half blind

Zhang Qing originally wanted to take a taxi, but Chen Lou said she wanted to go for a walk, and Zhang Qing had nothing to do, so she agreed.

The sun was shining in the summer afternoon, and in order to avoid the paparazzi, the two walked on an inconspicuous tree-lined path.

"Does Brother Qing live in a hotel?" Chen Lou asked, "They said that Huaishui is your hometown, so I thought you would live at home."

Zhang Qing smiled, "My home is quite far from the set, and...my relationship with my parents is not that good."

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." Chen Lou covered his mouth.

"It's okay, I didn't intend to keep it a secret." Zhang Qing smiled.

Chen Lou breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, that's good."

Then she said to herself in a daze, "It seems... everyone has difficult things."

"Bai Yidong left you here and went back by himself?" Zhang Qing asked.

Chen Lou should have come with Bai Yidong's car, Chen Lou didn't even bring an assistant with him, this Bai Yidong could even call a car for another girl.

"He's very busy with work, so he doesn't have time for me." Chen Lou looked away.

Chen Lou's answer made Zhang Qing frowned, "Chen Lou, can I ask you a personal question?"

Chen Lou nodded hesitantly.

"Are you and Bai Yidong really in a romantic relationship?"

Chen Lou bit his lip and didn't answer.

"Several times I felt that he seemed to be forcing you, and you don't want to be humiliated by him like that?" Zhang Qing asked, "If you don't want to, why didn't you say it? Did he threaten you..."

"No, it's not what you think!" Chen Lou shook his head like a rattle, his eyes flushed, "I'm too useless to help him!"

Zhang Qing was taken aback.

"He's so good and perfect, how could he look down on rubbish like me. I'm already very happy to be used by him!" Chen Lou's tears rolled down, "I gave him everything, but he still said that I It's useless, saying that I don't have any resources, and I can't give him anything..."

Chen Lou sobbed and said, "Brother Qing, can you help me find a way, how can I continue to stay by his side?"

Zhang Qing was quite surprised at this moment. He thought that Chen Lou asked him to go with him because he wanted to ask him for help and to accuse Bai Yidong of his evil deeds, but he didn't expect to ask him why he stayed by Bai Yidong's side.

"Is Bai Yidong so good?" Zhang Qing couldn't help asking, "Actually, there are many outstanding stars in the entertainment industry..."

"He's different." Chen Lou shook his head desperately, "He works so hard and is so perfect, in my heart no one can compare to him! All the efforts I have made since college have been to get closer to him! I I gave him everything, I really gave him everything..."

Chen Lou suddenly knelt down and sobbed, looking like he was about to collapse.

At this moment, Zhang Qing suddenly realized something, and looked at Chen Lou in astonishment, "You gave him everything you said, what do you mean?"

"What else can you refer to!" Chen Lou said resignedly.

"No, I didn't mean that." Zhang Qing knelt down slowly in front of Chen Lou, "You...couldn't you have told him about Liang Yu?"

Chen Lou immediately lowered his head and cried even harder. After a while, he choked up and nodded.

Zhang Qing let out a long sigh, unable to tell what it was like in his heart.

Now, it is completely clear why Bai Yidong went to this small crew to act as a special star.

At first Zhang Qing suspected that his target was himself, but in fact the person he was looking for from the very beginning was Chen Lou.

He must have gotten the information from somewhere, knowing that Liang Yu's sister, Chen Lou, is his fanatical fan.In order to give the flourishing Liang Yu a blow in the head, he spared no effort to get close to Chen Lou and get Liang Yu's black material from her hands.

Liang Yu probably never imagined that the person who gave him a fatal blow was actually such a close sister.

However, whether such a vicious plan was conceived by Bai Yidong himself, or the mysterious capitalist behind him... no one knows.

"I, I didn't do anything wrong!" Chen Lou argued, "He did that kind of thing and kept it from me... It's disgusting in the first place!"

"Maybe." Zhang Qing stood up, the expression on his face became a little indifferent, "But you, who relied on your brother's resources and connections to act as the heroine, but betrayed him to Bai Yidong backhanded, are not so good. Where are you going?"

Chen Lou's eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe what Zhang Qing just said.

"Shut up, don't make a wedding dress for that villain Bai Yidong anymore." Zhang Qing shook his head, "You are a very good girl, and you have great potential in acting, why don't you think about how to shoot tomorrow's scene? Wanting things that don’t belong to you.”

Zhang Qing pushed open the hotel door, and unexpectedly found Duanmu Rou sitting on the big bed in his room.

"Are you back?" Duanmurou looked up at him.

"Why are you here?" Zhang Qing took off his coat and put it on the back of the chair, then threw himself on the bed and sighed.

"At this point, I thought you were back long ago, but it turned out that you weren't here." Duanmurou shrugged, "I was just about to call you, but you just walked in."

"No, Sister Rou... Let me tell you, can you not come into my room casually next time." Zhang Qing said weakly, "What if I'm taking a shower? What if I don't have any clothes on?"

"I knocked on the door first, and I came in when no one answered." Duanmurou said with a natural expression, "Besides, don't you like men?"

Zhang Qing was choked by Duanmurou's overly reasonable tone, "I like men, but it doesn't mean that I won't be embarrassed—forget it, forget it, I'm too lazy to argue with you, I'm tired enough today."

"You haven't said why you came back so late. Yin Ling told me that you finished eating at two o'clock, and it's almost four o'clock." Duanmurou looked at his watch and said, "You didn't mean to run to talk to Ah Chen. Are you dating? Let me tell you, now is a sensitive period..."

"No, how is that possible." Zhang Qing rolled his eyes, "I came back with Chen Lou, and it was slow because I was walking."

"With Chen Lou?" Duanmurou was taken aback.

"Well, do you want to hear a story?" Zhang Qing looked at his manager with a half-smile, and got a look of "let go of the fart".

Zhang Qing succinctly told Duanmurou the conversation with Chen Lou, and also expressed his guess.

After hearing this, Duanmurou showed a surprised expression, "It turned out to be like this, why didn't I think of it at the beginning?"

"Who would have thought that Chen Lou, who has such a good relationship with Liang Yu, would betray her brother." Zhang Qing laughed dryly, "The charm of an idol is really invincible."

"In this way, it is almost certain that the capital force behind Bai Yidong is Kong Yishan." Duanmurou said.

"is it?"

"Liang Yu is an artist under Aixing, and Jinhua Media and Aixing have been competing for resources in recent years." Duanmurou said, "If Bai Yidong represents the interests of Jinhua, then it is only natural for him to overthrow Liang Yu thing."

"But Bai Yidong didn't sign with Jinhua Media." Zhang Qing frowned, "I remember he opened his own studio."

"Why do you think that with his fame, he can make a fortune in the circle? It depends on the personal relationship with various big shots in the circle." Duanmurou said disdainfully, "Selling favors and ass, want to The resources you need are there.”

"Too."

"Besides, Jinhua is very good at making black and red hype. Do you know who is the last artist that their family promoted?" Duanmu Rou.

"Xu Ning?" Zhang Qing responded quickly.Two years ago, Xu Ning was almost scolded by the whole network, and his notoriety was so notorious that everyone knew it.

But after only two years, everyone has completely forgotten about his black material back then, which actually increased his popularity and made him a lot of money now.

Duanmurou nodded, "Bai Yidong chose to hug his thigh, he was really right."

Zhang Qing didn't speak for a long time, lying on the bed in large characters, silently staring at the ceiling of the room.

"Actually, traffic stars are the vests of capital." Duanmurou patted Zhang Qing's arm, "They don't have any right to speak, and they all represent the interests of capital. In this circle, we are all on the capital chessboard chess piece."

Zhang Qing sighed, "A leek needs to have the self-consciousness of a leek, I understand."

Saying that, Zhang Qing turned over from the bed and sat up, "I still have to film tomorrow, I won't let these things affect my work, don't worry."

Duanmurou smiled softly, "I know you won't. Well, then I won't bother you anymore, you can prepare for tomorrow's play."

"Okay, sister Rou, you also remember to go to bed early."

Duanmurou closed the door for him, Zhang Qing sighed, took out the medicine from the drawer and took it.Then he stared at the script in a daze.

Before you know it, it's evening, the setting sun is shining softly against the edge of the horizon, and the moon is rising.

Zhang Qing was startled when the phone rang, adjusted his breathing, and then picked up the phone.

"Hey?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

"Even if you don't speak, I know it's you." Zhang Qing changed into a more comfortable posture, "My eyesight is now 2.0, and I can see it clearly."

"Have you returned to the hotel?" Zhou Nanchen asked in a low voice.

"Yeah, otherwise, can I still hang out?" Zhang Qing said with a smile, "What about you? How are you getting ready for work?"

"It's going well." Zhou Nanchen said, "I helped the assistant director draw a bunch of storyboards, and helped the props team choose props for a long time. Finally, I have to choose clothes for you. I have been busy until now, and I just got out of the car."

"It's been hard work." Zhang Qing suddenly felt guilty for the fish he just did, "I'll treat you to a big meal when this drama is finished."

"There's no need for a big meal, it would be nice if it can be completed smoothly." Zhou Nanchen paused, "Did you go back with Chen Lou today?"

"Yes."

"Hmm..." Zhou Nanchen replied, but the ending sound was dragged on for a long time, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't say it.

Zhang Qing was a little amused, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Zhou Nanchen said immediately.

"Actually, if you take a closer look today, Chen Lou looks quite pretty." Zhang Qing pretended to be thinking and said, "Have you noticed the skirt she is wearing today? It's pure white, it suits her very well."

"She's not pretty." Zhou Nanchen said almost immediately.

"No way? You are the stylist of the production team, and you actually said that the heroine of our show is not beautiful?" Zhang Qing deliberately used an exaggerated tone, "I often think she is very beautiful."

"As far as looks are concerned, anyone can have plastic surgery." Zhou Nanchen's tone became cold.

"Really? But I think her personality is also quite cute, and she belongs to the kind of personality that is very popular with boys."

"I didn't realize—" Zhou Nanchen was interrupted by Zhang Qing before he could finish his denial.

"However, in my opinion, no matter how cute she is, she is not as cute as you."

It was as if the mute button had been pressed on the other end of the phone, and there was no movement.

Zhou Nanchen was caught off guard by Zhang Qing's words, and he was holding the phone blankly, not realizing that his face was turning red.

Zhang Qing's laughter came from the phone, "You really are jealous. I thought your attitude towards Chen Lou was weird before, but now that I think about it, you must have been jealous from the beginning, right?"

"I haven't." Zhou Nanchen said reluctantly.

"Lie." Zhang Qing chuckled.

Zhou Nanchen stopped talking.

"I didn't expect that you would even be jealous of girls. Chen Lou is so focused on Bai Yidong, how could he think about me. Even today, he walked with me because he wanted to ask how I would not be abandoned by Bai Yidong. "

With that said, Zhang Qing told Zhou Nanchen what happened today again.

"There is such a thing." Zhou Nanchen was also quite surprised.

"I didn't expect that she could be so devoted to Bai Yidong." Zhang Qing shrugged, "However, it has nothing to do with me if one wishes to fight and one wishes to suffer."

"But you'd better be careful in the future." Zhou Nanchen said, "Artists are most likely to be attacked by black hands when their careers are on the rise, so we have to be vigilant."

Zhang Qing fell silent suddenly, and spoke again after a few seconds.

"You mean being vigilant, you mean you never meet me, don't you even make a phone call?"

"I……"

"You're obviously jealous of girls, why haven't you called me these two days?"

Zhou Nanchen lowered his eyes, "I'm afraid to disturb you, since your eyes have recovered..."

Zhang Qing took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly, "Are you still minding what you said that day?"

"What?"

"When I was in Liancheng, I said you were 'not my boyfriend anymore'."

Zhou Nanchen didn't say anything, it was obvious that he had touched his heart.

"That sentence is true. You have not been my boyfriend since you left Huaishui seven years ago. Over the years, we have changed a lot, and we are no longer the foolish boys we were. You and I are both Independent people, I want you to have equal respect for me, that's all."

Zhang Qing sighed, "I'm not your property, nor a rose in the greenhouse. If you want to protect me so much, don't leave in the first place."

"Sorry." Zhou Nanchen's voice was a little dry.

"However, I want you to know that what I meant by that... was not to push you away."

Zhou Nanchen heard rustling voices from the other end of the phone. It seemed that Zhang Qing adjusted his posture and lay down on the bed.

"Zhou Nanchen, there is something I need to tell you first." Zhang Qing paused, "I still like you very much."

Heartbeat, missing a beat between these simple sentences.

"Although it has been seven years, and even though you are a boring man with no sense of responsibility and no EQ, I still like you." Zhang Qing said in a low voice, "I like to work, live and play cats with you , Eat and chat together. These have nothing to do with my eyes, no, it should be said that it is because I like you so much that my eyes can only see you."

Zhang Qing was a little surprised that he said these words in such a calm tone.He imagined how he would confess his love to Zhou Nanchen, but when he actually said it, there was no disturbance in his heart.

It was so natural, as if it had been arranged long ago.

Once I opened the door, the words I wanted to say poured out like a flood, "I used to want to forget you so much, I didn't hesitate to go to the bar to get drunk and make new boyfriends. When I came back to my senses, I realized that each of them was like You, but neither."

Zhang Qing repeated: "None of them are you."

After you leave, I can no longer give myself completely to another person.

I began to know how to weigh the pros and cons, know how to defend against hypocrisy, and my life gradually became unrealistic like duckweed.

No road, no future, little expectation, muddle through.

until you reappear.

Zhang Qing sighed lightly.

This is a good move, he really fell into Zhou Nanchen's hands completely, even the last hole card was revealed to him.

Zhou Nanchen was silent for a long time before speaking, "I..."

Although only one sound was made, the nervousness of the owner of the sound could be heard.

"I'm not asking a question, you don't need to answer." Zhang Qing smiled, "I just want you to know what I think, that's all."

Zhou Nanchen nodded subconsciously, and then realized that Zhang Qing couldn't see.

"But sometimes I also want to know what you are thinking." Zhang Qing said in a low voice, "You used to keep your thoughts in your heart and didn't say anything. I'm so stupid, so stupid that you left me without hesitation, I don't even know why. I often think, if only I had been more sensitive, if I could have sensed what you were thinking, maybe you wouldn't have..."

"It's not your fault." Zhou Nanchen interrupted him anxiously.

Zhang Qing sighed lightly, "You have to tell me, so I can know."

Zhou Nanchen was silent for a while, "Qing."

Zhang Qing's heart trembled, "I am here."

"I miss you."

Zhou Nanchen's deep voice echoed in Zhang Qing's ears.

It was just four simple words, but Zhang Qing felt that his stuffy chest suddenly stretched out, and the anxiety that had been hovering all day disappeared.

"Me too." He laughed.