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After filling out the application form, Jin Chu and Qin Mufeng had nothing to do at all, and he planned to return the rental house in a few days. Xu Yong moved out after finishing the exam, and a new neighbor moved in next door.

Jin Chu has nothing but a lot of books. Qin Mufeng came to help him tidy up, and he realized that his things were packed in only one big box. Instead, he packed several big boxes with various books. Before, he thought the place was too small to fit anything. , Now I found out that the reason for the small place was found.

Jin Chu was reluctant to sell or throw them away, so he packed them all up and sent them back to Yuncheng by courier. Cheng Ya urged Jin Chu to go back, but Jin Chu agreed, saying that he would return in a few days, wondering if Qin Mufeng would Followed back, and he was thinking of picking a date to celebrate his birthday with Qin Mufeng in advance.

Qin Mufeng's birthday is in late July, and Qin Mufeng is in mid-August, and the day finally caught up with him in mid-July. Qin Mufeng came to the rental house early in the morning to look for Jin Chu. He is wearing a white T-shirt today. A pair of black sweatpants looks simple and clean.

Jin Chu has been a bit depraved recently. He hasn't run for a long time. Firstly, he doesn't feel good about going to school after graduation. Secondly, because Qin Mufeng is around, he doesn't want to go out to exercise at all, and he feels stuck at home.

Jin Chu couldn't get tired of Qin Mufeng's appearance. He was really good-looking. Jin Chu had been looking at him since he entered the door, and Qin Mufeng was stared at furiously. The more you like it?"

Jin Chu nodded, "You came to me so handsome early in the morning, I suspect you have some bad intentions."

Qin Mufeng smiled and said, "I was dressed like this yesterday, but the color is different. Besides, I don't need to talk about my intentions for you."

Jin Chu suddenly remembered Qin Mufeng's words when the two of them were messing around last night, "Ah Chu, we will leave tomorrow. We are adults. Can adults do things that adults can do?"

Jin Chu was provoked by him, his desire burst, and he only exhaled under him, "It's all up to you."

Then Qin Mufeng bad-heartedly let Jin Chu release him, and kissed him on the lips while saying, "Don't run away tomorrow."

Jin Chu's face became hot, and he turned his head to ignore him. Qin Mufeng didn't continue to tease him. He put the breakfast he brought on the table and greeted him, "Come and eat quickly, and we'll go out after eating."

Jin Chu sat down beside him, "Where are you going so early?"

"Ai Mingrui and the others insisted that they would give me two to celebrate, but I refused the appointment at night, and we will celebrate our birthday tonight, so we won't bring them."

Because it was in the morning, Ai Mingrui and the others made an appointment at a restaurant. It is said that it was opened by a teacher from the No. [-] Middle School. They asked for a private room. There was no one in the restaurant in the morning, so they just sat inside and chatted, ordered good food and said In the evening, we only let people serve some drinks and snacks to pass the time. Anyway, there is no one, and the waiters don't care whether they occupy the seat or not.

The proprietress saw that they were students, and asked the waiter to bring in more food.

Except for Xu Yong, everyone else was there, but Ai Mingrui and his girlfriend were not seen.

Ai Mingrui raised his forehead and complained, "Damn, I said to get together at night, and old Qin Fei said it was in the morning. Have you ever seen anyone who has nothing to do in the morning and come to the hotel to get together. We young people want to get together in the morning and they are playing outside."

"I think it's pretty good. Anyway, it's just you guys and no girls, so there's no difference." Deng Wen said.

When Ai Mingrui heard it, it made sense, "That's right, this meal is for Lao Qin and Jin Chu to celebrate, to celebrate that they are about to start college life and start a brilliant life."

"Don't you guys celebrate together? Maybe our school will be close, but it's still a university, okay?" Luo Yulin said with a smile.

Ai Mingrui took the teapot on the table, poured a cup for everyone, and said, "Okay, then replace the wine with tea and toast us."

After several people took a sip meaningfully, Jin Chucai asked, "Where are you all planning to report?"

Ai Mingrui said, "Lao Qin went to Y University, and we all planned to go to Yuncheng, which is a junior college, but it is not far from Y University, so our brothers can still get together every now and then."

Jin Chu said, "That's pretty good."

"That's right, it's a pity that you are not with us, Jin Chu. You are alone in City A, far away from the mountains and rivers." Deng Wen said, and after speaking, he quietly glanced at Qin Mufeng's reaction. If Chu passed the exam, Qin Mufeng would be sad, and it seems that he has talked about this matter in private.

Ai Mingrui raised his voice, "Hey, what are you talking about, Jin Chuneng is just like us? City A is where he should go. With such good grades, of course he wants to go to a good school."

Qin Mufeng gave a "hmm" and drank tea with the cup in front of him.

Jin Chu said, "It's okay. In fact, it doesn't matter where you go for the exam. Besides, the admission notice hasn't come down yet, and where to go is still undecided. No matter where we go, we can still get together often. The transportation is so convenient."

Several people were chatting wildly, and the time passed quickly, and it was almost lunch time when the dishes were served. Before leaving, Ai Mingrui said to Jin Chu, "Jin Chu, we won't come to deliver you when you return to Yuncheng." You, Lao Qin will send it for us, and keep in touch."

Jin Chu smiled and said yes, Qin Mufeng watched them talking from the sidelines, Jin Chu is obviously a very easy person to get along with, how could he have no friends?He was thinking, if Jin Chu hadn't been called to stop in the alley, would there have been future things between them?He was thankful that he took the initiative to approach him, even though the way he started was not good.

At this time, Qin Mufeng's cell phone rang, and he took it out to see that it was a text message from an unfamiliar number, "Mufeng, I heard they said you were going to Y University, and I also applied. I wanted to go to City A, but I wanted After thinking about it, I still want to stay by your side. At the beginning, I didn’t take your wishes into account when I transferred to Yuncheng, and wanted to separate willfully. Now that I think about it, I’m really self-willed and I’m sorry. I know it might be too late to say this now. , but I still want to try, maybe we can start over?"

Qin Mufeng stared at this text message for a while, he hadn't thought of Tan Zhengxuan for a long time, and when he saw Tan Zhengxuan's words again, he was in no mood anymore, they were together from the third year of junior high school to the second year of high school, it was considered as two days of talking In the year of love, Tan Zhengxuan is very good and proud. He has top-notch appearance and grades, and he has the capital to be proud.

Thinking back again, it seems that there are not many memories between the two of them, most of them are him studying with Tan Zhengxuan, listening to him talk, pampering Tan Zhengxuan's occasional waywardness, and habitually coaxing him to be happy, he must like it I've talked about Zhengxuan, because the mood when we parted won't lie.

That day, Ai Mingrui made a small movie somewhere, and the few people who had just entered puberty had just woken up, so discussing the relationship between men and women was naturally an ideal topic.

But Qin Mufeng didn't feel anything. He was not interested in the plump breasts, soft waist, or even the secret area that men yearn for in the picture. Instead, he felt that the man's body in the picture attracted his attention more.

He didn't understand what was going on with him for a while, until several other people went to the toilet one after another, only he and Tan Zhengxuan remained motionless, expressionless.

Ai Mingrui and the others thought he had good stamina, and they admired him. Only Qin Mufeng knew that he was different from them, although he didn't know what the difference was.

From that day on, Tan Zhengxuan has been closer to Qin Mufeng than to Ai Mingrui and the others. Qin Mufeng has always been more tolerant towards his friends, and Tan Zhengxuan loves shaking him in front of him without stopping him. Sometimes he also thinks that Tan Zhengxuan is very good. He was very active in everything, and very smart, until one night in the third year of junior high school, Tan Zhengxuan dragged him to a small playground where there were no people.

Tan Zhengxuan said that he liked Qin Mufeng, and asked Qin Mufeng if he hated him, Qin Mufeng shook his head, showing no surprise, Tan Zhengxuan was not surprised to see him, "Mufeng, you too?"

Qin Mufeng didn't deny it. After he discovered his strangeness that time, he did some research on the Internet. When he knew that his sexual orientation was different, he was shocked for several days, but he accepted it anyway. matter.

But he could see Tan Zhengxuan's graciousness, he should have noticed his strangeness that day, he didn't point it out, it would be good if there was someone of the same kind by his side, at least it seemed that he was not a different kind.

Tan Zhengxuan and him are classmates and friends, and I don't hate Tan Zhengxuan, so the two of them are together like this, but the relationship in name is closer than usual, and getting along is still a friend's way of getting along until high school , the relationship between the two has become a little closer, they will hold hands on the deserted path, and it is inevitable that young lovers will kiss, but there is nothing else.

Qin Mufeng is a person who has no desire for love. His mother Jiang Xue and Qin You fell in love and married freely, but in the end Jiang Xue ended up being betrayed and died in the end. Qin Mufeng didn't want to pursue anyone actively in the past, but Tan Zhengxuan It seems that he is really dependent on him. Although he has occasional willfulness, Qin Mufeng thinks that if he gets along like this, it is not bad for him and Tan Zhengxuan to be together like this all the time.

When Qin Mufeng proposed to separate for the first time, he knew that what he said was angry, so he coaxed people back patiently, but it didn't take long before it started again, and it made him a little tired. He was still a student, and Tan Zhengxuan made such a fuss He is tired too.

But he still thought that since he likes him, there is nothing wrong with being tolerant. When Tan Zhengxuan said to separate for the last time, he also said that he was going to transfer to Yuncheng. They met Qin Mufeng not long after the second year of high school. I accepted it calmly.

He thought that a lifetime would be so long, and it was too early to conclude the idea of ​​living with Tan Zhengxuan forever. Tan Zhengxuan wanted to be an eagle with wings spread, and he was right. Guancheng is too small, and Tan Zhengxuan is very good. If Yuncheng receives a better education, he will naturally go farther.

After the separation, Qin Mufeng was indeed disappointed, but he was not as sad as he imagined. At first, Tan Zhengxuan waited patiently for Qin Mufeng to coax him. After waiting for a long time, he realized that Qin Mufeng had really given up on himself this time, so he began to call Qin Mufeng summation.

Tan Zhengxuan didn't know that Qin Mufeng was such a hard-hearted person, he didn't give him a chance, even if he lowered his posture to seek reconciliation, or even asked for leave from school to come back to Guancheng to find him, Qin Mufeng was indifferent.

Tan Zhengxuan knew that they were really over this time. He waited for Qin Mufeng to say that he had a new love. At first he thought it was a joke. Later, through the occasional contact with Ai Mingrui and the others, he pieced together and found out that he was indeed There is a new love.

Naturally, Qin Mufeng didn't care if he didn't regret after talking about Zhengxuan, so he tapped twice on his phone and deleted the message.

In the past, he thought he liked Tan Zhengxuan, but it wasn't until he met Jin Chu that he realized that his liking was more than that. He was moved by Jin Chu and was influenced by his emotions. He wanted to treat him well and be with him. But I hope that he can be happy to be himself, Jin Chu can affect everything about him, and he never thought about the possibility of being separated from Jin Chu, he is not even willing to assume, he can't imagine that without Jin Chu, he what will happen.

"Mufeng."

Jin Chu called him, Qin Mufeng hurried back to him, Jin Chu said, "Were you in a daze just now? I called you a few times."

Qin Mufeng said to Jin Chu with a little guilt, "I'm sorry, I was distracted just now."

Ai Mingrui and the others talked to Qin Mufeng and went home. Qin Mufeng asked, "Do you want to play something else, or go home?"

Jin Chu said mysteriously, "Take you to a place."