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On the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, another day is New Year's Eve, the whole family is neatly at home, and the atmosphere at the dinner table is quite harmonious.

Zhao Junyang remained unsmiling as always, Cheng Ya played the role of Master Duan Shui between the two sons, Zhao Zhichuan seemed to have changed his gender, and never found fault with him, Jin Chu was still not used to it.

After the meal, Cheng Ya and Zhao Junyang wanted to talk about the New Year's affairs, and relatives and friends had to move around after the new year. Cheng Ya sent Jin Chu and Zhao Zhichuan away, whether it was homework or going out to play, it didn't matter. .

Jin Chu didn't want to go out either, so he went back to the room directly. Cheng Ya came to Jin Chu's room to deliver fruit on the way, and said to him, "Xiao Chu, you are doing well in your studies. Your brother's grades have declined this semester. Why don't you take time to make up for him?" repair?"

Hearing that Zhao Zhichuan's grades had declined, Jin Chu was slightly surprised.

You have to know that Zhao Zhichuan knew that Jin Chu was good at studying before, so he always pushed forward with all his strength. The reason was that Cheng Ya didn't want Cheng Ya to only see Jin Chu's excellence. In addition, Zhao Junyang's requirements were always very strict, and Zhao Zhichuan's grades were always before the grade. ten.

Could it be that I transferred to another school, without the stimulation, the young master became slack?

Jin Chu: "Does he agree?"

Cheng Ya: "Well, I told him last night."

Jin Chu: "Well, let him come up with the book."

Cheng Ya told Zhao Zhichuan last night to ask Jin Chu to help him with tutoring, but Zhao Zhichuan didn't object. She felt that after Jin Chu came back this time, the relationship between the two was not as tense as before, and she was very pleased.

After the younger son was settled, she didn't have to worry about the elder son at all, Jin Chu never let her worry about it.

After Cheng Ya went out, Jin Chu brushed the questions and waited for a long time without seeing Zhao Zhichuan, thinking that the young master had never stepped into this door for two years, and asking him to come to him for tutoring was no different from bowing his head to ease the relationship.

Zhao Zhichuan hesitated for a long time at Jin Chu's gate, his face full of entanglement and unwillingness, why did he agree to let the annoying ghost take tuition.

Qin Mufeng has been doing New Year's goods for the past two days. Although he and his grandmother are the only ones at home, his aunt and uncle will bring the whole family over on the first day of the lunar new year. What should be prepared is still to be prepared.

Grandma was still talking about posting Spring Festival couplets and window grilles, so Qin Mufeng naturally wanted to take these.

After posting, he took out his mobile phone to take a few photos, flipped through the WeChat list, paused his finger on Jin Chu's nickname, hesitated, clicked on the dialog box, and sent all the photos to Jin Chu.

There was a quick reply, "The atmosphere is very good, window grilles and Spring Festival couplets are posted."

The holy monk said, "Well, the old man likes it."

The holy monk asked, "What about you, have you posted it at home?". "There are Spring Festival couplets, but no window grilles."

The holy monk "what are you doing now?". "Teaching the children extra lessons..."

The holy monk "Scholar's holiday routine?". "No, it's the helpless vacation of the top student."

The holy monk "..."

The holy monk "then you continue."

"Hey, can you concentrate? Are you giving me half-hearted tutoring?" The voice of the teenager who was in the stage of changing his voice was full of impatience.

Jin Chugang explained to Zhao Zhichuan a few more difficult question types, and asked him to practice with a few of the same question types. Although Zhao Zhichuan's grades had declined, they were still in the top 30 of his grade compared to his previous rankings.

Jin Chu was not annoyed when he heard his tone, and replied to Qin Mufeng's WeChat before putting down his phone and asking Zhao Zhichuan, "Are you done?"

"You don't care about me." Well, they can't talk to each other.

"Okay, let me have a look."

"Wait"

"...?" Okay, young master, you continue, and then Jin Chu took out his mobile phone to send a message to Qin Mufeng, he wanted to complain about the difficult life of a tutor.

"Hey, I said you put down your phone and don't affect me."

Jin Chu "???" My phone is on silent, you are sitting at the table and I am sitting on the sofa, can it affect you?Well, you can't talk to the young master who is playing with his temper.

Jin Chu put down his phone, simply sat down on the chair next to Zhao Zhichuan, and watched him do the questions.

Zhao Zhichuan "No, what are you doing looking at me?"

Jin Chu, "Hurry up and do your questions. I'm dedicated to tutoring you now."

Zhao Zhichuan became even angrier, and the nib of the pen made a rattling sound on the paper.

Seeing his angry appearance, Jin Chu felt a burst of joy, Zhao Zhichuan had the same appearance when he knocked on his door and came in earlier, the child has been strung up so fast in the past six months that it reached his ears.

There was still a childish face on his face, although he was still fierce, maybe it was Jin Chu's illusion, it seemed that Zhao Zhichuan didn't reject him as much as before.

After a tutoring session that was very disharmonious between the teacher and the students, Zhao Zhichuan didn't return to his place. Although the process seemed to start fighting at any time, the effect was remarkable.

During dinner at night, it was rare for Zhao Junyang to say, "Ask your brother if you don't understand." It was also rare for Zhao Zhichuan not to talk back, and let out a muffled "um".

Cheng Ya had a very happy meal and saw that the relationship between the two sons was about to break the ice.

After dinner, Jin Chu went back to his room and called his aunt, who was still the same as before, nagging him about how his health was, how his studies were, and that he was in his third year of high school, so don't put too much pressure on yourself.

Jin Chu felt sore when he heard it. If he was still at his aunt's house, he and his cousins ​​should be watching TV dramas or local TV Spring Festival Gala with their aunts and uncles by the stove.

After he came back, Jin Chu basically read books and did his homework. He didn't turn on the TV or computer in the room. He felt that Chinese New Year was becoming less and less interesting.

Thinking of "A Chinese Journey to the West" that I watched in the car that day, I planned to turn on the computer to search and watch it again.

When the computer was turned on, the first thing that popped up was the QQ login box. He hadn’t touched the computer for several months, and the login had long since expired. Jin Chu usually didn’t use QQ very much, and he didn’t have many friends on QQ. It turned out that there was a classmate group in junior high school.

But Jin Chu's relationship with his classmates is very weak, and no one usually contacts him, so he naturally has no one to contact.

Probably people with obsessive-compulsive disorder can't stand the strange feeling of entering the account number but not having the password, so Jin Chu entered the password to log in to QQ, but he didn't block the Q group, and the prompt message kept flashing in the lower right corner.

Jin Chu ignored it and clicked on the news directly. The latest news was a chat between a few girls in their class. It probably meant that they watched a movie. The ending was so cruel that they cried like fools.

Normally, Jin Chu would have turned it off directly. He wanted to search for "A Chinese Journey to the West" just now, so he was curious and scrolled up to see what movie they were talking about. After scrolling for a long time, he finally saw the name of the movie.

He stared at the name of the movie "Brokeback Mountain" and searched in his mind for a long time. He was sure that he didn't have a picture. Was the ending abusive?Jin Chu thought that he had a lot of tears watching movies, so it should be fine.

Enter keywords in the search box, and the entry of "Brokeback Mountain" will appear on the homepage soon. On the cover, two men are standing side by side, as if they are passing each other and relying on each other.

Entry introduction This is a story about the relationship between two men, Jin Chufei quickly closed the window.

It's not that he doesn't know about homosexuality, it's just that he hasn't paid attention to this group, and he hasn't seen such people around him.

In addition to the entries, the search page displays related movie reviews and videos. Jin Chu clicked on the first movie reviews.

When Jin Chu saw the end, he was deeply shocked, did he really have such feelings?The two protagonists have been separated and cared for a full 20 years.

He clicked on a link to a video website, and the movie started playing.

For more than two hours, Jin Chu experienced confusion, puzzlement, entanglement, regret, pain and deep regret all at once.

Parting forever.

For a lifetime.

Keep watch all your life.

Their ending may have been written since the day they started on Brokeback Mountain.

The Sri Lankan man has passed away, and the person left behind, except for the two shirts hugging and protecting each other, is the Brokeback Mountain full of memories in the photo.

Jin Chu's eyes were so dry that he wanted to say something, but he couldn't.

The lower right corner showed that it was almost 1:[-] in the morning, so he turned off the computer and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

While lying on the bed, he took a look at his mobile phone, Qin Mufeng sent him a message "Happy New Year's Eve" just after midnight.

Jin Chu thought for a while, and also sent Qin Mufeng a Happy New Year's Eve message.

Putting down the phone and preparing to go to bed, the other side replied "Haven't slept yet?". "Not yet, I just watched a movie."

Holy Monk "What movie?". "A country A movie is quite long. I didn't pay attention to the time. After watching it, I will finish it.". "Why haven't you slept yet?"

The holy monk "I have insomnia...". "...Young man, why do you suffer from insomnia, you might as well tell me and let me enlighten you."

The holy monk said, "That's not necessary." "Okay, so do you want to continue to suffer from insomnia?"

The holy monk said, "No, I'm suddenly sleepy." "...". "Good night then."

Holy Monk "Good night."

Jin Chu had a strange dream. In the dream, it was still the alley where he and Qin Mufeng met several times. Besides the two of them, there was also the boy who broke up with Qin Mufeng last time.

Only this time, Qin Mufeng did not have a stalemate with the boys, but was very intimate. Jin Chu passed by them, and they seemed to have not seen him. The two were very close, and Jin Chu couldn't hear what he was saying.

Jin Chu called "Classmate Qin", but Qin Mufeng ignored him, so he continued walking towards the rental house.

The more he thought about it, the more strange he felt, and he turned his head to try calling out a few more times.

The two boys who were leaning together and talking just now were kissing, Jin Chu's face burned up, and he wanted to turn around in panic, but he couldn't move his feet.

Also heavy, and his mood at the moment, he couldn't take his eyes off those two people at all, Jin Chu dragged his steps towards them.

Qin Mufeng turned around at this moment, looked at him and said, "Why are you here?"

"I...I'm passing by." Jin Chu's voice trembled.

"Huh?" Qin Mufeng let go of the boy and raised an eyebrow at Jin Chu.

"Then what, were you just...kissing?"

"Otherwise?" Qin Mufeng seemed to be a different person, with a frivolous tone, "Do you want to try?"

Jin Chu's mind "boomed", what nonsense Qin Mufeng was talking about.

Before Jin Chu could react, the person who was there just now suddenly came to his side, and immediately his lips were covered with another person's kiss.

Jin Chu was so startled that he couldn't move, his whole body was on fire, and his brain exploded.

After this bombing, Jin Chu woke up.

A thin layer of sweat covered Jin Chu's body, his chest heaved non-stop, his brain was about to explode like in a dream, scumbag!Qin Mufeng is a scumbag!She even kissed him with the same mouth that she had just kissed someone else.

After Jin Chu realized it, he realized how absurd this dream was. It must have been because of the movie he watched last night, which opened the door to his new world, otherwise he wouldn't have dreamed about it.

In other words, why did he dream of Qin Mufeng and others? Moreover, he didn't seem to hate what Qin Mufeng did to him, but was more angry at Qin Mufeng's behavior of provoking him without being clear with others.

The sky had not yet risen outside, but Jin Chu couldn't fall asleep anyway.