half blind

Before he had an attack, a voice floated leisurely from behind.

"What kind of person you are, you will look at others with what kind of mentality. Aren't we all like this? Human beings are such a sad creature full of prejudice and limitations."

Zhang Qing turned his head, and Kong Yishan walked towards him from the end of the corridor.

"Mr. Kong." Zhang Qing called out neither humble nor overbearing.

"Do you want to go inside and taste the Biluochun from West Dongting Mountain?" Kong Yishan was still smiling, and invited Zhang Qing to sit in his room.

Zhang Qing followed Kong Yishan into the house, but refused his tea, "There is no need for tea, I came to you because you have something to discuss with you."

Kong Yishan's smile subsided a little, "If it were another contestant who came to me at this time, I would definitely think that he was here to plead. But it's you, I really don't know what you can say with your clever mouth. what come?"

Zhang Qing smiled, and said straightforwardly, "It's getting late, so I'll just say it. I know you like fighting crickets."

Zhang Qing used a more euphemistic word to describe the matter of "raising Gu".

Kong Yishan smiled without saying a word.

"Actually, I also liked fighting crickets when I was a child." Zhang Qing said with a smile, "But I caught all the crickets in the grass by myself, and I played very casually. After watching them fight, I will give victory to them." That food, feed it fat and strong, recharge your energy and prepare for the next one. The loser is usually more miserable. I usually don’t let it go out of kindness. To rip off its legs and watch it crawl on the ground like a caterpillar. After all, what's the point of a game if there's no punishment for the loser?"

Kong Yishan laughed out loud, and even clapped his hands, "Well said, it's wonderful. Tell me, what kind of punishment do you want for the loser?"

"If I lose in this competition, I will do whatever you want." Zhang Qing raised his head and looked into his eyes, "I just have a small request, if the loser is Bai Yidong, I hope... "

……

"Okay." With a smile in his eyes, Kong Yishan readily agreed, "Then do as you said."

"Thank you very much." Zhang Qing bowed to Kong Yishan.

"It's settled, let's get ready for the competition." Kong Yishan smiled and took out a cigarette and lit it, "Oh, the young people nowadays are really pushing the waves ahead. Their hearts are higher than the sky——"

Zhang Qing had already walked out of Kong Yishan's room at this time, the second half of his sentence was locked inside by the door, only a slight sigh slipped out along the crack of the door.

"—It's a pity that life is thinner than paper."

The recording of the show started smoothly, and Zhang Qing knew the moment he saw Bai Yidong's performance in the background, Bai Yidong's promotion was stable this time.

"He is stable." Zhang Qing said.

"Why?" Duanmurou was a little unconvinced, "I didn't think he acted very well either."

"It's not very good to look at it alone, but he is behind Jiang xx." Zhang Qing said the name of a female contestant, "Jiang's stage performance has never been good, it is because of his good-looking face and the favor of the audience that he has gone all the way. So far, it's just a vase in short. After all, Bai Yidong is more or less capable, and being ranked behind her, these advantages are further magnified. And look at the judges' seats."

"What?" Duanmu looked softly at him.

All the judges in the judges' seat watched the performance on stage intently. Duanmurou watched for a while, but didn't see any problem.

"what happened?"

"They didn't communicate." Zhang Qing said in a low voice, "Everyone looked at the stage in unison, and they didn't exchange ideas in a low voice like watching the previous shows."

Duanmurou suddenly realized, "The reason why we don't communicate is because they made a decision in advance. I'm really not surprised. Going through the back door is indeed something Bai Yidong would do."

"Besides, for the program team, it would be more beneficial for them to keep Bai Yidong and me in the finals, and create public opinion that we two compete against each other." Zhang Qing smiled, "Actually, even if he doesn't go out of his way, the program team probably won't either. Knock him out, but he dare not take the risk."

But Bai Yidong, there are some tricks that become cheaper the more you use them.

"He's finished, it's your turn." Duanmurou said quickly as soon as the music stopped.

Zhang Qing took a deep breath, nodded, and jumped twice on the spot.Arranging himself to appear on the stage after Bai Yidong is probably due to the program crew's ulterior motives.

And since this PK was created by himself, no matter what happens next, he has to stand up firmly.

"clear."

Zhang Qing turned his head, Zhou Nanchen quietly took his hand, pressed it on his palm, "Come on."

Zhang Qing smiled, "Yes."

"The next contestant we're going to invite is Zhang Qing, who won warm praise from the audience for his bold and exciting performance style after the first episode aired!"

Zhang Qing trotted from the backstage all the way to the front of the stage, standing shoulder to shoulder with the host.

"I remember that Zhang Qing wore women's clothing to dance on stage in the first issue, and then played and sang a very 'exciting' song on the piano in the second issue, right?" The host asked with a smile, "Your personal style is really very Maverick."

Zhang Qing took the microphone and smiled shyly, "This is more in line with everyone's expectations for a murderer."

A well-timed self-deprecating sentence caused a roar of laughter and heated up the atmosphere of the audience.

"So what new surprise do you have for everyone today?"

Zhang Qing nodded, "Today's theme is Soul, so I want to muster up the courage to sing to everyone what is deep in my soul. Even if life rejects you, please don't give up on yourself."

The host raised his voice, "Please enjoy Zhang Qing's "Ming に 呵われている (Disgusted by Life)"!"

After reporting the title of the song, it caused quite a commotion in the audience.

"Japanese song?"

"It's actually a Japanese song!"

The curtain was drawn slowly, and the staff quickly placed the piano and drum kit on the stage, and someone came to help Zhang Qing put on the microphone and earphones.

Zhang Qing sat down in front of the piano, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened his eyes, the light had already hit him.

The piano sounded, and the prelude was as smooth as a stream.In the huge studio, there was an instant silence, nothing could be heard except the notes flowing from Zhang Qing's fingertips.

He opened his lips and began to sing.

"死にたいなんて言うなよ, めめないで生きろよ..."

The large screen behind it shows the audience the lyrics of the song.

'Don't say you want to die,

Don't give up and keep living. '

This song is actually right,

It was so funny.

In fact, it doesn't matter if you die,

But sad when people around you die,

I just hate that scene,

Just a selfish thought.

The lyrics are very depressing, but the tune is cheerful and lively.Such an ironic sense of contrast silenced the entire hall.

Zhang Qing closed his eyes, his fingertips danced happily on the keys, and he sang with a smile on his lips.

We were once teenagers,

One day I will become a young man.

Old age will be like withered leaves,

Decay without knowing it.

happy parting love friendship,

It's all a funny child's play in a dream,

All can be replaced by money.

Tomorrow, I may die,

Everything may become meaningless.

The rhythm of the piano is getting faster and faster, and the emotion of the song is getting more and more urgent, like a dying person being choked by the throat.

Some memory fragments, like afterimages in a kaleidoscope, suddenly and quickly floated past Zhang Qing's eyes.

There was the rooftop seven years ago, there was Zhou Nanchen who showed him his mobile phone with his head up on the rooftop, and the door that he couldn't knock on that summer no matter what.

morning night spring autumn,

The constant is that someone is dying somewhere.

Dreams or tomorrow need nothing,

As long as you can live that's enough.

That's right, I just wanted to sing like this.

The piano sound stopped abruptly after this sentence.

The lights on the stage suddenly went out, and just a second later, with a "swish", the whole stage was lit up like daylight.

Zhang Qing didn't know when he left the piano and stood in front of the drum set.

The rock-like drums did not give the audience any chance to breathe, as if the collapse that had been suppressed for a long time was released like a flood.

We are disgusted by life!

Said the words "want to die" lightly,

We who despise life so much are disgusted by life.

We are disgusted by life,

Prefer to speak the language of parting,

But we don't understand life and death at all,

Disgusted by life!

Whether it's you or me,

One day it will rot like a dead leaf.

Even so, we will try our best to live,

Desperately carrying life on his back to live.

struggling, carrying, laughing,

Live, live, live!

Zhang Qing's performance is so devoted, his eyes are rosy, and he seems to have melted his soul into this lyrics.

The combination of the lyrics at the end and the tension of Zhang Qing's performance detonated the audience.

The audience stood up one after another amidst the encouraging drumbeat, and the audience was filled with explosive shouts and applause.

Zhang Qing was panting during the interlude. He was not a professional singer, and he had never tried to sing like this on stage before.

His brain went blank, he didn't even know whether his performance was good or bad, only the remaining sliver of reason made him bow deeply to the audience.

"You're amazing! I was shocked by your performance!" Duanmurou said excitedly as soon as Zhang Qing returned to the backstage.

"Are you scared?" Zhang Qingren was still a little dazed, not breathing well, "Huh?"

Duanmurou laughed angrily, stretched out his hand and slapped him, "Very good! Very good! You performed super well! Give you water."

Zhang Qing took the water glass and gulped down the throat-moisturizing tea made by Duanmurou until he came back to his senses, "Not bad? Really?"

"Really! In this state, you will definitely be able to advance!"

Zhang Qing's tense tone suddenly relaxed, and only then did the accumulated tiredness surge up.

The author says:

The song "Ming に 呵われている" that appeared in this chapter, you can listen to the まふまふ version, it is really explosive, I like it very much!

And thank you all for your continued support!This article decided to officially enter v on February 2, and two chapters of 11 words will be updated on the same day. Clear!I will continue to work hard to write better stories!

In addition, there are some things at home that cannot be updated every day during this time, I will try my best to update it in two or three days!