half blind

A gust of wind blew, and Zhang Qing shivered, pulling him back to the reality in front of him.He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, took a deep breath and stood up from the monument.

"Let's go."

"it is good."

Just as he was about to leave, Zhang Qing saw a figure walking towards him not far away. The man was taken aback when he saw him, and stopped in his tracks.

It's Liang Yu.

The two remained silent for a while, and finally, Zhang Qing turned and left.When he left, Zhang Qing vaguely heard a thank you if it was a hallucination brought by the wind.

On the way back in the car, no one spoke. Zhang Qing rested his cheek on one hand, and kept watching the rapidly receding scenery outside the window.

He didn't speak suddenly until the last two streets away from the hotel.

"Yesterday Kong Yishan called me."

"Ah."

"He said that the recording of "Escape from the Sky" will start next Wednesday, so I should rush to Kuizhou before Tuesday afternoon."

"it is good."

"Speaking of it, I don't know if the old man did it on purpose, but he even invited Yin Ling and Mo Mao as guests." Zhang Qing smiled and shook his head, "This time the recording of the show will be very lively."

"En." Zhou Nanchen still only replied one syllable, his eyes were fixed on the road ahead without turning his head.

It was silent again, and the air almost froze.

After a few seconds or 1 years, Zhang Qing spoke again.

"I... have something to tell you."

"Yeah." Zhou Nanchen was still calm, without any change in tone.

Zhang Qing took a deep breath, "Actually, when recording the world, I made a bet with Kong Yishan. If I lose, I will let him handle it. But if I win, he will take Bai Yidong's black Provide me with the information and let me fight the public opinion war.”

Zhou Nanchen sighed, and the car slowed down, "It really is."

"You already know?"

"I guessed a little bit." Zhou Nanchen said, "I'm not a fool."

"I'm sorry." Zhang Qing said in a low voice.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Zhou Nanchen turned his head back, his profile was like a sculpture under the mottled setting sun, "And you were blackmailed by your father."

Zhang Qing was taken aback, "You know everything?"

Zhou Nanchen pulled over to the right and stopped the car, turned off the engine, and turned to look at Zhang Qing, "Qing, I don't want to be your stumbling block."

Zhang Qing was taken aback.

"I want to be by your side, instead of being blocked by you and taking care of you carefully. Or do you think I'm your fan, and you only deal with the side that best fits your 'personality'?"

Zhang Qing was startled, and blurted out, "How is that possible!"

Zhou Nanchen didn't speak, but just stared at Zhang Qing with those deep black eyes.

Zhou Nanchen seldom gets angry, but once he gets angry, there is always a strong pressure.

"It's okay if you don't tell me about Kong Yishan and Xuanxuan, and don't contact anyone when you are in danger, and plunge into Bai Yidong's ambush. If I didn't pay more attention at that time, the police would find you again By the time, you might already be a corpse."

"I..." Zhang Qing lowered his head, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want you to report everything to me." Zhou Nanchen's eyes and Zhang Qing's slightly staggered, "You are in the rising stage of your career, and the last thing I want to see is that you get caught by me I just want to know about your safety, even if one day we part ways and you fly to a high sky that I can't reach, as long as I can see your shadow, I can rest assured."

Zhang Qing opened his eyes wide, "Shut up."

"I'm just stating one of the possibilities..."

"Shut up!" Zhang Qing raised his voice and covered Zhou Nanchen's mouth with his hand, "There is no such possibility. You and I, the two of us, no matter what happens, we will always be together until death separates us .Did you hear that?"

Zhou Nanchen whimpered helplessly and nodded.

"You repeat it to me!"

Zhou Nanchen took Zhang Qing's palm and hugged him, "No matter what happens, we will be together."

Zhang Qing's eyes were a little red, and he hugged Zhou Nanchen back fiercely, "If you don't pay attention, you will say such nonsense. If it weren't for you, I would have died on that rooftop seven years ago! Everyone in the world Fame and fortune are not as important as you, fool!"

Zhou Nanchen gave a low "um", with a bit of grievance in his voice, "Then why do you keep hiding it from me?"

It was rare for Zhou Nanchen to be so obsessed with one thing, coupled with his aggrieved voice, he looked like some kind of big dog.

"I don't want you to worry too much." Zhang Qing sighed.

"anything else?"

"And..." Zhang Qing paused for a long time, "I don't really want you to see me like that."

"What kind?"

"Indifferent and ruthless, looking like he will do anything for fame and fortune."

"Bai Yidong's behavior is called unscrupulous, and yours." Zhou Nanchen glanced at him, "It's called actively fighting for the legitimate rights and interests of citizens."

Zhang Qing smiled.

Zhou Nanchen squeezed the back of Zhang Qing's hand, "I'm not so naive as to think that if I sing and dance casually in this circle, and keep pure and work hard, I can realize my dreams. In front of me, you don't have to pretend like that."

Zhang Qing opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, he was interrupted by Zhou Nanchen.

"When I say I love you, I mean all of you. Whether you are strong or weak, in front of the camera or behind the curtain, your existence itself is the meaning of my life." Zhou Nanchen calmly Looking at Zhang Qing carefully.

Zhang Qing was speechless for a while.

The chest seemed to be blocked by a ball of cotton, and the air could not go up or down.

Am I the meaning of your life?

But Zhou Nanchen, what about your own meaning?What about your life and dreams?

At this moment, Zhang Qing's mobile phone ringtone interrupted the delicate atmosphere.

"...It's my dad." Zhang Qing took a look at the phone to reveal it, and said through gritted teeth, "He has already called me from the third number."

"Go ahead." Zhou Nanchen said, "Leave him alone, I don't know if he will do anything to Xuanxuan."

Zhang Qing took a deep breath, pressed answer and hands-free.

"Hey?"

"Big star, finally have time to answer the phone?" Zhang Honglu's voice came from the loudspeaker, with undisguised malice.

"Yeah, after all, I'm different from someone like you who loses business and stays at home all day long." Zhang Qing squeezed out from the back of his molars, "I don't have that much time to spare."

This sentence seemed to hit Zhang Honglu's pain point, and he cursed some swear words, "You son of a bitch! You are a wolf! I have raised you for 17 years, you might as well raise a pig..."

Zhang Qing's fist clenched suddenly, and then he forced himself to slowly exhale the air in his lungs, and let go of his fist, "Don't engage in any father-son tricks now. I called you 58 times in total. Wan cash, don't tell me that this money is not enough to cure Xuanxuan's pneumonia."

Zhang Honglu sneered, "You care about my sister now. If you care so much, you can pick her up by yourself! You don't even have time to pick her up, so what are you talking about about loving your sister?"

"Okay. If it's convenient for you, I'll go back tomorrow." Zhang Qing said coldly, "By the way, I have completed all the procedures related to adoption."

"I thought you had forgotten about your own sister." Zhang Honglu snorted, "But it's a pity, we don't plan to give up Zhang Xuan's custody."

"What?" Zhang Qing's voice raised an octave.

"That's right, I changed my mind. We have to raise her forever." Zhang Honglu said solemnly, "After a period of observation, I found that the nature of your work is impossible to take care of a child, let alone a child. A mentally handicapped child. She said she cared, but you haven't even seen her for so long! As her biological parents, how can we trust the child to someone like you?"

"you--"

"What else do you have besides those filthy money? Do you have experience as a parent? Can you give her a stable environment?" Zhang Honglu was aggressive, "Are you going to hire a nanny to take care of her, or are you going to quit the showbiz for her? ? With your irresponsible attitude, I can't hand her over to you!"

Zhang Qing laughed angrily for a moment: "I am irresponsible? Me? Now I have become an irresponsible person, have you stood on the moral high ground? Am I the one who made my 17-year-old son attempt suicide? Abandoned his wife Am I the one who abandoned my son? Am I the one who shamelessly blackmailed my own daughter after severing ties with my son?"

Zhang Honglu snorted coldly through his nose, "Whatever you want to say, you actors, what else can you do besides turning black and white? I will never give you the custody of my daughter!"

Just as Zhang Qing was about to have a seizure, he heard Zhu Ting's voice on the other end of the phone.

"Let me tell him, you are tired, go and have a rest."

Zhang Honglu's voice was a little farther away from the receiver, "What are you worrying about! Is the meal ready?"

"You can eat the rice after it's steamed." Zhu Ting's voice was pleading, "Let me talk to him."

Zhang Honglu didn't say anything more, handed the phone to Zhu Ting, and walked away with slippers on.

Zhu Ting's voice came from the phone, "Hello, Qingqing."

His mother never called him that when he was a child, but Zhang Qing got goosebumps when he said this out of the blue, "Mmm, um..."

"I'm sorry, your dad is just like this, and he speaks very straightforwardly, which made you angry, but he didn't mean that..."

"Do you still want to speak for him?" Zhang Qing interrupted Zhu Ting suppressing his anger, "Did you forget who sent Xuanxuan to the hospital?"

"He didn't do it on purpose that day, it was because Xuanxuan was too timid and fainted from fright." Zhu Ting smiled apologetically, "Of course, I'm not saying that he didn't do anything wrong. It's definitely wrong to beat a child. But he After that, he changed a lot, his temper is not so irritable, yesterday he even bought a big cake for Xuanxuan, which made the child so happy, he has been circling around her father all the time!"

Ha, did you buy a cake for 58?Where did the rest of the money go?