uncle and nephew

That was probably the most peaceful sleep Su Shi had in half a month, not because of exhaustion, but from the peace of mind in his heart, just because the person sleeping next to him was Sun Letian.

When he woke up again, it was already broad daylight. Su Shi felt his forehead still hurt a little, so he sat up with his elbows propped up, and heard the sound of water rushing from the bathroom.Su Shi touched the phone from the bedside, looked at the time, it was still early, it was only after eight o'clock, what are they going to do today?

Just as Su Shi was thinking, Sun Letian came out of the bathroom. He probably washed his hair, and it was still dripping with water. He walked over while wiping his hair, and glanced at Su Shi, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

Su Shi shook his head, "I'm much better. You didn't sleep well last night?" Su Shi could feel Sun Letian waking up many times in the middle of the night, and he couldn't help but touch his forehead to see if it was still hot. Thinking, is there anyone else who can treat himself like Sun Letian?

Sun Letian shook his head, "It's okay, I slept well." The water on his hair fell on Su Shi's face with his movements. Su Shi subconsciously raised his hand to touch it, and looked at Sun Letian in a daze. Lotte.

Sun Letian met his gaze in surprise, "What's wrong?"

Su Shi smiled and shook his head, "I'm going to wash up, we're also resting today, shall we go out and play?"

Sun Letian looked at him and smiled, "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Su Shi smiled and went into the bathroom. He sweated last night and felt extremely sticky all over his body, so he simply took a shower. Amidst the sound of water, Su Shi vaguely heard the sound of the door opening. He was stunned for a moment and hurriedly pushed the door open The door was opened, and sure enough, the room was empty, and Sun Letian left.

Su Shi's head was still covered with foam, he thought about it, went straight to the bedside, picked up his cell phone, and dialed Sun Letian's number.The notification sounded one after another, but there was no answer. Su Shi sighed and entered the bathroom again.

Su Shi took a restless shower, stepped on the water he left just now, almost slipped, barely supported the wall to stand still, fell down on the bed, touched the phone, and found that there was an extra message on it at some point , "I'll go back first. Remember to refund the deposit when you check out later."

Su Shi clutched the phone with mixed feelings, Sun Letian's attitude indicated that they would be the same as those half a month from now on?We meet once in a while, have a meal together, and have our own lives, like old friends who can no longer be familiar with each other but live their own lives.But can you really do it yourself?

Seeing Sun Letian this time, Su Shi understood one thing. His feelings for Sun Letian became deeper and deeper with the development of time, and now Sun Letian clearly held an irreplaceable position in his heart.Having been together day and night for more than ten years, sharing the joys and sorrows, I have already let that person integrate into every part of my life. Do I really want to let go of it completely?

But otherwise?What can he do?He didn't even dare to make a promise to Sun Letian.It was a road that no one blessed, and there were strange eyes everywhere. Two people dare not even get close to each other in public, and they have to be careful everywhere, otherwise they will be regarded as aliens.These are nothing, the key is, what about their families?What about mom and dad?How would I face my eldest brother's family?

Forget it, Su Shi, stop talking about your dreams, there is no possibility at all, so why bother to imagine.It's better not to leave hope for each other. As long as there is no hope, there will be no disappointment.Just make up your mind, just pretend, just pretend that Sun Letian has never existed in your life, just treat him as the most ordinary and ordinary old friend.

So far.

All feelings that should not arise, all end here.

Su Shi changed his clothes, checked out and returned to the dormitory.When the door was pushed open, Zhao Wei was lying on the bed reading a book, Liu Xiao's bed was empty, and he didn't know where he went, but Zheng Shuai returned to the dormitory at some point, and was sleeping soundly with his head covered on the bed, snoring loudly.

Seeing Su Shi coming in, Zhao Wei waved his hand in greeting, and asked in a soft voice, "Your nephew is gone?"

Su Shi was stunned for a moment, and then realized that he was talking about Sun Letian, and couldn't help but smile, "Well, he went back to school beforehand. What book are you reading?"

Zhao Wei raised his hand and showed the book in his hand to Su Shi, "It's a professional book, "Journalism Theory", it looks quite interesting."

Su Shi raised his eyebrows, "Doesn't it sound boring at first?"

Zhao Wei smiled and shook his head, "No, it will be very interesting if you read it." He put a bookmark in the book, closed the book, lay down on the bed, poked his head out to look at Su Shi, "Today Rest, what are your plans?"

Su Shi shook his head, "Do you have any ideas?"

"No, that's why I asked you." Zhao Wei said lazily.

"Isn't your home in this city? Why don't you go home?" Su Shi sat down on the chair, flipped through his professional books, and started class the next day. He hadn't read these books yet. , These news-related books are things that I have never touched before, can I really learn them well?

Zhao Wei put on a half-sleeve with his gloves, sat up, and replied blankly, "That poor house, it doesn't matter if you don't go back. Why don't I take you out for a stroll?"

"Okay." Su Shi really wasn't in the mood to read. Since there are people from this city who are willing to be a tour guide for him, he still hasn't seized the opportunity.

The two went out quickly, and Zhao Wei happily walked beside Su Shi, took him all the way in the car, then got out of the car and walked for a while, Su Shi saw the blue sea.

The sea in Q City looks different from that in H City. City H is in the south, while City Q is in the north, probably because of the different backgrounds, or maybe the beach that Zhao Wei brought him to has no people, and it looks quieter and vaster.

When Zhao Wei arrived here, he suddenly became quiet. Su Shi turned his head and found that the expression on his face was a little different, and there was a hint of tenderness in his smile.

Zhao Wei found a beach and sat down directly, patted his side, and motioned for Su Shi to sit down too.The two hugged their knees and faced the sea for a long time in silence.Su Shi couldn't help but recall that when he was in City H, he and Sun Letian sat side by side on the beach until the sun went down, and then lazily went home together.

"Su Shi, have you ever been in a relationship?" Zhao Wei stared at the sea and asked suddenly.

in love?Does being with Lin Baibai count?

Su Shi raised his head and glanced at the blue sky, "I've been with a girl, I don't know if it counts."

Zhao Wei glanced at him sideways, and suddenly laughed, "You must have been very popular with girls in high school. However, it seems that you didn't like that girl very much."

Su Shi shrugged his shoulders, with a blank expression on his face, "Maybe."

Zhao Wei stretched out his arms, and suddenly lay down on his back. His voice came from behind, "I lived near here when I was young, and I would come here almost every day. At that time, I didn't think it was a good place, but until I met someone who always accompanied me to play here, and I felt that this place is different for me."

Su Shi didn't look back, he could hear the meaning of this place to him from Zhao Wei's voice, he couldn't help asking, "Lover?"

"Well, lover." Zhao Wei rested his arm on his head, seemingly lost in thought, "I met him when I was eight years old, and he was 16 years old at that time. Since then, my life has never been the same, it seems that I am finally full of love. Hope. People start to care about whether I eat on time, someone will cheer me up when I am sad, someone will accompany me to do my homework, and come here to play with me. Instead of just throwing me some money and some things that are not warm .”

"Then, where is he now? Should he be working? Also in Q City?" Su Shi thought for a while, then lay down and talked next to Zhao Wei.

"When I was in the first year of high school, my father who rarely came back discovered our relationship and sent him abroad. Since then, we have never met each other again." Zhao Wei's voice was very soft, "But Before he left, he said that he would make enough money and come back to pick me up. The two of us can only communicate by phone and Internet, and it’s been like that for three years.”

Su Shi sighed softly. From the beginning of the story, Su Shi discovered that he was different from him in the traditional sense. He thought it was because of himself that he thought too much, but now he can completely Confirmed, that person is a man just like himself.

Su Shi turned his head to look at Zhao Wei, and couldn't help asking, "What's the relationship between you two?"

"He is the son of my father's friend when he was young. Later, when his friend passed away, he adopted him. So the two of us almost grew up together." Zhao Wei turned his head and smiled at Su Shi, "By the way, I forgot Say, he is also a man, you won't be scared."

Su Shi smiled, shook his head, "No."

Zhao Wei turned his gaze back and continued to look at the sky, "When I saw Sun Letian that day, I felt that the way you two get along is very similar to ours, so I couldn't help but tell you. You and Sun Letian..."

The sun was shining hot on his face, Su Shi raised his hand to cover his eyes, and it took him a long time to say, "I like him, but we can't be together because I dare not."

Zhao Wei moved his hand a bit, and finally sighed softly, "Yes, who would dare. If it weren't for him, I don't think I would dare to take this road. But because of him, I am willing to try .”

Su Shi closed his eyes and sighed softly, "This matter weighs on my heart like a heart disease. I dare not tell anyone, but I never thought that you would find out. However, I feel relieved."