window, Shi Yao saw a person in a black suit dangling in front of the building facing the gate.

That building was where Shi Yao didn't move at first, but lived.

The building he lives in now is a little further back, and the owner of that household is abroad, and Shi Yao also contacted him on the house-finding software, so the news that he rented that room is still well hidden, at least they haven’t heard of it yet. turn up.

But judging from the posture of the person who is looking to the old lady, he is so blatant, and he is sure that he has no way to resist.

Shi Yao suppressed the disgust welling up in his heart, and just as he was about to move, he heard Shi An say calmly, "Don't stop, keep driving."

The car drove past the community, and the people who had been paying attention to the car at first also looked away.

Shi Yao didn't speak, the car kept driving, and Shi Yao didn't know where it was going.

"Thank you." Shi Yao didn't look at Shi'an, and said, his voice was unbearably hoarse.

Shi An pursed his lips, glanced at the obviously depressed person, and opened his mouth. Perhaps it was the first time that he was making people happy. To divert his attention, he said somewhat unskillfully, "I'll just say I want to buy a wheelchair."

Shi Yao was startled, and then skillfully retorted, "I'll sneak back and get it."

Shi An choked, and cast a glance at Shi Yao.

"Where are we going now?" Shi Yao asked without strength.

Shi An glanced at Shi Yao, and said softly, "I'll take you to have your hair cut first, and then I'll take you home."

"Go home?" Shi Yao repeated in a daze, and then said to people: "I can't stay at your house anymore, and my injury is almost healed, so don't bother me anymore." I dare not go, afraid that there will be no next time The self-control that pulled myself away.

"Where are you going then?"

Shi Yao stared at the scenery outside the car window, dazed.

Where to go?

He has no place to go back to, so where should he go?

Shi An didn't urge him either, just waited for Shi Yao to think slowly.

"Jingyang District, over there in Qingyang District." After a while, Shi Yao said.

Shi An raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked the person, "Did you still rent a house there?"

"No, Jiang Shijie lives there."

Shi An immediately hardened.Said in a low voice: "Hui Senhe."

Senhe is where Shi An lives.

Hearing this, Shi Yao raised his head and looked directly into Shi An's eyes, a rare and firm refusal.

Shi An is very good, but he can't continue to indulge himself because of his emotional simplicity.

Besides, I still have a mess on my body.

Shi An can continue to be nice to him because of friendship, he doesn't know, but Shi Yao knows that his feelings for Shi An are not between friends.

The silent confrontation between the two did not affect Shi An's driver at all, and the car drove back to Senhe.

The driver got out of the car quietly after parking the car.

It was just the two of them in the car.

"Shi'an, aren't you afraid of trouble?" Shi Yao asked.

Shi An paused when he heard the words, he understood Shi Yao's meaning, he disagreed and replied with a stiff voice: "You are not troublesome."

"Why am I not?" Shi Yao quickly answered, "You should also know about the things in my family, and you should also know about my liking for boys."

Perhaps the dim light of the underground parking lot made the interior of the small car even more cramped, and Shi Yao's suppressed emotions came out, baring his teeth and claws in the dimness.

But at this moment, his reason is very clear, without the optimism and smile that he showed in daily life, he revealed his original bad side, and he opened up the troubles of his original family like carrion worms.

Looking back a long time later, he really understood that he did not continue to follow the teacher's instructions and capture people step by step, but cut himself open first in a bit of embarrassment, trying to scare the other party away.

This is the last signal, the signal for Shi An to escape. If Shi An shows resistance, then Shi Yao can control himself. When someone leaves, even if the other party is straight, even if the other party's powerful family will firmly oppose it.

Shi An didn't understand the logic of the connection between the two sentences mentioned by Shi Yao, his family is his family, and the boy he likes is him.

"So." Shi An said lightly.

Seeing the man, Shi Yao suddenly burst out laughing, there was no happy expression on his face, but a sharpness that Shi An had never seen before.

The invasion in his eyes.The feeling is strong, but if this is the first tune, then Shi An has accurately captured the sadness hidden by Shi Yao in the tail tune.

Very strong, with a hint of determination.

Shi An only felt that he was trapped in this square inch, and he looked full of sharpness. Looking at Shi Yao's eyes, he felt that as long as he poked lightly, everything would leak again.