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In the blink of an eye, the mid-term exam came, and Jin Chu worked harder recently. Qin Mufeng couldn't bear it anymore after following him every day. On Saturday, Qin Mufeng accompanied Jin Chu to study in the rental house for another day. In the afternoon, he said that he couldn't make Jin Chu work so hard. , and took the man back home.

It has been almost a month since Qin Mufeng came back from the exam. Jin Chu lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

In fact, it's not that exaggerated, it's just that Jin Chu has a small face and is tall. He used to look thin and slender, but now he looks like a fairy in a Taoist robe.

Ever since grandma saw Jin Chu like this, she often asked Qin Mufeng to put the tonic soup he stewed in an insulated box and take it to Jin Chu. In the past, the two of them would eat casually outside together, but now Qin Mufeng couldn't take it home, so he had to eat it every day. Back and forth several times to bring food to people.

But Jin Chu still didn't go back up, his chin was thin and pointed.

The weather is getting warmer and getting darker and later.

Qin Mufeng took Jin Chu to the market, bought some meat and a local chicken, picked some vegetables and fruits, and each carried a bag into the house.

Grandma said that Jin Chu has been studying too hard recently, and he needs to cook some dishes to make up for it. The grandparents and grandchildren talked and laughed for two hours, and a meal was ready.

As soon as Jin Chu came, grandma talked more, Qin Mufeng didn't talk much, and the old man always likes to be lively.

At the dinner table, grandma kept talking.

"Xiao Chu, you have to come here often, and grandma will cook delicious food for you."

Jin Chu nodded obediently and said yes, he hasn't felt such an atmosphere for more than two years.

"There's no need to rush your studies. I heard from Xiaofeng that you were the first in your grade last time. You're really good."

Jin Chu was a little embarrassed by the praise. Before he transferred to Guancheng, his grades had always been good, but every time whether he did well in the exam or whether he made progress, Cheng Ya didn't seem to care too much. She only knew that Jin Chu The grades are very good, and her son will always be named and praised at every parent meeting.

It seems that this is a matter of course. No one cares whether it is hard for him to maintain this excellence, but Jin Chu himself does not care, because he knows that the only thing he can control is to learn this, which can help him change. The only way to the status quo.

Qin Mufeng picked vegetables into Jin Chu's bowl, and said according to his grandmother's words, "So, you have to learn to combine work and rest, relax properly, and you will definitely be the first in the next mid-term exam."

Grandma agreed, "Yes, yes, let Xiaofeng take you out to play tomorrow. You haven't had a good time here, have you?"

Jin Chu said, "Yes, I went to the White Elephant Cave last time."

The grandma thought about it, and lived here for decades, and she didn't know any places that young people like to play here, so she said to Qin Mufeng, "Xiaofeng, every time your cousins ​​come, where do you take them?" Play, take Xiao Chu to play tomorrow too."

Qin Mufeng responded, "Okay."

After dinner, the two watched TV with grandma. Grandma went to bed early and said she was going to rest soon. She said to Jin Chu, "Tomorrow is Sunday, Xiao Chu will stay here."

Before Jin Chu could say anything, Qin Mufeng immediately agreed, "Good grandma, then he will sleep with me tonight."

Grandma smiled and said yes.

Jin Chu had no choice but to say "OK."

As soon as grandma had a rest, Qin Mufeng took Jin Chu into his room. Qin Mufeng's room was very spacious and was decorated more than ten years ago. It was very old, but it was very clean. There were two rows of bookshelves in the room, but there were only a few books. The book is left alone in the corner, and the rest of the place is full of other things, including figurines, some old toys, and some models, which are divided into categories.

There is a set of sofas, desks, and computers in the room. The sofa is a bit messy. It seems that this is where Qin Mufeng spends his time.

The first time Jin Chu walked into Qin Mufeng's private domain, he felt a little delicate, which made him feel closer to Qin Mufeng.

Qin Mufeng asked Jin Chu to sit on the sofa and play for a while, then went downstairs to get two bottles of juice.

In an unfamiliar place, the tip of his nose was filled with the familiar breath of Qin Mufeng. Jin Chu relaxed. He looked at this room, where Qin Mufeng lived since he was a child.

"What are you looking at?" Qin Mufeng came in and saw Jin Chudong looking around, put the juice in his hand, and sat down beside him.

Jin Chu smiled, "I'm looking at the place where you grew up."

"So curious about me?"

"Well, because I got to know you too late."

After hearing what he said, Qin Mufeng put down the juice in his hand, got up and searched for a while on the bookshelf, took out a photo album and shook Jin Chu, "Maybe this can help you get to know me better."

"Photo album?"

"Well, here are the photos of me growing up, do you want to see it?"

"Look."

Qin Mufeng sat on the bed with the photo album directly, "Come here, take a look here."

Jin Chu didn't think about anything else, and then sat next to Qin Mufeng with half-supported hands. The two of them were head to head. Qin Mufeng flipped through the photo album page by page. Since Qin Mufeng was born, there were several photos almost every year.

The woman in the photo is very young and beautiful, with a warm smile on her mouth, a pair of deep and bright eyes looking at the camera, and a little Qin Mufeng in her arms. Jin Chu put his hand on the photo and asked, "Is this you?" Mom? So pretty."

Qin Mufeng touched the woman's smiling face with his fingers, hummed lightly, and said, "Yes, she is beautiful, right?"

"Well, you are very similar to Auntie, especially the eyes."

Qin Mufeng's smile at the moment was very gentle, Jin Chu rarely saw him like this, he unconsciously squeezed closer to Qin Mufeng again, getting closer to Qin Mufeng.

But Qin Mufeng's voice was tinged with sadness, "This is the last photo of my mother and I, Ah Chu, I miss her a little bit."

Jin Chu is not very good at comforting people, especially at this moment, he didn't ask any more questions, and just stretched out his hand to hold Qin Mufeng's hand on the photo album.

Said softly, "I used to be in the country. When the sky was fine, I could see many stars at night. They were very bright and beautiful. My aunt said that some of those stars were illusioned by people who had left. They just changed their way to protect important things. Although I know that this may not be the case when I grow up, I am still willing to believe, because the universe is far more magnificent and mysterious than we imagined. I am willing to believe in this beautiful vision, so Mu Feng, maybe Auntie has also become a star , You are so outstanding, she must be very happy looking at you in the sky, after the college entrance examination, I will take you to the countryside, where you can see a very bright starry sky, and you will be able to see your aunt."

Even though he knew that this was Jin Chu's lame consolation, Qin Mufeng was still very moved, "Okay, I can just see the place where you grew up."

"Mu Feng, you haven't taken any photos in recent years." Jin Chu flipped through the pages of kindergarten, elementary school, and middle school. There were a few single photos of Qin Mufeng and a group photo of his grandma and grandpa. Group photos, not a single photo.

Qin Mufeng said, "I took it. It's on my phone. It used to be taken by my grandma to the photo studio."

After speaking, Qin Mufeng remembered that he and Jin Chu hadn't taken a photo together yet, so he put down the photo album and leaned on Jin Chu, "Ah Chu, let's take a group photo too."

"Are you using a cell phone?"

"Well, take a selfie."

"it is good."

On the screen, two teenagers leaned their heads together. The boy with shorter hair couldn't help but look at the other boy's face. I dare not look at the camera, click, the picture freezes.

Qin Mufeng took back his phone, looked at the fresh photos carefully, and was very satisfied, his Achu's ears were red again.

Qin Mufeng tapped the phone twice, and Jin Chu's phone rang, and Qin Mufeng sent him the photo.

The two looked at the photo and smirked, and Qin Mufeng teased, "These guys are so handsome."

Jin Chu: "Well, you are very handsome."

Qin Mufeng was so cute by his boyfriend again, he acted faster than thought, slightly tilted his head and kissed Jin Chu's face, "You are also handsome."

Jin Chu met his bright eyes, "You..."

Before the words were spoken, Qin Mufeng's kiss landed on his lips, swallowing Jin Chu's remaining words. The two had been together for a while, and Jin Chu was used to Qin Mufeng's touch, so he was only stunned for a second , and began to respond to Qin Mufeng.

The lips and teeth are intertwined, and the taste of the juice I drank just now is in my mouth. It is very sweet and has the fragrance of fruit, just like the two people who are embracing at the moment.

Qin Mufeng let go of the person, pressed against the tip of Jin Chu's nose and said, "Will you take a bath first?"

Jin Chu nodded.

Qin Mufeng went to the closet to get a set of pajamas, and went to the door to get a pair of slippers for Jin Chu, and Jin Chu entered the bathroom under his scorching gaze.

Then Qin Mufeng took his pajamas and went to the bathroom outside.

Jin Chu found that the shampoo and shower gel Qin Mufeng used was of the same brand as his own, and the taste was the same. There were two cups placed above the washstand, one of which contained an unopened toothbrush. He didn't know when Qin Mufeng prepared it. .

When he came out of the shower, Qin Mufeng had already finished washing and came back to sit on the sofa. Jin Chugang was about to ask him if he wanted to wash, but when he found the other party's wet hair, he retracted what he wanted to say.

Qin Mufeng is slightly taller than Jin Chu, and has a wider build. His clothes look a bit loose when Jin Chu wears them. Jin Chu is dressed very neatly, but the design of the V-shaped lapels reveals Jin Chu's beautiful collarbone. It also comes with a small piece of whiteness on the chest.

Qin Mufeng's Adam's apple twitched, got up and pulled him to sit beside him, took the dry towel prepared by the side and rubbed it on Jin Chu's head, Jin Chu was dumbfounded by his disorderly movements, so he just took the towel and wiped it himself." I'll do it myself, and you also find a towel to wipe first."

Qin Mufeng let go of his hand, lowered his head and sniffed Jin Chu's neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Okay, I'll brush my teeth first."

There was still steam in the bathroom that Jin Chugang had just bathed in. Looking at himself in the mirror, Qin Mufeng was thinking whether to be a "saint" or a "bad guy" tonight.