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Qin Mufeng returned home before dinner. In this house, everyone's face is like a solid city wall. It is difficult to shake the gap with ordinary attacks, let alone collapse.

No one mentioned what happened yesterday, and despite the weird atmosphere at the dinner table, the meal was finished without incident.

After dinner, Jin Chu went back to the room, and Zhao Zhichuan knocked on the door and came in, holding a plate of freshly cut fruit, "You didn't eat much for dinner, Mom told you to eat some fruit."

Jin Chu took it and said, "Thank you."

Zhao Zhichuan sat down on the sofa, with an indifferent expression, no usual smelly face, and no signs of quarreling. Seeing that he was not going to go out, Jin Chu asked, "Then let's eat together."

Zhao Zhichuan shook his head, "You can eat." Then he stopped talking.

Jin Chu sat down beside him and asked, "Do you have anything to say?"

Zhao Zhichuan still shook his head.

Jin Chu ignored him, got up and sat down at the table, and lazily chewed the fruit.

Zhao Zhichuan was a child a few years younger than Jin Chu, he endured it and decided to ask Jin Chu, "You, what is your relationship with that Qin Mufeng?"

Jin Chu turned to look at him, "Friend, what's the matter?"

Zhao Zhichuan got up, walked to Jin Chu and looked down at him, "It's better to be like this."

Jin Chu couldn't hear anything from his voice, and didn't like Zhao Zhichuan's eyes very much, so he stood up and looked at Zhao Zhichuan, and he suddenly found that Zhao Zhichuan had been taller in the past six months, and if he continued like this, he might be taller than himself in the future .

Jin Chu stood back a little, and asked again, "Xiao Chuan, do you have something to say to me?"

Zhao Zhichuan felt irritable, and his face smelt instantly, "Did you say it?" Then he slammed the door and went out without waiting for Jin Chu to speak again.

Jin Chu thinks that he has no advantages, but he has been able to observe words and expressions since he was a child. If Zhao Zhichuan can ask, it means that he may know or start to doubt something. Good timing, after all, this relationship cannot never see the light of day.

He glanced at the time and sent Qin Mufeng a WeChat message, "Have you eaten yet?"

Mu Feng "had been eating for a while."

Lovely, "It's almost time to take medicine."

Mu Feng: "Well, I'm getting ready to eat."

"Mu Feng, I want to go to the city hospital tomorrow, what do you think?"

It took Qin Mufeng a while to reply, "If you want to go, I will accompany you."

Lovely and charming, "Don't go out with me if you're sick, take a good rest at home for a day, I'm just going to see if I can meet him, I'm afraid he will do something to my mother."

Mu Feng: "I'll accompany you. I'll take some medicine later and have a good rest tonight. I'll be fine tomorrow."

Jin Chu sighed inwardly, and replied, "Okay, go to sleep after taking the medicine, and don't think about anything else, just sleep well."

Just after lunch the next day, Jin Chu told Cheng Ya that he was going out for a while. Cheng Ya was quite surprised, Jin Chu didn't like to go out before, but this time he came back a lot more cheerful.

Jin Mingxi hadn't shown up recently, and Cheng Ya relaxed a little.

Qin Mufeng waited at the door wearing a mask, and the two walked side by side for a short distance. Jin Chu put his hand on his forehead for a while before he felt relieved.

"It's okay, your boyfriend is as strong as a cow." Qin Mufeng arched his forehead against his palm.

Jin Chu smiled and said, "Got it, you are in good health, and you are in excellent health."

"Where is it good? Tell me clearly." Qin Mufeng grabbed the hand on his forehead and held it tightly, with a playful voice.

Jin Chu's face turned red immediately, "Why are you so dishonest?"

"Ah Chu, are you thinking wrong, are you lustful now?"

Jin Chu pulled out his hand and bumped into Qin Mufeng, "Take it easy, don't make trouble."

The two took a taxi to the hospital. There were still a lot of people. Everyone who came and went had different emotions on their faces, except that there were few smiles. I looked around and saw no one.

Jin Chu said, "Mu Feng, I don't think we'll be able to find him this way. Maybe he just came to see a doctor yesterday, and so did I. I haven't turned my head around."

Qin Mufeng said, "Why don't we find someone to check it. We didn't look at the inpatient department. If we can't find it, forget it. You can remind Auntie when you get back."

"it is good."

Compared with the outpatient department, the inpatient department has relatively fewer people and is quieter. There are family members downstairs helping or pushing patients out to breathe. Jin Chu is in a complicated mood. He hasn’t seen Jin Mingxi for more than ten years, but yesterday he saw him sitting The appearance on the ground felt a little unbearable again.

A person like Jin Mingxi always suffers from others, no matter how pitiful he looks, there is nothing to sympathize with, but he is bleeding with the same blood as that person, Jin Chu blames that little bit of unbearability on his weak blood relationship.

This man always keeps his word, Jin Chu doesn't remember anything else, but every time Jin Mingxi said he wanted to deal with Cheng Ya, he would beat her to death, Jin Chu couldn't remember how many times this happened, Those memories are a little fuzzy.

If Jin Mingxi sees Cheng Ya, it means that he knows where Cheng Ya is now, and he is afraid that one day Zhao Junyang will not be there and Cheng Ya will go out alone, Jin Chu dare not think about what Jin Mingxi will do.

When the two arrived at the inpatient department, Jin Chu asked the nurse in charge of registration if he could check for a patient named Jin Mingxi, but the other party refused, and Jin Chu said that he was the son of that person, so the nurse helped to check, but there was no one. .

Originally, Jin Chu didn't have any hope, so he could only go back and tell Cheng Ya to let her pay attention when she went out recently. Jin Mingxi looked like a madman yesterday.

"Forget it, Mu Feng, let's go out." The smell of disinfectant was so strong that it gave people a headache.

Qin Mufeng comforted him, "Don't worry, Ah Chu, now is a society ruled by law, even if he wants to do something, he will have scruples."

Jin Chu really wanted to say that that person never seemed to care about these things. He had seen him beating people, and they were really beating to death. If it wasn't for Cheng Ya's fate, and Jin Mingxi didn't attack him as a child, maybe Cheng Ya and He was gone a long time ago. More than a decade ago, they were very backward there. It was only a few years after the electricity was connected, and there were only one or two households with TVs, let alone telephones.

The young people in neighboring villages could not stand the domestic violence and finally chose to hang themselves, or were directly forced to drink rat poison. One, repeating the tragedy of the previous one, if you die, you will survive and suffer.

There are too few people who escape successfully like Cheng Ya. In the poor mountains and rivers, there are countless villains. No one realizes that drinking and making troubles is wrong, and domestic violence is wrong. Girls who have just graduated from junior high school are forced to marry No one thinks it is wrong, even forcing a living life to wither, no one thinks it is wrong.

Jin Chu didn't know if Jin Mingxi had realized that what he had done was wrong after more than ten years. Jin Chu didn't dare to bet. Jin Mingxi was a born desperado. He didn't care about other people's lives, nor did he care about himself. of.

He is like a rotten and smelly swamp in a mountain, the more smelly it is, the more comfortable it is.

Jin Chu smiled relaxedly at Qin Mufeng, "You are right, this is Yuncheng, he should not do anything excessive."

After leaving the inpatient department, the two sat down in a small garden with few people. The sun was very strong. There was a canopy of green plants above their heads, surrounded by various flowers and plants. It was a very suitable place to relax.

Jin Chu leaned on Qin Mufeng, "Mufeng, let me lean for a while."

Qin Mufeng adjusted his sitting posture, patted his legs, "Let's rely on this."

Jin Chu looked around and found no one was paying attention, so he lay down on Qin Mufeng's lap with peace of mind. With his eyes closed, he gently squeezed Qin Mufeng's leg, "This leg is really strong."

"I've been vegetarian for several days, Ah Chu, don't move around." Qin Mufeng looked down at him, and flicked his forehead.

"It's still untouchable, it's in broad daylight, what else do you dare to do?"

Qin Mufeng was helpless, "You are getting skinnier."

Jin Chu raised a smirk at the corner of his mouth, and Qin Mufeng lowered his head and planted a kiss on his forehead through the mask.

The sun is shining and the years are quiet.

"Isn't it enough for you to hurt him? Why do you still have the face to appear in front of him, get out!" The old man roared angrily, accompanied by the sound of objects slapping.

While hiding, the man defended, "No, auntie, I just came to see Xiaoqing, and I didn't intend to do anything to him."

"Xiaoqing became what he is today, it's all because of you, you should stay in prison for the rest of your life." The old man's voice was hysterical.

"Auntie, just let me take a look at him." The man's voice was hoarse, pleading.

"Get out, I'll let you get out."

Qin Mufeng woke up amidst the sudden quarrel. He turned his eyes to the source of the sound. Not far away was a thin and shriveled old lady, who was already a little hunched. A skinny man, the man's back was facing Qin Mufeng, he couldn't see his face clearly.

But Qin Mufeng was somewhat familiar with the man's clothes. It was what Jin Mingxi wore yesterday, a denim shirt that had been washed torn and turned white, the same worn black slacks, and a pair of the most common casual leather shoes on the market.

After recovering, he realized that the voice was also Jin Mingxi's. Qin Mufeng looked at this scene in shock. The man who was a little violent and arrogant in front of Jin Chu yesterday was begging the old man in a very low posture at this moment.

Qin Mufeng had an illusion that such Jin Mingxi looked a little pitiful.

He shook Jin Chu lightly twice, bowed his head and called him "A Chu."

Jin Chu opened his eyes and looked at him, and made a nasal sound "hmm"

"Look over there, is it you... your dad?"

Jin Chuteng stood up, and Qin Mufeng was almost hit in the face by him. He turned his head to stare at the two people over there, and said with certainty, "It's him, it was the clothes yesterday." The two people over there were still talking loudly, and Jin Chu even OK, and the sound is right.

He took Qin Mufeng's hand and stared at Jin Mingxi calmly. After the man argued for a while, it was obvious that his temper was a little bit up. He clenched his fists tightly and tried not to touch the old man in front of him. Let's go back first, and see Xiaoqing tomorrow."

The old man was trembling with anger, staring at Jin Mingxi, and didn't relax until he really left. Then the old man squatted on the ground and let out low sobs.

Jin Chu looked at Jin Mingxi's leaving back, still showing a sense of despair. It seemed that yesterday's medicine was not his own, and the person who had been looking for it for a long time really found it, but Jin Chu didn't want to go forward to ask for it at this moment.

He turned his head and looked at the thin old man, feeling very uncomfortable, "Mu Feng, why don't we... go and see her?"

Qin Mufeng also had the same meaning.

The old man squatted on the ground, his rickety body was in a circle, and his hair was almost all white. She looked like a white flower that was about to wither in the wilderness. Jin Chu squatted down beside her, and softly called out " Grandma, are you all right?"

The old man raised his head, the eyeballs under the drooping eyelids were cloudy, and the tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, leaving a mottled mark on her old face. Kid, hastily and awkwardly wipe your eyes with your cuff.

Jin Chu stretched out his hand to help her up, and the old man said in a trembling voice, "Thank you, young man." That bit of sadness also came to an abrupt end because of the arrival of Jin Chu and Qin Mufeng.