uncle and nephew

Su's father glanced at Su Shi, then looked back at Sun Xiang, and finally left the room with a sigh.

The door was closed, Su Shi leaned against the wall, looked up at Sun Xiang, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.Everything he was afraid of came at this moment that he was not prepared for, and he could hardly react.

Sun Xiang sat down on Su Shi's chair, and looked back at Su Shi, "You look very bad, let's sit down and talk."

Su Shi waved his hand and glanced at Sun Xiang. After a long time, he finally said, "Brother, did you find out last time?"

Sun Xiang nodded and looked at Su Shi, "I... was surprised at the time. I knew that you two had a good relationship, but I never thought that the relationship between you would reach this level. If it wasn't for that night, I got up and prepared to go In the toilet, I saw the kitchen light was on, and when I probed in, I found that you two actually... probably I will never forget that aspect."

Su Shi smiled wryly and shook his head, "I'm in a mess right now... I know it's useless to say I'm sorry, and I've struggled and wanted to give up, but in the end, I obeyed my heart. In fact, I never knew what to do in the future. Facing you, but, I never thought it would be so soon, I thought... we could delay it for a while."

"Su Shi, you have always been more sensible than Sun Letian. I know you must have struggled a lot to make this step. There are some things I can't say. As your eldest brother, I can understand you, but I don't care How can't accept that my son will take such a path. But I know Sun Letian's character, he won't listen to me, so I can only look for you." Sun Xiang sighed deeply, turned his eyes to look at Su Shi, "I know this may be really difficult for you, but, Su Shi, I beg you as a big brother, you must, leave Sun Letian. Only when you leave, will he wake up, and the two of you will come to your senses." It won't go wrong forever."

Su Shi stared blankly at Sun Xiang, feeling that all his strength had been drained, he finally heard Sun Xiang say these words to him with his own ears, and at this moment, he couldn't even refuse.He slowly let go of the hand supporting the wall, and the whole person slid down, tears pouring out of his eyes uncontrollably.

It turns out that the most painful thing is not that two people want to separate, the most painful thing is that he knows that two people want to separate but can't do anything, and the one who proposes separation must be him.

Su Shi raised his hand to cover his eyes, but the tears became more and more violent. All the thoughts that had been piled up in his heart all collapsed at this moment. He suddenly felt that his future life, the future he had been looking forward to, was suddenly gone. Significant.

No matter what life will be like in the future, there will be no more Sun Letian.

Sun Xiang got up and stood in front of Su Shi worriedly. Su Shi had been extremely self-controlled since he was a child, and he was rarely so indulgent as he is now. In a daze, he seemed to see his grandfather died, squatting in the yard The uncontrollable boy who hugged and cried with Sun Letian.This is his cousin, the cousin he watched growing up from a young age, almost as a half-son.

From childhood to adulthood, even if his own son made him so sad, he would stand up for him, but at this moment, the person who made him feel so uncomfortable was himself, and he had nothing to do except watch.He couldn't be soft-hearted, and couldn't watch the two of them make mistakes.

Sun Xiang couldn't help sighing, he asked himself quietly, if the person Su Shi was with wasn't his son, seeing him so sad, would he still be able to bear it.Maybe not, at that time, he would comfort Su Shi, and even help him persuade her parents.However, if it was his own son, he couldn't do it.

People are still selfish after all.

Forget it, just be hard-hearted, in the future they will always understand that I am for their own good.

Sun Xiang stretched out his hand and patted Su Shi's shoulder lightly. Su Shi was almost trembling from crying, and he said in a trembling voice, "Brother, I know you won't agree to this, and I know it will disappoint you. But ..." Su Shi sobbed in a low voice, and finally spoke slowly, "But, I really love him."

Su Shi's voice was very low, but it still fell into Sun Xiang's ears clearly. He looked at Su Shi in disbelief, but in the end he could only sigh and did not speak.

That night, Su Shi cried almost uncontrollably. Ever since the day his grandfather passed away, he had been suppressing himself emotionally. Even during the operation that day, he had never cried like this.However, that night, he didn't want to feel any more depression, because he would completely lose the person he loved the most in his life from now on.

It's just that, Sun Letian will never know what kind of despair Su Shi experienced that night alone.

Later, Su Shi almost lost his strength from crying. His eyes were red and swollen, his face was covered with tears, his lips were already pale, and he leaned against the wall motionless.Sun Xiang looked at him half-bowed with concern, "Su Shi, you..."

Su Shi waved his hand, looked up at Sun Xiang, those bright eyes suddenly lost their energy, as if all hope was cut off that night, he licked his dry lips, and said softly, "Brother, can you Give me a while, I want to wait until graduation and give him his last birthday."

Sun Xiang felt that he probably couldn't refuse, so he nodded lightly, then stretched out his hand, "Let me help you lay the quilt and sleep well."

Su Shi still waved his hand, "Brother, go back, I want to stay alone."

Sun Xiang looked at Su Shi worriedly, but finally nodded, "Stop thinking about it, go to bed early."

The door of the room was closed. Su Shi opened his eyes wide and looked at the light above his head. He slowly raised his hand to reach the switch and turned off the light. The room fell into darkness again. It was like the rest of his life, which he could never see again. to a glimmer of light.

Su Shi no longer shed tears, maybe he could no longer shed tears.He felt that he could suddenly understand why Zhao Wei chose to cut his wrists in such an extreme way, but also wanted to be with Lin Yuan.He even began to envy Zhao Wei, who could still use this method, but he couldn't.

He couldn't hurt his parents, let alone his elder brother's family, so he could only hurt Sun Letian and himself.

The promise they made together was so beautiful, but after all, he couldn't keep it.

That night seemed to never end, Su Shi would rather hope that it would continue like this, so that there would be no future, so that he and Sun Letian would never have to be separated.

But the sky was still turning white little by little after all. Su Shi felt that he was exhausted, but he still couldn't close his eyes. He was afraid that the good times and the past that he could never go back would appear in front of his eyes. Afraid to see Sun Letian's smiling face in his sleep.

Later, the knock on the door made Su Shi gradually regain consciousness. He moved his arms, only to realize that he had been sitting on the ground all night. His whole body was a little stiff. He reached into his pocket and slowly took out the phone. I found the information I didn't know when I received it.

He hesitated to open the message, and Sun Letian's name appeared on the screen, followed by several messages from him:

"Have you broken up? Don't drink any more, or you'll feel uncomfortable when you wake up tomorrow morning. If my uncle and the others try to persuade you, just let it go. You're the youngest anyway."

"Why didn't you respond? Did you drink too much and ran out to vomit..."

"I guess you can't sleep anymore, right? Then I'll go to sleep too. Get up tomorrow morning and text me back. Good night."

Su Shi stared blankly at the phone screen, then slowly locked the phone screen, paused, then turned it on again, and replied, "I drank too much last night, and I don't know when I fell asleep. I'll go back in the afternoon gone."

Su Shi put the phone back into his pocket, stood up slowly with the support of the wall, and gradually regained consciousness after a long time. He opened the bedroom door and saw his parents sitting in the living room. Hearing the doorbell, they all raised their heads to look at him. .

Su's mother was obviously frightened by Su Shi's expression, and she was stunned for a long time, "Su Shi, are you okay, why do you feel uncomfortable, do you want to go for a checkup?"

Su Shi forced a smile, "Mom, I'm fine, just go and wash your face."

Su's father took a look at Su Shi, but just sighed and didn't speak again.

When Su Shi came back after washing his face, he found that breakfast was already on the table. He sat down and looked at it for a long time, but felt that he couldn't eat anything, so he got up suddenly, ran to the bathroom and vomited.

When Su Shi came back after vomiting, he found that his parents had put down their chopsticks and looked at him worriedly.Su Shi took the water glass from his mother, took a big sip, and felt that his burning stomach seemed to feel better, "You guys eat, I drank too much last night, I feel a little uncomfortable and can't eat, it's time, I have to go It's the station."

"Su Shi...you eat something before you leave, otherwise how can you bear it?"

Su Shi didn't answer, went into the room, took his things, and came out again.He dragged the suitcase and walked to the door. His father was still sitting at the dining table, and his mother stood there, looking at him helplessly. He suddenly felt his eyes sore and unbearable.After a pause, he said hoarsely, "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry. I...we will break up." After speaking, he bowed deeply to his parents, dragged his suitcase and left without looking back. Home.

There was a direct bus from Yong'an Town to Q City years ago, so Su Shi bought a bus ticket in advance.This was the first time he left home without anyone to see him off, so he got on the bus alone.

The smell of the air conditioner on the long-distance bus mixed with the smell of gasoline challenged Su Shi's sense of taste, and the stomach that had just vomited in the morning began to feel restless again.Su Shi leaned his head against the car window, knocking on the glass unconsciously as the car shook, and the scenery outside the window flew by quickly, but Su Shi was not in the mood to look at it, and it had nothing to do with him anymore.

He was going back to the city where the two of them agreed to fight together, but he didn't have any expectations. He didn't know how he would face Sun Letian, because he finally chose to give up.

The author has something to say: ...it shouldn't be considered cruel...in fact, this chapter Su Shi is a little hypocritical.But I don't know if you understand the despair of those who think that they will lose a favorite forever in this life.