[Rat and Cat] Serious Crime Team

Zhan Zhao Diary

Blood is the feast of hell, and it will drive demons crazy, because demons live in hell.

April 2012, 7, sunny.

It was a case that went from start to finish very quickly, and it kept the public's attention throughout.The media is crazy about it, the public is panicking about it, the police are anxious about it, and I got something for it.An ugly scar, a feeling of stagnation that is hard to dissipate.

Although it has been two months since that afternoon, I still can't calm down my mood.Whenever I close my eyes, I can smell the stench at the end of my nose.Even when I sat in front of Qian Ming and conducted my interview, I realized that the suspect in this case actually had a pair of very ordinary eyes.Although his eyes dodged when he saw me, he seemed a little timid.However, these eyes are definitely not the ones that appear in my nightmares many times. His eyes are not fierce at all, and they are not bloodshot like blood. They are not vicious, cold, or even perverted. The usual calm.His eyes were ordinary, even a little shy.

"He was not shy at all when he stabbed you with that knife." This sentence came from Bai Yutang, and his tone at that time was really unforgettable.Although this guy moved very slowly and almost caused me to bleed dry, he saved my life no matter what. People with insomnia usually have a bad temper, so even if he hurt me a few words, I wouldn't mind.

Respondent No. 0137, Qian Ming (the murderer in this case, the police and the court have already reached a final conclusion, so I don’t need to call him a suspect), is 21 years old. Most of his information has been obtained by the police. master.Because of my injury, the school gave me a one-month vacation, and because I was very bored, I often went to the serious crime team to participate in the work of Captain Bao and the others.It's also because Bai Yutang doesn't like me, and every time he sends me away, of course, when he sends me away, he will give me the latest interrogation materials about Qian Ming for me to take home and study.Therefore, most of the information on hand by the police is backed up here. Alas, I have to sigh, it feels really good to have help from acquaintances.

Bai Yutang regarded my behavior as self-abuse, maybe he was right, because even though I was haunted by the situation of that day every night, I still had an urgent desire to find out Qian Ming's real motive for committing the crime as soon as possible .Of course, I am not the only one, the "old man" is also looking forward to my conclusion. Maybe he is looking forward to my return to work as soon as possible so that I can continue to be squeezed by him, God knows.

Well, let’s talk about Qian Ming.He is a typical pervert, but also a special pervert.Most people in this world have some psychological problems more or less, and many people have extreme mental illnesses, but most of them will not eventually develop into criminals, or even serial killers.However, through the analysis of Qian Ming's growth environment and life circumstances, I found that the road he walked was almost one of the worst situations a person would experience when growing up.It can be said that the extreme character shaped by his childhood experience and the series of acquired blows jointly made him a demon.

In his short life, it was full of indifference and abandonment.His parents divorced from the age of five, and his mother took him to live for three years. According to neighbors, he suffered multiple violent abuses from his mother, but because there is no good protection mechanism for minors in China, no one can help he.The abuse stopped after three years and he was placed in foster care with a relative because his mother remarried.This relative has a child himself, so he doesn't care much about Qian Ming.According to Qian Ming himself, he hardly ate a few full meals during the years at his relative's house, and was even beaten and scolded by the elder child of the relative's family. He escaped from the relative's house when he was 16 years old and became independent. Go back to the old house where my mother lived before she remarried and live alone.

It's a pity that what Qian Ming said about escaping means only escaping from relatives' homes. Facts have proved that what happened between the ages of five and 16 has already caused irreversible damage to Qian Ming's heart.In the long-term indifference and abuse, he became an indifferent, withdrawn, inferior, and gloomy boy.Of course, because no one has ever cared about him, let alone his studies, his academic performance has been very poor, and he dropped out of school directly after graduating from junior high school.A boy who is thin, has no education, and cannot even communicate with others confidently, of course it is difficult to find a job to earn a living.It can be said that throughout his adolescence, Qian Ming lived in a miserable and impoverished environment. He could only do odd jobs to make a living. Apart from having a place to live, he was no different from a homeless man.

Of course, even if life is difficult, as long as a grown man wants to go to work, the possibility of starvation is still very small.So this period of life is much better than the period in relatives' house.The ignorance of adolescence does not exist for Qian Ming, because survival is almost a problem at that time.Therefore, Qian Ming, who has solved food and clothing as an adult, suddenly realized that there are women in this world, and he developed a strong curiosity and desire for the opposite sex.However, it is conceivable that such a man has no career, no healthy body, and can't even show a confident smile. How can he face the opposite sex?Not to mention pursuit.

So he can only hide in an inconspicuous corner, watching those young and beautiful girls.He didn't dare to confess, he didn't dare to pursue, and he didn't even have the courage to step forward and meet the other party's eyes.

During the long-term sexual repression, hatred arose in his heart.The more he loves those girls, the more he hates them, which is why he tortured those girls' bodies and stuffed them in the trash.He didn't want to hide the corpse, but just to vent the hatred in his heart, like an incurable obsessive-compulsive disorder.

It can be said that such Qian Ming is sad, pitiful, but also terrifying.He was like a demon lurking in the dark hell, he didn't know when his uncontrollable desires would erupt, and when they gushed out, the consequences became uncontrollable.

Later, I realized that my experience this time was the greatest luck among misfortunes. Fortunately, when I met Qian Ming, he didn't completely lose his mind, and fortunately, I was not a woman.While life is meaningless in the mind of a pervert, neither is gender.

Many cases abroad have confirmed that a serial rapist who prefers blonde beauties will also kill women of other appearances, and they will even kill men, because they don't care at all.But sometimes, some small differences can make a big difference in the results.

What happened at the Green Willow Pavilion at that time, maybe I will never forget it in my life.Although the result was okay, the process was indeed very painful. Maybe this is the closest I have ever been to death in my life. This feeling is really uncomfortable.Nightmares are a kind of stress response. The old man said that it will pass in the future. I hope that day will come soon. The feeling of lack of sleep is really painful.

When mentioning insomnia, he thought of Bai Yutang again.Since what happened that day, he actually has a bad face every time he sees me. It's strange. After all, I can be regarded as saving the girl he likes. I really can't understand it.He actually suggested to Captain Bao not to add me to their team in the process of solving the case in the future.Well, speaking of that little beauty, Ding Yuehua, she has obviously matured a lot after this time, at least she no longer dresses up like a younger sister.The last time she came to see me in the hospital, she was dressed neatly and looked pretty, but her face was still dark when she saw Bai Yutang.I don't know what the relationship between these two is, I'm really curious.

Since I was very curious about the reason why Qian Ming sucked blood, and he kept silent about it when I interviewed him, I had no choice but to ask the doctor who gave him a physical examination before going to prison.The doctor mentioned that Qian Ming had many old scars on his body, which he suspected were caused by being abused when he was young.And there are still several wounds healed from surgery on his body. The scars did not last long, and they should be left by surgery after he became an adult.

I went to check Qian Ming's surgery records, only to find out that he had undergone surgery for stomach bleeding two years ago.It may be because of the problem of postoperative healing, and Qian Ming's wound oozes blood for a long time.According to his attending doctor, the oozing condition improved after several months, and he has completely healed now.However, Qian Ming asked the doctor to give him blood transfusions many times during his hospitalization and follow-up visits, and claimed that he would lose too much blood and die.

The case ended with Qian Ming being sentenced to death. Although he was an adult and did not need a guardian to hand over his case, thanks to the great paparazzi, Qian Ming's irresponsible parents were still punished. dug it out.Of course, this didn't make me feel better when I was convalescing. The parents really upheld the usual indifferent attitude and said they would not visit Qian Ming in the detention center.Among them, his father even said that he had nothing to do with this child long ago, and hoped that no one would disturb his peaceful life again.Yes, a peaceful life, everyone has the right to pursue a peaceful life.But for those children who did not ask to come into this world, when they are young and vulnerable, when they need protection most, who should provide them with a peaceful life?

Ever since I learned this profession, I often have some strange thoughts, such as whether the so-called innate abnormality really exists?Orientals believe that human beings are inherently good, so who planted the first seed of evil?Criminals will eventually be punished, but who will be responsible for the lost lives?

Huh~~~ My heart is really heavy. When I write a diary when I am recovering from illness, I will always bring a negative mentality, which is really bad.Fortunately, there was a news show on TV, and a female reporter with exquisite make-up was innocently condemning Qian Ming's parents with righteous indignation. It seemed that it would take a while for them to return to a peaceful life.These paparazzi are not useless.

The female reporter was right, it would be better not to have such parents.Speaking of this, I really miss my parents. I don't know when the two of them will come back after traveling for a year.Counting it, the vacation is still long, and there are still more than 20 days left after the interview with Qian Ming. How about going to see them?But when I go, they won't change places to continue playing, right?Mom and Dad have no fixed place, but my brother won't move around casually, so let's go to his place for a few meals, that's the decision! ^_^

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