Master's Dao System Daily

"Me," Ji Suifeng smiled, looked up at the lonely moon in the sky, took a sip of wine and said, "Now that I think about it, I think of him as my life-saving straw."

People always have a reason to live, either for their loved ones, or for their friends, or for themselves.

Ji Suifeng used to have, mother, debt repayment, and family, full of things.

But with his mother lying in front of the cold commercial building, all his reasons were gone.

The family is gone, the mother is gone, and even the huge gambling debts are gone—the man named Ji Wei, whom people call his father, paid off the debts for him.

Ji Wei said that he would have a home, and every time he spoke to the outside world, he "sincerely" expressed his wish for him to return home.

Ji Suifeng didn't go, so the school set up a separate dormitory for him. Under Ji Wei's instruction, all the utensils in the dormitory were prepared.

Facing a room full of brand-new and expensive clothes, quilts and utensils, Ji Suifeng expressionlessly threw all the things into the trash can downstairs, went home to pick and choose, and brought in all the usable ones.

It took him two days to basically finish the move. He thought he would return the house to the landlord, but he was told that the house had already belonged to him.

Ji Suifeng just felt disgusted. When his mother was there, he ignored them. Now that his mother died in full view, he became considerate.

Ji Suifeng even resented his mother a little bit, did she think that she would be able to live a good life like this?Can you use that man's money to your heart's content?

Looking at the two-bedroom house that has been moved to pieces, no one will talk about him throwing it around and clean it up in a good temper. The house is quiet, and the phrase "son" will never be heard again. I can't hear the intermittent, cautious and suppressed coughing...

Ji Suifeng sat blankly on the sofa for a while, then got up again and put the messed things back to their original places, then went out, locked the room seriously, and never opened it again.

He sometimes thinks, why the fuck didn't he take him away?

Did she think that she could live alone in this world?Or do you think you can call that man "Dad" with peace of mind?

She jumped from such a high place alone, isn't she afraid?

There are three teaching buildings in the school. The left and right sides are the junior high school and the laboratory building. The tallest building in the middle is the high school, which is twelve stories high.

Ji Suifeng's class is on the third floor, but he always likes to go to the top floor.

He sat on the roof of the building made of mud railings and looked down, watching the people who were only the size of his finger come and go downstairs, and couldn't help thinking, what is the 30-storey business building like?Ant?Bug?

Later, he discovered that sitting in a high place and watching people is addictive. From the beginning, he only dared to take a look, but later he couldn't help going up to watch almost every big class break. He watched for an hour or two, watching people come and go Go, the wind blows the sunset.

Anyway, the school doesn't care about him now. Even if he doesn't go to class every day, no one dares to say a word about him. He is the illegitimate son of the boss of the business group. It has been spread on campus, but they never dare to criticize him in front of him. Half a sentence.

He couldn't help but go to the roof day after day, sitting there, blowing the wind, basking in the sun, getting drenched in the rain...

He would often think on the rooftop, did she sit on that balcony for so many days like himself?

But how could she jump down?How does it feel to jump off?Will it hurt?If you jump down...is it all over?

Before Ji Suifeng had time to try it, one day he was basking in the winter sun with his head up, when suddenly his waist tightened and he fell backwards uncontrollably.

With a sound of "bang", he was still in a daze, but his body didn't feel the pain of touching the ground, instead he was warmly and softly caught by someone behind him.

"Oh my ass! It hurts me to death. Why are you sitting here? Do you know if you fall off and you will be killed!? Where did you come from? You are in junior high school? Why do you look so small? You Are you 15 years old?"

Sitting on the ground, Ji Suifeng was stunned by the man's series of questions. When he looked up, he saw the boy in school uniform complaining and patting the ashes on his body while bending over and lowering his head to question him.

The man's grass-green school uniform was casually draped over his body. His hair exploded in all directions on the top of his head. A few strokes hung down and even formed the most popular bangs at that time. His mouth was full of white gas in winter, and his face I don't know if it was out of anger or in a hurry, but it was glowing red in the cold wind.

That day seemed to gather all the sun of the whole winter together, the man stood against the light in front of Ji Suifeng, stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes

He said: "Why are you in a daze... don't you really want to jump off the building! Brother, let's tell if we are unhappy, you jump off the building... your family will be sad! Think about your parents, It’s not easy for them to work hard to raise you. Alas, I don’t know how to persuade others. Why don’t I take you to a teacher? Have you been bullied by your classmates? Who bullied you? Tell me, brother will give you beat him!"

Ji Suifeng came back to his senses, shook his head, turned around and left without answering him.

The man seemed to be unable to read his eyes, and when he saw that he was about to leave he hurriedly followed him, nagging at the same time to make him think about it, there is no obstacle in life.

Ji Suifeng stopped suddenly, and as expected, someone bumped into him recklessly from behind, and then he was quickly grabbed by the shoulder, as if he was afraid of knocking him down the stairs.

"What, what's the matter?" Seeing that he didn't leave, the man approached him cautiously and asked, for fear that he would irritate others again.

"It's okay," Ji Suifeng said, then turned to stare at him and said, "I didn't intend to jump off the building, I just wanted to come and sit, don't tell anyone."

The man rolled his eyes, heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and said with a big grin: "It's fine if it's not. I was scared to death just now. I thought you couldn't think about jumping off a building. If someone bullies you at school, you can Tell me, I'm in Class [-], my name is Zhou Jun, the handsome Jun, what's your classmate's name?"

"Ji Suifeng."

"Which class are you in?"

"Class one."

"I'm a top student! Come on, wait for me, classmate Ji, let's make friends. You guys are all awesome in the first class. Why are your grades so good? Our teachers are almost the same!" You

"..."

This man named Zhou Jun is really noisy. On the way back to class, he can talk about it alone, from class comparison to the teacher, then from the teacher to the principal, and from the principal to the school...

"You went wrong, this is our class."

"Hit? Oh oh oh, hey, I'll come to play with you next time, I'm leaving."

"..."

What do you mean "come again" to play with him?Did you play with him just now?

From then on, Ji Suifeng discovered that this person was always wandering around the door of his class, peeking in from the door of the class with mischievous eyebrows, and did not dodge when he caught his gaze, and smiled at himself fervently.

But after that, Ji Suifeng never had the opportunity to blow on the rooftop alone, and every time he wanted to go upstairs, he would "coincidentally meet" Zhou Jun, and then went up with him in the name of making friends.

Now let alone sitting on the railing and looking down, Zhou Jun would use various excuses to pull him back even if he walked a little to the edge of the rooftop.

Ji Suifeng actually didn't like this, it would make people think that he couldn't die even if he wanted to, but he was obviously just curious that day.

One day during the break, the teacher in Zhou Jun’s class procrastinated. Ji Suifeng was afraid that he would stop by the door of his class again, so he ran into the toilet ahead of time and waited until the bell rang for the next class.

He just wanted to hide from Zhou Jun, let him know that he was an ungrateful guy, and let him stop interfering with his life.

The second class bell rang, and Ji Suifeng came out of the toilet and walked to the classroom. There was no student in the corridor, and when he reached the stairs, he was suddenly hugged.

"Where did you go! Do you know that I'm so worried! If I run down and you're not in the classroom, I'm going to ask the teacher to call the police, do you know!?"

Zhou Jun is a tall and strong person, and he is in the period of voice change. His voice is hoarse and ugly, but his voice is still loud. This howl can be heard by the class up and down three floors.

Ji Suifeng's face burned quickly, and he ran with his head down, Zhou Jun was so angry that he followed suit.

A few brave people poked their heads out and looked out, only to see two figures in school uniforms rushing into the toilet.

"Why are you running!? Did you hear me talking to you!" Zhou Jun grabbed Ji Suifeng, and was so angry that he couldn't break free.

"I heard, I heard, can you keep your voice down?" Ji Suifeng was caught by him and couldn't resist, and he didn't know why this guy was so strong even though he was the same age as him.

"Why am I whispering! Do you know that I followed you every day for the past two weeks because I was afraid that you wouldn't think about it, but it turned out that you were lucky enough to avoid me on purpose during class time. It's fun to tease people, isn't it?"

"I do not have."

"No, why did you run away on purpose?"

"I'm sorry……"

"...You..." Zhou Jun didn't expect him to apologize suddenly, and he was a little flustered. He quickly put down the hand holding his shoulder, frowned, scratched his head and said cautiously: "Just explain, you don't need to apologize... ...You, don't cry..."

Ji Suifeng didn't want to cry either, he lowered his head, the tears in his eyes fell on the floor like uncontrollable.

He hated himself for being weak. In the past, he couldn't stop his mother from gambling, and then he only cared about going to school and didn't help her pay off her debts. After her mother left, she survived. Now, because someone suddenly cared about her, she couldn't stop crying...

"You, don't cry... I'm sorry I didn't yell at you on purpose, I, I was just too anxious, my classroom is too far away from you, and it's on the third floor. I have to climb nine to get to the twelfth floor. Lou, I'm so angry because I ran confused...ah bah I'm not angry, I mean tired, no no I'm not tired, I mean..."

"You better stop talking..." Ji Suifeng laughed through his tears and interrupted him: "I, I won't go to the rooftop from now on. If you want to find me during recess, just come to our class. There is no one next to me." sit."

"Ah?" Zhou Jun opened his mouth wide in surprise, unable to react: "You, how are you? Stop crying?"

"I didn't cry!"

"Okay, okay, you didn't cry, you didn't cry, it's me who cried, okay?"

"Ah."

When a person is drowning, he will desperately grab everything he can touch around him, even a root of grass.Zhou Jun became the only grass around Ji Suifeng that he could touch.

He didn't even know how this relationship started, he agreed to everything Zhou Jun said, he agreed to everything he said.

Together, agree, apart, agree.

But obedience and obedience can't increase any bargaining chips to keep those around you, but will make you go to a desperate situation.

Ji Suifeng should have known it a long time ago, but he didn't suddenly realize that he was always alone until Zhou Jun had other friends and lovers around him.

The boy on the balcony of the high school campus who desperately rushed to save himself was just one of the countless passers-by in his life.

If Ji Suifeng could be given another chance, he thought that he would not hold the straw in his hands anymore, but would sink to the bottom of the sea naturally, as he should have sunk to the bottom of the sea.

Because some people seem to be born to reflect the beauty of the world.