Unsatisfactory hp

I hate red, I hate it so much.

So I hate anything that is red.

I also hate rainy days, almost to the point of disgust.

The memory before the age of three is really not very clear. To be precise, the memory before meeting A Luo is a blurred black and white landscape, but after meeting A Luo, it gradually becomes colorful.

Although it should not be said, but for me, all the happiness before the age of three was wiped out with that devastating car accident.

After so many years, I still remember the embrace my mother gave me at the moment the car hit me, the overwhelming blood at that moment, and the thunderous thunder.

With tragic despair.

Grandpa left me in England, because both he and I knew that if I returned to the United States, I would probably be killed by those uncles without anyone noticing.

Grandpa's house is in a family area. There are many children of the same age. I don't like them.cut!Who cares that you are such an idiot, those ugly girls like to talk to me and despise you!

But my grandfather felt that I was isolated, so worried, he chose to go to an orphanage to adopt a child as my playmate.

So A Luo appeared.

A Luo often said later that when he saw me for the first time, he thought he saw an angel, but later found out that it was a brat who could strangle me to death.

Of course my reaction was to roll and act like a baby at him, but I told Ah Luo that the first thing I thought of when I saw him was light.

As a result, Ah Luo complained with tangled eyes and said that it had nothing to do with him at all. How did he feel that he suddenly died and other incomprehensible words, but at that moment, this was what I thought.I will not tell him that after my parents left, I often feel that there is no second color in my world except the disgusting red. The appearance of Ah Luo tears away the despair.

Humans are creatures yearning for light, but those who live in the dark cannot touch the sun, and A Luo’s light is like starlight, which does not appear during the day and at night when there is moonlight, only when there is no sun and moonlight In the darkened night, in the deepest and darkest night, the light becomes more and more precious.

It's just that I don't know that when I met A Luo's light, I actually encountered a lifetime of calamity, a calamity that I was willing to fall into.

At first, Ah Luo didn't like me.To be correct, he doesn't like anyone, just like a missionary walking on the road, walking unswervingly in his own direction, refusing anyone else to approach, he bound himself in the isolated world place, watching everything calmly and rationally, without emotion.

Grandpa was from the intelligence agency, so the orphanage where A Luo was born was found out. How did the child who humiliated and bullied A Luo die when he was 2 years old? A Luo’s cautious and cautious approach all appeared in the paper On the ground, borrowing a knife to kill people, sowing discord, these all show that he is not a good person.

Yes, A Luo has never been a good person, and this behavior of eliminating opponents and flattening the road again and again in the next ten years shows that A Luo's interests are paramount.

But I still remember his hug, the hug he gave me that night when there was thunder, the embrace that was neither warm nor generous had a faint smell of soap powder, and I remembered his pair of eyes that looked extraordinarily peaceful in the middle of the night.

Unlike those self-righteous sympathy and comfort, he will not say beautiful words (although he can say beautiful words better than anyone else), but just quietly accompany me.

After that night, I tried my best to get close to him, whether it was acting like a baby or pretending to be a fool to get into trouble, seeing him impatient but still carrying the pampering that he didn't even realize, I didn't want to let go.I felt that Ah Luo gradually accepted me.

Gellert Grindelwald, meeting that man is the thing I regret the most in my life.Just like Ah Luo is my robbery, that is Ah Luo's robbery.

Ah Luo, I'm afraid you never realized that when you look at Grindelwald, your eyes are alive.

Then, he was caught in the laboratory.

I still remember A Luo's appearance when she killed that scum with her own hands. Her beautiful face was ferocious and distorted, completely lacking in the usual elegant and peaceful beauty, but with roughness and murderous intent like a wild beast. (In HP6, when Little Tom heard Dumbledore say that he was a wizard, "Riddle looked up. His face changed suddenly: there was a kind of fanatical joy. However, somehow, this did not make him It looks better, but it makes his delicate features suddenly rough, and his expression is like a beast.")

But that kind of him made me feel that that was his most beautiful appearance.

He was afraid that I was afraid of him, and he was afraid that the way he killed people scared me.Ah Luo, you fool, you did it to save me and protect me. I am the only one in this world who has no reason to be afraid of you and make you sad, right?

I held his hand and squeezed those slightly trembling hands. At this moment, I realized that Ah Luo was actually a child who was a month younger than me.Ah Luo's pale face improved a little, and she regained her composure and composure.But I can no longer rely on him as much as before. Maybe it was from this moment that I began to want to become strong and protect Ah Luo.

Run away and get caught.I have never hated my weakness as much as I do now, because I can't protect you because of my incompetence, this is the sin of my life.

In the countless days of losing you in the future, I often think: If I was strong back then, if I had protected you from your misfortune, wouldn’t you have left the UK for Germany because of your injury?Wouldn't you fall in love with the man who led you to destruction in the process of being together day and night?

Leaving is for better protection.Back in the United States, I started a crazy and relentless revenge.A Luo's favorite little angel, Al, is now nothing but a devil full of ambition and about to immerse himself in the dirty world.

And I was not completely immersed, because A Luo was with me.While he was scheming to steal information, I was pretending all the way for information.While he was trying to slaughter the Japanese soldiers, I was trying to fight my way out of a group of children and survive.

I thought he and I would always be like this, working together in different places, trying to become stronger, in order to better protect each other.I thought that in the future we would meet again at Hogwarts and continue to be together like we were children.

But I forgot, "I think" is not the same as "the future is".

In fact, I should have realized it earlier, shouldn't I?From the way A Luo looked at Gellert, from Grindelwald who came to England to save A Luo, and even the tacit understanding between the two when they met many years later, it is enough to prove that the most important person in A Luo's heart , it's not just me anymore.

No, even I am not the most important person anymore, looking at Ah Luo who thought he was asleep and left quietly (go back to Chapter 59 if I don’t remember), I opened my eyes behind him, sure enough, that Gellert The most annoying.

Later on, in Ah Luo's eyes, from his initial black eyes to later red eyes, it was Grindelwald, not me, that became more and more clear.He doesn't fall in love, because there is only one person he loves, and that is Grindelwald.

Yeah, only Grindelwald.

So when Ah Luo said on his deathbed that he might have loved me, I believed it or didn't believe it.

Ah Luo loves me, he has always loved me, in his heart he loves me, I never deny this.

It's just his love, more of a family love.

My dear little fool Aluo, don't you know that when you spoke to me on your deathbed, there was lingering guilt in your eyes?

I know that you actually want me to love and raise Shire and Cheli as my own children. You actually want to take revenge on Grindelwald for making him sad, and then use his guilt to protect the two children. I know that, So I am willing to be used by you, willingly.

Because I love you, not only family affection, but also love.

"I love you, I do love you, Alfred!" Many people have said these words to me over the years.

"Love me?" I always repeat softly, raising the corner of my mouth to smile: "Then will you die for me?"

After finishing speaking, I turned around and left, there was no need to care about the answer or something, because I already knew the answer.

What you love is Alfred Gambino, the godfather of the Gambino family, not Alfred Jones, who has no money, no power, and loves to cause trouble.

Ah Luo, as expected, only you are the most special and unique existence.Thinking of this, I put a piece of jelly in my mouth.

Sweet and soft, is this the taste that Ah Luo likes?I understand a little bit.

Living in the world for so many years is already suffering enough, especially like A Luo, who has lived for less than 20 years, but hardly a day is spent enjoying happiness.He has a sweet tooth, is that the same idea?

"Alfred Gambino."

I raised my head and saw two women who appeared out of thin air, holding a box in both hands: "Who are you?"

"It doesn't matter who we are."

"The important thing is that you are the owner of Mare's ring."

ha? !

Seeing these two people singing and drinking, I originally planned to ignore them and kill them directly.but………………

"Mare's Ring can take you to another world, and you can see the person you want to see."

I have to say, their words hit the heart!

"Put it on and you're good to go."

After watching that child in Shire's succession ceremony, I decided to put on that ridiculous looking ring, and...

I saw the boy I missed smiling at me in the sun, I saw pure joy on his white face, his eyes as bright as the sky, and the corners of his mouth slightly twitching Tilting up and showing me a gentle and inclusive smile that only belongs to me, clean and warm.

Oh, I love you, A Luo.

do you know?One origin can generate countless parallel worlds.

When I left this world to go to other worlds, I saw countless parallel worlds. In some parallel worlds, A Luo is a split lunatic (original work), some A Luo is a mad scientist, and some A Luo is a Financial accountants, some Aluo and I are lovers, and some Aluo don't know me at all.

I remembered a sentence that Ah Luo once said. Of course, neither I at the time nor I would know now. It was this sentence that made me not crazy or dehumanized.

"There are countless parallel time and space in this world, and there are countless you and me. But if you cultivate me, we will be indispensable to each other. To me, you are the only one in the world; to you, And it’s the only one in the world.”

"So, Al, you have to know that in my heart, you are unique and irreplaceable."

When I opened my eyes again and regained my senses, he found that his appearance had completely changed, his brilliant blond hair had turned into a dazzling silvery white, his blue eyes had also become long and narrow purple, and on his left cheek was a purple inverted crown. The patterns are gorgeous and coquettish.And on the middle finger, the ring with wings is shining brightly.

Am I Alfred Gambino, or Bran Jesso?

who am I?

The memories of Alfred's thousands of parallel worlds and Bran Jesso's thousands of parallel worlds rushed together, making him feel like he was going to die for a moment.

…………… Whether I am Alfred or Bailan Jesso, what I want is to find my own Ah Luo.

There are no two identical leaves in the world, and neither are people.Even the selves in the parallel world are not exactly the same, any slight difference will create two completely different people.The same is true for A Luo, the A Luo in the parallel world is not my A Luo.

So, I want to find my A Luo.

What?Appearance change?It doesn't matter, I am unique to Ah Luo, so Ah Luo will definitely recognize me.

But why can't I find my A Luo?Why can't I find you?

Na na, Ah Luo, if there is no you in this world, then I will destroy it, and then I will look for it in the next world.Anyway, Bai Lan also wants to destroy this boring world, doesn't he?

I don't know how many parallel worlds have been destroyed, and I entered a body of myself when I was young.

This own body is terrible, I almost fell on the person passing by when I just entered this body.

"Hello, are you okay?" The soft baby voice sounded faintly.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at each other, brown hair and gilt eyes, immature baby face, but not the cowardice and softness that I know I have seen, but the calm and indifferent expression that makes me miss, Temperament is not like a fluffy little rabbit, but rather capable and sharp like a blade and elegant and quiet like a nobleman.

is it him?Disappointed so many times, I thought uncertainly.But that voice from the depths of my soul told me it was him.

For the first time, and never in the past, thank God like this moment, thank Merlin: "Is that you, Luo?"

He opened his beautiful peach blossom eyes and looked at me for a few seconds, then suddenly showed a smile that made me cry, as always, with a warm tolerance that could break the ice: "It's you, Al?"

I cried and reached out and hugged him.

Darling, I finally found you.

My alo.

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