half blind

On the day of the award ceremony, Duanmurou brought Yin Ling along, and Qiankun, Mo Mao and Cen Shang also all rushed to the scene.

Qiankun was so excited that he held Zhang Qing's sign language incoherently, chanting such words as "promising" and "simply created a miracle", which made Zhang Qing dumbfounded.

"I'm just being named, don't make it look like I've already won an award."

"The nomination is not great!" Yin Ling patted Zhang Qing's shoulder heavily, "You really have two brushes, what a reverse little prince to come out of the arena again!"

"That's enough, stop boasting, if you praise me again, I will go to heaven." Zhang Qing smiled and took Yin Ling's arm off, "Go in first, don't stand outside to bask in the sun."

"By the way, Zhou Nanchen said he would come today?" He Fangqiu, who had been silent just now, suddenly spoke.

"He wants to come?" Mo Mao asked, "You two reconciled?"

"Ah... this, I guess." Zhang Qing ambiguously pushed He Fangqiu to walk in, "Oh, let's go, the reporters are waiting for us to enter the venue."

He Fangqiu smiled with deep meaning in his eyes, and was pushed into the arena without saying anything.

Zhang Qing and He Fangqiu were the only combination of two male actors in the audience. As soon as they walked on the red carpet, they immediately attracted the audience's attention. Almost all the media focused their cameras on Zhang Qing, and the flashes crackled.

Even the other star directors present turned their attention to him and discussed in low voices.

Zhang Qingchao smiled and waved to those cameras. At this moment, he seemed to return to the time after the finals of the sound of the world, but he could feel the difference.

By the way, people's eyes have changed.

When he won the final and became famous overnight, people looked at him with envy, hatred, and covetousness, but there was nothing in his eyes today—admiration.

Li Shu arrived earlier than them, and had already sat down on his seat, reaching out to greet them.

"Look, I'm right! You just walked in the door like a superstar!" Li Shu laughed.

"Forget about them, so don't hurt me." Zhang Qing said helplessly, "I can't compare with Brother Fang Qiu and the seniors in the group. I was nominated because of shit luck. If our group There is an actor who won the award, and it must be Brother Fang Qiu."

"Don't worry, if there is an actor who wins the award, it must be you." Li Shu said with a smile.

"How is it possible, I..."

"Because of your Brother Fang Qiu, he was the best actor last year, and the organizers will not let him win the second award in a row." Li Shu said.

"Last time... Huh?!" Zhang Qing suddenly turned his head to look at He Fangqiu, "Why don't I know?"

"There is no publicity." Li Shu shrugged, "This guy is considered to be a figure wandering on the fringes of the entertainment industry. He only acts in plays and does not accept any endorsements or commercials, let alone variety shows, so he hardly appears in the public eye. "

"Acting is just my hobby." He Fangqiu waved his hand, "It's not my main job."

Actor in hobby...? !

If eyes can kill, Zhang Qing's jealous eyes have already beaten He Fangqiu into a sieve.

"Okay, let's start." Li Shu patted Zhang Qing. On the stage, the host had already come up to give the opening remarks.

Zhang Qing couldn't help but looked left and right in the auditorium, the audience was so dark that he couldn't even see his head, let alone his face.

Where will Zhou Nanchen be?

Is he here?

Time passed by every minute, and people kept coming to the stage to receive awards, give speeches, and then applaud.

"...I announce that the winner of this year's Best Screenplay Award is the chief screenwriter of the movie "Yu Daping", Mr. Zhu Zhi!"

"Good!" Li Shu was so excited that he was the first to stand up and applaud, and then the whole group stood up and applauded.

"...The winner of this year's Best Director Award is the director of the movie "Encounter", Ms. Shao Ya!"

Li Shu sighed, "I guessed it. It's not a shame to lose to her, this woman is quite capable."

After speaking, Li Shu looked at Zhang Qing, and said with a smile, "It depends on you to win the double prize for our group. Hurry up and prepare for the speech."

"What are you preparing for? I've said everything, I'm sure..."

Before Zhang Qing finished speaking, he heard the host speak.

"... Next, we will start to present the most eye-catching awards tonight." The host said with a smile, "That is, various performance awards. The first thing to be presented is the Best Actor Award."

Although he said that, Zhang Qing's heart was still clenched tightly at this moment, and his heart was about to jump out of his chest nervously.

"There are four actors who have been nominated for best actor this year, namely the two leading actors He Fangqiu and Mr. Zhang Qing from the movie "Raining Ping", Mr. Xu Jun from the movie "Encounter" and the movie "The Moment of Gunpowder Smoke". Mr. Sun Yang, the leading male lead. Let us enjoy the wonderful performances of these four nominees this year!"

Probably because of the nomination of two leading actors, the short film of "Yu Daping" is relatively long.

Looking at the familiar scenes, Zhang Qing's eyes turned red.

……

"Cry whatever you want, you will cry! Only girls cry all day long!" The little Sun Weilin yelled fiercely at Song Meiting, whose face was full of tears.

……

"Don't cry." The grown-up Sun Weilin reached out to wipe away the tears from Song Meiting's face, but he stopped him.

"I know, only girls cry and cry all day long." Song Meiting said softly, "But the country is in danger, people are starving and dying everywhere, and the people are displaced. How can you make me laugh?"

"For you, this rotten country is so important?" Sun Weilin asked back, "You come with me, where can we go? Japan, the United States or Europe, you take your pick. This country is already rotten. It's long gone."

Song Meiting didn't speak, just looked at him.Those eyes reflected the red sunset, shining brightly.

"That's fine, if you want to save it, then do it." Sun Weilin sat up from the bed, "I'll save it with you."

……

"Song Meiting, I love you! I have never loved someone so much in my life. If you want the army, I will give it to you. If you want food, I will give it to you. If you want me to send people to steal information from the KMT, I will give you it too." , and all I want is for you to be here with me, whole! Is it hard?"

Song Meiting lowered her eyebrows, "I can't do it."

There was silence in the air.

"Why...why would you rather die for this rotten country and those who are dying than live for me alone?" Sun Weilin slammed the table heavily, tears streaming down his face, "It's been so many years, Song Meiting , did you really love me?"

Song Meiting was just silent.

"Speak up! Have you ever loved me? Even once... even for a moment!"

Sun Weilin's voice begged, but only Song Meiting's sculptural shadow and endless silence responded to him.

……

In the endless sound of gunfire, blood and dust covered Song Meiting's face, making it almost impossible to see the original appearance.

His tattered military uniform was stained red with blood. He leaned against a rock and took out the watch with difficulty from his pocket.

The sky is still gray, with no hope of clearing up.His fingers rubbed the watch repeatedly, his low voice was almost covered by the sound of gunfire.

"I love you……"

"I love you, Sun Weilin, I love you."

In the end, no one heard this love, and it became Song Meiting's last words.

……

After the short film was played, there was thunderous applause in the venue.Soon, the movie clips of the other two actors were also finished, and it was time for the final awards.

"Then, this year's Best Actor winner is—"

Zhang Qing took a deep breath and tried his best to control the expression on his face.

"Mr. Zhang Qing!"

The audience burst into applause, Zhang Qing almost blushed when he stood up amidst the applause.

"What are you still doing in a daze, go!" He Fangqiu slapped his buttocks, and Zhang Qing staggered a few steps before running onto the stage in a bit of embarrassment.

Holding the heavy trophy in his hand, and the smiling host standing aside, the whole venue became extremely quiet, and everyone was waiting for Zhang Qing to speak.

Zhang Qing took a couple of deep breaths and didn't adjust it properly. He sprayed the mic when he opened his mouth, and there was a noise from the stereo.

"Sorry, uh... sorry, let me take a moment."

There was a friendly chuckle from the audience.He Fangqiu took the lead in applauding, and Yin Ling even stood up and shouted, "Come on, Qingqing!"

"You intentionally made me more nervous, didn't you?" Zhang Qing shouted at Yin Ling, and there was another burst of relaxed laughter from the audience.

When the laughter subsided, Zhang Qing took a deep breath and let it out slowly, "I'm sorry, I never thought I could win the award. I'm so flattered. I must first thank Director Li Shu. If he hadn't been there When the entire entertainment circle abandoned me, they still had high expectations for me. There would be no Song Meiting today, nor would there be Zhang Qing who won the award today. Secondly, I would like to thank our screenwriter Mr. Zhu Zhi and my partner He Fangqiu. Without Zhu Zhi Sir, there would be no touching "Yu Daping"; without He Fangqiu's excellent performance and his patient support for me, there would be no poignant love between Song Meiting and Sun Weilin."

Zhang Qing bowed deeply to the audience, and there was applause. Just when everyone thought he had finished speaking, Zhang Qing spoke again.

"But today, I want to thank one more person." Zhang Qing clenched the heavy trophy in his hand, "That is my lover, Zhou Nanchen."

The stage was quiet.

Looking around, there is only darkness, and nothing can be seen clearly.

are you there?

Zhou Nanchen, are you down there?can you hear me?

"Through this journey, you may not imagine how much he has helped me. Without him, Zhang Qing would have disappeared on a rainy night eight years ago. He is my lover, family and best friend. If there is no He, I think I will never learn how to love, and I will never be able to create the Song Meiting you see today."

Zhang Qing paused, "So today, I want to say something to him. Zhou Nanchen, I will always be here waiting for you, no matter where you are, no matter what you want to do, I will always be here waiting for you Come back. So please go ahead and do it boldly, you won't lose me."

Zhang Qing originally wanted to leave the stage after saying these words, but he did not expect that the applause from the audience would be thunderous for a long time after he finished speaking.

"Is Mr. Zhou Nanchen here today?" the host asked the audience.

"Huh?" Zhang Qing didn't expect this, and his face turned red all of a sudden, "No, I just..."

"Is Mr. Zhou Nanchen here today?" The host asked again.

At this time, as if it was an appointment, the bgm on the stereo suddenly changed, and it became the song "Half-Blind" that Zhang Qing sang at the final of the sound world.

……

Actually we can escape,

Swallow all the edge of the city.

Before the mountain wakes up,

You know we can escape,

Like a lone wolf whose morning light never shines...

"Forget it, he probably didn't come..." Zhang Qing wanted to interrupt the host in embarrassment, but at this moment, there was a commotion in the audience.

Zhang Qing looked at the source of the sound, and there was a figure standing up, and a beam of spotlights quickly hit him, outlining a slender figure.

At this moment, Zhang Qing's blurred vision suddenly became extremely clear.

As if taking that person as the midpoint, Zhang Qing once again possessed the whole world bit by bit.

Zhou Nanchen walked onto the stage in three steps at a time, and before Zhang Qing could react, he bowed his head and kissed him.

There were applause and applause, and the whistle of an unknown friend.

But at this moment, Zhang Qing couldn't hear anything.

Only the singing still echoes.

……

I can see nothing but you.

you are my tears,

It is the blessing of my soul.

I can see nothing but you,

You are the bind of my soul.

You are my unfinished escape,

It's the absurdity that runs in your blood.

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