uncle and nephew

Su Shi stood quietly by the window, he was the only one left in the dormitory, and everyone went to evening class separately.Zhao Wei asked him to stay in the dormitory, saying that he had already asked for a leave of absence and let him have a good rest.The legs have been sprayed with anti-swelling and pain-relieving sprays, and plasters have been applied. The whole body has that faint smell of medicine, and there are bursts of coolness on the knees.

It started to rain again outside the window, and the rain hit the glass, crackling. City Q is rainy this season, and Su Shi has gradually gotten used to it.With the phone in his hand, he just finished calling his parents. His father said that Su Shi is an adult, so trust his judgment. If he thinks it is necessary to perform this operation, take them and come back immediately to accompany him to do it. examination, preparation for surgery.Mom said, let him eat more to make up for it, and said that he would come back to accompany him anytime.

Su Shi suddenly felt that there was nothing to be uncomfortable about, but it was a little imperfection on his leg that needed surgery, and it was actually not a big deal.He always feels that the world is actually fair. He has a healthy body, a happy family, and no worries about food and clothing, so it is nothing to have such a small defect, not to mention that he still has the opportunity to undergo surgery, so Nothing to feel sorry for.

Thinking of this, the things accumulated in my heart this afternoon seemed to suddenly dissipate.Su Shi bent down and reached out to touch his knees. The dormitory door was suddenly pushed open from the outside, "Why did get out of class end so early..." Su Shi raised his head, only to find that the one standing at the door was not Zhao Wei, but a man covered in Soggy Sun Lotte.

"Why are you here?" Su Shi froze for a moment, then stood up straight.

Sun Letian raised his hand to wipe off the rainwater on his forehead, but his body was still dripping water, he looked at Su Shi, curled his lips, "Su Shi, if I don't come to see you, won't you come to see me? "

Su Shi bit his lip, then smiled and replied, "I'm just worried that you have too many classes and no time."

"Your leg was injured again?" Sun Letian squatted down in front of Su Shi, rolled up his trouser legs without any explanation, and saw that his knee was slightly swollen and covered with plaster.Sun Letian carefully put his hands on it, and asked after a long time, "Does it hurt?"

Su Shi couldn't help but reached out and patted Sun Letian's shoulder, then pulled him up, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt. It's not a child anymore, it's just a fall."

Sun Letian straightened up and looked at Su Shi, and finally said, "Su Shi, I won't go back tonight, I don't have class tomorrow, okay?"

Su Shi turned his head and glanced out the window. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. Even if Sun Letian wanted to go back, he probably wouldn't be at ease. He thought for a while and nodded, "Then let's go out to eat, and then find a place to live. .”

Su Shi dug out his clothes from the cabinet and handed them to Sun Letian, "Go take a shower and change first. You can't have someone with a fever every time you meet, can you?"

Sun Letian obediently went to take a shower. When he came out, Su Shi had already changed into clothes, with an umbrella in his hand, and was waiting for him by the window.I smiled when I saw him come out, "I only have one umbrella, maybe you will get wet again later."

Sun Letian changed his shoes, took the umbrella from Su Shi's hand, and naturally embraced Su Shi's shoulder, "Let's go, this way you won't get wet."

Su Shi wanted to push Sun Letian away, but the lingering aura from the other party made him feel that he was not alone. The comfort he needed was by his side, so he let the two of them maintain this posture.Anyway, the rain was heavy and the umbrella was small, so there was nothing surprising about it.

The two had a quick bite in the cafeteria, and then went to find a room in the hotel they went to last time.The two sober boys went to the hotel together and opened a room, which was not a standard room. The reception lady couldn't help but look at them more. Su Shi turned her head and pretended not to see them, but Sun Letian smiled and took back the two people's ID cards. , took the room card.

This time, he was no more drunk than last time. After entering the room, Sun Letian closed the door with his hand back, and Su Shi suddenly felt a little awkward. Maybe a place like a hotel would make people feel sensitive.

Sun Letian turned around and saw Su Shi standing in the middle of the room in a daze, walked up to him and asked, "What's wrong with you? Don't your legs hurt? Why don't you sit down."

Su Shi smiled at him and sat down on the edge of the bed. Sun Letian sat down beside him and looked at him quietly. Su Shi raised his head and met his eyes, "What's wrong?"

Sun Letian smiled, "It's just that I haven't seen you for a long time, and I want to see you for a while."

Su Shi reached out and patted his face, and then said, "You came here so suddenly, did Zhao Wei call you?"

Sun Letian nodded, "He told me that you hurt your knee and went to the hospital for an examination, and then I thought, I haven't seen you for so long, I don't feel at ease anyway if I don't come to see you personally."

"Come here if you want, and I didn't say I won't see you. I just... just don't know how to face it." Su Shi closed his eyes and fell on his back on the bed, "Did Zhao Wei tell you about the test results? ?”

Sun Letian looked at Su Shi half-supported, and shook his head seriously, "No, he just told me that if you like each other, you should cherish each other, and then face all difficulties together."

Su Shi opened his eyes, met Sun Letian's gaze, and said for a while, "The doctor said that the main reason for my knee injury these few times was that my own bones were not fully developed, which caused the habitual dislocation of the patella. I suggest surgery."

Sun Letian's expression froze for a moment, then put away his emotions, stretched out a hand to touch Su Shi's face, "If the operation can cure it, then do it, I will accompany you from the beginning to the end of the operation. "

Sun Letian's eyes were so affectionate that Su Shi was obsessed with them unconsciously. After a long time, he turned his head slightly and continued, "I checked on the Internet. In fact, this kind of operation may also have sequelae. However, as long as you recover Well, it should be better than it is now. And the sooner this kind of operation is done, the better. So I think, go to the hospital for a careful examination tomorrow, and then ask the doctor about the operation carefully, and set an approximate time for the operation. "

"Okay, I'll go with you." Sun Letian fell down beside Su Shi, stretched out his hand to hold Su Shi's hand, and said softly, "Su Shi, I don't know what will happen in the future, but during this time, Just let me stay by your side, I can't still ignore you at this time, you know, for more than a month, I have to work hard to do it..."

"Okay." Su Shi slowly closed his eyes, and firmly held Sun Letian's hand back.In fact, he now really hopes that there is such a person who can accompany him to face all things.And Sun Letian, at this moment, clenched his hand again.

Don't let go.There is no way to let go.

Su Shi thought, if things go on like this, maybe one day he will let go of his scruples and stay with Sun Letian desperately, because when that person is by his side, no one can give him the warmth he deserves. replace.

That night, the two of them lay on the same bed again, holding hands.Su Shi opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. He felt the warmth of that person's palm between his palms. He couldn't help thinking that he had nothing to be afraid of, and he had nothing to be sad about.What he wants is by his side.

Sun Letian could see Su Shi's slightly opened eyes when he turned his head sideways. From the day he almost left without saying goodbye, he made himself a cocoon, trapped himself and couldn't pull it out.He wanted to see Su Shi, and sometimes he couldn't help but call Su Shi while holding his phone before going to bed, or even send a message.But he didn't dare, he knew Su Shi's struggle, and he didn't dare to influence him anymore.

He thought he had resigned himself to his fate, and even thought that one day he would be able to let Su Shi go if this continued, but when he received a call from Zhao Wei, Zhao Wei said that Su Shi was injured and went to the hospital for an examination. At that time, there was only one thought left in his mind, to go to his uncle's torment. At this time, he wanted to be by Su Shi's side, that's all.

In fact, Sun Letian never felt that he did something wrong when he fell in love with Su Shi. He is not Su Shi, and he will not add guilt to himself. As long as Su Shi is willing to let go, he is willing to face all difficulties with Su Shi. At home, He dared to face the eyes of society and everyone.But Su Shi didn't dare, so he had no choice but to not do it.

What he is most afraid of is not that if two people are together, the congregation will betray their relatives. What he is afraid of is that if two people are together and cause Su Shi to lose everything, Su Shi will blame him for dragging himself down a road that no one understands. the way.He dared to face his parents, relatives, everyone, because he felt that he was not wrong, so he must make them understand.However, he couldn't bear Su Shi's complaints, not even a little bit.

And now, he can no longer think about all of these, he will not force Su Shi to do something to him, but he knows that Su Shi needs such a person by his side at this time, so he is there .

Su Shi turned his head and was facing Sun Letian's gaze. There was so much affection in that gaze that Su Shi couldn't help but think about it. For more than ten years, every time he needed comfort from someone, it was his body. The person next to me is here.Even if he just keeps silent, it is enough to bring him comfort that others cannot.

But time flies, this young man who could only hold his head and cry with himself when his grandfather passed away, and hugged himself when his father was in a car accident and repeated "Su Shi, and me" over and over again, has grown to the point where he can speak calmly , "I will be with you from the beginning to the end of the operation" calm young man.

Su Shi suddenly felt that Sun Letian was really growing. At this point in his growth, he could protect himself from the wind and rain without hesitation when he needed it most.