half blind

clear.

His mind went blank, Zhang Qing almost melted into this call.

When the relationship was first confirmed in the second year of high school, the two of them had several disputes because of the title.

Zhou Nanchen obviously looks like an elm head, but when it comes to love, he is extremely clingy like a big dog.

Whenever he steals some gaps——the unoccupied class, the corner of the campus, the branches and leaves in the cherry blossom forest that can just cover the two of them, he will suddenly wrap his arms around his waist, and then put his lips next to his ear , murmured "clear".

Until now, Zhang Qing still can’t figure out how this person pronounces an ordinary sound so lingering, affectionate, and clean, like a child’s monotonous exclamation in front of all flawless and beautiful things, without any impurities .

But at that time, Zhang Qing was still a young man in his teens, blushing when he heard this name, but he refused to admit it, and said that Zhou Nanchen's yelling was so disgusting, he could hear goose bumps all over his body, and insisted that he be serious Bajing called himself by his full name.

At that time, Zhou Nanchen felt aggrieved like a big golden retriever being trained, and said to himself, "What a nice name you have".

At that time, Zhang Qing was still too young to understand Zhou Nanchen's painterly romance. He didn't know that he rubbed his name into ink blocks and melted it in his heart little by little.Since then, all his paintings have his shadow.

The accident happened so suddenly that no one expected it.

Zhang Qing only felt that his body was hit hard, and he flew out directly. He fell so badly that he couldn't get up for a long time.

Not long after, he heard footsteps beside his ears, someone calling his name, and someone calling Zhou Nanchen's name.

"A Chen!"

"Achen, are you alright?"

The voice called Zhou Nanchen sounded obviously more nervous.

"What are you still doing in a daze, move away!"

There was a "buzz" in Zhang Qing's head, and he got up from the ground with all his strength.

Then he saw such a large metal billboard pressed to the ground, and a group of people surrounded it shouting one, two, three and forcefully removed the metal billboard.

"Zhou Nanchen!" Zhang Qing couldn't care about himself anymore, and rushed over there.

Three or five men worked together to remove the billboard, and the metal made a harsh sound as it swept the ground. As expected, Zhou Nanchen curled up under the billboard with a painful expression on his face.

Zhang Qing was stunned, and couldn't even realize what happened for a moment.

This billboard was clearly above his head, why did it hit Zhou Nanchen?

Just now he fell at least two meters away, Zhou Nanchen pushed it?

If he hadn't experienced it personally, Zhang Qing would never have imagined that Zhou Nanchen's strength was so great.

Zhang Qing felt himself trembling from head to toe, almost unable to stand still, and at that moment overwhelming fear swept through every pore of his body.

He didn't even know when he knelt on the ground.

If something happened to Zhou Nanchen...

The fingers were suddenly bound, Zhang Qing looked up in shock, and found that Zhou Nanchen stretched out a hand with difficulty, and shook his fingers on the ground, with a pale smile on his lips.

Zhang Qing opened his mouth and was speechless.

"What's going on! How did this happen!" Li Fan ran over angrily, "Did you call an ambulance?"

"Called!" Yin Ling said quickly, "Come here right away!"

"Who the hell is in charge of this billboard?" Li Fan was furious. "Which scene is this set? Are they all fucking shit?"

Until the ambulance came, Li Fan was admonishing others, Zhang Qing didn't listen carefully to what he was advising, his head was in a mess, and he only remembered that he went to the hospital with the ambulance in a trance.

Duanmurou soon heard about the incident, and rushed to the hospital. She helped Zhou Nanchen register and pay for the examination the whole way.

Zhang Qing sat on a chair in the corridor with his knees hugged, his whole body tensed.

"Thank you, Sister Rou." Zhang Qing's voice was muffled, "I was supposed to do these things, but my eyes can't see clearly, so I have to trouble you..."

"What are you talking about? I'm your manager, and your business is mine." Duanmurou drank his saliva, "I'm so sorry, next time I'll treat you to barbecue."

"Okay." Zhang Qing smiled.

Duanmurou put down the water glass and took his hand, "Why are your hands so cold?"

"It's okay." Zhang Qing said.

Duanmurou thought for a while, got up and went to the hospital's own water boiler to get a cup of boiled water, and stuffed it into Zhang Qing's hand.

"I'm not thirsty..."

"Take it, warm your hands." Duanmurou ordered.

Zhang Qing sighed and took it over, "Thank you."

"You don't go to wait in his ward, do you have to sit here?" Duanmurou asked.

"I...forget it, it's good for me to sit here." Zhang Qing sighed, "I go in now, and I don't know how to face him."

Duanmurou nodded in understanding.

"I really didn't expect him to..." Zhang Qing buried his face in his palm and rubbed it vigorously, "He was quite far away from me at the time, unless he didn't hesitate a second before rushing over, otherwise..."

Duanmurou nodded and did not speak.

"I finally found out. It turns out that I didn't sing a one-man show in my relationship with him. It turns out that he treats me too..." Zhang Qing laughed at himself, "But I don't want to know through this kind of thing. I feel like I'm being treated as a Like an idiot. Even if we got into this situation, I would still willingly dissect myself in front of him, but what about him? He doesn't say anything, I don't know anything about him. What's the matter' I love You have nothing to do with you', does he think he's playing sadomasochism?"

Duanmurou sighed, as if she didn't know what to say, "Xiaoqing..."

"That's what he needs to be beaten. If he hadn't been injured, I would have rushed in and punched him on the head to wake him up." Zhang Qing continued, "Don't tell me anything, and expect me to accept his words obediently." A gift? To be his mother's spring and autumn dream! I am also a human being, and I have a heart!"

As Zhang Qing spoke, his eye sockets became moist. He quickly wiped it with the back of his hand, and blinked quickly.

"Didn't he ever think about what I think? Didn't he ever think that I would worry about him too? What a fucking thing, he will watch the world with a cold eye, but he is very good at advancing and retreating wisely and protecting himself!"

Zhang Qing's last sentence was a little loud, which attracted several people around to look here.Duanmurou hastily tugged on his collar, covering half of his face.

"Which family member is Zhou Nanchen?" At this moment, a little nurse in white came over.

"I am!" Zhang Qing immediately stood up from the chair, even though he couldn't see clearly, he still tried his best to face the direction where the voice came from.

"The results of the X-ray just came out, come with me." The little nurse beckoned, and Zhang Qing and Duanmu Rou immediately followed her into the doctor's office.

Zhang Qing couldn't see what the doctor looked like, but judging from his voice, he should be a middle-aged man over 40 years old.

"Zhou Nanchen, isn't it?" The doctor was probably looking at an X-ray, when there was a rattling sound from the table, Zhang Qing felt nervous, "I heard it was hit by a falling billboard?"

"Yes, how is he?" Zhang Qing asked nervously.

"It's okay, it's not a big problem, so don't worry too much." The doctor said, "He should have used the correct posture to protect himself the moment it fell. The injuries were mainly concentrated on the limbs and back, and the head, internal organs, etc. It was not affected. There was a closed fracture of the left forearm, which required a plaster cast. There was blood on the back, but the spine was not injured, and there were no other major problems. Let’s stay in the hospital for observation for a day. If there is no problem, you can go home and recuperate tomorrow. "

Only then did Zhang Qing let out a long sigh of relief, feeling the nerves that had been tense all the way relax, and almost fell to the ground with his legs limp.

"Thank you doctor." Duanmurou quickly thanked Zhang Qing, and dragged his artist out of the door.

"I'll just tell you, it's all right, don't worry now, right?" Duanmu Rou patted him.

"Yeah." Zhang Qing smiled.

"Qingqing, Sister Rou!"

Zhang Qing immediately recognized that it was Yin Ling's loud voice, and when he looked back, he saw a figure running towards him.

"Why are you here?" Zhang Qing was a little surprised.

"Oh, I ran over quickly after finishing the last few shots. Is Ah Chen okay?" Yin Ling was out of breath, and it seemed that he really ran over.

"He's fine, just a little fracture in his left arm, which doesn't seem to be serious." Zhang Qing said, "The rest are minor injuries. The doctor said that he protected his vulnerable parts when he was hit."

Yin Ling also breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down on the chair in the corridor, "It's okay, okay, then I can rest assured."

"The plaster should have been put on over there, do you want to go and have a look?" Duanmurou suggested.

"Okay, let's go." Yin Ling stood up without saying a word, pulled Zhang Qing and walked forward. Now Zhang Qing didn't even have time to think of the reason for his refusal, so he had to follow.

Zhou Nanchen was lying flat on the hospital bed, with one arm wrapped in a thick plaster cast and hanging on the side.He didn't fall asleep, and turned his head to this side quickly when he heard the door knock.

"Oh my god, are you okay?" Yin Ling walked up first and gave Zhou Nanchen a hug.

"It's okay." Zhou Nanchen smiled, and patted her on the back with his unbroken hand.

"You don't know that when you rushed over, the whole crew was terrified. Director Li said that his old heart was about to jump out of his throat." Yin Ling complained, "He directly opened the scene to the person in charge of setting the scene today." Well, this time it's true that the work of the props team is too vague, and it's really irritating to think it's a small web drama and not work hard!"

"They might have their own reasons." Zhou Nanchen smiled, "I'm fine."

"You need to rest your hand for a while." Duanmurou interjected, "But the doctor just told us that there is nothing serious, let us observe it for a day, and if there is nothing wrong, we can go home to recuperate tomorrow."

Zhou Nanchen looked relieved, "Yes."

"Director Li is still busy with work, he said he will come to see you after work." Yin Ling patted Zhou Nanchen's quilt, "I bought some fruit for you, I put it on the table, you should have a good rest first! "

"Let's go." Duanmurou winked at Yin Ling, "Achen, we are going back first, let Xiaoqing accompany you for a while."

"Hey, I didn't—" Zhang Qing's words were interrupted again.

"Ah, yes, yes, sister Rou and I are still busy." Yin Ling grabbed Duanmurou's arm, "Let's go first! Take care of yourself!"

Without giving Zhang Qing a chance to speak, Yin Ling pushed Duanmurou out the door, and Zhang Qing could still hear Duanmurou complaining for Yin Ling to move his hand away in the corridor.

The ward became quiet all of a sudden, the bed next to Zhou Nanchen was empty, and he went out without knowing if there was no one there.

Without saying a word, Zhang Qing dragged a chair to sit beside his bed, took out an orange from the bag Yin Ling put down, and peeled it.

"Don't peel it, I don't want to eat it." Zhou Nanchen frowned.

Zhang Qing glanced at him and kept moving his hands, "I want to eat."

Zhou Nanchen had no choice but to give up trying to stop him. He watched Zhang Qing peel the orange and stuff it into his mouth. After eating the whole orange, he wiped his mouth and opened his mouth, "Does it hurt?"

Zhou Nanchen smiled, "It's okay, the doctor said, it's just a closed fracture, it will heal in two to three months, and there won't be anything left..."

"Don't laugh." Zhang Qing stared straight at him, that cold expression didn't look like he was joking at all, which made Zhou Nanchen stunned.

"Zhou Nanchen, I don't care how you pretend or act with others, but don't show such a hypocritical expression to me." Zhang Qing looked at him firmly, "Does it hurt?"

Zhou Nanchen obviously didn't expect Zhang Qing to speak to himself in such a tone, he was a little taken aback, "A little bit."

"So you still know the pain." Zhang Qing said sarcastically, "I thought you didn't feel pain at all!"

Now Zhou Nanchen finally understood that Zhang Qing was angry with him.

"Listen to me." Zhou Nanchen sighed, "Even if I told you it was too late for that situation, and no one else paid attention to your side, I just did the best solution at that time..."

"The best solution is that you got smashed for me? Have you voted? Who certified it?" Zhang Qing raised his voice, "Have you asked my opinion? Have you ever thought about what I would think?"

"I..." Zhou Nanchen was startled again, "I'm sorry."

fuck you sorry!

Zhang Qing took a deep breath and kept telling himself to calm down. I am an adult now, and I can't get mad at Zhou Nanchen's words.

The overwhelming sense of fear on the set made Zhang Qing's fingers tremble involuntarily now. He couldn't imagine what he would do if something happened to Zhou Nanchen.

If such a big billboard falls down, if the location is right, any hemiplegia and the like will certainly not be a problem.

And now, Zhou Nanchen still wants to say sorry to block all his pain and fear back.

"You are too selfish." Zhang Qing pinched the bridge of his nose fiercely with his fingers, "You are really too selfish."

Zhou Nanchen didn't speak.

"Brother, I'm a living person, not a toy or a pet. You can't just treat me like this, and then don't tell me anything after it's over!" Zhang Qing said angrily, "Aren't you It's fun to see me being kept in the dark by you, isn't it? I've been foolishly trying my best to be 'ordinary friends' with you! Did you laugh out loud when you saw it, huh?"

Zhou Nanchen was silent for a long time, and then said softly after a while: "There are some things, even if I tell you, it will only increase your pain."

Zhang Qing instantly felt that he had nothing to say to this person.

It doesn't make sense, Ya and his head are covered with sawdust, and he can't even understand human words.

Zhang Qing didn't say anything, just stood up, turned around and walked out of the ward.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Nanchen grabbed his hand quickly.

"Will you let go?" Zhang Qing turned around and looked at him threateningly.

Zhou Nanchen didn't speak, and his hands didn't relax. Zhang Qing tried to struggle twice but couldn't get out.

At this time, Zhou Nanchen said, "At the end of last year, I saw a piece of news."

Zhang Qing was stunned, what kind of high-end topic shifting technique is this?

Zhou Nanchen continued, "It was said in the news that there was a new-generation actor who worked very hard in acting, crawled and rolled in the mud, and lay in the mud for three hours for the effect of a scene, and his ears were inflamed after the end. Even if the face of the person in the accompanying picture is covered in mud, I can recognize you at a glance."

Zhang Qing was stunned again, thinking of it, it seemed that there was such a thing, that is, he got such a report because of his ear inflammation. If he didn't have the ear infection, he probably wouldn't have been treated like this.

But why did he say this?

"Later, I followed this report and found out what the play you were acting in was called and where the crew was filming. It's a pity that when I found out, you had already wrapped up work." Zhou Nanchen paused , "Later, I quit my job as an accountant and found a teacher to teach me makeup and styling. Maybe it was because I had a foundation in art. He said that I learned very quickly. After that, I went to the crew to shoot scenes every day. Hanging around in the film and television park, occasionally helping people beat me up, and then Li Fan took a fancy to me, so he dug me here."

Zhang Qing's eyes widened and he was speechless.

"Actually, I didn't have to come to you, to work with you or something. It's just that staying in the crew will make me feel closer to you." Zhou Nanchen lowered his eyes, "When I'm doing makeup for others , I would wonder if Zhang Qing is staying in a similar place now, sitting on a chair chatting with the makeup artist; will he be bored playing with his mobile phone, accidentally messing up the hairstyle he just made; You will also hear the same 'card', the same 'Action', and face the same type of lens..."

Zhou Nanchen stopped, raised his head, and looked at Zhang Qing along the hands they held, "I just want to get closer to you, so don't go now, okay?"