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The familiar ceiling, the ceiling he would stare at every night when he couldn't sleep.Turning over, Xia Xi shrank back, hugged his knees and silently recited Leng Feng's name over and over again, it seemed that only thinking about Leng Feng could he be at peace.Lan Luo said that because Leng Feng didn't eat or drink for several days, it's no wonder that when he saw him, he felt that he had lost a lot of weight. When he looked carefully, he still had some small beards. At that time, the light was too dark and he didn't notice it. Now that I think about it, his face It was also pale, and every word he said seemed to use his whole life's strength, even the tone of relief later, he also carried a touch of sadness that could not be erased.Xia Xi wanted to know what Leng Feng was doing, if he didn't eat again today, if he was feeling better, and if he was crying. When he saw Lan Luo, he wished he could rush to Leng Feng immediately. Beside him, but his damn rationality just appeared, he can't see him, he still has his mother to take care of, if you can't be with him, don't give him hope, it will only bring him endless disappointment and pain.When Xia Xi was thinking about Leng Feng, Leng Feng was also thinking about Xia Xi uncontrollably. Lan Luo left Ji Muhan at home and came in front of Leng Feng, and taught him over and over again: "If you are a man, stand up. Are you worth it for a ruthless man!" "There are a lot of good men, you just have to have him, right?"... Leng Feng glanced at him while drinking, and said lightly: "If you are a man, you must pay attention to him!" Don't be endless like a woman." "If I were a woman, I would have taken you in long ago, and it would be Xia Xi's turn!" Lan Luo spoke quickly, spit out the two words that Leng Feng had hidden in his heart.Sure enough, Leng Feng's face changed, but for a moment, the corners of his mouth turned into a smile: "If you are a woman, don't you want Ji Muhan?" Lan Luo was stunned by Leng Feng's changed tone, and he scolded him for not mentioning Xia Xia. Xi’s name was just because he was afraid that he would be sad. He accidentally mentioned it just now and was worried that Leng Feng would fall into silence again, but he actually laughed. This was something he had never expected. There is no way to persuade him.With Leng Feng's calm head, he believes that he will not do anything radical, but who can be sure that a man who is deeply in love will not do unreasonable things.Lan Luo decided to stay with him today, he knew that Ji Muhan would not mind, because he knew the friendship between them.Bottle after bottle was poured into his stomach. Leng Feng looked at Lan Luo's drunken face and smiled happily. He patted him on the shoulder and said, "Ah Luo, we haven't drunk like this for a long time." Lan Luo responded , squinting his eyes so drunk that he could still understand Leng Feng's words: "It's been a long time, the last time I was drunk was in high school." I'm not afraid, I don't care about anything." "Do you still remember the first person you taught me?" Lan Luo recalled that time and smiled, "That little fat man hugged his head and desperately begged for mercy, saying that he would never dare again. "It seems that he not only robs elementary school students of money, but also bullies beautiful girls. He really deserves a beating." Leng Feng also smiled. "That's right," Lan Luo chuckled, "He's working under me now. He's not only diligent, but also honest and honest. I can't think of it."

86.思念泛滥成灾[本章字数：2043最新更新时间：2014-04-0716:51:15.0]

Lan Luo's words really surprised Leng Feng, he smiled inaudibly, and said, "So time can really change a person." "That's natural," Lan Luo put his shoulders on him, teasing, " This kid asks me about you every day, and I want to thank you for what I say." "Really," Leng Feng sighed softly, his tone suddenly becoming sad, "There are so many nostalgics, but he is Xia Xi." The topic changed back When it came to Xia Xi, Lan Luo was stunned for a moment. The half-joking conversation gave him the illusion of going back to the past. He naively thought that Leng Feng was trying to let go, but it turned out that he was just using wine to comfort the fact that Xia Xi was not there. It's a pity No matter what, Xia Xi's figure can't be erased from his mind no matter what.Lan Luo didn't speak any more, he had no words to comfort him, he himself found those words of persuasion ridiculous, if it happened to him and Ji Muhan, he wouldn't give up missing him just because of anyone's words.As the saying goes, empathy can only be understood by those who have truly experienced it. No bystander can be as sad as you. They can only perceive your opinion from your expression. If you pretend to be realistic, they probably believe it too. Yes, even your best friends and closest family members probably think that you will gradually forget that sad relationship.Looking at him quietly from the side, Leng Feng no longer drank one sip at a time, he picked up the canned wine and poured it into his mouth like crazy, the liquid slid down his chin all the way, and there was still a lot of It poured into the throat, Leng Feng choked out uncontrollably, Lan Luo sighed, wanted to say why bother, but was swallowed into the stomach by his sad appearance.This night is destined to be restless, Xia Xi's sleepless night, Leng Feng's drunken injury, all caused by longing, why can't lovers get married in the end, does the price of loving someone need to pay the whole life.The next morning, Xia Xi took a rare step out of the door. His father hadn't gone to work yet, and his mother hadn't gone out yet. Only Xia Yu wasn't at home for some reason.Xia Xi smiled weakly and said hello to the two of them. Father Xia looked up, sighed silently and shook his head at Mother Xia. Mother Xia also felt uncomfortable. She stood up and took Xia Xi's hand He frowned. "Are you going out in a while?" Xia Xi nodded, "The appointment was made yesterday, and the wedding photos haven't been taken yet." Seeing her son getting thinner, Xia's mother forced a smile: "Don't blame Mom." I want to do my best for you.Xia Xi said "hmm", without any emotional ups and downs, he said, "I chose this myself, and it has nothing to do with you." "Let's go, don't make An Mo wait." No, father Xia can only ask Xia Xi to leave, otherwise no one knows what will happen.Xia Xi obediently said "Okay" and was about to leave. The two of them really didn't like it. In the past, he would always refute what he didn't like, but now he has always been submissive, or rather lifeless, leaving only a shell in his heart. walk.After Xia Xi left, Xia's father sighed and said to Xia's mother: "It's hard for him, are we wrong?" Hanging out with a man." "Oh..." Father Xia sighed heavily, and he seemed to be a lot older, "I hope it's right." He objected to his son liking men, and he also expressed his position forcefully. For Mu's matter, Xia Xi only chose to move out, and he could feel Xia Xi was still watching by his side many times, but this time, Xia Xi was clearly by his side, but he seemed to have lost his son early.When Xia Xi came to pick Lin Anmo up, the Lin family's mother was still enthusiastic about him as always. Father Lin seemed a little uncomfortable, but Lin Anmo hugged him more and more intimately to say goodbye to the two.In the bridal shop, Xia Xi stood awkwardly, Lin Anmo leaned on his shoulder and smiled happily, the photographer called out to Xia Xi: "The groom smiled, the wedding day is not happy at all. Xia Xi was stunned when the pain was mentioned, and Lin Anmo also restrained her smile in embarrassment. She said to Xia Xi: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't smile." Xia Xi was even more surprised by Lin Anmo's words, but Maybe it was because she was gentle and considerate, maybe because she felt that he was not willing, so she stopped forcing her, which made Xia Xi feel even more ashamed of her.After finally taking a whole set of wedding dresses, Xia Xi sat down as if she had relieved a heavy burden. She missed Leng Feng, missed him urgently, thought that it was him who took the wedding photo with him, and thought of the one who smiled at him gently. It was him, thinking of him gently touching his forehead, and said with a smile: "Xia Xi, you are mine now, and no one can take it away from you." But, no, even the object that can make him hallucinate. No, no one can fake that person's frown and smile, that is Leng Feng's unique expression, no matter who it is, he can no longer treat that person as Leng Feng.In two days, he will no longer be single, he will have more responsibilities, and he will completely lose Leng Feng... Xia Yu no longer scolds him, Leng Feng no longer appears, and his mother is still responding to him He asked for a reexamination on time. Although he was unwilling in every possible way at the time, his mother agreed. Presumably, this was the most comforting thing for him. At least his mother did not give up the treatment directly.After spending another day in a daze, Xia Xi lay on the bed with big lifeless eyes open, and he was missing Leng Feng again.Taking out his phone, Xia Xi looked at the screen and smiled, unlocked and slid open the photo album, his smile deepened.Leng Feng, who was preparing dinner, looked back at him with a doting smile. Leng Feng was lying quietly beside him on the double bed, smiling with squinted eyes. The scene of him stealing the camera, and his pranks, Leng Feng's helpless smile... and a series of intimate pictures were all frozen on the mobile phone in his hand. Xia Xi looked at it and suddenly changed from laughing to crying. The hand holding the mobile phone began to tremble, and he kept murmuring Leng Feng's name in his mouth, suppressing broken cries in his voice, he thought that Leng Feng had already thought of going crazy.Only after biting his fingers did he restrain the cry from his mouth, he smiled, a pale smile, Leng Feng really can't come back.I don't know what time it was in the morning, Xia Xi heard a slight sound of the door opening, it should be Xia Yu, and he was still talking on the phone at this time