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Why did my former self long to time travel so much?

My name was Wang Yuqi in my previous life, but my name is Helen Hill in this life. I stared blankly at the gray sky, my eyes were blank.

17 years ago, I was very happy to know that I was time-traveling. Just like every junior high school student who is a little bit in the second grade, I don’t like the current life besides studying or studying, and I also don’t like my mother’s endless nagging. I like China where everything has problems and accidents.

If I could travel back to ancient times, I would definitely be a popular girl who everyone loves, I would have a lingering love with Fourth Master, and I would be loved by Li Shimin at first sight, because I am such a wise woman who knows history well.If I can travel to the world of anime, I will be liked by the main characters, supporting characters and rebels because of my gentleness and kindness.

A few days ago, the unpopularity of the World War II text became a bit popular.I read "War From 1938", which was called the best World War II text by my friends. I didn't see the so-called goodness.Moreover, I expressed my dislike for it, because I think Qin Tian is very weak.

You see, with modern technology, with the golden finger of the future development of World War II, and with advanced capabilities such as nuclear physics, it is so useless!If it's me……………

The mature August, the cold beauty Heinz, and the angelic Kaiser, as a time traveler, shouldn't she get rid of the Nazis and save such a pure and handsome guy who was confused by Hitler?If it were me, I would definitely stop this war and smile under the same sky with these handsome guys of all colors.

As a result, I really time-traveled, and time-traveled to the eve of World War II.

In this life, my name is Helen Hill, and I have the same name as the beauty of Troy.God, is this the rhythm that makes me a disaster for the country?

As I grow up day by day, I find that I am really more and more beautiful, with dark hair, emerald green eyes, and a high nose that is enough to make any woman who needs rhinoplasty jealous.

But as far back as I can remember, after I knew I was Jewish and born into a Jewish family, there wasn't as much joy.

Could it be that this is a sadomasochistic love story?I thought, my cheeks flushed.A handsome and indifferent SS officer and an unfortunate Jewish girl in distress, what an exciting thing this should be!

only………………

"Why did you hit me? It's not fair!" I raised my hand to cover my face, and the stone hit me really hurt: "You guys are racist! Everyone is equal before God!"

"Equality? Ha!" The leading boy was from the opposite street. He and other children kept picking up stones from the ground and throwing them over.

"Go to hell! Go to die!"

"Dirty Jewish pig, what qualifications do you have to say equality with us! God will not accept you disgusting Jewish ghosts!"

why why why!

It was clearly Hitler's fault, why do you all believe him!

After my parents took me and my brother out of Germany to Poland, I still couldn't understand this question.

I didn't want to leave Germany, I wanted to stay in Germany, I wanted to do my best to wake up their conscience blinded by Hitler, I wanted to tell them that what they are doing now is wrong, I want them to feel the world of truth, kindness and beauty.

Then, my father, who had been gentle with his wife and children all my life, slapped me across the face.Then watch me cry.

Then, one night, three months after our family moved to Poland, my dad came home from work and told us that Germany had taken all the Jews in Germany, and that my uncle, who didn't want to leave his homeland, didn't come with us Poland's uncle was shot dead while trying to prevent the Germans from entering the house.

No, I thought confusedly.Didn't you say 1938?It's only 1936 now.

—————Don’t ask me why I know, isn’t the title of that novel just to show it?

In 1939, Germany invaded Poland, and in 1940, Germany established a Jewish ghetto in Poland.And our family's nightmare is just the beginning.

Father died in front of me.Such a gentle and refined father was shot in the head by the SS guard holding a PPK, just because he wanted to go back to the house to get two more coats for my brother and me.

Bright red blood with the smell of iron filings mixed with white brains splashed on my face, I blinked, I wanted to scream, but my mother covered her mouth with suppressed tears and dragged me aside .

The tearful mother didn't know, and the frightened younger brother didn't know. At this moment, nothing could make me realize that this is a real world.

Yes, the death of my father tore up the dream I had been weaving since time travel.I am not a savior, nor am I a universal heroine. After all, I am just an ordinary girl living among thousands of people in this world.Even now it was just one of the Jewish girls present, waiting to be killed.

Every girl fantasizes that she is Mary Sue, and hopes that she is the omnipotent Mary Sue who is loved by everyone, but the cold reality tells us that Mary Sue is just a dream.

My father died, and I woke up from my dream.

This is really a cruel reality.

My mother also left, and a small room where I used to live alone is now occupied by 10 people.My mother is in poor health and has asthma, so she is prone to attacks under such circumstances.There was no medicine, I cried and begged those around me, I even knelt before those SS guards, but the result was the same.The Jews who were also trapped here were helpless, and the SS guards, they laughed at me, looked at me with disgust and cruelty like looking at a fly, they kicked me on the snow and kicked the snow on me with the toe of their shoes neck, and then left with a laugh.

I laughed too, tremblingly, lying in the snow and laughing.I laugh at my stupidity, I laugh at my stupidity, I laugh at my 14 years of traveling, but I have never really faced it.Treat poisonous snakes as pure sheep, and treat the closest people as nothing, who else would be more stupid than me?

I was holding the snow tightly with both hands, and the freezing temperature made people shiver uncontrollably. My long black hair was disheveled. Moses knew how much I loved this black hair before.

After all, my mother passed away. The crowded environment, dirty and short diet, and no medicine, she still left us early.

Holding my crying brother, I silently swear in my heart: I want to survive, I want to protect my brother, I want us to survive together, and live through this desperate era.

How ridiculous, in the 21st century, I am not satisfied with all kinds of food and clothing, but now, being able to survive is the greatest gift.

Life in the Jewish Quarter was messy and messy that I had never imagined in the past, especially the food, which was even worse than you can imagine.Looking at the black and dirty food, just a little bit, and it's gone after a small bite.And this is my food for the day.

Is it unpalatable?It's unpalatable.But if you don't eat, the result is death.

I even think that we are not as good as the refugees who were hit by disasters in their hometowns in the previous life novels. At least they can dig grass roots and bark trees, but we can’t even see saplings in our so-called Jewish concentration area.

I remembered that in my previous life, I poured it directly into the garbage bag if it didn't fit a little bit, because it was thrown away because the smell changed after a little longer.Thinking of this life, the soft bread made by Aunt Sarah next door, the mellow cheese made by my uncle, and the meat pie baked by my mother, I swallowed: How long?How long have I not had it?

Everywhere in this place is surrounded by barbed wire, and there are fifteen people living in one room. My younger brother quickly became thin to the bone, and I also lost weight sharply.

Heh, in my previous life I skipped dinner to lose weight, but in this life I can’t eat dinner even if I wanted to, so I lost a lot of weight.

I think of my mother in my previous life who said that there was a poor student in a college who had no money to eat, so she went to the cafeteria after all the students had finished eating, and ate the leftovers on the plate to satisfy their hunger.At the time, I didn't believe it.But now, I think if someone puts a bowl of noodle soup left over from someone else’s meal in front of me, I will hold it up and drink it all without hesitation, even if it contains the most hated chili in it. Clean and upright.

Because I want to survive.

But in this kind of world, if you want to live, you must survive. Everyone wants to live, but people are knifed and I are fish. These are not things we can decide.And to survive is the greatest luxury.

Looking at men shooting in rows with guns from afar, I bit my lip, hating myself for the first time in my life for not being short-sighted.Because they are so clear, they can clearly see the fear and despair on the faces of those killed and the perverted satisfaction and pleasure on the faces of the executioners.

I began to pray every day, sincerely worshiping all the great gods in the sky that I can remember in my two lifetimes, bless me, bless my brother, and bless us to survive safely.

Later, 5000 people were sent to the concentration camp in Treblinka every day. I hugged my brother in fear every day, for fear that it would be my turn, and when I didn’t have my own name, there would be a kind of guilt.

The SS didn't say where they were being sent, but I know, yes, with the little bit of historical knowledge I have left in my memory, I know that those were being hauled away by truck after truck like cargo People who never return, they are sent to a road of no return, they are Jewish concentration camps, they are the notorious gas chambers, they are death.

Hehe, I smiled miserably like weeping, because I knew that one day, sooner or later, I would also be stuffed into a crowded train like them, forced to strip off my clothes and cut off my hair, and then step into the gas chamber Finally, it became a dead body in the pit.

But I didn't expect that my brother, my well-behaved and sensible brother, my brother who I would rather wrong myself than get hurt in the past few years, my only relative in this world, from 1940 to now more than two years, My younger brother, who was transferred twice and never separated, is my only surviving spiritual pillar in this world, and they actually want to take him away!

I was crying, and I even wanted to rush over and tear those Germanic bastards to pieces to take back my younger brother, hehe, who would have thought that the pretty and delicate little Princess Hill many years ago would have turned into a girl with the appearance of a crazy woman.

I was knocked unconscious by the man behind me instead of being shot by the SS.

My brother is gone, what should I do?

The only existence I want to watch in this world is lost, what should I do?

I've had enough.

I want revenge.

I'm going to kill them all.

I'm going to rise up and fight back.And I know it's not just me, but many people around me think the same way and fight against it.

What are the lyrics of that song?Arise, people who do not want to be slaves, build our new Great Wall with our flesh and blood......

We are not slaves, we are not even slaves in the eyes of those blond devils.We now have no way out.

We have more than 1 Jews, food and guns are ready.I held the gun, but there was no fear in my heart, and I couldn't be more calm.

Thinking about it, it’s really scary. In the past, not to mention killing people, I would yell even if my finger was cut with a knife and bled, but now, just thinking about killing Nazis, I let myself Excited.

I am indeed a time traveler, a time traveler who regards the enemy as an NPC and drives them to death.

Seeing that there were no dying Nazis on the ground, I smiled and stabbed the knife in my hand into his heart.

Blood gushed out, staining the tattered cloth on my feet that couldn't be called shoes red.I simply kicked and stepped on the pool of blood with my bare feet.Warmed the soles of my feet.

No one will feel horrible, because every inch of the land we live on is stained red with the blood of our Jews!

revenge!revenge!revenge!

We have to stand up and fight for ourselves!

Our revenge seems to have attracted the attention of the Nazis, and they continued to send more troops to fight us.Our soldiers hid in wardrobes, behind partitions, in tunnels, we even made our own incendiary bombs out of glass bottles, in short, each of us tried his best to save our lives and kill SS guards.

Food is decreasing day by day, and comrades-in-arms will die every day, but we will never give in.

I did a great job and killed five SS guards with my own hands.But my good days are coming to an end soon.

The flames engulfed my body, and I tried my best to extinguish it, but it burned more and more.I smelled the smell of cooking meat on my body, heard the sizzling sound of fat under the skin, and felt the approach of death.I didn't think of my parents, relatives and friends in my previous life, or the top student in the class next door I liked in my previous life, but my parents and younger brother in this life.

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, you who have been harmless to others all your life will definitely be in heaven, and I, a time traveler who killed people, should have no way to see you.

Dad, please don't be sad for me, your Helen is awake from that dream.

Mom, please don't cry for me, your Helen fought like a warrior.

Brother, please don't feel sorry for me, remember your favorite prayer?Please tell my sister again.

May we never be so complacent that we overlook the injustices of the world;

May we never forget the homeless because we are so comfortable in our own homes;

May we never take liberty for granted, so as to forget those who are not free;

May we never accept authority indiscriminately, without seeing whether it is just;

May we never forget to use our voice, time and energy to make the world we live in better;

Let us never lose hope; always expect things to be better;

And——————We should always strive to make it better!

The author has something to say: When I read Lena's letter in "War 1938", I searched it on Baidu, and wrote it because of my feelings

The following is Baidu content:

Jewish quarters were established in places occupied by the German army, and Jews were guarded for execution.The Warsaw Ghetto was at first surrounded by caltrops and later by brick walls 10 feet high and 11 miles long.The Germans drove large numbers of Jews from nearby areas into the wall.By July 1942, it had accommodated about 7 people.On average, there are 50 people living in each house, and the food calories are 13 calories per person per day. Hunger and typhoid kill thousands of people every month.The picture shows a German Nazi SS officer interrogating a captured resistance member.

Beginning on July 1942, 7, the German army transported 22 Jews to the Treblinka death camp every day. On January 5000, 1943, when the Nazis entered the Jewish Quarter to collect a group of Jews who were about to be transported away, they encountered armed resistance from the Jewish Fighting Organization.The picture shows that the German Nazi SS used water, fire, poison gas and other methods to force the resistance organization out of the bunker.The street fighting lasted for 1 days, killing 19 Germans and seizing many guns and ammunition.The Nazis withdrew, stopping the delivery program.

On April 1943, 4, Himmler, the leader of the SS, launched a special operation to sweep the Jewish Quarter to celebrate Hitler's birthday on April 19.German troops surrounded the Jewish Quarter before dawn.At 4 o'clock in the morning, 20 SS troops with tanks and rapid-fire artillery entered the central part of the Jewish Quarter. Most of the 6 Jews were hiding in bunkers.The Jewish Fighting Group and several separate Jewish partisans, some 2000 in all, used pistols, rifles, machine guns, and improvised bombs to destroy tanks, kill German troops, and intercept Nazi reinforcements trying to enter the Jewish Quarter.The Germans retreated in the evening.Fighting started again the next day, and the city of Warsaw was filled with gunpowder for several days. On May 6, the German army captured the bunker of the headquarters of the Jewish Combat Organization.The fighters inside committed suicide or killed each other to avoid capture.

After 28 days of fighting, the German army killed and wounded hundreds of people, about 1.3 Warsaw Jews died, and the Warsaw Ghetto ceased to exist.