uncle and nephew

Sun Letian opened his eyes in a daze, and after half a day seemed to suddenly realize Zhao Wei's words, he took the phone with trembling fingers, and pressed the dial button.

The prompt sounded one after another and tugged at Sun Letian's heart. Finally, a familiar voice came from the other side, with some hoarseness, "Hello, Zhao Wei? What's the matter?"

Sun Letian's tears fell violently again, he subconsciously grabbed the phone, for a long time, until Su Shi suspected that there was something wrong with the phone and was about to hang up, he said slowly, "Su Shi, it's me."

This time it was Su Shi's turn on the other end of the phone and fell silent.

Sun Letian closed his eyes, trying to stop his tears, he almost trembled and said, "Where are you? Even if you have to leave, shouldn't you have a good talk with me?"

The answer to Sun Letian was a long sigh, and then Sun Letian heard Su Shi say, "It's my fault, maybe some things should be made clear in person. But, to you, can I say those words." It seems After a pause, Su Shi continued, "Sun Letian, I'm tired. I can't bear that kind of life anymore. I have to feel guilty about my family all the time, and I have to worry about being discovered by others. I've had enough. I want to live a normal life." life, even if only by one person.”

Sun Letian stared blankly at the phone, a little unbelievable. After a long while, he murmured into the phone, "But, didn't we agree to work hard together and have a life that belongs to us together?"

"I'm sorry, Sun Letian, I'm sorry, I really can't hold on anymore."

Sun Letian raised his head in a daze, and looked around the whole room, but he couldn't find anything to calm him down. He just held the phone stiffly until there was no more sound from there.

Was it really over when he was with Su?

Su Shi held the phone and leaned against the window of the small room he rented. When he opened the window, the cold wind blew in, which made him hold his arms tightly.

That day, he dragged his suitcase to D city not far from Q city, rented a small room with the money in his hand, and then ran for a while for interviews and found a job.The salary is not high for the time being, but it can guarantee his own expenses, and his life has finally stabilized, so he called Zhao Wei.

He knew that Zhao Wei might leave his phone number to Sun Letian in the end, and he also expected that Sun Letian would call him.As soon as he left at that time, he also knew that no matter what, he still had to say something clearly.However, when he said those words himself, he seemed to feel the pain of Sun Letian over there.

Forget it.Su Shi closed his eyes, it was going to end, so it would be better for both of them to cut the mess quickly.

Some days later, in the early morning of a certain day, when Su Shi was staring at the window in a daze again due to insomnia, the phone rang suddenly, and he received a message, "I will give you a year, you can hesitate You can be entangled, but as long as you want, I have been waiting for you at home. But when my birthday is next year, I will not wait any longer."

Su Shi smiled helplessly at the screen. They couldn't be together a year ago, so what if they waited another year.Time and distance will eventually open up the relationship between them, and they are destined to separate.

Since then, Su Shi and Sun Letian have never been in touch again. During the Chinese New Year that year, Su Shi also made excuses not to go back to his hometown.Although the parents wanted to see their son, they understood what Su Shi was hiding and didn't say anything.

It was the first time Su Shi spent New Year's Eve alone outside. On New Year's Eve, he carried a whole case of beer upstairs, bought some cooked food, and sat on the ground to drink it.

Su Shi couldn't figure out how his life after graduation would be like this. He had no relatives, no lover, and he was exhausted when he came home from get off work every day, but what was waiting for him was cold, without that person's smile, without his embrace .I rarely have the opportunity to eat three meals a day on time, and I am often sent out to collect, and I have to work overtime to write manuscripts, and all my energy is concentrated on work.

And in his heart, it was as if a big hole had been ripped open. He thought that as time went on, the hole would gradually become smaller and finally healed.But he didn't expect that as the tension got bigger and bigger, he couldn't feel warmth, and he couldn't feel at ease, only the exhaustion and emptiness from day to day.

However, he was helpless.

That night, Su Shi drank the whole box of beer, and his stomach, which was already very fragile due to irregular eating, took revenge on him that night.On New Year's Eve, the family was reunited, but he could only curl up on the floor alone, shaking with pain, and finally struggled to call an ambulance and was sent to the hospital.

But no one can stay by his side, he is still alone, forever.

The sound of a whistle made Su Shi break away from his long memories. He opened his eyes and saw Sun Letian sitting in the driver's seat, talking to Minmin, the co-pilot, with his head tilted to one side.There was a smile on his lips. He had changed so much that Su Shi didn't even know when he learned to drive.

The distance between them was widened little by little, and finally, it was almost impossible to go back.

It only took about 10 minutes to get from the airport to Yongning Town, but it was extremely torturous and long for Su Shi.He watched Sun Letian get more intimate with others, but he was swallowed up by memories, he couldn't help curling up, as if he could feel better this way.

Sun Letian looked at him in the rearview mirror several times, but he didn't say a word, and the car just arrived home.

Returning to the familiar town again, Su Shi wiped his face with his hand, got out of the car, turned around and saw that Sun Letian had gotten out of the car and opened the door for Minmin, Minmin came down with a smile on his face and took Sun Letian's arm .Su Shi couldn't help but raised his hand to cover his eyes, that smile was too dazzling.

The car was parked at the gate of Sun Letian's house. Su Shi looked up and saw that his elder brother had opened the door and came out. He was taken aback for a moment, and then said to Sun Letian, "I'd better go home first. I haven't been back for a long time. Go back and have a look." My parents, I will go to your house later to see my uncle and elder brother and sister-in-law."

Sun Letian squinted his eyes slightly and glanced at him, shrugged his shoulders, pulled Min Min and turned around into the yard, Su Shi stood still for a moment, turned around and walked towards his home.

In the past, every time he came back, he either stayed at Sun Letian's house or Sun Letian stayed at his house. Anyway, no matter where he was, as long as two people were together.But now, he and Sun Letian have become like this, what's the point of doing that again?

He and Sun Letian will eventually become what he was most worried about, and will be slowly pulled apart by the distance of time. Those beautiful memories that he thought he would never forget will gradually fade away. They are just each other after all. A passerby in life.

Sun Letian should have let go of himself by now, right?Looking at his sweet appearance, it seems that all my previous worries have become superfluous, and the only one who can't get out is myself.

Su Shi thought wildly all the way and pushed open the door. Dad was watching TV, and mother was busy in the kitchen. When they heard the sound of the door opening, both of them poked their heads out, and they all looked surprised when they saw that it was Su Shi.Mother Su put down the things in her hand, pulled her son over, looked up and down, "Why are you so thin, don't you eat?"

Su Shi smiled, turned his head and nodded towards his father, "Dad, I'm back."

Father Su nodded, reached out to take Su Shi's backpack, and pulled him inside, "I thought I'd come back later, it's broken from all the tossing around, take a break, your mother is making it for you Your favorite chicken wings will be ready to eat in a while."

Su Shi sat down, this is his home, and the two people in front of him are his dearest and most loved ones, he smiled slightly, watching his father pouring water for himself, and chattering What.The white hair on his head could no longer be covered, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes became more obvious, but the eyes that looked at him were full of distress.

Father Su talked for a while, glanced at Su Shi, and couldn't help but said, "You have suffered this year."

Su Shi stretched out his hand and pulled his father to sit down next to him, "I'm a young and strong boy, what should I suffer if I go out and wander around? It's just that I haven't been able to go home to see you two elders this year."

Papa Su sighed, "As long as you live a happy life, don't feel wronged when you are outside alone."

Su Shi smiled and nodded, "Dad, don't worry, I'm not a child anymore."

Papa Su watched him hesitate to speak, and finally he could only sigh again and didn't say anything more.

Su Shi leaned on the sofa, feeling that his spirit had finally relaxed, he couldn't help but close his eyes and wanted to sleep for a while.When Papa Su saw it, he got up and took a thin blanket to cover him. Su Shi moved his eyelids, feeling tired.

Before he could fully fall asleep, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open. Su Shi opened his eyes in a half-dream, and saw his elder brother Sun Xiang standing at the door. Are you?"

Su Shi sat up straight, smiled and shook his head, "No, I haven't fallen asleep yet."

Sun Xiang cleared his throat uncomfortably, "Your sister-in-law has cooked a lot of dishes, and your uncle asked me to come over and ask you to eat together. I haven't been back for a long time, let's go and have a good meal."

Su Shi bit his lips, "Forget it, let's do it another day. My mother has cooked a lot of dishes that I love, so I can't let her waste her time."

Sun Xiang raised his hand and scratched his head, "Bring the dishes over together, and the whole family will eat together. That's it. If I don't invite you, your uncle will come over in person in a while, so don't bother him. "

Su Shi raised his eyes to look at his father, and Su's father nodded, "Then you go there with your elder brother first, and your mother and I will bring the dishes over together later."

The author has something to say: ...I have been passive and sabotage in the past few days, but my state is picking up a little bit.

It's finally back to the beginning, and it's not too far from the end.

Then... I am going to open a new pit. I originally planned to release the copywriting of the new pit, but it is too exciting. When it is released, if you are interested, you can accept it. The new pit is Gu Yan, an article... I I have never tried a style of writing, probably...